#all or nothing
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i will
noooo
yess
nooooooo
im gonna curb stomp u simoninon
:3
NO ":3"
wdym no ":3" :3
u :3 after u threaten to harm me
its okay just let it happen
:33
colon thr e
woah what are u doing with that
move to another country across the world and change ur name as well
gg
im gonna write a fanfic about this
first heartbreak kinda nervous ❤️🩹
im hopping on the minecraft server i cant do this
NOOO
🥹
ill continue in ur honor
LOL
...
take a
good look
at what that is
and tell me
im going crazy or not
it just started raining
itsabsolute gg
i dont even have my bed
um
please
also i ventured out of the cave as u can see
the price of being a free bird
bro
CAN IT BE DAYTIME
ALREADY
SOMEONE SAVE ME
IM a damsel in distress
....
YESS sun is coming up
get back in the mines boy
HE JUST STARTING HITTING ME OUT OF NOWHERE
ok he left
alr i just whitelisted the server
only me and u now sen
yay 
bro its highkey so scary when people join cause some ppl do it to js troll the host
someone legit killed me on my first world 😭
i would not take that i would be vengeful for all my minecraft days
ye you suck
WDYM
like legit can we all just
hug
nothin
spit it out 😭
nope
come on
nope
alr
yeah fax
we should just hug it out
bring it in

there’s no
hugging one
just imagine they’re hugging

BROooo
write
people’s names on my thigh for money
prolly
easily
NO BRO
,
NOOOO
LMAOO
yeah but then you're not petite
stuff
but petite is just small 😭
technically speaking i COULD be a feminine boy like what’s stopping me
think about it
what’s really stopping you from being a feminine boy
BRO IM STUCK IN AFRICA
where u at
yo i thijnk its so comp that a boat doesnt fall into pieces in minecraft after using it for a while
unless taken dmg
my boat is so loyal i just wanna kiss it
ok what the hell]b
i just traveled like a million blocks and im back to spawn
i was trying to find a cherry grove but then i realized this is an oler version
we should transform spawn
yess
ok idk what is my preference on biomes
like
for the past few worlds ive always built them in spruce
i mean built my bases in spruce forests
thats actually insane i did a whole circle
i was traveling overseas
and then i see a familiar cave
sen i cant live in the fucking cave anymore im not batman
😭
ill build outside of it
okkkaaaayyyuuuuu

i just found a gold mending chestplate
fml
wait thats
genuinely not bad nvm
ill probably always be in iron anyway its like -1 armor
T
IT KEEPS ON RAINING
DIE
i hate building in survival
lol yea enough of that
im not building in survival bro LET MY INNER CRETIVE OUTLET OUT
haiii :3
yez
i playz for 7 yearz
what problem
okie
alr
umm
i think i can add from the world
whats ur uesr
user
im just building rn
okay
i sent
u have to join the minehut lobby i think
at least thats how i did it
and then /friend add s6ade
/friend join s6ade
dont u have an ip
ill check
wait
im on 1.21.4
btw
ok got it its TailCello.minehut.gg
wait i need to add u to the whitelist
give me a second
alright
im
so sick and tired
bor
i just played combat initation for the first time without a mouse
with a touchpad
bro
that has to be the most exruciating experience ive ever felt
ohhh fuck j
bro
bro has to be my top word im using
rn
my fingers hurt
i wanna go home
im tired
;(
ive been here sfor 7 hours
i really wanna
go home please just take me home already
so sleepy
head pa t
maybe
hair strokes
DEAR DIARY I STILL BELIEVE THERE'S GOOD IN EVERYONE
EVEN THE WORSE OF US
I BELIEVE WE’RE ALL WORTH SAVING
AND I GUESS THATS A BELIEF IM WILLING TO DIE FOR
im so tired i just wanna lose hope in everything and myself and doomscroll all day and never show up for myself
and only drink water when im thirsty
and eat shit
and preach on twitter about how i hate men
and
say that i hate right wing content that clowns on woke ppl
and become a nihilist
and quit everything i love because hell its more easier to quit anyway
i also want a cig
thats what evil me would say
is that good enough
what happened why are you evil
gulp
LOL
dude i think i might lose my genshin account lol
im geeked
i miss her man
literally not in some like i miss my ex
whatever
i dont even wanna talk about it anymore because i sound so stupid typing it out
spitty
i just wanna go back to school already
im tired
truth is i hate talking here sometimes
im probably going to stop when school comes around
or ill only vomit out everything out of frustration and then leave
i can just stop but it feels like talking to myself as if im talking to someone is so
hk
ghk
it gives a sense that i actually have someone to talk to
someone thatll always listen to me
and i tell this to people and theyre like im always here for you
you dont actually understand
and if i do talk to them about stuff they just end up leaving me on delievered for minutes then hours
after i begin to talk a lot
i cant complain though because not everybody is going to sit here and listen to everything i say
but dont lie to me and say that youll always be here for me then
seems like im being ungrateful but i just have standards and my feelings are valid after all
right
beggars cant be choosers
i guess
its getting tiring sometimes to even talk about things in here
😂
i want to make this my wallpaper
bro its actually so
i hate it when someone dms me and then immediately goes to tiktok or reels for 3 seconds before i respond
in a conversation
this genuinely makes me ache
god i love how u can just talk
offline for now
im feeling so impulsive rn its not good
i want to unfriend everybody lol
but then i would just hate myself and say that nobody wants to talk to me
what side is my brain on
why am i actually so negative today
i
why do i hate
maybe its because it gives me that sense of energy that what i say matters because i hate it
its like swearing man
it feels really good in the moment when you say FFFUUUUCKKKKK
because it feels so powerful but it only reflects on what kind of person you are if you overly use vulgar language
i just think people that swear like all the time have internal conflict
oh i understand now
lmao
ill make it my google background
pretty good
ateez present
i have all of my liked kpop artists blocked except for ateez enha and p1harmony
and day6
day6 is still so precious to me
she loves how i can just talk
i want a motorcycle bro my days
BRO MY DAYS
i just joined this motorcycle server and they post clips/spottings/pics of bikes and it looks so fucking awesome
this gives me faith in life
LMAOAOAO
dude i dont even know why i want a motorcycle so much
ngl
its not like its something im clawing at ferociously
but like
on an ebike its so fun to feel the breeze against your body
i kinda wish i didnt have to wear a jacket tho cause i was biking the other day on a normal bike with just my tshirt and it was so
like
rejuvenating
not like i necessarily have to its just if i ever get into a crash or need to get by some plants it can scratch me up and i dont want my parents to see
😭
im still gonna get pretty rocked if i crash with a jacket on its js more distributed if so
i get a little bit scared by the thought of crashing but it feels so free
like idk i can definitely get a car instead but
motorcycles are just cool
im not gonna beat around the bush with that theyre genuinely so
enticing
call me a poser or wannabe i dont care they look so sleek and sick
although idk how anyones logic would get to this point
you cant just say that when the same concept is with cars too
i also really like wearing my helmet lol
whenever im biking with my friend and we stop somewhere like a gas station i just sit outside with my helmet on cause i genuinely feel more safer having it on cause people assume im just some teenage boy
CRAS MENTIONED CARS CAR
CARS MENRIOJED
my upper half of my face is more masculine i guess its just my eyebrows and stuff
OMG
omg
i can’t find a good emoji BUT YAYA WHATT REGE HECK
THATS DO T IF F
TUFF
HAH
YAY
when i had that nitro i like uploaded 10 things i so desperately needed to express myself with
why u so eyes
i wish i could just use it normally💔
this is what i mean when i say stares

No

ok but why doe brs cheeks look so jolly
REL
HELP NENR SORP
ouch
y
im genuinely so confused if these are like edited or from the same thing
jsut updated
NOOOOO SQUIDWARD
bro what emoji is that even from
the staring one
IFNAR they’re too similar… i just… can’t put a finger on it….
uhh
js
an emoji server idk
no i meaaann its gotta be like those
yk the facebook and skype emojis
NOOOO THESE ARE SO PERFECT FOR ME
grrt i idk
i was gonna say i dont even have discord
its instinct im
such a liar
unmm i don’t think so
t
heheheheeh
No
oh :(
ur too chisle

NO!!!!!!
its like youre staring holes into me

im dying
would u rather

ts is the superman eye fire burn stare

he looks like a gustavo
brpkist put those last words together and hoped for the best
PLEASE cut me some slack
no he SOAP
😭 🫱

no...
wow
she has a wife
dubau
dubai chocolate labubu
thank you for this masterpiece
also why bro thinking so hard
no proble
now do it while reversing ur steps
chews on yor brain
chew chew chew
yea?
yea 
well eye am going to give you a knuckle sandwich
skiddadle about
HWLP
are you a catgirl now
no dogs are better than fricking CATS b b br id likw thh don’t even do anything but like i wokd do stuff and uhhh thfeh thehrr not even fun and then dont even lilke to go outside but i love tongonoudide
wot

y es
squishes you in a hydraulic presser
???? AHHUUHHBFF BF BB explosdes
:3
colon fours you
six seven 
what
sorry my phones decieving me again
man i dont wanna eat
but my hands are beginning to feel numb
i feel cold
hkgh j
thers so much to eat in my fridge but like none of it is going to be proficient for my body
i think id rather starve than eat shit
im gonna go out lateer
i cant starve myself because im just gonna get stressed and tired
and then im gonna resort to like more shit later
goodness
i wish food tasted good
i genuinely feel like the boys in my class that starve themselves and label it as cuttng
cutting
bro its so over i dont even have any cravings
i think if i eat i will literally throw up
k im not disordered like that bruh say im in denial but id do anything to not be bones
i feel so weird when i see my ribs
wheres my abs bro theyre on high ping rn
what am i saying
eating disorder comes in different forms
but i genuinely like
i just dont wanna eat shit bro my days
i will only accept balanced meals
i WANT A STEAK
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭'
this aint healthy
idek what im going to eat in the morning anymore
especially when school comes around
wheat bread is so bad
i usually just make like the same thing in the morning but i cant even finish it or whenever i eat it its like
i wanna throw up because its so repetitive
bo i can only make meals if my dad buys the stuff because he practically lives in costco
BUT HE NEver tells me
he just gets like milk bread and eggs
like uhh
ok
i ugess
so i make stuff surrounding those things
i dont like my moms cooking
sorry you can execute me but
its just so
m
its like legitimately covered in excess oil and seasoning like um please stop
and i hate filipino food
so
do asians have hunter eyes
💀
i feel like sincw theyre more rounded it appears less
well sharp
obviously
ehh no i take it back i think its something else
i just dont know what
i saw that u have hunter eyes ur iris would be more concealed by ur eye socket
is that why squintmaxxing exists
i think its also if the like
um
i forogt
squintmaxxing is so depressing bro i have this friend and apparently he gets flamed in highschool cuz his eyes r big and everybody’s telling me that he’s js squinting all the time now
lookmaxxing is literally so homosexual
ngl i fell for looksmaxxing propaganda like once but it actually
helped kinda
like i looked into what makes u more physically attractive and i realized my face was lowk asymmetrical and i fixed it
that was about it tho
i was listening to this podcast and this guy was asked how many guys vs girls commented on his physique because they were on like some
idk cruise
and it was like 90% men who commented on it
sometimes i feel like when people are looksmaxxing theyre doing it for the gaze of their same sex
yea this is like ok
self care aint like looksmaxxing
its just looking uncanny and coping
or trying to look like everybody else
LITERALLY and these same dudes r often the people that also flame women for wearing makeup
so u hate women and you glorify and romanticize certain male features
so ur gay
ur literally jsut gay
like dude the phone is ringing with an accent
theres no way u comment about how women put themselves together when ur doing the exact same thing
i dont think ill ever trust a male that says that self care (as in taking care of appearance like skincare) is gay
i think its because the term is feminized in their perspective
i used to see looksmaxxing tips and it was just doing normal hygienic stuff 😭
wtf even is mewing that shit can not work it gotta be fake
like ok you shouldnt be labeling it as looksmaxxing it just feels like theyre aiming towards people with depression or lack of normal routines
bro theres no evidence
and plus if u wanted to make ur jawline more prominent you have to lose fat in ur face
its all or nothing too like you have to take care of ur overall physical health to achieve that
and facial structure obviously
other factors like how straight and aligned your teeth are plays a significant role
it’s all formulated by the matrix to keep us in it
we gotta escape it
hope i make it outta here
bro my mom was tweaking fr i didn’t even need braces now i gotta wear a bum ass retainer for literally the rest of my life
ts
i am curious if i hunter or prey eyes tho
wha
i have makeup on rn but ill find a picture
i used to like gaslight myself so bad when looksmaxxing was popular that i got hunter eyes
cuz i wanted to be like part of the 1% so bad LO
it’s ok
😔 ✌️
bet
LOL
my eyes are pretty soft idk i might have it
but uhh asian eyes just makes it harder
idk whats hunter eyes for asians
i’ve never seen an asian have hunter eyes
i think it’s more of a eurocentric feature
why trump here
how did u even do that
is that evil doomsday and normal doomsday
i think this is the only neutral facial expression
possibly
pls become a model im so serious
ithank u lol
idk what country id be a good model in tho 😭
cause i definitely cannot be those runway ones my doctor said im probably gonna be 5”4’
HLEP
philippines perchance
well ur still growing u can prolly be taller
prolly
do dead hangs or ehatever
LOL bro
no way im getting taller
never say never
is this real
yes brp
ive literally never heard someone in my family sing ever
find your inner voice 🥹 ❤️🩹
ok!
this was
so fucking peak in theatres
favorite part of the movie
so FUCKING CINEMA
BDKDNCJAKXKOKFNSHZKKCJCNBCNVJQ
bro my days
15 dollars is a hustle bro buy them
well its only an offer
ok well
i dont really know what my shoe size in in like boots or heels
it’s prolly the same
im an 8.5 in normal shoes like for running or casual
when i did ice skating i had to size down to 6 😭
and like
i have heels but theyre
7.5 and i have another pair thats 7.5 but too big on me (??)
it depends ill probably see how small or big they run
cause theres shoes like adidas campuses that run bigger for some reason
my friend has them and she got her size but they were like loose a FUVK
and she runs in those
for pe
ill look at reviews
buuut ye ill probsbly get em
its just like bro my parents do NOT rock woth the spike
also i dont know what id wear with them cause a lot of the times when i wanted to wear dress shoes in school it would be the day i dont have pe
honestly if u can js get them after the semester u have pe
cuz after grade 9 pe isn’t required
wher i am at least
ill see
ye
yoo uh i dont know if 7.5 will cut it
apparently they run large and if i wanna wear tights or something with it i might have to size down
it might but im lowkey worried
ask the seller to send. a pic of the boot compared to like a household object
or something around the length of ur foot
:3
maybe but that can be like broad
ill just ask them to measure it with a measuring tape probably
hiii simnon :3
u feeling better? >o<
yeaa lol im feeling way more better
lit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no one loves me!!! yay!!! :3
dont say that
what makes you think that
you know how many compliments i get a day? or a week?
at most
5
and most of them
dont even feel real
why
why they dont feel real?
the tone, the words
my mom hasnt told me she's proud of me since like
last year
maybe even more i dont remember
i dont know how its like but people dont vocalize that kind of stuff and its
to me i feel like its more common
ive heard similar from my friends
but i dont know after all
i see
i mean i get it
it feels really great when someone says that, especially if its your parent but dont feel incompetent at the absense of praise
its only an indicator not a finalization
you know
are you proud of yourself
kinda
why kinda
never thought of it
listen i dont know who you are truly but im glad you were able to talk about this
if thats one thing i can say i can be proud of
i mean you said that you dont vent a lot right
youre gonna be okay dude
ye
hopefuly
:3
omg
can i go to a grippy sock vacation :3
what so fun about
bro my days
the mall is so crowded rn
this is NOT irvine spectrum
daqg
every turn theres like a million people
cant even talk to my sister without getting mad
😭😭
at least its better than LA people
everyone there is so like
i dont even know how to put it into words
uhghhh im so stressed
im js like in the back of a wall rn
my iron
is low
i shouldve taken my meds
this meoning
morning
i wanna sleep but im gonna hate myself later
i should stop talking about my problems with people
like when i say that i want down to earth friends and what my standards are pll will subconsciously or even consciously follow them
and kts like
idk bro be urself man i just wanna complain fr
all i do js complain its not good
cause like idk i love authenticity but then after a while of being friends i see their true intentions and it was js them
trying to appeal to me
thats not just with friends its also in relationships
thats why i have sk many
situationships liek damn
i just do this without realizing fr
so many boyfrienfs or talking stages that are nonchalant and dont actually care lol
like i remember i found it so attractive when ppl were like philosophical and this guy i was so interested switched up and was that
but then when i would say my philosophy he wouldnt even listen like
ok
i guess
i mean u ca n like philosophy and not listen to others
ig
and my ex was like mirroing every single standard i had and tried to appeal to me
bro like
agreed to everything
i could say the most nefarious shit and he would be like ohh yea
he
ye
yeee ye
i guess i cant blame them like
if u want a relationship youre trying to make urself desirable to other people
and the idea of perception this day is really highlighted fr
i understand that u have to care about what others think but to an extent
tireed
give me cuddles pls bro im not even gonna be nonchalant ablut it
pig
i could genuinely go to sleep rn
lol i miss this guy and we barely had a friendship
we did but for a week cause we were together for a school trip
i will forever glazw him hes my goat
even tho hes in the bottom of my dm list
he scares me
but hes reallyyyyy chill
like insanely chill i
i look up to him so much
he was so humble and intelligent
i miss this trip
i took so many photos on my dslr
i
LOOOOL
im actually
cackling bro
omg
i wanna know how it feels like to be stabbed
but like only in that moment
i dont wanna deal with the after effects
why do i even like
i dont rly care about how much i put into an outfit because if someone does notice it doesnt matter
i just do what looks good on me
mascara and all
flaws and all
like even if i see someone fine irl its not like its gonna be anything more than that so i js dont
care
i care about being attractive but like i genuinely dont care about trying to get a perfect photo as i used to anymore
even if i do get a really good one its just gonna fall into the sea of photos i have
yeahh uuhhh
i dont think the backpack is gonna survive
.
so i have to get a new one
whos gonna be my otsu to my musashi huh
me when the popular girl 🥹
i love
her somuch shes my goat she like talked to me first and everything
like legit everybody knows her and shes so pretty
sob
i love when people
i love people
people are so cool
fingers hurt
bro wait
chasca
lowky tuff
i might pull for her
why am i literally bennett
i love himb\ro
bro my days
IM A FUCKING BURGER
BRO
I JUST RESHAPED MY LAST FEW FEATHERS ON THIS POTENTIAL GOBLET PIECE FOR AYATO
AND I THOUGHT I CLCIEKD
THE NEW ONEI
IT GAVE ME ONE CRIT DMG
GBRP
BRO MY DAAYSSSSS
BRO MY DAYSSSSSSSSS
MY SHAYLA
AND THEN I SELECTED THE
OLD ONE
MY FEATHERS
ARE GONE
doomsday….
that might be the start





