Ideations, memory loss and unknown cravings

[glad granite]

||I'm struggling with ideations, memory loss and cravings I can't understand. Please can I have some help regarding this. I have screenshots which state the full stroy of my downward spiral||

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[haughty remnant]

im sorry to hear ab ur mental spiral and scatteredness man, im here for u, but lets start by walking thru everything problem by problem specifically before i respond to u w sum help

[glad granite]

Yes please

[haughty remnant]

so, to start, whats the first thing that comes to mind wen ud describe a problem in yrself or life

[glad granite]

Blood

[glad granite]

Also, for a specific problem it would be like an endless void, leading me to false hope

[haughty remnant]

<@&993332385670246420> sorry i cant help rn

[glad granite]

It's alright dw

[radiant kestrel]

you there @glad granite?

from what i have read by now your in a dark and very dangerous place

[glad granite]

I'm here

[radiant kestrel]

i dm'ed you rn

[glad granite]

Ok, I'll read it now