The urge of ending myself grows everyday

[ornate berry]

I don't think theres a happy life or ending in this life for me it has been like this since i was born. living hurts me every and gives more sadness and depression . And no it wont get better

[reef aurora]

Sorry to hear that brother , are you comfortable sharing a biy more , if you're comfortable , no pressure.

[ornate berry]

Whats the point ? Nothing will get better

[reef aurora]

Brother that maybe true but at least you can share the pain.

[reef aurora]

Are you K??

[reef aurora]

Brother hope you're doing K. Times are hard. God knows they are. People make it even harder. With no genuinely emotionally available , warm and kind people ,
All that becomes even harder.

So , if you do feel the need to share some of the pain/burrdens. I am here for you till 19.

I said 19 because I will not be available after that.

[ornate berry]

God doesn’t want to help me

I have been struggling for 24 years

[ornate berry]

He didn’t help

[reef aurora]

Do you believe in God?

[ornate berry]

No

[reef aurora]

Was it always line that brother or your belief shattered later??