#i need help
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Well its different everyday in the summer now
Cause I wasn't really diagnosed with depression but after a deep research I found out that I had mild atypical depression. Why am I telling this? Because my daily routine used to look like sleep, and shit diet.
So that's why I'm asking
Well i wake up eat breakfast shower and all that then play some games on my pc watch barry than go some of my friends to a forest where we are building a project
Somtimes we dont
So you're a student?
Currently yeah
Alright, well I can give you some advice yk.. like it's on you if you want to be helped
I think the main problem is my sanity
And trust me, if you feel disturbed like mentally, it's better to talk to your parents about it
I dont want to talk to talk to them really i dont want them to worry
Cuz last year a girl jumped off a bridge
In my city
Do u consider dying or anything like that?
Okay, that's good
You didn't have to add that
But change is exponential
Im not planing to die anytime soon
Its history with the group
Mhm..
Maybe thats why
Cuz its a discord group so i didint use to take it seriously
No i kinda do
People think im gonna fail
How old are you?
14
You haven't even lived till your retirement and already presume that you'll fail
People
...
I meant to say now
Sorry im watching barry rn
Pretty good show
You should watch it
Pretty cool
Eh, sure
But yeah put the discord friends over to the side and my sanity id my bigger problem now
Cuz genuinely i want to choke them
And i will
But i wont kill them
If they push my buttons
Anyways, I think you're fine and maybe you're just wasting my time... Just live your life man, don't care what others say or talk about you. Cherish your moments and start a journal maybe.
Write these things in a journal
Huh
Your right
But dosent smoking cigs help with anxiety or sum
Make you feel good
But gives you cancer
So dont
Okay
Well, I'm 18 and haven't yet touched a cigarette and am not planning to. Plus, I've been through a depressive episode and I could've thought the same that hey, maybe I should try vapes, drugs or smth like that but I didn't because I knew that everything will become okay at some point. And incase I am leading a happy life and get diagnosed with lung cancer, yk, I'll be pissed and regret that stupid decision I made.
Have you had any regrets in life?
If you have then maybe you'll understand what I'm trying to say 🙂