hey so i wouldnt consider myself a drug addict, but at the same time if i had access to them consistently i would be one. for a couple years now ive tried various drugs. ive done xanax, klonopin, adderall, smoked for the first few times, drank for the first few times, and have been administered morphine in the hospital over 7 times in just a year. i need something like rn and like bad. im literally fiending for something, anything, to get that feeling i got again. preferably xanax or morphine, those are what have made me feel the best. im not by any means trying to support substance abuse, im just trying to get across my feelings for it rn and ask for advice. I NEED ADVICE ON WHAT CAN MAKE THIS OVERWHELMING FEELING OF NEEDING THESE SUBSTANCES GO AWAY OR LESSEN, SOMETHING THAT MAY BRING DOPAMINE OR SIMILAR EFFECTS BUT WONT HARM ME OR WILL HARM ME LESS. ANYTHINGGGG PLZZZ
#Chemical Dependence
hazy perch
hazy perch
the only cure to addiction is connectiveness
i cant do that irl. each time i try i get hurt. it's hard to find people who care