vast light
Hey...guys. I know my problems are no where even half as serious as so many others' here, i...just don't know how to deal with these emotions.
I had a really good friend. A really good one. But i started ignoring her, and then, made it all about myself, she told me she felt like a mosquito thrown out of a vat of milk, in the sense, I used her for years, because I had stopped showing up for her the way she needed. And I went silent for a year, and when I came back, I still made it about her forgiving me. I even told her I used to chat with ai bots during that one year, which probably confirmed her fears. Now, months after that, she warned me against ever reaching out. And that we can never be friends and that I've kept disrespecting her boundaries by reaching out. So, I was planning to bake a cake in her birthday. And sending it to her. I know it would still be breaking her boundaries, but would she atleast feel how much she always mattered? Will it be for her best? Thank you.
bleak talon