Voices. I'm so done.
#They won't stop.
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Man, i really can't stop hating myself can i?
oh shut up you're talking to yourself
i'm pathetic.
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happiness makes way for my sadness
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I should've never made it this far.
wooden nexus
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I don't know if I can any longer.
6 years of thoughts makes you crazy
It started happening around when I was 9, and I'm so done
I'm exausted
ripe anchor
It started happening around when I was 9, and I'm so done
Did something traumatic happen to u(
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something like that
or i dont know actually
its more of a version of me telling myself that everything wont get better because i don't deserve it
i hate that me
ripe anchor
its more of a version of me telling myself that everything wont get better becau...
I think u have a mental disorder
Or like trauma response yk
Maybe talk to a therapist!
ripe anchor
its more of a version of me telling myself that everything wont get better becau...
Why u think that if i kay ask
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well, icant really controll it
ripe anchor
well, icant really controll it
Sometimes its okay to understand u cant control situations u only can control what happends after it
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But I'm scared.
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Oh my god
I felt it
For the first time, I felt them stop screaming
Even if it was just for a few seconds, it made me tear up on the spot
molten canyon
It’s okay voices come sometimes, it’s mainly called overthinking,best think for you to do is distract yourself from getting the, thoughts be around people who make you happy and give you support, not doubt yourself over the voices don’t listen to them, I know it’s hard but you will be okay trust me, its okay to cry it’s okay to be sad, but remember who you are, DMs always open, and I will get back to you as soon as I can when available.
scenic pagoda
Even if it was just for a few seconds, it made me tear up on the spot
Its probably an anxiety attack, something is bothering you. Look for hobbies or friends, or maybe a therapist who can help you express yourself and let go of it.
dim vault
Its probably an anxiety attack, something is bothering you. Look for hobbies or ...
Maybe
I did start shaking one time
Blacked out and woke up at my friends place
It was terrifying
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its pathetic
leaden python
I know how it feels. Look, dont pay them any attention, you don't have to listen to them, put on headphones and try to fall asleep earlier. I dunno what you went through but it also may be because of lack of sleep due to the poor sleeping schedule the brain starts to get exhausted too. Sending wrong signals to your vision, hearing and etc. (Medically and scientifically might be incorrect)
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It doesn't work
devout goblet
the voices, are so much closer and louder than just noise, aren't they?. like they are heard by the very soul, instead of just ears, and that, evokes you, rather than just sound to you.. it's a message that you cannot ignore because there is no ear plugs to block it, nor ears needed to hear it.. just you, hearing the loop of names and voices trained and developed in you like its your very existence. saying things that you can't do, not because you cannot do it, only cause you only heard it for so long, your faith, hope and ability only says the same very words that you have only heard..
like whispers of your world storeable, rather than just mere noises of this world ignorable.
do correct me if I am wrong.. as I just intend a genuine communication of interaction rather than argumentation or provocation.
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the voices, are so much closer and louder than just noise, aren't they?. like th...
You got the gist of it right yeah
I think im going insane
What if I don't get better?
Ever
Maybe I wasn't cut out for living
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Please
fickle vigil
Please
Hey there! Just a small reminder that no matter what someone out there cares about you and you matter, even if it doesn’t seem like it. Maybe try to get professional help (if you need/want to) or talk to friends/family! and don’t forget that we love you no matter what ❤️
frozen estuary