i am 13 years old in the past 2 years of school i wasn't able to get any friends in my class it really hurts me i walk by myself cry in the bathrooms ask myself if anyone really wants to be friends with me i do have this friend but he is only friends with me because i was popular a few years ago we don't talk a lot but somehow get in the same class i don't want to continue being friends with him but never got the courage to do that and whenever it is my birthday my older sister tries her best to make sure that i don't get any birthday gifts one time i have ask my father to get me 10 dollars worth of robux a currency on roblox so i can make ads for my games but every time i have brought that up my sister tries her best to make sure i don't get it
i thought about telling everything that is happening to me with my mom but i have a language barrier (she can only speak language 2 i can speak language 1 barely speak language 2)with her i thought maybe i can talk to my dad nope he would laugh and wouldn't take this seriously i have been doing well in school and recently i have received a trophy for my good grades when i tried showing it to my mom my younger brother 11 months difference got mad that i got a trophy and he got a certificate for his grades my life has been going down hill in my point of view
i need to understand something should i just man up or do something about this