I don’t know how to feel

[woven obsidian]

I’m just really tired, I’m exhausted. I’ve been putting on an extroverted mask for people for too long, I just don’t know how to feel right now. Yesterday I had prom, and it was so loud and people were drinking and a girl asked me to dance, way too much. First half of the night I tried to be social, but after she asked me to dance a switch flipped and I just sat in the back until we went home. I don’t think I’m depressed, I haven’t been diagnosed with anything ever, I’m just struggling with self-worth and my identity as a person. If someone is free, I would appreciate talking it out with someone who isn’t ChatGPT

[silver verge]

Yo dude be yourself dont hide behind a mask you can be if your quite be quite if your hyper be hyper dont pertend to be someone your not

[hearty locust]

do you mind clarifying what you mean by you are struggling with your self-worth and identity?

I personally suggest doing wtv the flip you want and going with who you are. don't force yourself to be someone else or else you'll end up not only tiring yourself but having a bunch of people who don't like who you are but he fake you

[woven obsidian]

Idk man I just feel worthless, like people care about me out of pity. I always initiate conversations, I put so much effort in but get so little in return, and I don’t think I’m lovable. And at the same time I feel like I don’t even know who I am supposed to be. Am I meant to be kind or compassionate or am I meant to be reserved and quiet.

[woven obsidian]

It’s not that easy when I’ve been putting on the mask for so long