#all or nothing
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:(
dude
i really
hate tiktok
not gonna lie
i dont use it a lot i just search up edits of stuff i like but im looking through comments of peoples videos and its like
respectfully fuck me to an obvious minor
and bbro
if it wasnt a minor thats just
weird
?
uhh ok
sure you can say its dark humor but this is a real person
maybe im just being fucking sensitive i dont know'
π
or im projecting
i really hate it when people make sexual jokes about me when i send a photo of myself
unless its a girl thats its all good idk i dont
really care
but when its a guy and i send a photo of myself they make a really weird joke about stuff
like do you really see me that way :/
i used to be friends with this guy that liked me a lot but when i sent a photo of myself he would just send something sexual
idk it kinda just shows how they view you and its
BRO I DONT KNOW
i feel so disgusting afterwards
sometimes i feel like i dont have the right to say this stuff because theres times i wear like a tube top in videos or something and i really cant blame anyone if im attracting people that are more oriented to women who dress more revealing
but thats literally once in a blue moon the only time i post myself with a selfie thats kinda revealing its only on my close friends thats just a lot of people i feel comfortable with
like when girls comment on my posts or stories with something like oh my days ur so bad or im bouta nu t i just laugh it off π
most of the time its just guys from my school and they used to like my story or video thats about it
its like the sydney sweeney girl that complains about her being sexualized but she sells her... bath water?
or those twitch streamers that look bare but put minimal censorship
you really cant say you dont want people to think of you in that light when thats how youre presenting urself
i fear if i say this ppl will be coming for me not being a girls girl and a pick me
or an anti feminist
like when did it become feminist to start promoting this stuff and saying that this should be normalized
listen like
do what u want
but i also dont like the chunk of people that disregard women that are still in the traditional roles
like i thought this
whole movement was supporting women to make a choice and suddenly its bad when a woman CHOOSES to be a housewife
i think im just missing something here
sorry but i dont think women should be taught that self objectification is empowering
people who consume that kind of content of people dont see them more than just
conduits of the industry and to be there for entertainment
stop saying that you just wanna be loved when all you post is content surrounding this narrative
youre confusing love with lust
because thats the only way you can be seen
at least thats what you think
youre more than just that and maybe you can tell me like oh well men shouldnt be objectifying me even if i dress this way
its on them
theres bad people everywhere and they know whats bad
you cant just tell them to stop
you cant be demanding society for you to not feel unsafe for walking alone at night drunk in a dim area
because "men are supposed to be taught to be better" EVERYBODY DESERVES TO BE TAUGHT CULTIVATED AND LOVED
WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WE HAVENT DONE THAT YET OR HAVENT BEEN TRYING
??????
again im just gonna say it
theres bad people everywhere in the world no matter what
its inevitable
you cant just
i dont know
im tired
mm i wanna cuddle
my love language is definitely physical touch
did aceu fr just post an apex comp after like
centuries
bro
i miss apex
i wish i could
love the game
like i used to
i miss my duo
he was my goat bruh
yeah no way im
playing apex aagain im watching the comp and theres sweats
everywhere
ugh he makes it look so easy
i love you aceu
i kinda wanna
make apex fanart bruh
their designs are so sick
apex's cinematics were so good
idk wat they are rn
but
dude it would be peak ifthey made a show
series
&
i should genuinely do a valkyrie cosplay
in the future
broo she looks like a
mosquito
its so rad
last one
wtf
its 2 am
i was writing at like 12
???
no 11:30
π
i wanna go to sleep but
im not sleepy
not yet
i genuinely think itd be a remedy for my sleeping problems if someone cuddled me to sleep
jokes!
no
i lied
i always lie
bro
im so touch starved
holy
i sent 371
messages
literally just talking to myself
menow
eow
should i sleep
:<
sounds like a skill issue
its ok we can be touch starved togetherπ«
π
touch starved and single
whay
did bro. break up with his gf
im genuinely so tired idk if i i interpreted that right
igjt bro these right wing people are reaching a lil bit
who is this by
practically
still tryna build up courage to do the actual
call
same guy
same one who made the left wing art is weird
im watching it rn its
i understand this guysβ perspective
what π
catch me dead saying this but republicans are more saner than liberals
its a different story with radical republicans and liberals tho
yeah i think theres good people on both sides its just
umm
whenever i think about liberals i think of those people on twitter with neopronounsHWLP
uMm
π
i dont consider anyone who has a deadset political stance when theyre 14β17 real
cause
im literally just agreeing upon different parties perspectives and how they view things but i genuinely dont think teens should get into politics
they should learn about the u.s. political system but if theyre already taking a side of like yeah im a democrat its
bro
i think politics is reserved for people who have experience and virtues
i mean thats what gives them a reason to fight for their party but when a grown adult tells their kid about politics and what they think about the opposing party the kid cant argue back because they have no true values
ooh same here
my parents arent so focused on politics tho idk if theyre either
bruh
i think its time
ima clean my room
to clear my head
and then do it
go for it ;d
never knew i could lose all my self worth so fast
wdym
i called her, right?
after trying many times
and she was at first passive agressive af
mhm?
and i was like about to tell her what i felt
and she was like "i dont care" or whatever
and start fucking talking about how
wtf
im not her type or something
and that over the past weeks she stopped to like me anymore
why didnt she tell me though
but didnt make the effort to at least tell u
and why now
i dont think she bothered to
she wanted you to feel guilty about just wanting to call
ok what
she couldve at least told u how she felt but instead she waited until she was on her last straw
mm im sorry
i just had wine for the first time
bro
thats disgusting
it literally tastes like
what rubbing alcohol smells like
wow i am so drunk
π π
bro i feel like
i wouldnt know the difference between being sleepy and being drunk
no i dont have a gun..
i
i wanna replay danganronpa
but i only have v3 βΉοΈ
v3 was lowkey mid ngl
i wanna play thh and the 2nd game
ily caseoh
im finally using a respirator
for my contact cement
hows the wraith cosplay bruh
yooo
we're twinning
nerf is saving u
saving HOW
saving from what tho
oh yeah
once i get an actual gun
ill add a bayonet to it too
π€©
start digging in your butt twin
BEAR ARMS!!!!!
bro HAD to put it in party size
might as well put it in announcements
ill pitch that idea to stin JUST for your cause
NOOOO
i hate doomscrolling i hate doomscrollingbro
i hate it so much
i hate when i want to go out with someone and they cancel on me or they delay it just to doomscroll
literally
what do you find by scrolling its just all miscellanous bs slightly curated to ur interests
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IT FEELS SO FORCED TO TALK TO THIS GUY NOW
like we just say hi to eachother and then i have to surpress myself from yapping
i just feel like his responses lack so much depth
its not even better in person osmetimes its just straight up silence like i genuinely feel so awkward around him
it pains me
its
whatever i dont think its going to last long anyway we were both prepared to fall out because we're going to different high schools
THE FOURTH DIMENSION IS MY OWN MANSION
ITS ALL MESSED UP I DONT CARE
CAUSE WHAT FUN IS THERE IN EVER MAKING SENSE
there
THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY THE WORLD HAD TO BE FIXED
i love you light
no
ok
a lot of people are team light because we were always in his perspective and we empatized with his actions for the greater good and ive seen this in other shows like you
where joe goldberg cloaks his actions to be for good and to protect his family or the people that he loves
because after all thats what he was been tohught
he killed his own dad with a gun when his mom pressured to do that for her and that meant being loved by her
even after she abandoned him
also in the last of us a little bit after abby killed joel i mean we all hated abby at one point
a lot of people still do
but others including myself after they played the story in her perspective we gained empathy for her because again we quite literally put ourselves into her shoes
the reason why joels death hurt so much was because we played with him knew he backstory and even changed perspectives into ellies view which gave him the role as a caretaker
since ellie had no parents and everybody left her except joel she was so attached to him
and joel lost his daughter so he viewed her as one
its such a strong dynamic
and thats what fuels our love for them
but when he found out that ellie would be sacrificed in order to create this vaccine for the world
he killed everybody including abbys dad and thats what made her strive to killing him
i mean this i sjust the general idea like you can just say this
you dont need all the backstory
and stuff
i think in my opinion
im kinda conflicted on why she killed joel
im not gonna go all peacekeeper mode
but ellie was being pinned down watching him on his last breaths
she was crying and telling joel to get up
i dont understand why she didnt see herself in her
but i think thats what couldve also made her want to kill joel even more
joel died thinking ellie would be next
but they knocked her out and then fled from the situation
obviously ellie wanted so
SOOO much vengeance bruh
she killed like every one of her friends that were there to watch abby finish off joel
alright
well
then we see abbys side of the story and she meets lev and his mom
his mom dies right in front of her
even though theyre not supposed to be working together she took in lev because he betrayed his people
and after ellie and abby finally met up after ellie killed everybody she knew lev convinced her to not kill ellie and dina
after they got their shit rocked joels brother comes into the picture and works together to find abby once again
even though dina had a child from this other guy she was dating before ellie they moved into a house and didnt want to find abby once again
just to protect their peace
but he said something like she was getting too comfortable and she needed to find her
ellie sneaks into this placewhere abby got captured in santa barabara trying to find the fireflies with lev and shes tied up
this is around when the game is stopped but she let her go and she was like
fight me ho
or something
i forgot
but they were both very fatigued and she had the upper hand since abby was being tortured for a few days and hanged to rot to death
they were fighting in the water when lev was unconscious and put into a boat and when she was finally able to drown her in the water she remembered joel and
bro
that whole scene made me cry
so bad
she thought of her mid strangle and then let her go
saying just take him
as in lev
but also i feel like what she meant simultaneously was her taking joel for her to let go completely
abby runs away and gets in the boat with lev without saying anything and theres a whole flashback to memories of her and joel
the last conversation they had was really heated and he died thinking ellie was still mad at him for what he did
she resented joel a lot for taking her away from the fireflies and not creating a vaccine because she couldve been someone to save everybody but instead he took that away from her
then we see a scene where she goes back to the house that her and dina used to live in and dina left her with the baby to go back to jackson
forgot to mention but they got into an argument when she was going to go find abby because of the conversation she had with joels brother
like she was
leaving them
she didnt really have a good chance of coming back alive so she went back
n
anyways
so
i forgot what i was gonna say
uhh
oh yeah
she goes back ot her rooom where everything is and she finds her guitar that joel gave to her
she played it for a little bit before putting it back in her case and setting off
like that shit
was so beautiful
i love the last of us
i think its the best game ive ever played
like lore wise and also maybe game wise
mechanics and everything
i used to play it afterschool all of the time
i didnt really want to get through with the game quickly because that meant i couldnt play it anymore
but i loved the game so much i might play it again
when i have the time to
i might get my shit rocked for being an ellie and abby fan buuut
idk
this one needs a trigger warning cause its too graphic
UGHHH SHES SO BUFF
MAMACITA
yara youre so lucky
wait i just had a brain fart lol theyre siblings
i forgot
but yara dies in front of lev
last one i swear
JUST KIDDING I LIED THIS IS THE LAST ONE
OK THIS IS A GOOD ONE
OMG
dude
im going to this convention but abbys voice actor was supposed to be there
βΉοΈ
ooohhh my days
abby anderson you dont know what i would do if you were real
dry texter
stares
help me bruh
bro idk what to say
what bruh
ye
ur getting strangled
umm
thats my dream one day
are you trying to get killed
getting strangled to death
yk why
why
did it really offend you that much bru
im joking cuh
ai g
its 5pm rn
w for u
say my name girl
dude i need to read monster and i have like 5 volumes on my desk rn but I HAVR TO READ THE FIRST ONE ONLINE
i hate reading manga online
i hate when comics have like paragraphs upon paragraphs in one bubble like
ITS A COMIC???,
HELLO
3
depressed as shi
sorry about that
its fine
yep
suuummer break?
ye a week before a war started
bet
u better
i should sleep
people will help you but at the end of the day your safety is ur accountability
goodnight
sunsetting
ugh bro i just got hit with the most like
oxytocin ever
how does that make sense
idk
i feel so clingyWHYAM I CLINGY
this isnt me
btw
YES IT FUCKING IS BRUH
imn cuddling my whale stuffed animal
im on 3%
ans i need to get up to take a shower
i barely ate today
i dont know why im not eating im not even hungry
or it hasnt hit me yet
this isnt good
how am i gonna get jacked
ππ
i only eat when i cook like real food
thays
probably really bad
but i just dont eat if otherwise
maybe ill ask my sister to make me something
i think
i wanna cry
bro
ive beent rying to troubleshoot my sisters pc so i can play genshin on it and ITS DOING BUTTUFCKING NOTHING
HE ALWAYS SITTING ON MY FACE
π
i dont think ill survive in engineering
dawg
i was able to fix the issue by hardwashing her networks but then it came back only like 20 minutes later
like wtf
just stab me in the fucking eye wont you
i
i really
miss hawaii
βΉοΈ
we had wingstop
fuck me
GOOD GRACIOUS EVERY PROCESS HAS A GENESIS AND ENDS WITH A REVELATION
GOD BLESS THIS OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO FIND A VOICE
I COULD STILL HEAR IT IN MY ROOM PAST MIDNIGHT
bro this song
is so
godo
good
stream luv sic
hi im gabie i like creating and thinking i love daniel caesar the last of us and down to earth people
i also like dreadheads
bro i genuinely
i need to stop trying to give a curation to peoples problems
like
introvirtuousness
im js beginning to ask people if they want advice or what theyre going to do to fix their situation
its hard to give advice and compensation to people you literally dont know on the internet
maybe i just
need to make my advice more digestable
because nobody really takes my advice
i justw
want my words to have an impact
i dont think i approach situations good with that
im always so resentful to people that dont take any action but i was in their position a couple years ago
i didnt decide i wanted to flip my life over i just
had to go through so much to realize that i needed change
and that was tackled through action
my advice is a resource for people but its up to them to use it and apply it to their life
i dont know why
i want to give so much advice
maybe its because i want to be someones savior one day
maybe its because nobody helped me when i was going through so much
do you know how much violence i had to go through to be this gentle
i think i lack a lot of
empathy
it doesnt come to me naturally im just more
um
analytical
usually when its people i dont know i come off as harsh or arrogant with my advice
or i overload them with too much
idk
there was this guy that i was helping out in this server and he kept on asking me what to do bc he was in a tough situation with this girl he liked and he just
bro
bro couldnt piece together the stuff
i told him like 3 times π
just knowing someone makes me automatically walk on eggshells when i give advice because they often take it harshly or insensitive
i dont
really care anymore i dont think anyone wants to hear my advice
or what i think
idk
i think i lost the person i thought i could tell everything to
or she doesnt care
she either just leaves me on delievered or something
i dont know who is authentic anymore
theres still
people out there
it hurts so much
dear God
teardrops
amen
i miss natalie
shes still here just not here at the same time
she has like connections to everybody but i think shes just being too nice
ive never seen her speak for herself and she doesnt get into conflict
she tellsme she thinks i
im real
guys
am i real
im actually crying rn
bro
i miss her so much
shes someone i dont want to lose but i dont know if she reciprocates that strong
ly
i dont know if my feelings are real or im just being hormonal
im crying so much
like bro
just tell me what im doing
wrong
why am i
if im doing something wrong just tell me
oh fuck meman
im not going to beg to be friends with people who dont even like me
bro
i just
need to hold on a little bit longer
i dont know how many times ill burn out or get worse but its going to be there
i jusst
uj
m
need to push towards it
everythings already there i just need to find it and push towards it
why am i this stupid litlle L nendroid
or whatever itsc alled
nendoroid
me and my sister are l and misa
im still sad but its ok
oh ny
golly
bro
i just cackled at this meme but i cant send it here
free me
noooo no no
let me revert it onmy computer this is too funny
im tired but im not tired enough
i wanna lookl ike a pretty boy sometiems
im not trans like that tho
my throat is closing up on me
are you a fucking idiot
Scroll instagram to see who else lost power
are you fucking serious
π
youre actually a burger if u choose this option
ur actually a burgr
bro]
you all are burgers
gg
yeah i should totally get into business and hospitality because im not a dipshit
im convinced anyone who picks this option isnt real
or mentallly impaired
i just
want
artorias
40 dollars
β€οΈ
WHY DO YOU JUST
i can make that in 2 days
bro
...

imsobbing
WOW OK WHY ARE THERE FRWEAKY WAIFU FIGURES NOW
are you
serious
bro is
bro
are you real
WHY
WHY DO IHEAR HOWLS MOVING CASTLE AT 1 AM LMAOOAO
SOMEONES BLASTING IT
i know
this exact
orchestra theyre playing it from
merry go round of life
mb
i wanna
taste beer
I SNORTED
still ended up falling asleep
π―
hit reverse bro its 2 am here
this actuallymakes me so mad
theres so many sweats in apex
im thirst
bruh
have you tried sleeping
hmm
melatonin can help ppl fix their sleep schedule
is that the new ozympic
i envoke the 5th
uh
im gonna get water bee are b
is that what they're called
oh
right
sleeping has to be a substance br o its the matrix trying to trick us again
ye u need sleep asap
how about you get off of that damn phone of yours first
theres no way im sleeping lol
and damn wtf
are you dishing my own advice against me
lol
shoulda said that]
fair
i dont know
i dont know when im oging to sleep
its probably going to be 4 or something
what works for me if my schedule is fucked
is doing an all nighter and then going to sleep early the next day
excruciating
you jsut need to have a fixed time to wake up
everyday no matter what time u sleep
kitty :3
u love cats too???
?? WHY wouldnt i
idk some ppl prefer doggos
umm i like dogs but i go crazu for stray cats
why strays
and cats in general but i dont see house cats a lot
actually i take it back
stray cats alwasys run away from me
:v
hahahaha
there was this cat i saw a month ago and she was a house cat wandering on the streets
i was there for like 10 minutes petting her
its saddening
i once took care of a stray
thats lit
well ye
mmm
i think my body and mind hat e eachother
dudethis is so self depricating
aint even gonna
bro
bro is bro
bfo is
bro
im watching caesoh stream a horror game
why d,
do i do this to myself
scary ass jumpscare scary ass
um
idk
i might sleep goodnight my beloved
jounrl
wsg yall
hi
yo
hey
hey
hi :v
hru
tired as always
lmao
wbu
bro im hollow as shi
what tbe horse doing
nah that "honey" was un-expected bro
r u so hollow someone could knock on ur head ans it would echo on the inside
njnnoo it was a joke
ye
prolly
please dont file me for harrassment
didnt expect that
good
ye...
this is a good thing right
nah not at all
when someone compliments me
i remember how lonely i am
youll be okay
hopefully
first i gotta overcome the fact
that i had yet another failed relationship
and i rly gotta check out my options
what makes you think you failed
okay uh
first relationship
-got cheated on
second relationship
-she ended up not even loving me
idk abt u but those are failed relationships
my problem or not
they're not good
i mean i think thw failed relationships create strong ones
rn idk if i feel like getting in a relationship
it just makes you learn from it and makes you more aware of whats to come
thats fine
i feel like smt will happen again
something bad will always happen
i mean like ending up in one of these scenarios
and youve already went through one situation like this
doesnt mean you can get cheated on again you just need to be more aware of similar patterns
ill try
i know its tough
and it almost feels suffocating being lonely at times but its not forever
everything will be okay in the end and if its not okay its not the end
dw
alr
ISSACS TOP SCAR KILLER SUDDENLY HAD A CHANGE OF HEART?????
BREATHE
are you serious
bro
im trying to launch genshin and they think its a perfect time to release 5.8
I DONT GIVE A GAF
LET ME CLAIM MY STELLAR REUINION
π
i genuinely wish i could play the last of us for the first time again
sometimes i realize that people actually care
u up?
u up?
u up?
u up?
u up?
awesome
im inhaling contact cemement
do i really have to wach this full minite
im never getting that minute back in my life
sorry i was super hungry
i cant ifnd anything good on youtube anymore
imsobging
sobbing
btwwwww
ty for introducing me to remnant777
no problem
theres another right wing youtuber i like and his name is think before u sleep
i used to genuinely fall asleep to his videos LO
w
tbh
i love youtubers that are like not extremely politically oriented with presidents and the government but have more traditional ideals
if that makes sense
i think it does
100% sense making
sensual
i need a new knife sharpener
its not
cutting it for me
get it
i got thicker eva foam and i have to do like 3 passes through it to cut it out
even tho im using a straightup boxcutter
ugh this is getting so tiring
i might have to buy one online but id rather just do it in person
i should go to a hardware shop
or something
man i wish i had my own car
π
i have to beg my sister to take me and i know DAMN well shes not gonna take me to no hardware shop
or my dad but bro doesnt have any time
im so ready to be done with this project
KNASKFJGKNCVKBJCBCNGXCVMNMXB
I DONT WANNA SEAL THE
π
13 days
bro i would like
i would cosplay dva but i dont wanna wear those suit things
actually i can probably make it out of foam its good
AHHH i have so many people i wanna cosplay
legs
tehyre real
these are my high thigh socks
ughghh i wish i had the right paint for this
but
idk maybe i can repaint it when i have silver pigment and more black spray paint
its so over when i get a studio
fr
or a work office
guys i love engineers
YESS SPIRAL ABYSS RESET
Medieval drip
I want a studio too to record music
word
thats great
So why do you want a job in a studio to do what
uhh well
i create a lot of things like art sewing and cosplays
its just too much to handle in my little room
Those are good hobbies to have. I do some sewing myself, itβs a skill
But yeah anyway pursue your interests and what makes you happy
same for u bud
being able to sew is so peak
ive tailored some of my clothes befroe
bro my hu tao build is so bad
i might sob
this game aint pushing it for me anymore
how do i ever
bro
bro is
bro
how am i already nearly 3/4 into ar 57
i must have no life
i hate this new character
like who is this robot π«± \
these new genshin designs be looking handmade
from scratch
diy
fanmade
i
goodness
i found my backpack i was gonna use for school which was something i was using for like 2 years and the bottom is completely shredded bro π
a year ago i had to put duct tape on the bottom but idk if thats gonna hold up anymore
i think im gonna have to replace the bottom
i dont wanna buy a new backpack π
this is my shayla
literally my dad was telling me i should just throw it away BUT I LOVE THIS BACKPACK too much
i dont know about yall but im gonna use this backpack until it breaks
until ts on its last thread
i am nOT buying a new one
i can easily just buy a new one on amazon like this but man
i hate the get back to school and buy every singlew new product propaganda like i literally just have everything from
last year
im just gonna search backpacks for men
traveling
uhh
ultra minimalist
idk they just be making good shit for men thats more durable
the more aesthetic backpacks made for school only lasts literally a month
my problem with backpacks is that it makes me have scoliosis or it looks fat as fuck
or has no storage/organization
MAYBE it has one side pocket and a big pocket but bro
pass
that shit looks like im gonna go on a secret mission to minecraft
this one gonna be black by the end of the year
ngl i got a jansport only cuz its simple but it literally only has the main pocket, the front one, and a hole for a water bottle
itβs not small but
no computer compartment or anything
