Struggle w/ CG

[last whale]

My CG (caregiver) Started getting really gross and suggestive when i regressed and i js don't feel safe with him anymore.
idk why he started doing that i js want someone to love and take care of me when im regressed or even when I'm not regressed and i feel like shit :((
i just want someone who cares abt me who will call me their good pup
and someone to actually talk to me and check in with me, not just say they will and then get gross or disappear

I rlly want a new one but idk how to find ome thays long term

[drowsy crescent]

You should get help for your regression
Because someone will always take advantage on you, maybe not at first, but someday you must be sure
Did you try to speak to a therapist?

[last whale]

I have tried therapy a couple of times but it's not personal enough for me, yk? They always talk like robots and it's js uncomfortable

[drowsy crescent]

Because they're professional
They understand your situation, they know how to fix this
You're not seeing a therapist to seek affection, you're seeing a therapist to have solutions
Be open-minded, go back to see one
They'll help you

[last whale]

They won't help though. I don't need someone to help me, I need an actual personal connection and a therapist can't give me that

I don't need it to be fixed either, I just need someone to take care of me

[drowsy crescent]

You're wrong
I hope you'll understand that as soon as possible

[last whale]

How am I wrong?

Like I can't understand that if you don't tell me

[drowsy crescent]

Being dependant to someone is very bad, for yourself and for the other person
It means that you have issues and you think that having a relationship can bypass them
It's a very toxic life
If you want to get better, to never feel loneliness again and to move on, you have to work on yourself, on your issues
That's why you have to see a therapist instead of looking someone else's affection

[last whale]

You obviously don't understand what I need. I have a partner, and a very healthy relationship with them, and I am not lonely. This isn't a case of loneliness. I need a caregiver, someone to take care of me when I can't take care of myself, and a therapist would not be able to do that for me

[drowsy crescent]

You're the one that don't understand that this is gonna be a very toxic situation
You don't need a caregiver, you need to fix your issues
As I said, I hope that you'll understand that as soon as possible

[last whale]

And what do you think my issues are that need to be fixed so bad? 😭

[drowsy crescent]

You don't listen
Good luck

[last whale]

I do listen, you just haven't given me anything to work with, or any of your perspective on my situation. You're just telling me what I need and that doesn't help whatsoever