#i keep deleting it

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and she’s like tuff she’s rlly tuff

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i love trick

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ik the hair makes no sense sy fm

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this is them tg but this was a rlly long time ago so my art was lowkey

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not it

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echo looks different again

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i kinda like this design for him more

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cuz he look his age

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this is also him

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but yea idk what design i like better

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cuz here he looks

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idk

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frick

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aight what

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i need a water bottle

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ok amazon time yay

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i found one

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blublubblbublubblbublbubiuubububublublbublbu

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blublublublublibli

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locusts swarm your farm name 4 egyptian gods

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just reap what i sow bro

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why my family always on something bru

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i genuinely

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don’t fw my dad

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he’s so weird he doing the most

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idk atp

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i hate eating and i hate when people stare

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i feel so

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gone

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i dont like anybody here

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it’s happening again

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i hate it here

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i frelclike im gonna cry again and idk why

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bru

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idrc anymore i did this to myself

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i js

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wanna sleep forever

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i hate when people look at me

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stomach hurts

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migraine

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i wanna go home ion wanna be here anymore

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can everybody js
leave me alone

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why are people so fucking dense

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i hate them

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my dad is apparently very fond of talking shit about me to my face

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and he wonders why i dont like him

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i hate the way he looks at me

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matcha time

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labubu dubai chocolate love island beabadoobee tote bags

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im trying so hard to get myself out of artblock rn

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how do people even do ts

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IM HONNA HIVE UP

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ITS TOOOOO HARD

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i got this

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now time for the bottom jaw ig idek what steps i should br doing first

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ion even have any more glue in my darn glue stick

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i did it

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i need to add more spikes and uhh

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yeah

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AHHHFHGGGFH AHUTUHGGJH UGHBGB

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i shoulda painted the pieces before i put them together

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crashes out

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I FONT WANNA FO IT ANYMORE

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CRIES

atomic mantle
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looks pretty good to me idk

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what are u aiming forj

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idek

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this my first time doing anything like this so i’m just messing around

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i have to redo the eye i put it to high up sigh

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i mean in style

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erm

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i

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don’t more

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know

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smile and nod guys

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ok im never doing this ever again

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WDYM that looks

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so good

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🥹 maybe

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its a fo sho

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mr beast colours

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he looks like mr beast

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can he give me money

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yes

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yay

atomic mantle
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did mr beat explode on u bro

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yes i squeezed him to bits

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he exploded pink and blue like a gender reveal

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what about purple

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and

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ornage

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and yellow

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thats GOTTA be cancel material

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what kinda bomoclatt ass gender is purple orange and yellow bruh

atomic mantle
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its diversity and inclusivity ❤️

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for the they thems xey xers and so on

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ladies and gentlemen and everything in between

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how about for everyone out between

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ye them too

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i feel sick

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idk why

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:(

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tummy hurt

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my eye doctor says i dont blink properly awhat do you even mean

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hat do u mean

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i cleaned my entire room

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now what

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🥹

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?? my ankle hurts so bad

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i didn’t twist it but it feels like i have

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this is kinda bad

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cuz it’s the ankle i broke in the past

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and they’re like

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if it starts to hurt

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u need surgery again

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nooo cry_constipated

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colouring time

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RRRGGHHH HRHRHGH GGHHRR

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IM GONNA MAKE IT

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AAAHHRHTHFH AHHHT

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H IM GONAN MAKE IT IM GONNA MAKE IT

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AHHGHFHGJFFBHGG

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what i be on

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you’re saying those words and they just make me want you more

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i don’t wanna finish my art anymore

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doomed yuri

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i have a massive crush on rhea ripley

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this video bro

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it makes me mad

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i used to pretend to be like that but

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i actually became it oh no

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oh no bro

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these VIDEOS FUCKING PISS ME OFF

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I CANT EVEN

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I CANT

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i can’t even

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joke about this

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like it’s not even funny how bad it got

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“mommy issues daddy issues” bro i have issues

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what if BOTH my parents are fucking absent and THEN what HO 🥹 🥹 ✌️

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i can’t even repost this video

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these slideshows

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like

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.

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heh i

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bro

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heh

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🥹

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I FUCK

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im gonna end it

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is it that bad

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it’s not that bad it’s not that bad it’s not that bad

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i am normal

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can my fyp actually stop

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and NO heh i will NOT stop interacting heh

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heh.

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aTTHESE GIDEOS BRU STOP

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get off tiktok bro 😭

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heh uh

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heh

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maybe

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will consider

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-# cry_constipated

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die

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starebruh i genuinely

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i wouldn’t have become this disgusting if it

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wasn’t for

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my dad

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i dont miss you anymore

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LMAO RHATS ACEUALLT MY EX

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he in love with his bsf

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it’s ok he gotta do what he bgotta do

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u can be my

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😅

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i ngl have

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have/had idk

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the biggest fuckign crush on that one guy from the rookie jus

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cuz he looks

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🥹

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cant catch me with any dude my age anymore they are all evil

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hell is empty all the devils are here

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ie

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why did nobody correct me FUCK

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it’s js likw. br its

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u dont

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get it

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i js

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i prmoiseididntwannabelkkethjseitherbutidkwhattodoandisrillwanna

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be

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seen

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i j want someonw

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older

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or acts lik it

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why does this water taste like chemicals no

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pls not this again

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MY FUCKING STOMACH HURT

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OW???

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die

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im your coquette

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i want

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security

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with a man

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for once

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i wanna b somebody’s girl again

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wanna be a dead girl

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nobody rlly knows how bad it is

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i wish i never grew up

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i dont think id wanna live if we are only strangers in this life

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fuck you

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unc still got it

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OOHHH

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IM DONE HUIDING

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NOW IM SHINING

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LIKE IM BORN TO BEEEEE

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YOU KNOW WERE GONAN BEA GONNA BE GONAN BE GOLDEN

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i need to sing my heart out immediately

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i need to make good art

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im selling

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you are all late

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im becoming avoidant 🥹

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somebody carry me in genshin pls

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smiles

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gelp me aripapeophobia so scary i screaming on vc and even my mom ask me if everythingds okl

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LOL

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how it feels to need to restart my game every hour cuz geforce is greedy

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this fuckass fame

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game

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i farmed like 900 primos today bru

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i understand it now

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it was all pointless

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stay the fuck away from me

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im gonna cut everybody off

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nothings working. it doesn’t really matter if i grew up pretty, nor does it matter if i was bullied as a child into being somebody im not. no matter what, people will never fucking love me for me. i can’t become smarter and i can’t become any prettier. “you’d be happier just loving yourself!” it gets tiring. nobody believes me when i say that ‘loving myself’ is the only thing i’ve been doing for years. i never had the privilege of having admiring friends or family. i’ve only ever had myself. everybody is fake, i don’t trust anybody. love doesn’t exist. i don’t know if anything that i choose to think is real anymore.
i don’t feel
real

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i’m physically exhausted of this shit, to be frank. im tired of chasing after somebody who can’t even glance my way, as if im actually becoming just a fucking dog. i want somebody to see me for only me. just once in my life. i can’t be assed with the “it’ll come to you later in life” i don’t give a fuck. it gets tiring when people only see you as something to enable their asian fetish or whatever crap stupid teenage boys wank off to
it happened to me before. i thought that boy was the love of my fucking life, and he wasn’t. in all honesty, i quite dislike the person i was raised to become lmao

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my parent were never my parents. they fed me and bought me stuff. my mother never taught me how to become a woman. talking about my dad makes me cry. what the fuck do i have? i cant even bring myself to talk about any of my problems because i hate being vulnerable. because being vulnerable made me disgusting. i have nowhere to be true. i’m tired of random dudes just telling me to go to the gym or set goals. it’s not that fucking easy when my entire body wants to give up from the second i wake up in the morning. it’s hard to do frankly anything when my mind can only pick at my own insecurities and multiply them by ten times. if fixing my entire life was as simple as working out or going on a run every morning, i would’ve been a billionaire and entrepreneur by 11. fuck sometimes i really just

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hate my parents. i don’t care if it’s harsh. thats what they did to me. i dont want to hear a single word about “they’re only doing this because they love you” you can miss me with that bullshit

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if my dad being the person to show me p0rn and always act weird around me was only to benefit me, then maybe i am wrong. but that’s far from normal and thats clearly what im becoming myself. not once did i voluntarily open up to either of them. the amount of times information is quite literally FORCED out of me is disgusting. i hate myself for being so weak. and i only hate my parents more for never being people i grew up loving. i never wanted to feel disgusted whenever i talk to my dad. i never wanted to feel as if im in danger anytime i talk to either of them. i never wanted to feel like it was up to me to protect my 10 year old brother from them

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i never wanted any of this. and fuck these thoughts always bring me back to suicide but i can’t leave my brother. i’ve promised myself that id never become anything like my parents. and leaving is something they did. there were so many days where my brother was the last person i wanted to be associated with. but he’s really the only person i have that i know is real
i don’t want to trust anybody anymore. everybody’s here to fuck around and be my best friend and judge me. if i can’t feel real even around myself, what is the point of friends? we’ll laugh and then what? they won’t change my life. everything that happens outside of my body is nothing but a distraction and they’re starting to fail on me. i don’t know if getting better is an option anymore. i don’t want to leave my bed. i don’t want to wake up. my home is unsafe, nobody will hear me. but i don’t want them to. not anymore

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im losing my faith in the only thing that has kept me alive. i dont know what to believe. i cant tell if my brain is sabotaging itself. in a month ill be forced back into an average schedule that i yet fail to keep up with. it’s so fucking pathetic to fall behind on every class and walk in late to every period because my body is done. i’m becoming a fucking corpse and nobody is noticing. nobody has expressed an ounce of sympathy to me until i bring up mental illness. and you know what? i get it. everybody has lives. busy ones. my mere presence is a non issue to most people and so be it. i wish that maybe id become just background noise to myself too. distractions only last for so long. i want to give up. it gets better, but does it really?

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to keep it a buck, i am so done with trying to better myself. i realistically cannot do anything but watch myself get worse time and time again. i know what i could be doing yet i can’t. im physically exhausted to a point where i can’t take care of myself. it’s humiliating to tell teachers that i can’t make deadlines because my own head is fucking with me. doctors take ages to even book, my parents are out of the picture. god i just wanted one thing in my life

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ONE thing to be stable for once. not my family, not myself, not my friends, not my school, not my social life, and not my body. i fucking hate when people always say “but you seem so happy!” yeah well my parents beat me into not projecting my feelings onto others ever since i turned 9. and they are always the top two people wondering why i don’t talk anymore.

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do you know how exhausting it is to constantly feel a need to ridicule and hate your own body because your body will never see itself as average? surprise, becoming averagely pretty after being the literal butt of every joke is not as great as it sounds. i still see myself as that kid. the one that everybody, including myself, hated to look at. it doesn’t matter how funny my jokes are or how many doors i hold for people. humans naturally see what’s on the outside first. and so did i. no matter how many days i go without eating, how many times i make myself throw up, ill still be fat and ill still be unattractive. in the long run, why the fuck does my personality matter? im destroying that now too. anybody who sees this will think that im just doing it to be quirky or for a reaction. i cant be assed about any of that anymore. im tired of doing things for a reaction. i shed my old skin but i still feel it tightening around me

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i want to sleep forever. im done with fighting myself. with my parents. im done fighting for friendships to last when im the only one who ever valued them. im tired of worshipping the very ground the people im attracted to walk on when they dont even notice me. it’s pointless, all of it. why should i invest so much effort into any of this when i cant brush my hair? i’m getting worse but maybe that’s the only way ill get better

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and dare i say, even though my brain can’t function right, some people are still devolving faster than me?? fuck i can’t be assed to keep pretending to be not assed. im only 14 and some adults are acting and talking the most bullshit i’ve heard in my entire short life. this is unbelievable. if this is how everybody acts online, i don’t think i want to see the real world any more than i do right now

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give

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up

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i love my liferot song

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rhis is what my life feels like rn

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i wanna get on the GAME

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should i get ice cream first or go to my appointment first

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heh

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i want ice crema

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where my mom at bru fr

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i get matcha instead

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time to be a performative male ❤️‍🩹

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i want it to be my birthday already

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i don’t know what i want

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i js wanna be my birthday

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GRRRR RRR RG BRHFHGJF BRITHDAY

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i wanna go home and play genshin

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I WANT TO GO HOME ANGRYASFgrrr ANGRYASFgrrr ARRHYNJGHGGHGHHHH

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🥹 ✌️

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7 dollar

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a

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mr krabs start digging in yo butt twin

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“why don’t u go outside”

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🥹 ✌️

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WE dead

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😅 🥹 🥹 🥹

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i love kpop demon hunter

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i want to go home NOW

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AAAAHHHHHHHHHH

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ooooooooooh

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who woulda thought i’d get uuuu

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oooooooooh

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who woulda thought id get uuuuuuu

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and when we’re making love

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your cries they can be heard from far and wide

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it’s only the two of us

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everything i needs between those thighs

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every time i look into ur eyes i see it

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ur all i need

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every time i get a bit inside i feel itt

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oooooh who woulda thought id get u

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a yeah oh yeah babe

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ooooh who woulda thought id get uuuu

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and i’ll take some time

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jsut to be thankful

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that i have days full of youuu yoouuu

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before it winds down into the memories

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it’s all js memories nooaaahhb

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don’t u love when i come arounnddd

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build u up then i ill take it down

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don’t u love when i come arounddd

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build u up then i take

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oooohhh who woulda thought id get u

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oh yea oh yea babe

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oooooh who woulda fhoiuuught id get uuuuh

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this feels like summer

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boy u make me feel

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so alive

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just be my lover

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boy you’ll lead me to

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paradissseeeeee

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come home king

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i miss my best friend

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i’m devastated i’m having a cold happy meal for breakfast

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i got bad bihches at the crib FAAAAWWWK you mean

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where they at doe

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where they at doe shrug

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why bro graphics so bad

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what should i put on ts

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i need to sketch a couple of ideas i ?? bro idk why i got the canvas before i got an idea

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🥹

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i don’t have a good doable concept

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ok realistically 1 would be the easiest

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but ion like side profiles

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but like i wanna do 2

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but holy smokes there’s

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so much

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i lowkey

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ok

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i need more ideas

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ok now

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i’m tryna choose between 2 and 4

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cuz they’re both lowkey like

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mouth watering good

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but then again it depends on my execution of my darn concepts

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some of these ideas cannot leave the noggin

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it prolly gonna be 4

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cuz i like the environment more

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sigh ok

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i primed it once

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ima double prime and then tomorrow i can do underpainting a bit

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i need to go to the hospital again so i’ll continue once i get back

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4 is my best concept in a long time

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it’s hard to see what’s the focus rn but once i get my values in it’ll make sense

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ima put glass bricks behind my oc and it’s gonna let in like a really orange hue

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so it’ll light up one side (main focus) while the rest is darker

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hm but idk

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if i should make trick darker for more contrast or right in front of the light source

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oh wait

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it’s fine

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cuz she’s gonna be kinda in the dark anyways

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cuz her back’s against the light

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smart

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i love changing my pfp

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the only time i stick with one is when im matching

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i never unmatch first ngl

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whenever i match like

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i always use up all my good pfps before

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so im in no rush to change cuz i dont even have anything good to change it to

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i love matching it’s so cute

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i wish people wanted to match w me more id lit match anything as long as it’s something you’re interested in idc

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i love when

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these convos happen

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it’s so refreshing

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yes you’re intellectual TELL ME MORE!

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my my those eyes like fire i’m a wind insect you’re a funeral pyre

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come now bite through these wires im a waking hell and the gods grow tired

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reset my patience violence along both lines of a pathway higher

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grow back your sharpest teeth you know my desire

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i would like to play project sekai…

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life when i make my pfp random shit that i like instead of being aesthetic

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to be free is to be'

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idk howt he saying ges

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i love my therapist

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i have 2 therapists bro

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i finally got to drive my dads car today

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heh

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the first real. car i’ve been behind the wheel of is a bmw m850i im so cool

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that’s genuinely gonna be my biggest flex for my entire life

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i am working on m painting again

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hrmmm

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Woah..

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sorry pinkie

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DONT SAY SORRYYY

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i don’t wanna do it anymorejujjgh

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ts gonna kill me

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ok done

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for today

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my back byer

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hurt

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i dot. like it

spice jay
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i hate when my writing be accused of ai just cuz i use that darn dash

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i am not about to let the comma be my only form of separating a sentence

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and i actually know how to use it

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so no my stuff is not ai

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wow i

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can’t believe i did that

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i lit love when mari compliments my art like it’s actually

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an honour

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her art is so fucking good i might explode

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i love when mfs that r better than me think im tuff like holy bananas you think IM tuff joobi_fluster

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i love ariana grande so much i might lose my shit

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like i genuinely can’t live without her music

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her vocal range is ASTOUNDING her sound is amazing her personality is amazing her resilience is amazing and her fucking talent??? amazing

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dude no way you’re the most prominent female pop artist of the current age, have your own makeup brand, AND star in a large movie franchise

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while releasing music btw

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holy goat

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thank you for dropping ts year

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genuinely oh my goodness what would i do without ariana grande

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nobody lay a fucking FINGER on those tickets next year

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they are MINE HO

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ticketmaster should learn to tremble at my arrival

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she’s so gorgeous too hello

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don’t let the media ever ruin you ari

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you are a beautiful soul

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i love ariana grande so much i might

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like

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explode or something

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she was my entire life when i was 8 years old and still going

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i hope that if i pass, everybody remembers me in her

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or something however the saying goes

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she’s is

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js

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mt everything

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haha get it

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like the album

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haha i get it

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body tea

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caitvi nation

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heh

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fuck i love vi so frick i ng much

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write my own checks like i write what i sing 🗣️

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we got this ongoing joke in our friend group n it’s like

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our friend slix

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we js keep saying he’s dead

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and rip and allat

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and when he talks we js be like

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it’s like i can still hear his voice

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tis so funny we been doing ts for over a year

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and slix is onto it bru it’s so finky

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rip slix it’s like he’s still with us

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i have nothing appropriate to say

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STOPPPPPOPOOOPPPPPP

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I LPVE

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MASCULIME WOMEN

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and men

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AND MEN!!!!

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STOP DOTPP SOROPPPPPP

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STOP

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ok

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no

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no

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ok

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it’s fine

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BROOOOOUUGUUFUFUGVUFUFHUFUGGG

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WHY CANT BRO BE FEAL

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RELATED

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REAL

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sigh

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im like not ok

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every time i watch ts video

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im so bored

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seeing bros tomororw

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im so happy

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ghhk idk

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im

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bruh

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idk what to do

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im js likw

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wow

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im

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bru

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i keep on thinking about relationships but ik that isn’t what i want

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i don’t wanna be in one so why do i keep thinking about it

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and those thoughts only make me anxious

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i

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don’t want anybody to like me

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like that

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but maybe

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i don’t want anybody to like me at all

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maybe i don’t want anybody

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to

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know

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me

long bluff
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i keep like

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taking these random tests

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and like they freaky

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and like not even the rice purity one bru like the actual bad one

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bro my rice purity score is 95 im an angel ❤️‍🩹

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but like yea the way worse ones i like discover new things about myself too

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ghhhrk

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idk i wanna be loved but idk if i want something as deep as a relationship anymore

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i rlly rlly want somebody to call me cute names but idk if i can give back

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idk what i have to give

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ion think i deserve a relationship anymore i don’t even deserve stability in myself

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i want a hug

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this is wrong

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i want to disappear

long bluff
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this time, i am really gonna do it

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ok um

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im stable again

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🥹

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i dunno ugh i’ve been so fixated on my appearance lately not in an insecure way but like i just find myself reminiscing

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what i could’ve done or could do better in if i didn’t do some things to my body or my face

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like if i haven’t had dyed my hair i could get more casting points

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probably

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today was pretty good we made music and hung out

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AUUUGUGUGH MY FUCKING HEAD???

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SHARP PAIN THROWS ME TO THE GROUND

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APOUUUGGHHHHH

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OW

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???? BRO

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OW BRO OWWWUUGUGH MY HEAD HURT SO ABD

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AUUUGFHHJHHHHH

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ts song so gad

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holy fuck

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gas

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dumb flipping laugh ough im gonna strangle

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im lowkey so scared that id be classified under the label of a really shitty person who pretends to be chill n has a bible verse in their bio

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biggest fear

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oat

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i could never be evil…

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wow i cooked

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why i got airplane mode on

long bluff
long bluff
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HANDS OFF GAVIRELLA HANDS OFF GABRIELLAALALALAL

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ts song gotta be lesbian

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catseye is lesbian bro with this uh

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gabriella

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it’s good tho

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but it lesbian

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sorry homophobes

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why did instagram add reposts what does it even do

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bruh i charged my headphones yesterday why are they at 5 percent again :(

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WHEEEEERE HAVE YOU BEEN

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ALL MY LIFE

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ALLLL MY LIIIIFE

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ALL MY LIIIFIEEI

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i need autotune

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before and befive

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how it feels to have my glorious queen 3 times in fortnite

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i have all of ariana fortnite skins

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lewis hamilton

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and mclaren senna

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bro i jus

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be purchasing shit that i be about

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elphie

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why can’t you just stay calm for once

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instead of flying off the handle

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i hope you’re happy

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ok im not reenacting the entire musical

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not today

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they ate elpheba get it

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cuz it’s green

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me when track 10 by charli xcx starts playing so i turn into a vi arcane edit

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this song so good

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but i have such bad memories around this so no

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song

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i broke up with my bf when i was rlly into this song

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bru

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imisstoronto ☹️

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i had the craziest dream today i wish it could happen to me irl

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sigh

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i don’t believe in talking stages what even is that and how is it even established

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like r u friends first and one of yall say like, “bro i fw u let’s be a taking stage” what even is ts

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that’s gotta be fake

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or is it js like

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what

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bro like

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what

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what’s even like the distinction between a talking stage n just being friends

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😭

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or like a talking stage and dari bf

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dating

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i feel like a talking stage shouldn’t even be necessary if u know who you liking for long enough to trust them fully

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i think im becoming straight again like i genuine

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ly

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crave men against my will

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kiwi

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i love men

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men not boys

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#desirethat 🥹

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i should do like daily fit checks when school starts but i have only like 3 outfits i rotate between LOLOL

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uhm.

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i need more feminne clothing

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i literally only wear more neutral/masc clothing cuz i have the smallest chance of getting bullied in ts

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not cuz i neccessarirtlly find it as my style

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but only cuz ion wanna be bullied

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not like

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anybody would bully me

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cuz im the goat

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but like

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u picking up withat im putting down

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hut yeah i ned more feminniie clothes

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and shoes i need new shooes

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bro i wanna go shopping so bad but my fricking parents spent lal the money on furnitrue bruh

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coulda used ts for a new computer

long bluff
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this brush is so good

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i love it

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do you like or love peas

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i cant

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bro help meee

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trick woud say that

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heh

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I LOVE TRICK

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I LVOE MY OC

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SO MUCJ

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UAUHUGHGUhJGhgjhGJGHUUUHH

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i must consume as much trick canon as i can possibly produce

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I LOVE TRICK I LOVE MY OC

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bro ilike

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im so glad i made trick shes my pride and joy

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heh

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trick is banned from starbucks if yall wanted to know

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di you like or love peas

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i cant

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trick loves to make people uncomfortable and likes shoplifting on a regular basis

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bro i hae so many of these irrelivant canons about trick

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its just

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so peak

long bluff
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🥹

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i’m genuinely discovering new things about myself from that dream

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yearning will always exist as long as i’m alive

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i genuinely

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wow

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i need my dream to happen irl pls bro

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ts genuinely my life calling

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pls i’m

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bruh

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pls

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pls let my dream find me irl

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b

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darn it

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sigh

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how much bruh

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🥹 🥹 🥹 🥹 🥹 🥶 ✌️

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let’s see what my dad says

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i’m at this stand up comedy place fn

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rn

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i personally think that i could easily be a comedian

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HEEEELS NAAAIIILSSS BLAADEEEE MASCARUH

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zoey is so silly bro

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rumi my favourite tho

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her singing like bro like

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i wanna sing like that wtf

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singing on call is my peak i wish more people would listen

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on call

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SO COME UP WITH ME ILL TAKE U HIGG

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THAT PREM MADOONA SPICE UP UR LIFE

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YK I GOT THE SHIT THAT U LIKE

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SO COME UP WITH ME UH

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JUMP

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i’m gonna show u how it’s dun dun dun

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fun fun fun

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fun

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dum

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fun

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dun

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dum dun dun

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SOMETHING ABLUT WHEN YOU COME FOR THE CROWN THATS SO HUMBLING HUUUH

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NOTHING TO US RUN UP YOU DONE UP WE COME UP FROM SUN UP TO SUNDOWN SO COME OUT TO PLAY

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t t t t t t t t t t t t t

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t. t t t t t t t t t t t

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bro is me

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but no yaoi i don’t like yaoi

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me when i’m rotten girl yuri

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i love yuri

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like genuinely i love yuri

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gucci bucket hat gucci bucket hat

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i’m sitting in the bmw rn and my head

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is touching

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the roof

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ts car is shaped like a bullet i can’t even sit in the front because my fricking mom is there

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but shouldn’t i get the front cuz im taller and i need more room

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my neck hurt bruh get my mom back here

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not me

long bluff
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it’s so fucking loud here i’m. do

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bro

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it’s a restaurant can yall just EAT bro

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😭

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HUZZ KING DID NOT DO THAT

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???? NO I DIDNT

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bro ion even have 10 dollars in that account bruh how

long bluff
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iloveo my friends

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bro lim lol lowkey drunk out of my mind fn

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holy cow

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my dad is laughing at me cuz my face red bruh my face ain’t even read you’re buguging

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bro rhere bro like i

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bro

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bro like my parents are acting like i’m dying bro im fine bro

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bro like i

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i wenrr to the washroom and like when i came out bro my mom was standing outside like why bro

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and she was like

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“r u ok” bro ??? well now im worrying

#

should i NOT be okay bru whsr

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like i lit went to pee

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and she got me wondering if i’m dying and i just don’t know it yet

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i only got like really out of hand drunk once

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in las vegasbro i was like 12 bro

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i was actually so drunk

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but it’s las vegas that’s what i’m there to do

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auyyguuffjfjggghgoh fuckkjkkkkk

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holy jrvri bro it’s slowly getitkng to me

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oh fugk bro

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i’m s losing if

long bluff
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bro admin

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admin respond to me bro

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admin do something

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it’s so cold in my room i’m so happy i’m like a lil burrowing bug rn under my sheets

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rubs my bug hands together

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do dogs burrow

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#needthat BADDDD

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bro i’m gona

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i hope i dream about the dream i had yesterday

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it was so good..

#

wow i’m completely fine im not gunna be hungoverwtomorrow

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i have the best alcohol tolerance in my family

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except for maybe my grandpa

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HEHEHHEHEHEEGFHHDJGG

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yo this guy is like crashing out in this server rn

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this is kinda crazy

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bro this is kinda stressing me out bro he’s like guilt tripping me

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im just a wee little lad

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im the treasure baby im the prize WhyWouldYou

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IM SCARED

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bruffhjgjhkhj

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land

long bluff
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i say ts so much like irl too

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ok man

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free silver

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bro r u serious

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bro

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i did not call bro crazy

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ahb

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uh

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ok

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bro im just a kid fr bro

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ts guy is 20

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🥹

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somebody hold me im scared

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somebody: no wtf

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scared: no im scared you’re august

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august: the month

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IM SCAWED BRO THEYRE GONNA CURSE ME TO EGERNAL SUFFERING

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i love this so much

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hgjffjfjfhjgjfjfjjgbghfhgggghhhhhhhhh tbo

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men men men

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lmao i love tbf meme so nxuh

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it so funtn i cant

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stip sexulizijf us 🥀

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i loveriktok memes

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so much

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IM WEAK

long bluff
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IMC RUING EVEYR TIME I COME BACK INFO HERE

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IT DTHISBDUDE

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im lowkey stressing out im crossbanning this dude on 2 rlly big servers idk if i

#

its gonna go through

#

it went through lol

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im happy

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today i was happy

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OH MY GOD TATE MCRAE CONCERT TOMORROW

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IM SO HAPPY!!!!

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GRHRHHGGRRRRR

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IM SO HAPPT

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jfjfgjfjggrrrr

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no

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i am not happy i am august

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hi

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hello

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i lowkey forgot about this oc

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he’s tuff tho

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like

#

yeah

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idk

#

he stuff

long bluff
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wow i just realized

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that i never argued with my ex bf before

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that’s kinda crazy

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maybe he was an okay guy
just not in a relationship

long bluff
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im basically dead

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like

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i

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bro i wake up so late yet im still tired

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all the time

long bluff
long bluff
long bluff
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im so bored

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can something happen already

long bluff
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can my uber guy get here quicker bro im getting mad i want my shawarma

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BROOOO COME QUICKER

#

BRO

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i just want

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shawarma

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can ts dude

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arrive

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bro this guy has been at the same intersection for 5 minutes

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im actually gnro

#

bro

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im so mad

#

hohohoooo

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i am ascending

long bluff
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who wanna sing

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ts website bugging fr i just wanna know my vocal range it don’t even work fr

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actually no im f3-a5

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i feel like i can improve

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HELP ME BRO IM SO DEHYDRATED THATS WHY MY VOICE IS LIEK BROOOO

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i need water

#

now

#

bro ineed to stick to one hobby i feel like a player

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HEH TRICK TINEM

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im tricking it rn

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wait no i want to work on my painting

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but do i really

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this is so cool

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i wanna do it mpre

#

bro

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i like

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stopped doing this style for so long im so free

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im back

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bro i love like

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bro

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im so sad

#

i dont evn have a concept im just colouring a sketch

#

but this

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like

#

idk

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i think i wanna do something cool with it

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bri should i like

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do one side

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cartoony

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and like the other like ts

#

or is that not tuff i genuinley dont knwo where this is doing

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i never plan anything even outside of art i think its ruining me slowly

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my throat is so thirsty

#

thank you

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for saving me

#

i was so thirsty

#

bro im

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I FUCKING HATE PEAS TRICK

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that damn smirk

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AUUUGHGHH I DONT WANT TO DO. IT ANOMOREOEE

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i love mari so much i lowk

#

its ok

#

should i lowkey persue mari

#

my head has been hurting so much recently idk why

#

i need my therapist

#

im tricking it rn

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pls someone do the other eye for me

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im so sucessful tiktok_yayy

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lemmee putt myy handdsss overrr urrer eyeesss

#

boy ru reaadyyy forrr urrr surpriesssseeeee

#

ts so pointless bro why am i even

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putting this much effort

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into a sketch

#

help me it isnt even a sketch anymore

#

i think the main reason why i assumed i had bpd earlier and wanted to do a diagnosis for it is because i had such frequent mood swings to both ends of the extremes like

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it wasnt normal

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and i could never remember why i was in that manic state or that depressive state

#

like ever

#

like i still cant remember any time im upse

#

like what caused it originally

#

but no my psychiatrist ruled out bpd

#

she said it might be dysthymic disorder

#

but it crosses the threshold into depression

#

so it

#

yeah

#

wow trick i love trick

long bluff
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being a dude again will make me so happy can my genderfluid genderfluid already

#

no

#

im doing it NOW

#

I CANT

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GET ME IUT OF MY SKIN

#

UUFUCGJKGF FUCK

#

I WANNA BE A BOY AGAIN GET IUT O MY SKIN

#

having a motorcycle would make me so gender euphoric im

#

bro

#

bro like i

#

i feel like almost

#

like bro im like invalidating myself bro cuz i genuinely feel like my gender doesn’t fluctuate often enough to be considered genderlfuid

#

but like

#

it fluctuates

#

not like every day or week but like

#

yk

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i want new clothes bruh

long bluff
long bluff
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i dunno what i am

#

or what i want to be

#

that bothers me

#

idk if i even want to be a boy rn

#

idk

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why cant i js be happy unlabelled i

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i feel like

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i need to associate with a gender to feel comfortable

#

but i cang

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i kind of

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want to be