a lot of people never rlly had that connection with their parents , be it their mother or father so they seek that kind of love with a partner instead and with that , comes the label too i guess idk
#all or nothing
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ashen pecan
right
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i respect it like fully but yeah as you said it’s js kind of
weird almost
that weird people r using it more or so to ageplay or nasty stuff like that
ashen pecan
its just gotten to a point where some people are uncomfortable calling their mom or dad that cause its sexualized
ashen pecan
i respect it like fully but yeah as you said it’s js kind of
weird almost
that ...
bro ageplayers cannot be real
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real i
bro
i still call my mom mommy bro that my mommy fr
like ok
i noticed with girls im around especially they’re fine with calling their mom mommy and dad daddy or whatever
i feel like it’s more normal for people who lmao dare i say have a decent relationship with their parents so they don’t really have a reason to find it weird
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m too
ashen pecan
off saying it it should NOT be like that bro
maybe its because ive been exposed to that media but its like
umm
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i guess it is reassuring to know that the terms were originally for a paternal context anyways
ashen pecan
i feel like it’s more normal for people who lmao dare i say have a decent relati...
yeeha
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bro ageplayers cannot be real
i bro
i
this
isn’t even a coping mechanism
i dont even know
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its more of
more or so
like
idk if i can say this
but gross bdsm stuff
oh wow okay
ashen pecan
oh
yeah
i think
i was watching this thing with p1orn addiction and stuff
so
like when people are just consuming the normal media it becomes more esculated the more they watch things
like
they crave something more worse
essentially
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ashen pecan
cause theyre already so used to the previous thing so it means less
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thats true
im js upset that
ageplay and age regression is being
grouped into the same category
i jus
ashen pecan
oh yea
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its so sad to see a real coping mechanism become associated with something weird
“if the world was ending i’d wanna ageplay with you 🥺” shut your fucking mouth
ashen pecan
WHT
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i cant bro i LMAO
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the song
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i respect freaky but it really gets to a point
ashen pecan
bro literally anything like
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sometimes i find out about new kinks and like
no way people r into that stuff
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righ
ashen pecan
Its literall an iceberg
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help real
i dont get
anything that got to do with like bodily
fluids
like
piss or shit
bro i would
ashen pecan
i was talking to my friend a while ago and she was like idk how u can be vanilla and i just
stood there
round galleon
personally not let my bf piss on me or whatever that is crazy
ashen pecan
anything that got to do with like bodily
NOOOOO
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i was talking to my friend a while ago and she was like idk how u can be vanilla...
👋
👋
HELLO
I MEAN
ashen pecan
LMAOAOAO
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HELLO.
HELP MEE
I KEEPS ENINF THE HELLO MEOIO
ok but
on. a serious note no way
bro what do you mean m
ashen pecan
i personally like it on normal mode idk how many multipliers yall can get away with
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LMFAO IM CRYING
normal mode is tuff
bro like
im so mad
everythings being sexualized even real coping stuff
especially
age regression and pet regression
ashen pecan
everythings being sexualized even real coping stuff
EEEVERRYTHING
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ashen pecan
IS SEXUALIZED bro
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ok real
i respecfiklydo bro
i hate feet
i dont understand how people like feet
ashen pecan
i was drinking out of my waterbottle in class once it was like those straw ones and then this guy
ok
bro
this guy was literally my table mate dude and he kept on staring at me
i didnt drink any water during that lesosn after that
round galleon
i hate when like i be at the beach or somethign with my friends and their feet touches me or like any instance where im around feet i hate it
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this guy was literally my table mate dude and he kept on staring at me
bro
god forbid u do anything
ashen pecan
i hate when like i be at the beach or somethign with my friends and their feet t...
HE
ELP
ashen pecan
OMG
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atp licking ice cream is a public hate crime
ashen pecan
dont even butter my biscuit
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i cant even like get away with it
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dont even butter my biscuit
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…
ashen pecan
annd my popsicles
ashen pecan
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not HIM again
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ashen pecan
AHSDFHASDNFAID
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bro like bro was just watching me and bro said that
ashen pecan
bro is bro
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i was never insecure about my popsicle licking form until then
ashen pecan
i was never insecure about my popsicle licking form until then
?? FORM
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bro everything is an insecurity at thispoint
ashen pecan
oh ryeah
ashen pecan
dude theres so many things ive seen on the internet that made the most mundane things
insecurities
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fealbro real
i saw ts influencer
like
saying how to get rid of “neck lines” bro what is a neck line
bro like bro
ashen pecan
i remember there used to be these things that would make ur neck thinner
they were rings or something
i
like what
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what
ashen pecan
bro
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??? 😭
ashen pecan
saying how to get rid of “neck lines” bro what is a neck line
wht
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none of this makes sense i think i am too stuuupid to understand
ashen pecan
arent those normal
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bro
ashen pecan
i have like three
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prolly
ashen pecan
💀
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they’re prolly normal everybody is just turning normal stuff into insecurities
ashen pecan
nobody even notices tho
ashen pecan
yeah i have those but i thought everybody did
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fell for the propaganda with the whole pretty collarbones thing
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yeah i have those but i thought everybody did
yea it natural
ashen pecan
these things
ashen pecan
monkeytype]
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I LOVE DOING THAT
ashen pecan
its so comfortable i
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bri like i bro
ur wpm genuinely impresses me but maybe i am just easy to entertain
like ur like
1 billion
wpm or whatever idk
ashen pecan
my highest wpm is 140
round galleon
gadzooks is that good
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bu most of the time its around 60 when im casual typing 😭
i think this is still faster than me WHAT
ashen pecan
thats cause he plays the piano
ashen pecan
im nerfed cause i have no right hand dex
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??? where did it go
ashen pecan
its mostly because i play the violin
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u only have 1 hand bro no u dont
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oh
ashen pecan
yes i only hav eone hand
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r u left handsd
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yes i only hav eone hand
HELPPP at least you can still schlorp it jonkling the john im johning it rn
ashen pecan
my left hand has more grip and my right hand is like
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are you making me dumb in purpors in
ashen pecan
more oriented
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so are you rite or left
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bomb
ashen pecan
HELPPP at least you can still schlorp it jonkling the john im johning it rn
UM what
ashen pecan
i use my left hand for arm wrestling help
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reloME
ashen pecan
its always better
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we still do ts
ashen pecan
LOL
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https://tenor.com/view/predator-arnold-schwarzenegger-hand-shake-arms-gif-339228...
i would like to rip that bicep off and eat it
ashen pecan
😢
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BETTING ON LOSING DOGS
bro is not mitski
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wash my disrt shows in your washing machine
ashen pecan
No
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:(
ashen pecan
what do u say when someon e tries to go into the bathroom ur using
uh ahem OCCUPIED 😅
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i lo bro i
i HELP
bro just like cough or something im always too scared
to say something
ashen pecan
i dont think theres a way saying it withotu sounding like a burger
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nohelp i real
that’s real
it’s prolly late for you
we talked about everythuhg we could talk anout bri
ashen pecan
its 11 i cant sleep
can we genuinely get more better emotes in this server im gonna die
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helomewhat
vaccum
why is vaccum spelled with 2 u and 1 c
vacum
vacuum
that’s so dtupid bro i hate english
ashen pecan
i cant think of anything witty
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ashen pecan
round galleon
ashen pecan
gok
ashen pecan
o my
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water you talking about
ashen pecan
my arm
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wat about it.
ashen pecan
eats you whole
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RUUUGHHG UUUGHHHHFUH AUUFUHHHHGHHHFRergghhgn…. fades away
ashen pecan
bye bye
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:(
ashen pecan
do i talk so much so much with this fuck ass bob
help theyre so cute theyre like balls on my head
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help theyre so cute theyre like balls on my head
balls 😂
ashen pecan
https://tenor.com/view/speed-try-not-to-laugh-speed-dont-laugh-gif-9393628858940...
LMAOAOA
ashen pecan
round galleon
round galleon
dont look at me like that its scaring me
ashen pecan
do not be afraid
round galleon
that is scaring me more
vestal dragon
quick warren
also nice tag
Hehe thx
ashen pecan
ID SACRIFICE MY LIFE TO FIND YOU ANGEL OF THR BLADEEE
KINGSLAYERRR
YESSS
I got transferred
to an honors class yipepe
oh man this weeks gonna be busy
can someone
buy me the monster manga set
this series is actually good
i owe my geek friend
OMG ALSO
whiplash is such a good. movie
i saw it was free on youtube
i wanna make my pfp him now
and my math class is going pretty good
:)
hes such a pretty boy pls
andrew neiman
ashen pecan
color correcting is a pain
would you look at that
that actually looks
pretty decent
thats before and after
btw
😭
dude that scene was beautiful
no lie
there was this part where he broke up with his girlfriend or like soon to be gf i guess because he was so dedicated towards playing the instruments
and it was like
looking at a mirror
bro
like me seeing myself in him
i broke off with my best friend because i thought he would only make me worse
it was an online friend tho
but anyway andrew got kinda unsettled at the fact that she had no ambition or goals in life
compared to him a dedicated drummer
like
bro
i love whiplash
its so good
and then there was this scene where he got in a car crash and he was bleeding like crazy
but he was running late to rehearsal
hes really competitive and he didnt want to give the role to the other drummers because the conductor is extremely critic and he expects the most out of them
ashen pecan
but he was running late to rehearsal
so he showed up with blood everywhere
theres a lot of scenes where he like bleeds on his drumset after hours of practicing
ashen pecan
so he showed up with blood everywhere
and everyone just like stood there watching him
in disbelief
like yo that was
so beautiful
terrance fletcher is an extremely well written character too
like he gasses up andrew and so he gets confident in what he does but he destroys it immediately the moment he messes up so andrew is always trying to seek validation from him
its like keeping him in the palm of his hand
i was watching it this morning and my heart was like racing
its such a good psychological thriller
hes so pretty
ok thats extremely saturated
it looks different
i cant screenshot it on my mac bc youtube blurs it
ashen pecan
KJASGJSDHFOGAJIOG JFDIOGJ DUDE
I love
I LOE WHIPLASH
a musicians roman empire
SAY IT LOUDER
i feel like i say this every time i watch a movie but this might be my favorite movier
like
ever
i dont like movies for its performance i love it for my resonation with characters
dude andrew neiman might replace seki for my top kin
he threw away everything just for his passion and approval of a violent teacher
I LOVE THIS EDITING STYLE OMFG
ashen pecan
i wish i could make this my banner
fight club.. whiplash.. american psycho..
whats next
i am not watching breaking bad sorry
quick warren
have u finished elden ring <@1174709010025431141>
ng +3
I dont have time to play it rn as im busy w studies hehe
quick warren
to an honors class yipepe
Congrats :D
ashen pecan
damn
quick warren
Yeah basically
quick warren
U get to keep ur stuff
ashen pecan
i cant even go through with elden ring once
ashen pecan
dude honestly
i have elden ring but im not even a third done with it
like i genuinely cannot go through with the game 😭
ashen pecan
its not that its just like
idk it lacks a lot of structure
i dont know what to do most of the time
quick warren
whats nightreign
the dlc
ashen pecan
oh
quick warren
i dont have ps+ so i cant play with my friends 💔
Oof
ashen pecan
the dlc looks so terrifying
quick warren
I play on pc so
quick warren
lmfao
quick warren
Nah at one point you just roam around trying to get stronger I can relate
ashen pecan
whenever i play the game i js get mad even if i beat a boss 😭
quick warren
Like there is not sense of direction
ashen pecan
yea
quick warren
whenever i play the game i js get mad even if i beat a boss 😭
lmfao
ashen pecan
idk the games cool i really like how they branched out to a bigger map and the insane graphics but other than that i dont enjoy elden ring
ashen pecan
i guess
thats fair
ill try it out on the weekend
again
lined paper is ugly
i hate writing on it
no specifically the
wide ones
these ones
ashen pecan
would you look at that
im actually surprised
how i did this
maybe its not pristine quality but the show is in like 480p 💔
i want more yunjins
i need her for yoimiya
dudei
i got this BEAUTIFUL yoimiya piece bro
she better be good
ok ehh
shes ok
its kinda hard getting yunjins burst while im trying to optimize my dmg
i have a feeling i wont be sleeping tonight
sgain
quick warren
Hmm
ashen pecan
I LOVE WHIPLASHHHH
ashen pecan
starving is dumb
coming from someone who used to have an eating disorder btw
youre only training yourself to relapse
if you dont eat full meals youre going to want to crave for snacks instead which sacrifices more in the long run
literally you cant tell someone who has an ed to just eat because thats exactly what theyre resenting
they know its not good but
in most cases its to become skinnier but its really only doing extremely miniscule weight loss in actuality
ashen pecan
in most cases its to become skinnier but its really only doing extremely miniscu...
now theres people who are like
really underweight but thats because they dont eat or do anything at all, if ur just a sedentary that stays at home
like doesnt go to school or anything youre more likely to turn out like that on top of not eating at all
i hate it when women want to get like an hourglass body and then starve themselves like thats going to achieve it
because most of the time they dont even have an hourglass body shape they might have like a
rectangle or inverted triangle
idk
but if thats the case youre just ruining urself over infatuated ideals
i used to have an eating disorder and i couldnt even perform the most normal daily tasks
on top of that i didnt get any sleep
so that was terrible
my initial love for white monster was because edtwt would always glaze it like crazy
cause its low calorie
bud
youre actually stupid
you really think that they just removed everything else that made up those calories
they just replace it with other substances so it doesnt taste like shit
you cant tell me that its not a choice and i get it like mentally people with an ed are driven to think that
its not your fault but its your responsibility
ashen pecan
TAKEEE ON MEEEEEEE
TAKE ON ME
TAKEEEEEE MEEEEEEE ONNNNNNN
TAKE ON ME
ILL BEEE GONEEEEEEE
IN A DAY OR TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ashen pecan
my heart is racing out of nowhere
ashen pecan
im tired
smh
i woke up before my alarm at 6
im kinda
scared to tell my guitar teacher im learning the cello
i dont need to but like
i kept telling him how im going to play the violin again
…….
he actually has pretty good memory i
ashen pecan
whip lash
ashen pecan
ashen pecan
whiplash lives in my mind rent free
i made duabai chocolate
🫂
just popped my hip
ashen pecan
vestal dragon
ashen pecan
brother you aresigma
ashen pecan
slop
vestal dragon
please stop corrupting me with your slop bro
ashen pecan
i love when
i see people rubbing off from me like they begin to pick up on the way i talk but subconsciously
and vice versa
oh man i want a boyfriend lol
i just feel like id be too busy to have one
no i mean
spend time
and stuff
probably on the weekends
but still
vestal dragon
i see people rubbing off from me like they begin to pick up on the way i talk bu...
woah
ashen pecan
huh
vestal dragon
nvm
ashen pecan
i was also in my bio class and my teacher was talking about the study of how people get distracted easily in like class
so
they noticed that students who had no phones in presence and were put together
they were more socializing and interactie
then there were students with phones i mean you cand efinitely already know where this is headed
vice versa
and then there were students
with like
their phones out on their desk not interacting with it or anything but just there
and they were in the middle of being more socializing and closed off
because they were constantly thinking about the notifications and stuff and your mind tends to think that it can multitask
but the mind can only focus on one thing
consciously
might i add
and well therse people who are like oh i can do multitasking
yeah maybe like walking and talking but youre not consciously thinking about walking
and also people who say theyre great multitaskers are only god at doing a half assed job at things
at a slower pace they can still accomplish it but obviously its nowhere near someone who focuses mainly on one thing
and this goes for studies like you think youre multitasking by thinking about the thing on ur phone or whatever distraction it is and semi focus on the lesson but you can only do that so much to the point youre just going to miss out on information
like youre going back on one thing and then back to the other in a milisecond
thats going to abuse ur brains focus
i also noticed like
when youre taking breaks from something maybe you get breaks from class or pomodoro stuff
theres a lot of poeple who just go on their phones and check social media but thats just going to lower your performance because you already set your mind on something that youve been deprived of
even if its just for a few minutes like or 10
your mind will go back to that thing
its better off just doing osmething like taking a walk eating a snack or going to the bathroom
read manga read a low maintenance book
just so your brain can rest
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thats why you should have a good environment where theres no distractions
out of sight out of mind
libraries coffee shops
yk
im actually wondering now why some people prefer noise spaces
i kinda get it
like if its just dead silent youre more conscious about things which can be good or bad for some people
but when theres like some noise it feels like youre just blending in and the atmosphere can be productive
id lowkey get mad at the loud blenders in coffee shops but
thatst just my personal preference
headphones are good too tho i mean i could try it
i used to go to this boba place that was nearby my school to study and its was pretty open and big so theres not a cluster of people
the tables were dispersed and stuff it was great
i always felt the most productive
i feel like slop hwen im studying at home
i have a work desk now tho so that helps a lot
but even so i dont really get a good amount of light and i just kinda wish my light source was more natural like from outside
and my room is for everything yk i do my crafts in here
i sleep i game
i study i work
i exercise
you name
it
im definitely getting my own room for work when im older
that is if i even have more than 2 rooms in my house 😭
actually
idk depends im definitely going to be living with someone in the future but theres this guy on youtube and his living room is his workspace
and everything else
like for manufacturing 3d printing and such
but his whole house is mainly consisting of white object like he customizes his tools
thats just so
cool
and it blends in with the walls
he has his 3d printer on his dinner table and it looks almost normal
also dust is pretty much absent in appearance
tbh 3d printers are cool but
theres not a lot id make
i also saw him make a mold for his everyday stuff and it was nice
he makes his own things from a 3d printer
like i saw him use this mechanism that was 3d printed where he could just throw his keys on the wall
with a magnet and it was pretty dope
i wish i could talk to someone the same way i do on here
i just talk too much about myself sometimes
that is if the other person doesnt have a lot to talk about but even then i feel really guilty after
and then when i ask about themselves theyre like really vague
i get it mayhbe not everyone is comfortable talking in that amount of detail but theres nothing more than something i love when people just keep on talking about things they love
like they dont need an excessive amount of follow up questions and they add things that make it more deeper into the iceberg
i really
dont like nonchalant behaviors
especially if they do it because its like broooo omg u loosttttt sooo much aura
just aura farm
like dude i find it so attractive when people perk up at a topic they love
when they smile and their body language becomes more fluid thats genuinely
i love people
anyways uh
im gonna stop here
for now
i like the way things r going rn
ashen pecan
is this refraction chat
ashen pecan
https://tenor.com/view/no-brain-loading-slow-gif-16361840
yk how peoples body tends to tense up
or something
and then when its more relaxed it just shows theyre comfortable
or confident
depends
ashen pecan
more monster manga ^_^
ashen pecan
WHIPLLASSSHHH
I CAN FEEL ALL MY BONES COMING BACK AND IM CRAVING MOTION
ARGGHHHAAaaaaaAAAA
DARLING HWEN IM FAST ASLEP
IVE SEEN THIS PERSON WATCHING OVER ME
SAYING IS IT WORTHH IT
ashen pecan
bro i
drug and alcohol consumers are so unattractive
i cant
im gonna speak my truth
i love pretty boys with blood
joe goldberg in that one scene
where he
proposed
and andrew neiman
obviously
ashen pecan
ts doesnt look like andrw but its ok
bro has a mullet
??
its kinda hard drawing his proportions
HARDER BETTER FASTER STRONGER
i love whiplash like
dude
i also noticed that theres subtle indicators through andrews clothing
and fletchers
in the beginning fletcher emerges from the shadows wearing all black and andrew is wearing like all white showing his purity
and the most the show progresses his clothing begins to dim because his purity was being polluted by fletcher
and fletcher is always wearing black
at the end of the movie hes wearing all black
andrew is
the scene before he got kicked out from shaffer was him wearing the last remains of white and black
i think something thats kinda like ironic
at the end of the movie is that when he has this extremely prolonged solo in rebellion to fletcher they begin to synchronize and he finally gets his approval but
even so fletcher likely ends the movie thinking hes in the right because his discipline paid off
i think miles also said something in an interview than andrew dies from an overdose
he pushed away everybody
after he got humiliated on stage he hugged his father and then came back
when he was doing the solo you see a scene of him looking through the cracks of the door in concern because he lost his son
as if he was greiving
grieving
i love the deeper meaning of whiplash because of all these connected areas that make it so
AHSGSFISKFGK
i love
wiplash
ashen pecan
i love the deeper meaning of whiplash because of all these connected areas that ...
from the surface you would just think like
oh
this is made to work harder
and prove people wrong
like
no
whiplash's psychology was meant to show the obsession and infatuation
with andrews passion
you cant even say its a passion at that point
and it shows everything he sacrificed to become one of the greats
he was enrolled in the best musical school ever and getting disapproval from fletcher meant losing everything he worked hard for
also i kinda alr mentioned this but
i mean obviously he wants his approval but he also gets degraded a lot by fletcher
and whenever the other drummers get degraded he takes in pleasure from that
fletchers approval is like a drug to him
its to keep him going
i think its amazing this movie was made in 19 days
i really wish i could make this my banner
the aesthetic of whiplash is unmatched wth anything else ive seen
the lighting is also so beautiful because its like warm
i saw a video on yt and it was showing what whiplash would look like if it was desaturated
a lot of ppl were saying that whiplash was kinda like a horror movie
bro
cause fletcher was actually so abusive he could do anything to him at any moment but sometimes it would be met with praise instead
so youre like
on the edge
thriller type
dude i love whiplash i cant stress this enough
maybe its because i love andrew and hes my biggest kin but also the aesthetic and the deeper psychological meaning behind it is just so
AMAZING
idk i neveer really glazed movies this hard ive watched a handful of them but whiplash is just so unforgettable to me
like fight club was alright but its lowkey overhyped
and american psycho is just
all of them are people going crazy
i dont really see andrew having a good ending because he lost everything in the process of becoming the greats
but a lot of ppl think he had a good ending
ashen pecan
maybe its because i love andrew and hes my biggest kin but also the aesthetic an...
also i love music hehe
its a big part of my identity
oh man i want a boyfriend
vestal dragon
oh man i want a boyfriend
ashen pecan
eye strain btw
ashen pecan
ts doesnt look like andrw but its ok
i wanna redraw this br
i have to capture the ESSENCE
ashen pecan
i think bros at the same spot
vestal dragon
i think bros at the same spot
same spot gab
ashen pecan
same spot gab
ashen pecan
i should really make a kin list
ngl
the thing is i always try to relate myself to charatcers to give myself a sense of identity
its all danganronpas fault
grate
tbh i dont think i find myself strongly relating to female characters
maybe
ellie
but im not really like her
i see a lot of vulnerabilities i have in male characters
also their strive to pursuit and discipline just makes it 10x better
fsmdude i want like strong female characters but when companies do it its like forced bro
they dont show their vulnerabilities
i think the only show ive seen do it well is arcane and
tlou2
ashen pecan
fsmdude i want like strong female characters but when companies do it its like f...
like its genuinely so corny when i see a strong female character only made for an antithesis to misogyny
its literally fine to have flaws in ur characters that are supposed to be strong
thats why i love vagabond
because they made musashi so flawed but he grows from that instead of staying the same
i love ellie because shes a strong female character that has SO many vulnerabilities shown in the game
and abby too
the thing is when this same rhetoric is pushed for male characters this creates more depth and its more easier to show their discipline and character development
whereas for female characters its like not acceptable if ur trying to create a strong female character and they have flaws because thats depicted to make them weak
its ironic
i know
but seriously stop making unrealistic women that is an antithesis for misogyny like a female boxer that wins EVERY match against male boxers
it makes them more humane to show them lose but still try to get better
do what u want tho create your ocs as you please but im just saying thats how character development becomes more captivating
i mean when i was watching superman i expected him to win like every single fight in the movies cause duh theyre superheros but he constantly lost to the people trying to take him down
he got discouraged but he didnt let that stop him because he needed to help the world
and there was a scene of him saying like yeah i get sad i get scared but thats what makes me human
that genuinely made me so inspired and i love that they wrote that for superman because hes supposed to be protecting and strong but he still has his flaws
yet he still wants to protect the people and do things the right way
ashen pecan
that genuinely made me so inspired and i love that they wrote that for superman ...
hes kinda like what masculinity is depicted to be in a way
ashen pecan
tlou2
i also think that its more realistic because theyre in a world where they have to fight to survive
its not like traditional shit at least they cant resort to that because theres nowhere safe to be
so whether they like it or not the women have to fight for themselves they cant alway rely on the men to protect them
and i like how in tlou2 there was a base where women werent always obligated to fight anymore cause they were safe but
they did it
abby did it to help because shes a core person in the organization
shes issacs top scar killer
i like how they dont make it forced to be
like representation
of course it is ellie and abbys arms are rock fuckin hard but they dont downplay the male characters either to make them stand out
and tbh i felt like when they made ellie lesbian it didnt even feel forced
i mean after all she was absent of a lot of figures in her life and she never really grew up with a mother or a dad
i dont think theres a lot of psychology in childhood for people to become queer but i remember i made this post and it was smth related to lesbians or something
and a lot of the lesbians that commented said that they dont have a good connection with their mother
it can vary
anyway
but yea tbh naughtydog is so good at writing characters
i loove the last of us
ashen pecan
i dont think theres a lot of psychology in childhood for people to become queer ...
this was a while ago btw it went semi viral
i think i got like 15k likes or something
ashen pecan
and a lot of the lesbians that commented said that they dont have a good connect...
ans vice versa ive had some gay friends but they dont have the strongest connection with their father
cause like
people are supposed to be a mixture of femininity and masculinity
when you dont have a father figure youre going to be more feminine and if you dont have a mother figure youre going to be more masculine
and neither is good
ashen pecan
when you dont have a father figure youre going to be more feminine and if you do...
usually when i see people without father figures they always despise men
or they talk bad about them like what
and its not okay when men talk bad about women ?
vestal dragon
same spot gab
ashen pecan
💀
ashen pecan
usually when i see people without father figures they always despise men
ok i just switched to my computer for this one
so
i watched this video about like how women look down on men and stuff
it was kinda like the psychology behind things
so
basically its kinda like when people feel inferior to a person or group they tend to become more resentful and try to regain their power by finding people with the same ideals and
its kinda like validation yk
its because theyre jealous
btw
this might be a crazy comparison but when drake was exposed by kendrick lamar everybody hated on drake because he was successful its not because thye wanted to deplatform him and do it for the good of it
its because they hated how successful he was
ok listen i love kendrick
and i listen to drake too
occassionaly
ocassionally
vestal dragon
drizzy drake
ashen pecan
noo no i cant find the video
omg
FDGLDJGLNAJGN i
i need to do my biology
homework
gg
ashen pecan
ok that was actually light
yupperdoodles
why is my bio teacher so silly b
he says stuff like im trippin
but liek he sounds like a teenage boy 😭
even tho bros a grown man
ALSO IM NOT FINDING N DAMN SNAILS???
well im chilling because i just transferred
bro i genuinely need to like thank my math teacher spiritually because we dont need to bring textbooks to class
we can js leave it at home and he also provides the same material and pages online
FATASs bio textbook bruh
WHY IS MY MOM COMPLAINING
IM GONNA
i swear if shes complaining about how we're broke rn
im putting my headphones in bro shes killing my vibe
fr
shes just yelling
why do people be like im sorry when they hear that i dont hang out with anybody
i actually dont really like saying that to anybody i know irl because they feel obligated to be that person that hangs out with me
i was able to do my audition today in strings club im so happ e
ashen pecan
why do people be like im sorry when they hear that i dont hang out with anybody
also like
i think a lot of people dont want to approach me
not saying that in a sigma way lik
i have closed body language
i feel like a reason people treat me somewhat like human is because im
attractive
idk how to say that without sounding like an egotistic person but u get it
oh
i just
close my arms a lot thats probably why
i should not hear my mom through my headphones bro
what is she talking about
bro i literally js told her to stop being so loud when i went in the kitchen and she just walked away
i hate living with her she keeps on saying that shes going to live far away from us in her own house
yeah hows that going
im a hypocrite
man
im like the kettle calling the pot black
i really wish i could like my mom
i hate when i see parents pushing away their children because theyre too needy or annoying and then when theyre older they try to get closer to them
they see them like theyre friends
like what
dont become a parent if ur gonna be like that
or at least get therapy
im thirsty
i should
draw this
im just gonna llisten to music
idek if i can listen to calm music cause i hear her voice
i love
sad music but i hate it
at the same time because it makes me sad
i am what i consume
i love cigarettes after sex but damn
vapes before hooking up
ashen pecan
i think my problem is i cant draw this bc i dont have any warm toned soft pastels
i would buy more but i dont wanna ask my dad to buy me anything rn
why do people not use soft pastels
?? 😭
oh damn wtf
its probably shit but
id like to experiment with more colors
i still hear yelling
:/
maybe ill ask next week i kinda asked my dad to buy me some stuff this week
im getting more busier anyway