#Trying to move on. (personal vent)

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frosty vapor
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Trying to move on. (personal vent)

frosty vapor
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sometimes I wonder if I would have never gotten into a relationship and actually tried to fix everything with him and I mean absolutely everything would I stil feel like this?

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it just makes me wanna break down

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re read messages

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everything

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hell just to listen to an old vm he sent

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I wanna relive those times

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it still hurts

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I still remember the song he picked when I asked him the 2nd month we dated of a song that "reminded him of me" and he picked this side of paradise oh how I listened to that song on repeat

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even during my worst

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fuck i hate crying over him

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i just want to be over it

frosty vapor
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okk so imma make it daily bc why not

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uhhh

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doing great today actually

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not really thinking much about him sooo yeah :)

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sigh

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uhhh

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and uhh thats pretty much it

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kinda debating on whether I should reach out to him or not

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aghhh

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I hate thiss

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I want to so bad to bro

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just be like "hey hows life" or some stupid bullshit but

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I just

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I dont wanna keep popping in and out of his life

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especially knowing the both of us (or at least me) is still getting over the breakup

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I remember I told him something last time we spoke about a few weeks ago and I told him that it was best for us not to talk all the time due to mixed feelings

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but I mean

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I miss him

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but at the same time I feel like thats unfair to my bf

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like imagine your bf was still talking with his ex behind your back?

hexed topaz
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YOU ENDED IT

frosty vapor
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huh

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yeah

hexed topaz
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You broke up with him and want to mourn

frosty vapor
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yeahhh I know

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kind of stupid

hexed topaz
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Rebound relationship and misses the ex they dumped

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Absolutely absurd

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I’m filled with rage just reading this

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Why are you like this?

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Holy crap

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And the other guy will dread finding out this info eventually

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Anything can work if you both try.

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Who wants someone back who abandoned them?

hexed topaz
hexed topaz
hexed topaz
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Not a good way to move on

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“I want to move on but date someone who’s reminiscent of my ex”

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Bro???

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These are not smart choices at all

frosty vapor
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yeah you're right

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what should I do?

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I wanna make it right

hexed topaz
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And dump your current bf if you truly want to heal

frosty vapor
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Yeah I guess its more that Im confused on what to do, I never realized how horrible it sounded til someone else said something I guess

frosty vapor
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I truly wanna heal

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instead of ignoring how I feel

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expecially after a decision I made myself

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like

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thats really stupid now looking at it

hexed topaz
frosty vapor
hexed topaz
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…

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Smh

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Girls I swear

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I hope somebody’s tells my ex the same

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So she comes back home

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Baby I miss you