Punching bag

[minor citrus]

Majority of the people I hang out with use me as an emotional punching bag. I have to burden all the negative emotions they feel and I want to talk to someone about this. I feel as if I am being slowly broken down. I feel as if I have fallen into a limbo of depression and hope. Along with that I am constantly ridiculed and I try to stay stable. I don't even know what I did to deserve the way I am being treated. I've just lost hope with people so I usually just isolate myself from forging new realtionships. I figured that if I talk to people I'll just get hurt repeatedly. People also just take my kindness for granted. No one actually cares about me and they just want to drag me down. Eventually I might just consider ending it all

[jade wedge]

same

[sour compass]

Listen, if you feel like everyone in your circle is ridiculing you/unfairly being rude in a not joking manner, take a bit to breath, step back, and look at your situation. There is a quote I personally live by "You can't change the people around you, but you can change the people around you

If they aren't being true/good friends, leave them. They don't deserve you

And no matter what they say, or what happens, you sure as hell don't deserve to feel how you do around you supposed "friends"