Trash vent

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Yeah this is just venting my own emotions, I'll try to atleast follow the guidelines while venting rather the turning insane. This might have signs of suicide mention and self hatred. Only way to stop venting with other the same thing all over again

I'm just just don't know what to do

Each day passed sis another burden

A struggle to the same things

The pressure was just getting higher asking questions and forcing myself

Asked youself a dozen times that should u do this, ask u questions

Getting used to something not to deep atall

[pearl brook]

here is hug, best i can offer for now human

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Thanks

[pearl brook]

Ye

I'd send cat picture but I'm not worthy yet lol

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It's fine

[pearl brook]

I hope your days get better!

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Thank you

I can only redirect here if in feeling a strong current

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I hated when I can't control my emotions, even when their strong. All the time I'd think their is no solution to it. They told me to stay calms even though it's difficult. As a person suffering with Bipolar depression before. I always think irrational and my emotions are stron. Even thinking of risky things that doesn't make sense such as killing myself is the only option for it to stop

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I always think of my past mistakes after my several breakdowns. Talking about suicide. A server banned me before. Due to talking about it and Loosing my freindships. I wonder if it's best If I left discord for my wellbeing

I was having issues with gomo and I always felt like I was left behind or I'm not interesting. I just except I'm not even good since I'd never achieved. I always doubt my abilities but I can't help it if I'm stuck like this facts pessimism in my head.i must except ir

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I'd sort of learn to realized it doesn't matter if your talentless or just lose a bit of your skill. In the end it's just the reality

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I'd hated that that I procrastinated on the things I like. Idk why

I just sort of got stuck and lost motivation

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I don't even feel accomplished after swing my old text from another old server

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I'm not proud of myself

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I hated being ironically active in discord. It made me think of things that I'm too vlingy

Maybe I should think about my priorities insyead

I don't like it

That I'm just in pain

Tbh I don't think people are active that much due to being to busy

Atleast I had soem me time