Im really insecure I feel embarrassed by how I look and embarrassed about basically every aspect about me but what I'm the most insecure about is being boring and plain I feel invisible like a face in a sea of people i hate it I wish I looked striking or different but I'm boring and awkward it makes me sad and I have a complex from it I cannot stand being talked over or ignored because of it and I just avoid and hate other people because of how often I'm ignored when I try to talk i don't even express myself anymore because I feel like I'll never get recognized or cared about like "no point in entering that competition I won't win" or "there's no point in showing this drawing when all I'll get is a half assed "wow" and then ignored"
#Im tired of being invisible
shy glen
ocean wedge
Im really insecure I feel embarrassed by how I look and embarrassed about basica...
my first thing is that no one is ever boring or plain, everyone is special in their own way and you thinking and thinking this way is already special and different from other people. and no one is ever invisible, someone will always think about you at least once a day. the problem is you expecting yourself to stay invisible and not taking action. you have to take action and be yourself. and if other people are talking over you or ignore you, you have to set a boundary or talk to different people. i know it will be hard to start taking action in your life, but you can’t just expect things to change while ure not doing anything about it. you can’t expect your character to be “the invisible person no one knows” because if you continue thinking like that, then you will stay like that. i know it is frustrating to think that way and i’m sorry for that, but you have to remember that you have control over your own life and that is another thing that makes you special