i feel hopeless

[tame crater]

i just feel like so alone rn it’s horrible like i was taken out of school because i couldn’t handle going so i have no friends all my online ones have moved on to better things or found people irl, im not allowed to leave my house or talk to people outside of it, my dad is so strict on everything i do i haven’t left my house in months because i’m not allowed to i’m 17 and since i was 12 i’ve looked forward to turning 18 for freedom but i’ve come to the realization seeing my sister turn 20 and still not allowed to date or get a job that i’m never getting out of here, im a huge romance fan and all i want is a genuine relationship but fuck i can’t even have friends irl let alone date but all i want is like GENUINE love and someone to understand me so basically i’m lonely asf!!! and it’s really getting to me!!

[hybrid finch]

Hang in there bud, I believe in you.

[swift hearth]

Your parents arent gonna be able to control you honestly, if you dont let them control you

lts your life, your body

[tame crater]

that’s the thing, they can control me and will if i disobey my dad he’ll take everything from me and then i won’t even have a phone

[ruby obsidian]

then do it without their permission

find reasons why your dad doesn't allow you

sit with them and study the consequences

if everything seems alright, then don't tell them and keep doing it

sometimes, limitations make life dull, so break them and enjoy life

you won't be getting that twice

[tame crater]

i would so sneak out and shit if there was actually stuff to do or people to see trust me but i have no irl friends and i live on a farm

[ruby obsidian]

is it possible to leave ur house and live somewhere else?

[ruby obsidian]

i understand, you got no support system

[tame crater]

no, i tried to move in with my mom but she’s kind of not safe to live with so…