Tired. Again.

[wet pumice]

Well I hoped I dont have to text gere again that everything will be right. I guess no

So i started to get really like REALLY tired because I cant understand why people doesnt give a damn about me when I clearly did nothing wrong. Im trynna ignore it thinking I can live alone without a problem but no. They keep sending snaps how to out in the dark or just outside chilling together, without me. I dont know what I did Im trying my hardest but im sick of that i get ignored or they just forget about me completely. I cant even find the fun in games anymore. It was one of my escapes from this but I just cant seem to keep going on im just tired. Idk what to do anymore I just sit in my room not doing anything.

[tawny token]

honestly it sounds like depression @wet pumice

but dont go to a therapist or anything yet bc you could get misdiagnosed or wtv.

how long has this been going for?

[wet pumice]

1 year now

[wet pumice]

Ive been into mental hospital

So

[tawny token]

oh damn ok

[wet pumice]

They said I dont have depression

[tawny token]

did they give you a diagnosis at all?

[wet pumice]

Yea

[tawny token]

huh

[wet pumice]

They said som emotion wave

Or idk

Like my emotions just waves once sad once happy

I dont think so

[tawny token]

honestly js try to find a new group of people to hang with if this group isnt including you

thats my two cents honestly

[wet pumice]

Its pretty hard for my to find ppl

[tawny token]

it doesnt sound like depression or anything at all so thats good.

[wet pumice]

Cuz its hard for me to talk to people

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do you do sports at all?

[wet pumice]

No

Not anymore

I quit them

[tawny token]

i mean one good way to get connections is like a club or something

like i got into acting and baseball and that changed my status so quickly

[wet pumice]

Its hungary

No clubs or anything

[tawny token]

oh lol

[wet pumice]

I mean in school and I wpuldnt join any of them

[tawny token]

i thought you were american lol

[wet pumice]

Nope

But i would rather move to america than staying in this country

[tawny token]

fs i get it

i was in brazil for 6 months and i missed florida so much

but thats beside the point

are there any like after school groups or like "we meet up here often" spots?

[wet pumice]

No

I dont know any

[tawny token]

ah well thats ok

[wet pumice]

But still my social anxiety wouldnt let me

[tawny token]

ah ok now all you rlly gotta do is sorta face it head on

ik it sounds stupid but hear me out

there isn't rlly like a solution to it (i have it too so ik) so you kinda js gotta break out of the shell

its hard but worth it

[wet pumice]

Worth a try

But still idk how

Cuz i rlly just cant talk to people i find it really hard

Ik it sounds stupid

[tawny token]

nah it doesnt

[wet pumice]

But idk how to tell if its just smth I cant explaine

[tawny token]

the thing is you gotta kinda get yourself in with people. what i would do is honestly try to sit with different people and js talk yk

experiment with different types of people and see who you vibe with

[wet pumice]

Yh

Ill try

Ty for replying btw

[tawny token]

yeah i gotchu

js ping me and lmk how it goes