Long story short, i got banned for reasons i couldn't understand from a specific server. But since in my eyes, they banned me for the hell of it, so i delibrately tried to destroy the server as retribution for wronging me. One of the members eventually messaged me about what happened, and i more or less understand what i've done wrong. But a part of me still yearns for retribution for what happened, just looking at the people who banned me makes me angry... How do i control that impulsive part of mine?
#I want to control my impulses
vale oxide
noble oriole
What did you do
vale oxide
What did you do
They don't know it yet, but i started out as simply making alts to question them. Eventually it descended to joining raid servers and sicing the raiders on them.
A part of me wants to keep this up until they terminate the server, while another knows im not in the right by doing this.
I want the rational side to prevail...
noble oriole
Sounds based tbh
vale oxide
It's not that they were scumbags, it's just that they kicked me out for my insistence on doing something they don't.
The desire for vengance comes mostly from the part that they're in charge of a project i followed.
And now i can't express my opinions due to all of them blocking me and kicking me out.
What's worse, someone i trusted sold me out to the mods regarding an alt i hid in the server.
high canyon
IM A BLKKK SKKNHEAD
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vale oxide
I suppose im not getting any help...
maiden lake
Well in all reality there isn't a whole lot you can do, best you just is just ignoring the thoughts, or just doing something else when you get one