why am i always getting ignored?

[bronze needle]

recently, last week and this week has been the worst for me. all my friends on snapchat are offline, and my only online friends on discord is me and my sisters school friends. we play a roblox game called "99 nights in a forest" on call usually. but, i feel like i've had enough. say, if i find something such as a diamond or something. boom. no reply. 5 minutes later, one of them goes "i found a diamond" then they're all like "omg good! save it! lucky !" i think to myself. "am I that boring?" im already insecure of myself. "Am I too annoying? Do I cling onto people too much? Do i leave people out?" Then, me and my sister had a fight, but we both apologized. but now when i check my sisters phone she has a gc with the same girls from our school, but without me. I hear them laughing, talking, and playng roblox without me. i feel like im not enough, or too much. i left they're group chat and now i have nothing else to do execpt listen to spotify and rot in my bed. i dont get what am i doing wrong..? (i hope someone can relate.) but tbh, i think im the problem..am i overthinking?

[valid scaffold]

yh ur life is cooked

[bronze needle]

thats such good support

[valid scaffold]

i appreciate it thank you