#all or nothing

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supple drift
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So annoying

ashen pecan
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sounds like youre a sedentary

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ngl

supple drift
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are you a nihilist by chance

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most of the time

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people die that way too

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yk then they rot

supple drift
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I don’t wanna harm myself or whatever I just wish to not need to do that

ashen pecan
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i dont really know what youre going through because i dont have that much perspective but i think that just reflects upon poor health in general because

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it almost feels like everything you do is a chore

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right

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it takes a lot of energy to do these things

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also that might be a sign ofdepression but im not going to diagnose u or anything

supple drift
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Like if you had to repeatedly run up and down the stairs 10 times every day to survive wouldn’t you get tired of it at some point?

ashen pecan
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that depends whether you have the right goal for it and if u have discipline

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also if youre just being forced into that your mind is obviously going to quit 100x more faster than your body

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you have to make it desirable in order to quit or move towards something

supple drift
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what isnt

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oh i didnt see the every day to survive

supple drift
ashen pecan
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about you

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?

supple drift
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It’s just a relief if I could ever quit all routine necessary for survival it would give me a good rest

supple drift
ashen pecan
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yeah but thats applied to everything

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its more easier to just quit

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well at the end of the day its your choice

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sounds like you need variety in your life

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the mundane things can always be so much more if you change your perspective and ways you move towards it

supple drift
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I’m functional and all and this feeling isn’t particularly strong

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I just wanted to mention how strangely nice it feels to not breathe

ashen pecan
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alright

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im

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actually sobbing

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bro

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6:18

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this is a fucking dating appv

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im cackling i love this guy

ashen pecan
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i want doenjang soup droidcry

ashen pecan
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life good

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arms hurt

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i love being sore

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give me that fucking pain

ashen pecan
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everything hurts

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thankfully

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bro no diss or anything but sometimes i wonder if my mom is actually real

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like idk for the past couple years ive been a little bit distant because ive made boundaries about how she acts around me like

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im not even gonna beat around the bush

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she literally used to touch me when i was asleep

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like she would pat around my body to make sure i wasnt doing anything bad under the covers

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imma just say that

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but ive stood my ground and spoke up whenever she'd do something bad

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it seems that shes trying to be like relatable to me and shed agree on everything i would say

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im gonna be honest going to my friends houses and meeting their mom seems so bizzare to me because they actually talk to me

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or they can form coherent sentences

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ive kinda gotten used to it but since my mom has grown up in the philippines shes not crazy fluent in english

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but shes literally been here for like 20 years and she just repeats words of what others say

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like

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idk what its called

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Echolalia

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yes

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that

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but it feels like whenever i say something she just agrees and adds like words with no weight

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or when my dad would say something against what i would say like a lil debate shed come in and say something aligning to my claim but it would be obvious she doesnt know anything about it

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i think thats why i value when my partners or even just friends arent always agreeing to what im saying because they feel HUMAN

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my ex like

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idk

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i told him about how i loved how people would listen and i would love to have more meaningful conversations with him and he improved but it was obviously like

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idk hed just agree on literally anything upon what i say

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im literally not trying to sound funny when i say this but i think my mom has autism

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she has really poor social cues and its hard for her to have conversation with others

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she doesnt have a lot of friends either shes just always with her family

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which isnt bad but like

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shes in a very social environment

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well was

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she works in the hospital

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i think thats the reason why her english is like really bad

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and shes literally like a copied version of my grandpa like

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she does this thing where she pulls in people and whispers into their ears

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like its so fucking

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weird

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and shed come in my room and close the door behind her i hate it so much

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growing up shes always accused me for being like sexual even though i was literally just a kid

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like i remember i was getting this drawstring out of my pants and she walked in then started accusing me for

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yk

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doing that

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its like she wants me to be so pure but she enforces it in a way so bluntly and even at the most slightly suggestive things ever

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i did that YEARS before puberty started

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and she always has a way on making everything about sexual stuff like my sister wanted to spend a hotel night with her boyfriend for a trip and she was like oh youre going to sleep in different rooms right

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what

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the

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loaf

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bro

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AND SHE SAID THAT when she was 20

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this might be too tmi but ||she told my sister how she lost her vrginity in college while my sister was like 14||

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literally out of nowhere

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just fucking great thanks for making me feel ashamed for doing slightly suggestive things even though i had no idea what that was back then

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but yea she used to touch me when i was younger and it was only until this year i yelled at her to stop doing that

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genuinely she didnt have any bad intentions and i dont want to hold this against her to this day but its just a huge fragment now that im trying to stop being so hypersexual and lustful now

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im glad she knows at least now what my boundaries are and if i need to go aside to talk to her about it then i will gladly do so

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but i feel really bad for my sister because she doesnt stand up for herself and she still talks about this stuff or brings it up with her and she doesnt say anything

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im trying to tell her how to create boundaries with her because it genuinely just feels like since she cant control me shes pivoted to at least regaining her control as a parent towards my sister

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i actually feel really bad for my sister because for her whole life shes was just reminded of how she was a shitty sister and everything was shifted to me

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still to this day my mom is always like "wheres your sister" when my sister comes from a hard day of work

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or my mom tells her to tell me stuff to stop doing

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like my sister used to be hella harsh to me growing up but we're like two peas in a pod now

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my sister told me she didnt feel like anybody cared about her when she grew older and it was just her lsahing out towards her family

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like she would hit me sometimes and then she kicked me out of my own room so she can have it to herself

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i mean

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i totally get it she was a teenager she just wanted some more privacy

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but even now to this day i get really sad when i see people get pissed off or give the cold shoulder to their siblings most of the time

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because i always thought my sister hated my guts but even when she tried to spend some time with me my mom would always remind her that shes a shitty sister

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so we only communicated through imessage and discord because whenever my mom would see us together she would lash out at my sister

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my sister even says to this day my mom still considers her a bad sibling

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like even though she pays for my meals and personal wants

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she even makes me food sometimes and she takes me out to places'

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if shes not the best sister i dont know who is

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the moments where ive laughed the hardest is when i was with her

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sure we get a little bit upset with eachother but i want to make things right

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i told her that even though she felt like nobody cared back then i still cared

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i just wanted to be cool enough to hang out with you and your friends

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and she started crying

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like bro idk i think her and my dad are the best people ever in my life

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i know i sound like an asshole for not including my mom or not appreciating her that much because everyone has to love their mom right

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right

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i dont want to discredit her because i dont know what shes going through at the moment and it seems that a lot is happening behind losed doors but i appreciate her for her efforts, but i genuinely think she needs more guidance and therapy

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for her own sake and the families

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my dad even said that he suggested getting her therapy but she dismissed it

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i asked him about her the other week and why shes like

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kinda awkward and stuff but he told me that we just have to accept it because shes always been that way

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i think its because her dad corrupted her especially since her mom wasnt in the frame for most of her life

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and she grew up with a lot of brothers

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but its beginning to amplify like a lot

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she always tells us that shes going to leave the house and go live in a separate one

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shes probably going to bring our dog as well

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like i remember that she blatantly said that she doesnt like us and shed rather live in her own house

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yeah right

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you dont even pay for bills

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no offense but shes also just really unhygienic and cluttered like that will definitely take a toll on her mental health as well

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my dad cleans up a lot of things in the house and if it wasnt for him then i dont think

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i dont even know

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bro

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i cant imagine how it would be

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i love my dad

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i just

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wanna retire him

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hes worked so hard his entire life

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i just wanna say that i love him

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but even so that wont show how much i appreciate him

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its really hard for me to say i love you

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i hope that

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if i die or something bad happens to me i hope he can find this

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i highly doubt it though since forums close after 3 days of inactivity

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i should just download my messages here

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oml i love joel and ellie

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bro it only lets me download chats from overall

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smh

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oh

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shit

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wait wth why is my name not black

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uh glitch

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ig

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I LOVE THIS GUY SM

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hes like moistcritical but indian and has more emotions

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am i

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really nonchalant bro

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like

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i dont want to be

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but idk people say i am idk if they mean it as a joke

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i dont think so

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i care

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dont associate me with this thx

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😭 🙏

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i actually

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would hate having a nonchalant boyfriend

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im going to be honest

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i feel like the whole point in a relationship for me at least is to be invested into it

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emotionally and have dedication

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i just feel like people who are attracted to that shit dont respect themselves

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i want a nonchalant bf"

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like

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w

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why

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???

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yk i be liking this profile action

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i like what they doing

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i want to date someone i can text at any given moment

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the way i do with texting here

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this is my raw self

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i want a "HIII" partner

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not a wsg or yo

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dont give me that shit

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i want to be so comfortable with someone to the point i can tell them everything

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and i mean everything

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like the things that could get me disregarded or judged on

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call me a good boy

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:3

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just kidding

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no

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i. lied

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all i do is lie

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bro

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LOL

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LOOO

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do you wanna die

vestal dragon
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anyways

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CHECK THIS OUT

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cool ahh map 😎

ashen pecan
ashen pecan
ashen pecan
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idk to me thats just a normal person if u dont appear interested in one thing and passionate about another

vestal dragon
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ok but what is it

vestal dragon
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of many islands

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and a war

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of 2 nations

ashen pecan
vestal dragon
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sometimes no

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sorry i just woke up

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😭

ashen pecan
vestal dragon
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vestal dragon
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idk what im seeing

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😭

ashen pecan
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its like this

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guy just walking

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well in full context he just slain a whole army and then walks through a village afterwards

vestal dragon
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the background looked like a supermarket

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💀

ashen pecan
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im pretty sure it is

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wait

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i THIBK thats the scene

vestal dragon
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got my tilting my head in a 90 degree angle

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LO

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nu bad

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my bad

vestal dragon
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im joking

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its fine idc

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this manga is so peak 💔

vestal dragon
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is he barking

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bro i genuinely dont remember a lot from the plot its been so long

ashen pecan
vestal dragon
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so

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itc called vagabond and he just travels constantly to find his purpose

ashen pecan
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oh nvm

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wrong reply

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🤦🏻‍♀️

vestal dragon
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he also falls in love with this girl called otsu that he used to be friends with as a child but i think theres only been like 2 reunions

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his best buddy when he was younger dated her and stuff but he lowk betrayed miyamoto to be with this ither woman

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idk but

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literally

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i love thr manga so much

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ashen pecan
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wyd when i ban you permanently on roblox

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oh

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umm

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ashen pecan
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bro 😭😭

vestal dragon
ashen pecan
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the war expands

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now bigger island

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awesome sauce

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😔

ashen pecan
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uhhhhh

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like watered dowb

ashen pecan
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luv(sic) is so

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good

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PLEASE DONT GO I LVOE YOU SO I LOVE YOU SOOO

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this shits so random but idc

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i should

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replay the triology

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oyoo

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yoo

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YOOOOOOOO

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YOOOOOOOOO

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im almosst at 10k messages

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im secretly crying

ashen pecan
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my phone is in black and white

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LO

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bros phone stuck in the olden ages

vestal dragon
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help i got addicted to blackjack

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bro everytime someone looks ag my phone theyre like

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why is ur phone in black and white

ashen pecan
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genuine westion

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cause

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it just makes it less addicting idk

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also it makes my eye strain less worse

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youre so chronically offline im almost jealous

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LMAO

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chronically offline

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😭😭

ashen pecan
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genshin dialogue is so boring

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how did i sit through hours of this shit back then

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tbf inazuma and mondstat was hella peak

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but whenever i log onto genshin after like several decades i just do some exploration stuff and character building

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i get that its a story game but its so like

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it snot enticing to me anymore

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its not

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i want it to be but i literally cannot

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read all of this shit and pretend its fire

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also the new playthroughs are just weird to me especially if i havent gone through the puzzle things beforehand

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the explanation they give is really broad tbh

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i might just be a dipshit but

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IM TRYING TO PLAY A GAME!!!!!!!

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i miss having genshin friends

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most of my friends on my account are just dead accounts now

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actually idk when u get a more older account people dont wanna play with you

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or higher ar

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usually its the newer accounts where ppl play with u the most

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cause they wanna help them and stuff

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theres not much to do with a higher ar account tbh

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its all just independant stuff u do like quests exploration and stuff

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what is genshin even about atp

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it was peakest when inazuma first came out

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and then it fell off

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it’s js like a money farm and i feel like they’re dragging the story

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it fell off really bad when sumeru came out

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i think the dialogue just

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YEAH that’s when i quit

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fr tho

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i main ganyu i love her

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i like ganyu

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bro

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i remembee

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when like

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i was klee’s age

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i also used to be really homosexual and i’d say that klee is lit my huzz (I WAS LIKE 10) and everybody thought i was a pedo

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it was so crazy

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UM

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??

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and like i didn’t even get why everyone thought it was weird then lol

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mistakes were made

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i used to be so big on klee when she had a rerun i did like 10 trillion rituals

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to get her

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LOL BRU

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i remeber that ritual when people would sit on ventis hands

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or something

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and then make the time 0:00

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yeahhhg

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for klee i went into jean’s office and put my team as every child character i had at the time

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and then i got klee i actually screamed

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i even showed my parent

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i get so embarrassed when someone asks me what my ar is like irl

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cause im ar 57

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😭

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LMAOOO

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it’s ok im almost there im like

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55

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i think

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55 is decent

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i ahte the rewards

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bro

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give me at LEAST. a 10 pull for allat xp work

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im 3/4 into ar 58

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no i used to be ENGROSSED in this game like i have 100% exploration in mondstat liyue and inazuma

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she’s so buns i still love her

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their greed sickens me

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i recently got back into natlan and im already like 50-80 percent done with most of the parts

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in like

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a week or less

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😭

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i keep on checking my inbox to see if theres anything good and its all 1000 MORA

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YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING WTIHOUT US

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this is a calm build tho

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ngl

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i keep like

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waiting till i can get like the returning rewards

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and then i straight up forget to log in

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OH THE REUINION

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and update the fake

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YEAH

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STELLAR REUNION OR SOMETHING

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LOLO

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na its straight tho its lowkey hard to get back into genshin

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now

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cause then theres a pool of quests you needed to do

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bro my best artifact is literally that fuckass feather 💔

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LMAO

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it’s overwhelming

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HP 3

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IM CRYING

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STOP 😔 😔 😔 😔 😔

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oh shit

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if anyone found my genshin builds let alone my account im done for bruh

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mods are coming to your journal

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noooooooo 😭😭😭😭😭

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bro my builds are so

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i put my sweat blood and tears

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into them

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yeah i saw your arle build

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THAT SHIT TOOK CENTURIES

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i hate domains

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I HATE RNG

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🖕

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RELATED FUCK

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real ickean

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that’s so real

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my hu tao build is disgusting

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no literally i pulled arle too but i have like 0% in fountain so i cant even get her ascension shit

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WDYM

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bro she powercrept hu tao

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so insanely

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she’s like level 20

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this is my hu tao build

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she doesn’t even have artifacts

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NO PLSSS SHES SO GOOD

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because i fed them all into ganyu’s lol

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I KNOW

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SHES LOKE META BUT

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BRO

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GANYU

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😔

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that’s cold

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I USED TO HAVE LIKE 20 PERCENT CRIT RATE AND 200 SOMETHING CRIT DMG PLSS

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crit rate someday

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occasionally

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😭:Sob:

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ST

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LMAO

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NOOO

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😂 😂 😭 😭 😭 😭

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genshin nostalgia is so

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crazy

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IT USED TO BE SO GOOD

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IM CRYINH

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i used to abuse this gif it’s actually not funny

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XIAOOOOO

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bro i spent so much money on xiao ngl

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i have his signature and shit

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i dont even use him

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anymore

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whale ‼️ ‼️ ‼️

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nOOO

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im f2p heh

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f2p is calm

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its just suffocating

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like when u want a character but ur f2p and ur not garaunteed

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ios yeah literally

ashen pecan
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genshin actually gave me so much trauma i lost my 5050 3 times in a row

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i lost my first 50/50 to diluc bru

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i dont even know how thats possible

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LMAO

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LMAOOOO

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STOP

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i won uhh

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NOOOOOO

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raiden and arle

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in a row

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dont laugh.... its whimsil

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wimsical

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and then i lost to kekchingor something 3k pity

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3 pity not 3k

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WHOOTF IS KEKCHINGOR

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LMAOAOAO

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BO SOMETIMES I LOG IN EVERY ONCE AND A BLUE MOON AND I SEE SOME

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WHIMSICAL GAY CHARACTER ON MY SCREEN

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i hate

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scaramouche so much

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and his fanbase

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HEL HJRP

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my ex was so big on scara

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BRO

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OH KEQING

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LOL

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YEAH

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LCMOA

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no its lit just cuz he’s like

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a twink

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"im literally him"

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  • 🧟
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no u not bruh Like SY FM

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But ok i was also part of the people that was disappointed when he became anemo

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he looks like an electro

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isnt he

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raidens son

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or something

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something like that

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who did he even lose

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dont all anemo ppl lose s

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oh my days

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everything just like fell apart my nitro disappeared

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LMAOO

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LMFAO OH MY GOD

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watched the downfall in real time

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BROOO im not even a booster anymore

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LOLOl

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LOLO

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at least u have the color role

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am i glitched

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it’s

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like js the normal no. nitro one

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for me

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🙂‍↕️

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bro on mine i can’t see the uh

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ur orb quest badge

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nah bruh they removed EVERYHTING

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LMAOO

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they stripped me to rags

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LOL

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😭 😭

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it’s ok

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ill give u if i transfer my money

ashen pecan
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nah its calm

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sigh that shit takes like 3-5 business days

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LOL

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to give my money to my fricking pay pal

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hi sminon

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sinon

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slept

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i just woke up

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its hot

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still amhave a blanket over me and shit

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still thibking about this shirt to this day

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fffuuck my shoulder hurts

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bro

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got no time

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i got no time to live

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have this urge

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i have this urge to kill

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i have this urge to kill and show that im alive

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hello

vestal dragon
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hellllloooo

vestal dragon
ashen pecan
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have some variety

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when im not so depressed

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its ok bro

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i miss my motorcycle helmet

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☹️

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went to church ✌️

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blublyblubhbluh

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damn bruh

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#9... 💔

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i hate to admit it but i hate talking in general

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of servers

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like not in general overall im talking about the channel general

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i just feel like whenever i join a server and i wanna talk in general theres always the fuckin like

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people considered cool and usually held accountable by mods

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for a while i felt like i needed to boost the server just so people would talk to me more

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i guess im just a boring person and i really hate small talk

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like

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when someones like hi and then they say hru

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you do not give a damn about how i am 💀

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and then im like im chill wbu

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then its either theyre chill or trauma dump on me and im like of im sorry

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when i did boost people were more talkative to me

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no lie

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before boost i only talked to like 3 people

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i dont really talk in general as much just

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sometimes

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i guess thats why saying a welcoming makes such a big impact but genuinely i feel like its so hard to talk ot people despite it being online

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cause theres not much to judge tbh

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i mean i said hi yesterday in chat and this person

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she said hi to me

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i liked her tag cause it was from this mutual server

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then we went by that

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i dont really make a lot of online friends either

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like

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theres always stages of my online friendships

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talk to them
add
never talk again
or when u do make conversation >dry as fuck
unfriend after a couple of months

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or >talk to them

find a big interest in the person
ends up being hella weird or they gain feelings
needs to make boundaries or ghost
unfriend after a while

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ive never had a long lasting online friendship

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if i met the people i knew online id only be friends with like

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damn

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only 2 or something

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it usually just takes one mental breakdown for moment where i unfriend people that dont have an affect on my life for me to go down 5 friends

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i should genuinely stop posting my face bro

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someone dmd me out of nowhere and they were like hey not to be weird but are you japanese

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and i was like no but i have a little bit of japanese blood just

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nto enoughf or me to say that i a

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am

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and they were like

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lovely

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then they tried to hit on me

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like wtf 😭

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i know its discord but this is the most whimsical server ive ever been in

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i turned off dms and message requests cause like

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if you REALLY need to talk to me just ping me and ask to dm

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i have like 20 friends here bruh i just wanna

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CRAP

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i ccant even send gifs aynmore

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if orgot

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i forgot

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i need to go take a shower

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bye

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and yes without you

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ok i was aobut to go take a shower but i need to rant about one more thing

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i hate when im gonna take a showere and ppl are like without me

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even if i did swing like that

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thats hella fuckin

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weird

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especially if its before the date stage or earlier

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i mean early dating

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the idea of showering with someone makes me wanna

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gouge my eyes out

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it just seems HELLA awkward

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bruh

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knowing damn well id be crossing my arms and shit

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NOBODY WILL SEE MY WET HAIR EITHER

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i look like medusa

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💔

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i entirely rely on volume of my hair for it to look good

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if i dont have any volume i just

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cancel all my plans

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OK IM GONNA TAKE A SHOWER NOW

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BYE

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without ME? yellowroseinmouth china_big_smile without ME? yellowroseinmouth china_big_smile without ME? yellowroseinmouth china_big_smile without ME? yellowroseinmouth china_big_smile

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are you

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ragebaiting me,

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ykw its fine cause youre my bruzz

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no not without you darling

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bro i cant send voice messages

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im hartbroken

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😭

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bites my rose

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toy

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AHHHH

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??

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i wanna cuddle someone

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or be cuddled

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my stuffed animals arent giving me compensation anymore

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i just need a hug

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i want a hug from natalie

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i want a hug from camila

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i want a hug from ryan

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i want a hug from my history teacher

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i dont wanna plead for a hug i just want them to see how much im going through and hug me

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or tell me everythings okay

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i dont want to just ask for a hug when its just weightless

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i mean girls hugs eachother all the time

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im scared if i ask for one my voice will just

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crack

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try to hug me first

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neither my history teacher idk

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i think it means more because my friend camila doesnt usually have a love language thats associated with touch

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she told me shes comfortable with me so i can hold her hand

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shes going

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to another school

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☹️

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i just want my friends

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i miss eileen

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or she doesnt really know how to help

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i hate making people feel awkward when im sad

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there was only one time i was crying in front of my friends but it was because i failed my math test

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i think

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last year when i was on tour and we all got a hotel together and

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it was just so beautiful that we were all crying in a dark room

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so nobody could see eachother

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we could only distinguish by voice

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i was crying about my dad

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i just want an embrace but i dont think theres anyone i really want one from

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i say i just want a hug but its more than that

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i really like it when i get hugs or affection out of nowhere

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this guy ive been talking to doesnt really know how to show affection it kinda hurts

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i mean over text hes pretty clingy

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WUIJN MENTIONED

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QUEEN I

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UINN

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WUINN MENTJONED

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AHHHHAHHH AHHHH ABHHH QUINN

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this ismy playpen

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bro i genuinely wish i could look like her for my ellie cosplay 💔

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she looks so identical

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to ellie

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LITERALLT

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bro don’t play with me your ellie cosplay is DELICIOUS

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i love quinn sigh

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i used to be in her discord

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server

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😵 '

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shes so cute w hter gf

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i why are they actually ellie and dina

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NO ACTUALLY

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OMG

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wheneve ri see them acting out a scene from tlou it feels like im

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a cuc k

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LMAOOO

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helelpHELP MEE

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HELP

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I CNATTT

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😭

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honestly relationship goals right there

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me when

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i see lesbian s 😢 .......

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lesnin 💔

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im scared of being attracted to girls

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because i dont know if theyre doing it out of performance or if theyre just straight and im setting myself up for a heaertbreak

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yeahh i get that
esp recently too

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a lot of straight girls on tiktok post thirst traps under #wlw and queerbait

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but i feel like if it’s genuinely
like

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idk

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idk what i’m talking about

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theres also times ive seen lesbians try to get into relatioships like on tinder and stuff and theres girlfriends out there trying to find a birthday gift for their boyfriend

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as in like a

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uh

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trio action

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or theyre trying to get them into an open relationship like a

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WHY

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that’s so weird

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lesbians have it so rough i’m so sad

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i just try to not interact with girls that make their whole personality about being queer or wlw and then only hyperfixate over guys

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or only put on that act in front of guys

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like br Sadge

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..

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theyre hiding

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💔

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i can not

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theres this REALLY hot girl i used to follow that says shes lesbian and stuff which i dont rly doubt but also at the same time i saw her kiss a guy on her story once

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...;

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wtf ios what update made lesbian a cosmetic tag

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idk i think its cause a lot of guys are attracted to it

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cause in uhhh the blak and orange website theres a lot of people that make homosexual content but just do it for the money

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same thing for guys

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a lot of women are obsessed with bl for.... some reason?

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YEAH WTF BRO ALL MY FRIENDS ARE OBSESSED WITH YAOI

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i was literally trying to look at the psychology behind it but i genuinely dont understand

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oh idk why i had to scream that

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i think its because they see it as like not serious or playful

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and literally bro
homosexuality is just like. kink bait atp

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i had a friend that told me straight up that he prefers lesbian stuff because its more passionate

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and i read a quora thing where guys think its like

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quora ❤️

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quora is the better reddit

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idec

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b

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UM

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I JUST GOT TAGGED

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mods rushing to your location

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ok its gg

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LFMAOAOOOO

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LTMEOAOOO

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NO PLEASE

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LIKE

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IM TRYING

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THEIR WHAT 😂 😂 😂 😂

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TO

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BRO

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this is CRAZY Wihtout context i can’t

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IM SICK

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IM LITERALLY JUST TRYING TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING IM FRUSTRATED ABOUT

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IM SORRT

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yeah idek like

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i asked all my straight friends

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😭

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straight female* friends

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and they all say that they prefer like

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twinks

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idek why

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i think its just a need to feel like

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more superior

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yeah i guess cuz literally what else could it be

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im gonna be honest idk if i have the balls of titanium to say this but i feel like MODERN feminism isnt about having equal rights anymore its just to have more dominance over the other gender

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trad feminism is literally fine like its the only reason our outlets are shining and shit

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IM WEAK

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but yeah fax

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??? idek anymore it’s like

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the definition od being so twisted

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cuz originally i could’ve sworn it had something to do with more equal rights between genders

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cuz obviously females were looked more down upon then

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but it’s not rlly about equality anymore as u said its js
wanting to be better

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right

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than males

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i genuinely don’t get the appeal with twinks like

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bri

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well ik i just said this but i feel like its just the power dynamic and stuff and they know that theyre like

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they dont hold masculine characteristics

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yeahhhb so they can be the alpha in the relationship

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ok yes i fw that go queen

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❤️‍🩹

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but not twinks i don’t fw twinks they are all evil

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i found this

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main character as in likea

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twink

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this actually makes sense i’m ngl

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but like can we please not dehumanize the homo ✌️

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with all of that said

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im kinda just unlabeled rn or i say im straight because i literally only fall for women that i cannot have and i dont wanna make it seem like i like men and women equally

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the furthest i go is bi

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or heteroflexible

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😢

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when i like women i just observe them from afar

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and i get really nervous around them

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too

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way too curious

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LMAO

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they gott a have curious george on this

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too

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george prolly thought about that

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but like there’s a label for ltierlalt everything so it’s possible

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the ONLY PERSON

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THAT STOOD UP

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FOR THAT QUESTION

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LFAOOAOOO

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oh my goodness gulp

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LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS NOT i mean you dont have a bi radar that tells u the exact numbers but

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bisexual is kind of weird cuz

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if its around the same at least if u recognize patterns

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most of the time people who are bi don’t specify if they have a lean if any

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then theres hetero/homoflexible

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im just like

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yeah im bi butionlylikewomenthatarestraightordontexist

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ok respect lol

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i think

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ok

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wait

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i forgot im demisexual or demiromantic

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I DONTKNOW ITS DEMI

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i have a male lean but i would like find romance in a woman as well
but idk in women i kind of search for male characteristics as well

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for sexual or romantic attraction

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i fuess

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genderwise

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idk

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i’m still tryna figure that out cuz i label myself as genderfluid a lot of the time with everybody
but then im like ??? cuz

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bruh

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idk

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cuz

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?i feel like this is kinda weird if youre experiencing that beforehand

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i’m more feminine/masculine depending on who i’m with or anything

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maybe im just looking through it as a lustful lens

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i think im demiromantic lol

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what that mean

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i like someone after having a strong connection with them

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OHHH I SEE

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ok that’s based

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approved

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i mean idk about dating my best friend guys but uh

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✌️

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i oh OH YEAH NO

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oh frick no i’d never date my best friend either

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i think i see it as like

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stage one'

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done and then you clarify what u like about the person

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i can PROBABLY help but idk if i could get a label

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more of a deeper thoguht into the situation

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cause im not into that lgbtq action

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speedran

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“i like dogs and cats!” and then you’re already saying ily

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dont start saying you love me after a week of dating

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brooo

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LITERA

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BRO

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LOL

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FR

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BRO

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NO LITERALLT

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CUZ

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I HAD THIS FRIEDN

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i med him online and we were rlly close for like maybe only a month

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like i js met him

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and he got a bf recently

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and he just told me one day that he actually had a rlly big crush on me

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i was ??

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cuz usually i talk to people for at least like half a year

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and then i’d be like

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yea i want u

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😭

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i don’t mess with that

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genuinely it’s

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bruh

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u can’t rush a connection

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wait so he said he liked you

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while he was dating

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the guy

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or

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non before

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he is told me

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when he got with that dude