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thank you for your input doctor
why are girls who claim to be hello kitty/fluttershy the most evil and cruel girls known to the earth
no you’re not fluttershy you actually manipulated all your friends, assaulted your bf, harasses teachers at school, ‘pretends’ to be homophobic and racist, and you stole something from your neighbours house don’t play with me
like i get it i call myself a puppy but bro im not evil and i will not fart in your cereal
LMAO
me 12 hours ago was onto something
anyways i dropped 3k on the weeknd tickets this concert BETTER be life changing
it was life changing.
i want a mac lipstick SO BADUDUDUGUGUFUHGH
in fact
i’m gonna look for the one i want rn
ALONE TIME 👅 👅 👅
it’s so fucking
yum
AHHHHHHHH
alone time is my roman empire
me and my boy are dun dun dun 
i’m so high lemme squeeze in your dun dun dun 
this is my new favorite sweater
ok maybe second to my ariana grande one
cuz she my queen forever
it’s so peak
i love kpop demon hunters i love when sing
i love music
music is my muse
m
omg yk them people that be reposting the polar opposite shit to what they act like irl
that’s lit my friend
she js reposted some crap about being the “weird kid” in 2020 or whatever
and bro

you were never that kid
‘accidentally using group b humor with group a!’ and you call us weird for using ur ‘original’ humor

you have no personality bruh pretending you do don’t help
this made me uncomfortable thought i’d let yall know
PMO PMO PMO PMOOOOOOYUUGUGUHGUUUUUHUGUHUUGUGH
yall weird yall weird yall weird yall weird
you BORING ho how about that
sy fm
LMFAO
I ACTUALLT
LAUGHEED TO HARD
SO HARD
i hate cod fans why bro why
WHY BROOOOO WHYYYYY

i love ariana
ok no i’m not even done
cuz you’re genuinely the most soulless person i’ve ever met in my entire life and seeing your reposts genuinely makes me laugh
you don’t have a personality and yet you shame others for having one
yeah sorry i like and enjoy talking about fnaf and cars while you can only pretend to like gacha life
i know she was the person that never got bullied as a child for liking gacha or fnaf or creepypastas
and yet you put on that persona for what
pretending to be someone you aren’t doesn’t make you more interesting or less of a self centred individual
it’s so ironic seeing you trying to play a quirky kid when i had to literally hide what i liked because i would get bullied
you find humour in the dry and boring. i will literally joke with EVERYTHING and every type of humour, even the problematic ones but nothing you say
is funny
genuinely
you’re so
fucking
.
the most interesting thing you’ve prolly ever liked was pokémon
but also i WONT give you the benefit of the doubt because you liked it when pokémon tgcp was popular
why do i even try bro
idc
bro

why does bro like f1 and cars now after i like f1 and cars
bro
tryna act like he a bigger fan i’m actually so fucking pissed right now
i’m actually
so defensive over cats
cars
and this is
genuinely
upsetting me so actually NO you can’t like the same things as me actually
IM SO MAD
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO DRIVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE IMMEDIATELY
driving in my car right after a beer
oh that bump is shaped like a deer
dui how bout you die
gnaws at the bars of my enclosure

i lvoe men
i should prolly stop perusing love
tweaks out
IN LOVE IN LOVE CANT GET ENOUGH 
i love singing i think its so cool and so
fun
like
you can make your voice
do cool stuff
and sing like famous people
i love singing i love my vocal chords
i love music
yeah
you know what
i’m pretty glad i’m single
i
don’t want anybody
i say as they drag me away
normalize making bad art! the sole reason why artists are afraid of a blank canvas is the fear of not churning out masterpieces
draw the ugliest thing you could possibly produce, it’ll make your works so much more confident and natural
i usually go a few pages just scribbling and drawing ugly stuff i wouldn’t ever show anybody else before starting a real illustration
it helps line confidence especially
what you gonna do when i wanna play video games at 2 am 
ARIAANANAAA GRANDE
i’m so dedicated
don’t play with me
DONT TOUCH MY FUCKING TICKETS
i am
going to win
this ticketmaster war
if its the last thing i do
i don’t care
i will be seeing ariana again
i don’t care how many people i have to kill for tickets
the kpop demon hunter songs are genuinely good i don’t care they’re fun to sing
i love m gc
i wanna vc
not now but i
yeah
i like calling a lot
adult content was actually my early downfall
before i even gained consciousness as a living being
when i was in senior kindergarten i was first exposed to adult content by my own father
i should prolly put a tw
don’t read this
uh tw; ||adult content, sexual exposure||
ok
and it kept
going
and i kept seeing more and more
i started to think that the only way anybody would truly love me
is if
i exploited my body
in the worst ways
and honestly, i’ve never
grown out of that habit
i kept
lusting and lusting
because that bit of dopamine was the quickest and most effective way to give me a bit of relief
from everything around me
i felt guilty every single fucking time
but i didn’t know how to stop
i didn’t want to
i couldn’t
even when i was barely 6 all i wanted was to feel good i guess
i was kind of put to the side
always
that was the only way i knew worked
to get me the attention that i so badly craved
i just want to be seen
my old habits only drag me back when i’m lonely late at night
the things my music can’t really drown out
the feelings that never really leave my skin
i am no better than a man
those touches that taint my body only make me wish that
maybe
if they lasted
i would be loved
i wish that maybe one day
i’ll do something that works
i wanna be free from this body
i never wanted to get this bad
i promise i was a good kid
i just
can’t be that kid right now
i say that i have let go
but
that’s not what really happened in the end
i haven’t let go because those things i did
brought me a high drugs or alcohol can’t give me
i chase it
constantly
whatever
i’ll quit one day.
and i still chase characteristics of the people who did this to me in new people
i felt the most loved and seen with those people
with
him
i felt like i was for once, deserving of somebody
but he left me
so i search for him in everybody
i’d still wait for him like a fucking dog if it meant he’d say those sweet words to me one more time
he left me
he fucking left me
disposed of me
but at least it was him who did it
i loved you
i still do
no
but i do
one day you’ll come back and one day you’ll see me again
you’ll love me just like before
i miss u
its like this brand of jewellery and its waterroof and like everybody got it
atp
SALAD TIME OH MY GOODNEJEYUSYSSSYUUUGH
i used to have an unhealthy obsession with arcane
it not only changed my sexuality but it also
bro
i was so
obsessed with the characters
like on an abnormal level
i used to want to be jinx SO bad it wasn’t even funny
i started
ok
when i first made my oc trick
i literally gave her jinx’s personality
and i used to
literally
dream about arcane
and i’d imagine myself in arcane
it was ACTUALLY life changing
i even like
bought the arcane monkey bomb
and i almost cosplayed jinx
i was in SO fucking deep
it’s astronomical
i still love arcane i loved that era of my obsession it was lowkey so peak
Yes please
that’s
weird
anyways
i got 2 vaccines
today
my arms r sore
arms as in both of them 💔
im finally updating genshin
WHAT!!!!!
what application do u use to run genshin
are you using bootcamp or something
maybe u just dont have enough ram or storage
genshin is big as fuck
on my ps4 its 130 gb
what reddit
no i downloaded it easy
it was only 15 gb but my application freezes
when it says the
finish the update and shit
ont. he actual gane
game
umm
somebody gota walk ttru this with me step by step
yaagl 💀
those are too many wors
you lost me there
its probably in the files or something
i dont think thats gonna helpt
ho
tho
whatever theyre on
what the hecky
llisten uhhhhh im all for engineering and shit but
gg
if its not an internal or storage thing
great innovating
whats ur uid
626317971
al rigty
i added u
okokoo wait
IVE BEEN PRAYING FOR TIMES LIKE THESE
HEL
gl
i have nothing to even level them up
i’m gonna kms
WHY AN I FUCKING BROKE
I HATE THID GAME
WHOTF IS THAT
LMAOAOA
bro go away bro
anotha one..
aw man
:(
its all good
lets see
bro therse literally nothing to play anymore
roblox aint gas
LOL
or i js
pkay fnf
bruh wha
acutally no
and arsenal ym beloved
or ill js
grind fricking
priject sekai
boys AND girls And they thems
if that happened to me i would stufy non stop
we finished it
i lowk be doing everything fr i need to pick one and lock in
like i did competitive dance swimming golf figure skating basketball volleyball
kumon
i need to choose one
lowkey figure skating my shi i just
need new skates
then i’d be locked in
my skates musty as hell
doesn’t
DOESN’T!
what r even half these videos about
my friend told me that at one of his shows he brought ariana grande bro
i was so excited
until bro didn’t bring ariana
ZONT
DONT 😔
tis song used to control my life
love taste by moe shop

partynextdoorrrr
??? i slept so early yesterday
at 1 am
that’s so early for me
and i still woke up in the afternoon mane
what i miss bruh
what should i change my pfp to
🫷🙂↕️🫸 ladies
how it feels to lowkey fend for myself because my parents can’t even provide me with food
how it feels to have not a single meal because there isn’t anything to eat
how it feels when my parents still wonder why i don’t talk to them
but it ok cuz im a baller
I LOVE PARTY NEXT DOOR
PND 
she said she wanna come to toronto
she wanna come to the 6ix side
she kno that’s the best side caribana
calypso dancer blasian accent
blue yellow bandana oh trip planner
WHAT SHOULD I MAKE MY PFP AHHHHHHHHHHH
idk if i wanna go back to like more masculine or feminine idk
cries not this again
yup in. my white tee
what i mlw
make pfp
now
OH SHIT I JEED TO DO STRAKS
i did them
ken
sleepy
3 hours
we still not on it
we got here at 9 am bruh it’s 11
i need to poop
i’m hungry i had 1 monster for breakfast
WE DID IT
ALEPN FIRY IS SO FOOD BRUH
ITS SO FUN
HO ON IT
GO ON IT
ITS SO FUN
that shit
third favourite
we exhausted
e only went on 4 rides bru and 3 weren’t big rides

the only big ride we did was alpen fury
the lines for leviathan and yukon are rlly long
well not long but it’s js too hot outside to wanna wait
i’m gonna throw up
i’m so tired i wanna take a nap
i been getting so tired so easily recently i need to get that checked out
we both r like
dead
she finds ao3 disgusting btw
im so glad i ain’t afraid of rollercoasters
uall missing out visit wonderland at least once in ur life
the rides here r peak
i going home
i been abusing my throat br
with all the concerts and rides
i can barely speak anymor
so many people talked to me today
im genuinely so approachable
strangers lovw me
im a real dawg fr
and i love talking to random ppl
yukon striker my beloved
i’ got huzz on me left and right
idk the
next part
im so tired
i haave these
bruises
on my hip
gah it hort
i wanna make my main profile pnd or drake
but i’d prolly do drake or more puppy propaganda
i love drake he’s so tuff
ovo sound 2025
i love ovo
i have uhh
one october’s very own
sweater
it’s like washed and
it’s so
tuff
but it’s so gosh darn heavy
it be dragging me down bru
im like funtime foxy from fnaf
o like when people be guessing my gender it’s fun
a whole lotta folks here think im a dude and a bit think im a lass
i lowkey want to engross my profile in drake
uuugughhhuughb but im lazy
later
i love sleep token sm
AHHHHHH SLEEP TOKEN
AHHHHH AAAAAHHHHFUGH
bro
i should just make my profile vessel
hrp
i wanna constantly change my profile like
it’s unhealthy
gotta be
in some form
my eye s r
augh

m eyesssssssssuufyhfggggcgh
maybe ins in stead of
blood on my latina thighs and dreams in m latina mind
it was
blood on my puppt paws and dreams in my puppy mind
why would tey be. loody tho
ketch up
get it
i get it
thanks
no problem
SOHELYYYUYYGG
ITS SOLAY
NORMAL SOHLEAY
SAOHLAH
im kind of
lowkey kangel
not to her extent of obsession but
kind of
i also seek
heavy approval and validation especially from strangers on the internet and i feeel completely
kind of
well
worthless ???? if i don’t
hear what i wanna hear
idk any shallower words
but something like that
my happiness doesn’t
mostly
it mostly sprouts from other people
when im wit myself im js like
aight
but when people
see me
i feel
good
i crave to be like
understood
i guess
but im not that
extreme of a lover in a relationship
i get that lowkey everybody these days js want space to do whatever the heck
and like i actually respect that 100%
and i get that
not everybody can
handle me
i guess
so i
even if i messed with my partner really heavy
i wouldn’t constantly seek their approval if i knew they couldn’t give it to me all the time
im tryna say like
if my partner was fine with clinginess and expressed that they even like maybe enjoy it i would be aight bet but if they said the opposite id also say aight bet
idk what im on
big
but
im pretty calm in relationships i never rlly ask for that much
materialistically i’d
i would like if my partner could get me stuff i like and ask for but ik everybody’s financial life is different and lowkey nobody my age would do such thing for me
but emotionally and stuff idk i js kinda want someone to call mine
eye dee kay
mane
and i think that the worst part is that like
i don’t even rlly like
act like this
i guess
idk
i kin a lot of characters that feel a need to be validated by others
kangel
and jinx kind of
or even cait to an extent
i think what’s even worse is that i probably wouldn’t even care if it was genuine appreciation or not
even if i could see right through your shallow little lies i’d still drink them all
even if it killed me
idrk what to do anymore
i kind of
always search for these attributes especially in older men
because they ruined me before and apparently my brain js wants to be loved by them again
it wasn’t love
but at least
it felt like it
the people that should be the closest to me haven’t ever been that close
so i kinda js want it back now
i want it
i would destroy myself for that kind of love again
i don’t
care
i guess in a sense i am kind of like a real dog
i’d still sit at your feet even if you hurt me
and i would
still wait for you
i’ll probably never get the kind of love i crave
i’ve accepted that by now
but i wanna keep dreaming of it for a bit longer
MY MY THOSE EYES LIKE FIRE IM A WINGED INSECT AND YOURE A FUNERAL PYRE
COME NOW BITE THRU THESE WIRES IM A WAKING HELL AND THE GODS GROW TIRED
reSET MY PATIENCE VIOLENCE ALONG BOTH LINES OF A PATHWAY HIGHER
grow back your sharpest teeth you know my desire
i
this song
i need somebody to love me like how this song feels
i i love u like a love song baby
green
GREEN
what if i fucking kill myself
woah
kissing i hope they caught us
i feel like this song when i relapse
lol
pretty much every word


it’s ?
bleed in
the underg round



uh
m
i wonder if i am good
do you LIKE or LOVE puppies
do you LIKE or LOVE peas

i wanna change my name for a bit
mh
i don’t have any good ideas
giuess going back to aug
i wish that instead of being sad and crying i could js let out pathetic and horridly devastated dog whines

can something interesting happen already
ok b
bluds love my fluffy tail and soft paws ig
🦉 🦉
only bang ovo for me
she said she wanna come to toronto
i love when men
head hort
gah

migraine

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
travis scott shoe
i love sing
not the movie
golden is so
diffiguct
up up UP with our voices
eye was a ghost eye was alone hah
eye was alone i didn’t know how
to believe
eye was the queen that i’m meant to br
WERE GOING UP UP UP ITS OUR MMOMENT
YK TOGETHER WE GLOWING
GONNA BE GONNA BE GOLDEN
IM DONE HIDING NOW IM SHINING LIKE IM BOOORRRNN TOO BEEEEEE
MY FUCKING STUPI
UAUUGUFUFHFNG COMPUTER
WHY BRU
🥹 🥹 🥹 🥹 🥹
why my wall yellow
it white
guess i’m devolving back to traditional art
i’m never getting this commission done bruh my computer is selling
time to draw my ocs
but doing what
SIGH FUCK UAUHHHHGGHGGOG
I CANT DO ANYRHING HUH
FUCK
it’s ok i’m ok
i lowkey still keep an eye out for this girl
like if u ever get lonely js hmu type i still fw u and we don’t even talk
it’s not like
she don’t like me romantically
it’s js like we barely friends
but she’s js so
fuck
and her art
she’s so
sigh
it’s ok
man i just want my computer
my friends discord just got hacked lol
why are filo people so good at singing
it’s so impressive
yall sound so hydrated
i love it
i like how in movies about music
the music in the movies
are actually good
or is
idk
is actually good
how to sound hydrated
i can’t even tell if im good at singing
sigh
the rap in this song it’s so satisfying
is
DIE
this book tuff
i got this gnarly bruise on my hip
but it hurt
sigh
let’s make it to the morning girl
god okay i’ve been oddly interested in the game no im not a human so much
and im like imagining my oc as one of the people you can choose to let into your home
and HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEEEE EBEHEHEHEHEH
im having the time of my life
i gotta draw it
so bad
omfg
im in love with my oc
why is she so
fucking
AHHHHHHHH HGHGHHGNGGF
im so glad i made her
i need to finish that fucking story
for her
AUUUFUFHFHFFH
I NEED TO WRITE HER LORE
FINISH WRIING
AHHTUFHHBHGHF
and my other oc echo bru
he has the BEST story rn i js need to work on it
im about to add the nastiest most obscene shit to this story it’s not good enough
everybody who reads this (only me) WILL suffer
wait wtf lol why didn’t
i add one character
the other one is dead but why
didn’t i add
price
frick whatever it’s fine he prolly out killing graves idk
at this point
k i lost motivation this is buns
bro like i have such a good idea but im not that deep into the story yet
like when they catch milenda it’ll only be echo and trick in the room
but echo told the task force that he ain’t vengeful to her at all and he’ll take her to jail peacefully
but it’s only been building up cuz when he’s clearing this compound with gaz they find like loads of disgusting shit on hard drives from milenda’s party
and they’ve been like trafficking kids and shit like that
and he had to js hold a straight demeanour through allat cuz the task force doesn’t have contact perms to kill her
so once trick and echo finally corner her after clearing the entire
like
area
trick couldn’t even stop echo cuz he just lost his shit
cuz she killed their son
cuz they used to be married
and he was like
“is your life so fucking valuable that you had to do this for more and more? is none of this enough?”
“after i kill you, ill kill every single one of your little followers” type john
not quite
sure how to word it yet
but like imagine him just fuming
and then trick would obviously be like
“chill we don’t have permission to kill, we’d get in so much trouble” type john
and echo would just be like
“i don’t give a frick she dying today”
and milenda the entire time
she used to act so big but now that echo found her again she’s like shitting her pants
and she’s like tryna bribe herself out by offering him a completely different life
like tryna turn him on the task force
and lowkey at this point trick is also like “aight fuck this bih u ain’t taking my brother”
well they not actually siblings but yall get what im tryna say
so instead of shooting her dead they decide to make her suffer
since they happened to be near a large body of water and it was early morning like 4 am type
they put a bag over her head, tied her up, and lowkey threw her in there
effectively waterboarding and drowning her
and nobody would find her for a bit
and after it was all done they kinda js sat there at the riverbed
cuz echo js killed his crazy ex wife and saved london from a literal act of terrorism
and they’re like
“bruh i wanna quit this job so bad”
while waiting for exfil
and echo and trick promised each other that they’d never bring this up around the other operators
cuz like obviously otherwise they’d be cooked
and then they went back to base
the end 🥹
idk i might change how they kill milenda so its more
terrible
but im still thinking about that part
i love echo he’s my most deep character
but trick is my favorite i js be making her suffer for fun LOL
oh yeah did i mention that milenda was tryna fire a missile into the us
originally they were dispatched to london to stop her cuz she was tryna kill the government one person at a time so she could be at the top
cuz at the time she was already a political leader and she excused all allegations of her crime cuz she got money money and nobody ever had proof that all the illegally sold weapons were approved transactions made under her name
so ya
I LOVE TRICK SHE MY GLEOIOUS QUEEN
AHHHHH AAAAAHAHHFHGHB TRUCK
TRICK
she my muse
i won’t shut the frick up about this illustration
siiiigggh
i should draw echo more but i seriously have no good ideas for him
why she even bloody bru
what could the context of this possibly br
i say as if i wasn’t the one who drew it
my mom asked me the same thing and i literallt js said idk
cuz i didn’t know lmao
trick and echo’s brotherly relationship is actually so peak it brings a tear to my eye
other than laswell, echo is the only person on the team that trick genuinely trusts
she’s chill with gaz but price is still reluctant with having her on the team cuz of what she did to the us and russia’s relationship
and she don’t fw ghost he too scary fr
like ok ghost was the one who gave her a chance of redeeming herself for what she did back then w the task force
but like he look scary as hell
she’s seen him once without his mask but my point still stands
cuz i made echo uncannily gen z
he’s in his late 40s but he know all the trends bruh
like they mutuals on instagram and they send each other REELS im so weak
they’re rlly tight
and trick is really into dance
cuz when she was a child she did a lot of ballet
so whenever she sees a cool dance on reels or whatever she sends it to echo and maybe even the rest of the team
and when they on a couple of drinks, sometimes she’s able to convince all of them to do that dance tg
it’s rlly
🥹
and sorry guys soap is still dead in this au
lmao
my biggest canons for echo and trick
is that echo is eerily good at fortnite
and trick uses cheats and exploits when playing cod warzone
(yea they are literally cod but js imagine that theres a game still and they dont know its them)
so they don’t got skins
and there’s no cod campaigns
there’s js warzone
and she cheats on mic
and justifies it by saying sum bs like “i can hack cuz this game is literally my job irl”
LOO
trick is still a menace bru
even after she changed
she still holds onto her old values
when she’s discharged for example
she don’t rlly got a house
she kinda just
goes around
sometimes she couch surfs
and she carries most of her clothes and shit in a duffle like she homeless
which she kinda is
and she steals a lot
and she always on something bru she LOVES messing with strangers
since they aren’t allowed to take home military issued weapons she only has a handheld
she always got it with her cuz where she chooses to roam around it’s dangerous
somehow she always gets away from the police too
whenever somebody catches her shoplifting or just being a public nuisance
she got a motorbike for
doe
she also got those expensive
like one expensive agv helmet but she can’t even carry it with her when she not on that bike so she literally js locks it
to the bike
and she’s flashy with that too
she uses most of her work money on mods to make it sick as hell
boosting that rpm allat
she got a yamaha r1 and she’s planning on stretching it cuz she thinks it looks cool
she ain’t even putting money down into an apartment or a stable living situation cuz she’s a dumb fricking fart
OMG AND AND
SHE LOWKEY
bro she might be a player cuz she lowkey love attention from women
cuz she’s like a masc
kinda
but she’s
she’s
she’s pretty straight i honestly don’t know
but she don’t want a relationship
her life is already pretty rough
cuz her job too
she literally can’t commit to anybody cuz bru she might die
anytime she deployed
the second she left the army before
she got her face pierced
she got her eyebrow done first
and then like after a year or sum with tf141 she got a double cheek dermal
but she got her tattoo way before
the centipede one
down her chest
that was pre military
and then her arm one was around the time she got her second piercing
and yes obviously she got her firsts pierced on her ears
she’s pretty tall cuz she’s
well white
she’s russian fully
but no accent cuz she’s tuff
she’s 5’9 and catholic christian
HEHEHEHEHEE I LHOE HER
she know a coupla languages
french russian german spanish
and arabic cuz price knows a bit
and he taught her
a bit
does he know
im genuinely so dedicated to trick
I FUCKING LOVE TRICK
that’s her callsign if ur a fart and couldn’t tell
her real name is yves HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEE 👅
i love the
her

