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i wish
i wish that text was separated
.
.
that was not in any relevance to the video
im kinda worried bro what did my friend mean by i had a good straight disguise
i hate reading tiktok comments
this was under a thirst trap btw ITSNOT RELATED TO THE VIDEO I SENT
I cant
i cant get away with saying im straight anymore
lol i js
wanna be an egirl
does
i feel like im weird for not noticing peoples heights
like unless its just really tall or reallly short obviously
but theres a lot of guys in my school insecure about their height like
bro
i didnt even notice
😭
that junior i was talking to earlier hes like 5"4 or something and then this girl pointed out his height i was like
w
?
dude i dont know if ur a pretty boy or have really nice hair i dont really notice
listen i
nnnghh
this girl is my type but i
WHY DO I HAVE TO LIKE MALE GAZE WOMEN
i promise ill be a good boy
i know i look a little bit on the feminine side but uhh
i swear im a teenage boy hiding in an asian girls skin rn
lol im gonna break someones neck why do i
even
not even related to the video
but im so fixated over girls that arent real like its not fucking funny bro 😭
and then i forget about the reality
its not some like
im obsessed with an anime character
or anything
because im depicting women to be like this when its only objectifying them
and i think thats crazy considering i am one
but fuck man i just
wanna feel in control
this isnt okay
mngnhn im not gonna play the if game with my gender but if i was a man i just want a cute submissive and needy girl that lets me be in control
nd its liek
bro
when its just in lesbian relationships it doesnt even feel real its just like
forced
i dont think anyone will understand
and the thing is i love giving people reassurance/affection and making them feel good but i feel like thats just a part of me knowing that theyre not going to recieve it anywhere else and thats
how i get under their skin
is this how
men view girls with daddy issues
like i dont think its okay i think im preying on women
in some sort of way to make myself feel more secure
possessiveness wont get me anywhere
but fuck its so
youre mine
i think this all goes away when i actually meet women irl though but im scared
this is like my
raw
self
im more grounded when it comes to irl like im more aware
and i dont want to make anyone feel uncomfortable i
this is purely just a fantasy of mine
its
not
real
im right here
and then theres the other side of the spectrum where i just want to be cared by a woman
by a woman who has motherly characteristics
im truly just a man who yearns
i dont even think im this
passionate or strong about stuff i find attractive when it comes to men
but its because these women rarely exist
i can only realistically get in a healthier relationship with a man than try to compensate these ideals with
other women
uhw
whatever
i think its funny i view myself as a man but i know what my gender is like
idk im more masculine for a woman obviously
im not trans i dont care for anyone who says i am
im not going back to that
im just romanticizing what it would feel to be more naturally in control
i dont think women are taken seriously when in authoriative roles compared to men
because
its always been that way
is it annoying yeah but theres nothing i can do about it
o
so
im just gonna pray people take me seriously and if they dont then whatever
and the thing is like
im not even dominating
and i dont want to be 100% of the time
sometimes when im with mascs its either i get more relaxed or im more feminine depending
if i find them attractive
when im with fems i get more protective and affectionate
but i
idk if theyre kinda enforcing it its just not natural bro
atp we just roleplaying
😭
ph my days bro
ok this is random
but i was talking to that junior guy again and i said his name
to ask a question
and he was like "yeah? whats my name?"
bro that lowkey folded me
like i didnt even consider him attractive before that i lowk thought he was gay or something
the amount of charisma radiating off of him after he said that
damn
lowkey aint gas hes a junior tho
he looks like a sopho
nah
masculinity isnt male only
🙏
thats
what im saying
everybody is made consisting of masculinity and femininity im just saying im more leaning towards masculinity
i
she looks so
mesmerizing
sometimes i dont even know what style i wanna be cause i h ave the urge to just dress masc for the female gaze and then fem for the male gaze
but idk what my
real
sstyle is
im just like minimalist basic graphic tee help
with natural colors...
i fear hannahowo girls are my type
.
depends where im going
actually
OMAE WA MOU
SHINDTE
What
hannahowo is
lesbian
bro
what
umm
i feel like i should be jumping in glee but im not
so...
uh
so
what did u pick
what do yo u mean
what style do u want to be
i feel like im comfortable in a lot of things except for anything too overly revealing
or tight
smh
i can only wear tight shirts thats it
w
imma look throguh my pictures to see what i wear
actually
eyah
basically
its just
i mean ive already talked about htis i really like other styles like alt and stuff but its
too high maintenance for me not gonna lie
oh i think i just like anything like semi formal actually
i loove button ups
fair
i also really like
uh
jeez
i dont knwo what its called
hold on
i think i like a lot of things that make me stand out in a way like i have this one azure nasa jacket
thats one of the clothing pieces i have that isnt desaturated
wbu this
i
are these clothings interesting
k
i do like sailor collars tho
her clothings
k
WHY DO YOU KEEP ON
how
no reason
simon do you think im japanese
not really
oh
mm
THIS IS NOT REAL WHY ARE YOU SENDING ME ASIAN GIRLS NOW
what
uh
what does that have to do with
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanything
komi cant communicate mentioned
i love komi
i am
u enabling it bru
YOURE JUST SENDING asian girls or anime shit as a stereotype 😭
yeah and locked me in the nether
nah...
ts why mfs hate telling others they race
racists like u are everywhere unfortunately
IM NOT RACIST
i dont hate based off of race
fuck you
holding stigma around races (sterotyping) is still racist big boi
i have no stigmas
somehow race always finds a way into every comment you make about doomsday
and you cant deny that
no it doesnt???
okay well ill get the proof
theres a distinctive pattern with what u sent dawg 😭
like
uhh
im not offended but COMEON im not an anime girl
bro
and
here’s one for u mane
why do you keep on sending pictures of anime girls and asking if i like their outfit PLS
and then an asian
girl
cuz their outfits look good in my opinion
i do admit
i might have gone too far
im queefing WE as in ALL asians look like anime characters
which i apologize for
😭 😭 😭 ✌️
LO
technically im also asian
i dont think that really changes anything
brother i think
that there’s a difference
i was js saying
theres this hyperfixation towards east asia
not in relation to anything
its really annoying bro
ima keep it a buck people just fetishizing east asians
but it has became a thing thats genuinely so annoying when people subject stereotypes to my ethnicity
like
IM LITERALLY
white
whitewashed
yk how many stereotypes i face everyday
bye
listen i GENUINEYL dont care about racism like you can call me every asian slur or say i eat rice
but i dont want to
yeah i know
like im sorry but i have this bad history with people fetishizing me for my race and subjecting me to like
right
and sometimes it be people my own race
like theres so many asians who are like SDGHAJKDNGJKSABFIUGHDAFG I love asians I only like asians
and they only focus on
theres like a huge problem about it in japan too, no?
if they like someone and theyre asian
idk if u know
yeah
i saw someone talk abt it
well like
tourists and stuff
a lot of people glorify japanese people for some reason
i have a certain love hate relationship with tourists
especially in the states
well i mainly dislike them
because they misrepresent my culture and country on so many occasions
right
he attracts a TON of white girls and asian girls
people that just
is he a student in the states
yeah
i see
well like
he was normal in 6th grade but thats when he realized how much people love japanese individuals
so its just
kinda became something of his identity
obviously its fine
but he made it like some sort of reason why he was attractive
i see
a lot of people think im japanese in my school
yeah the people in the states have like
such a tendancy to do un-acceptable shit
yeah
i see
im american
ye i figured with the timezones
dude
i genuinely
wish they valued hiring really educated teachers because sometimes they just
dip
now it's all diversity hire
in 7th grade i had a teacher and she just left and we didnt learn like everything
that year
and we had to cram it into our 8th year
everyone was failing that class bro
im reawlly thankful for the diversity here in america but its like
bro
i really didnt like when kamala harris presented the idea of making hiring or wages more higher in percentage of people that were poc or women
i thought it was about equality
dawg
dude they blame everything on wage gap its
incase you didnt know if you paid people less based on their race or gender thats literally illegal
thats because men tend to work in areas specializing in things and women work in places specializing in people
ye
i dont think im that geeked over this topic tho so im gonna drop it
and im gonna get called a pick me
so
raises hands in surrender
gitten
br i
i
um
i mightve just found out the girls number i got is dating this guy that has been stalking me on tiktok for a year
she was like
looking around on campus to find her bf and he was looking at her and stuff then i screamed she was here
but she was like
too shy to talk to him
and
he liked a thirst trap of mine
i really hope
its not him
bro
like just rn
and i saw what he looked like and he made his pfp him
he was talking to my ex
too
cause they were in the same group
😭
oh my days
i barely post on tiktok too i think he found it again
after seeing me
like we made eye contact and stuff i thought he was just some random guy from my highschool
but b
goodness
this is legit
so weird
please God bro shes like the first girl friend ive made dont do this to me
just bringing this back to say that mitskis a masterpiece
bro the
first love late spring
when she starts singing si pleae hurry leave me i cant breathe
i didnt even know that she was like synchronized with this man in the backgorund
its
so beautiful bruh
i wanna play it on the guitar but i dont understand the online sources :I
anyways bye
I am he
hmnjk
i need to
input
today was actually so
weird
well not rly today its already the 12th but yesterday i was like
in school it legitimately did not feel real
bro
everyone is a burger 😭
there was this group of guys like
this guy took this other guys waterbottle and threw his water out like wtf
and then i was doing homework on a bench and there was this girl and his boyfriend and his friends were being so
disrespectful to her
what is wrong with you guys
its alwasy the upper classmen too
also theres gender neutral bathrooms?????
thankfully the bathroom stalls are like
they have full on doors you cant see above or under its kinda like a room
yk
this actually lowkey makes me uncomfortable because im not used to being in a bathroom with males help
its not all that bad its like really open and big
the breaks were so short tho i was just looking around for 15 minutes going to classrooms and the library to see if i can stay there for my break times but most of them were closed :(
hopefully i can stay at the library or strings club during break
im kinda already missing middle school not gonna lie i
maybe im saying that because i have more familiarity to it but
this is really weird
the breakfast time is like 8 minutes and the snack line is absolutely crazy
i already got homework ive just been staying up doing it
its 2 am rn
its fine im not staying up cause of that i just slept for a very long time after school
man i really
hope i dont take more naps in highschool
it really throws off my sleeping schedule
i might have to pull an all nighter or get a few hours of sleep
:/
well i only have to wake up at 7
so
its fine it could be worse
oh wait
sick
i can sleep in i have a free period in the morning
until 10
also something else thats really weird is theres a lot of segregation between groups im only starting to realize that now
like not by the school but everyone is like
idk i see a lot of friend groups based off of race ? like
im really uncomfortable already
but
its okay because i have no friends
i guess
at least for now
i dont really know what a friend is
to me
when someone asks me how many friends i have i just
i dont have any friends and like
most of them are just acquaintances
ive never had a best friend before
☹️
its ok
well
i have so much time
i just
im probably gonna spend my time at the track for now until clubs start opening up
unfortunately the guitar club is only available for a day but i can probably just stay in strings club
i dont wanna talk to anyone there its all just
sophomores and juniors
a couple seniors i guess
im kinda upset that i make a lot of friends that are older than me because theyre going to leave sooner
ig its not that bad if its a sophomore but i made a friend during orientationa nd hes a junior
oof
its 2 am
SOMEBODY SAID IM A FUCKIN SLUM DONT KNOW WHERE I BELONG
MAYBE IM FUCKING DUMB
MAYBE IMM JUSTT A BUM
bro how to be a human being has drugs it in fr
GOT NOBODY CAUSE IM BRAIN DEADA
bro
brp
bro
i
there was this one person in my math class and they were so
THEY HAD SO MUCH AURA
OH MY DAYDS
bro literally did not talk or show any emotion bruh and they look so
GENDER ENVY
they look like the girl from pyramid game
UHGSHJGJ
usually when you see these people they try so hard to be like nonchalant and mysterious but THIS PERSONWAS literally like
im scared of them
my backpack is so incredibly heavy
its not funny
at least my math teacher said that i dont need to bring my textbook
GENUINELY I DONT KNOW IF THAT CLASS IS LIKE
BRO
I KNOW LIKE ZERO GEOMETRY LMAOOOO
why am i in an honors class
it took me 50 minutes to finish the homework PLS
i guess i
im gonna study
i dont think its too hard the vocabulary was js really confusing
i had to use my computer for most of the parts
my math teacher unironically looks like nilered
but like
mexican
LOL
bro genuinely
nilered is so
JASDJAHSVBASI hes so
heheh
heh
.
papacita
i wanna leave the server but
my name color
:(
boi bai
Why do i
why do i keep on attracting older guys pls
this guy saw me when he was walking eith his friends and then after a couple minutes he came up to me and asked what grade i was and when i said it he was like
oh…
he looked like a junior
😭
I wish i had the problem of attracting people
yeah but these guys are like
3 years older than me
this is NOT the audience
YESSS
wsp
hi simonu
wsp
what up
How much did you pay
Ah 25 aint bad
its pretty flimsy material and its second hand but ive seen so many figures that were like 500 and the same thing
heres another one
i just FINESSED my room again bro
its so over when i get real shelves 💔
the wood was from my desk i just put it on top of my lamp
SHIT LOOKS SO PEAK WHEN THE LIGHT IS ON
WAIT i should
eluminate the back
oh nvm i cant but its ok
lit
MY WORK DESK ACTUALLY HAS SPACE NOW
OMG
im so happy
ur actually
shitting me bro
AT WALMART
i can get it online
BROO i dont even have space for any more figures 💔
i might have to give some away or change my layout
FR
simon ubplay dark souls?
nah
how much 💸
its like
eh
20-30?
usd
that is
probably depends what platform idk
i played the remaster
with the dlc including artorias
my figure guy
AW HELL NAW
THW STONE SOUND LMAOAO
Hoi
sup
Do you play minecraft?
yeah why
Just asking
im playing modded java rn with 3 other people.
i see
m
I DONT WANNA GO TO MATH CLASS
TOMORROW
I actually
dread going now
im scared bruh
i was doing my math hw in my study hall period and this other 9th grader told me he was procrastinating the he
hw
and he didnt ubderstand it
also my other friend was so confused
lowkey
cooked
yo
😭😭
yea but like
bro
the
fucking
textbook is like deciphering an ancient text
its in english but u get what i mean
hopefully
well i havent learned much geometry honestly our teachers lowkey dipped in middle school
what is the homework
its uhh
idk most of it is like midpoint and with algebra
its an honors class but im like
bto
bro
i genuinely have a savior complex lol
its embarrassing
and i will continue to humiliate myself to stop doing so
it might not sound bad on the outside like im trying to help people but its genuinely something that makes me emotionally unavailable
and i only do it because i want other people to percieve me as a good person
i think im better than everybody else because im always helping and fixing peoples situations
im only helping people cause i want them to tell me that i genuinely helped them
do i seek validation
yes
i do
as much as i hate it
is there anything im going to do to stop this
is what i should be asking to people that need help
i dont need to save people
not anymore
youre not my problem
fix urself you can use my advice to go on forward but im not you so make action to change your life
nobody is going to save you
most insane reddit user
fr
HES MY DAWGGGG
i have a friend
now
:)
you know youre better than this
why does my photographer friends always have sm aura
WHYA THE EHLDLL
YO MY MATH TEACHER IS ON SOMETHING
😭😭
HE JUST POSTED LIKEB
5 NEW ASSIGNMENTS
You make math sound like a god.
LOL
no i dont have a gun...
yo wtf this guy is lowkey fine
me and him were talking for like an hour or something last night
i saw him tdy but we dont have any classes together and bros face card
😭
bros face card
what does this insinuate simonon
depends on the context you are therefore after.
what
are after attempting to consequently arrive at the context of the meaning of the image alone, or as its reaction to your previous messages?
insinuate meant hint
but anyway i was talking to him for a bit like he texted me afterschool and stuff
ah, i see.
and then he told me that he was responding a little bit late because he was in practice
hes pretty chill i was talking to him most of the time at my orientation
i highkey thoguht his number was spam
im so sad
bro
i wanted to join the robotics club but the club times are after school and im so busy
☹️
ill join next year i guess
i didnt think he'd look THAT good
i love when
facial harmony
theres also this girl in my orchestra class and her facial harmony looks so like
calm
and shit
idk
IDK
im like jealous of her face pls
like im gonna take it
bro genuinely this guy is so cute i
and he has an overgrown buzz
🥹
yoo
i didnt even notice until he was like oh yeah i buzzed my hair at the end of school
something like that
this is oddly specific but i love when southeast asians have buzzcuts
like filipinos or vietnamese
i like it when it looks
um
i dont really like it when it has a fade tbh 😭
im trying to find a photo
imagine this but
black you know
ive seen SO many guys at my school with bleached buzzcuts
lol
omg also like
chinese guys with long hair
i
this is too specific
i like it when hairstyles look spikey
BYRE i also
bro
its not like these are like my ethnicity or race preferences but indian guys look so satisfying with mid tapers ESPECIALLY WHEN THEYRE WAVY LIKE OMG 🙏
theres so many at my school
and theres this guy in chamber orchestra thats like the bOSS bro his hair is majestic
i love when guys style their hair
if its like wavy or yk other than straight
i like when people actually care about their appearance like if u at least look put together then ur going to appear more attractive
that isnt only in like physical appearance its body language and posture
ive made a mental note to myself to always stand tall no matter what
not because im scared of like scoliosis
(i am)
but ive noticed in people that are more attractive even if their physical attributes are like ok, they generally have a taller stance
because thats a subconscious sign of confidence
literally confidence is so attractive
i feel like when i was younger i was really inconfident but i looked
pretty decent
its just i would have a fragile ego and stuff plus my body language was just
rigid most of the time
i literally looked fine
but i didnt attract a lot of people cause of my low self esteem
oh yeah on top of body language eye contact is super important
yk
i was watching this video from tbys and he was like talking about how people with bad posture tend to be picked on
more
like bullied
after i started taking note of my posture and how important it is a lot of people like see me as confident or intimidating
i doubt im intimidating but
people dont really see me as approachable for some reason like yo i
im just a furball bruh
probably because im rarely smiling when im alone
in most of my classes im jsut lke
rbf
i really am a smiley person though when i interact with people
actually
i think its just like
the reason why people think im these things is because ive been told im attractive
like i remember i was watching this video with joe goldberg in it and this girl was like how is he so mysterious
and stuff
this guy said its because hes attractive if that was a below average man playing him nobody would watch the series anymore
this was around a year ago or more and i was countering that cause i didnt even know how much it played into how people frame these characteristics based on appearance
but now i understand
especially a lot of bad things could be pivoted into good things when it comes to someone thats attractive
like if someone is possessive and stuff it would be considered desirable if it was coming from
yk
a good looking person
i feel like this is kinda annoying but its reasonable
i just feel like a lot of my behaviors were excused because i was attractive and im now only learning how to get past that
man im tired of being surrounded by enablers
i love these little drawings
idk who the hell makes these drawings but theyre so dope
oh
spaceheadtr
i love having little quotes in my room
my friend was making fun of them but like
i love looking at them
this is my plane wall with quotes
also omg i
i was coming back home from a walk and i saw in the laundry room there was a schedule my dad printed out and it was so 🥹 whimsical
it was like
gabie schedule time
annd there were little cars
printed out in color
not even gabies schedule time it was gabie schedule time
he had to get it printed out cause my schedule is so weird lol
i go to school at 10 am and then the next day its 8
cars
vroom
bro im actually
like
what
i was in my bio class and we were going over the units we’re gonna learn
I ALREADY LearneD THIS IM
BYE
I LEARNED IT IN MY 6TH YEAR BROOOOO 😭😭😭
what the fart
THATS ACTUALLY CRAZY
BOR
I WAS IN THE BATHROOM TALKING TO MY FRIEND AND THIS OTHER GIRL WAS LIKE
”is there a guy in here??”
also cute hamster
yeah im def switching out bruh
why do j actually look so
i have a thing for liking photos when my eyes are like blurred
eyes today
hi
oh
hello
what ru writing about
not anything
why do u have 18000 messages here
sometimes i talk to people here
sometimes
i
talk
like
this
wow is this like an intervention
thats what makes up 18000
idk if thats smth id intentionally do
helo

full court
holy fricking green
ts light work i naturally have to stand rlly far away cuz its js like
a hose bruh
amateur
alre bruh
😴🙂↕️
BROOO im such a fein for like
figures
now
for some reason
i bought this luffy figure its so funny HELPP
pls fix whatever he sitting on it’s hurting my eyes
is that the hate u give the book
yes
no its funny
hes not actually gonna sit there tho hes gonna be on my work desk :3
br i used to be so big on miku figures back in like 2021 bruh oh my days
i want nendroids
and kangel figure GOD I LOVE NSO
mended
hes my buddy
bro
that book
fix it
pls
fix it
hey i remember that drawing in the back
fix the book
that book
fix it
wait brb
are you ocd
omg o
omg
there were so many nendoroids at this convention i went to
No
obcd 😂

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