#CREATION OF HATRED creates something based, spiteful, and bitter like limes

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rotund fable
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"THEN, IN A FOOTNOTE, HE MENTIONS THE EVIL 1X1X1X1. SO THAT'S WHERE THE NAME COMES FROM. BLAME JOHN."

  1. FIRST OF ALL, THIS WHOLE JOURNAL THINGY??? IT'S CRINGE.
  2. SECOND OF ALL, WHY DO MOST OF MY POSTS ON HERE HAVE MY POINT OF VIEW LOOK LIKE IT HAS A SHOUJO ANIME GIRL FILTER ON??? THIS IS WHY MY DAD HATES ME ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€
  3. THIRD OF ALL, THIS JOURNAL WAS SUPPOSED TO BE USED AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT. THAT'S HOW MUCH I CARE FOR IT.

NEXT POST WHEN I REMEMBER AND CARE TO WRITE SOMETHING.

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I'm grateful that I'm happy and healthy mostly healthy because that means I can get my ksiฤ…ลผeczka sanepidowska (booklet from the sanepid which is a slang word for the countrywide sanitary inspection which means if you have one and it's up to date means you CAN work in food service and have no viruses or harmful bacteria, the process is very gross btw but idc I CAN MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE HELL YEAH)

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I'm also grateful that my house's renovation ended bc that was hell and I can live stress free finally

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I'm grateful that I'm still alive and can see that things got better, and even though I still have problems, at least checks grades I am graduating year 2/sophomore year, and when I write my matura exams/final exams in year 4/senior year I don't have the pass rate on my extended exam and that I only have 30% on the basic exam (Polish - I just gotta read books, know Polish grammar rules, how to write essays, and have the ability to understand what I'm reading - I already pass! Math - you literally are allowed to have a calculator and math formulas with you, and me and my private teacher did a couple of those exams together and I knew how to do it - most of the questions require the shortened multiplication formulas which are easy to use tbh, english is basically easy and I don't have to study much due to it being something any native English speaker could do and I am a native speaker and did the matura exams as practice work in elementary/middle school and do it during lessons in high school easily with little to no corrections) so basically I already pass, and I'm sure anyone who studies well and listens during lessons will also pass, the extended matura is harder but I wanna have English only because nothing else appeals to me, maybe Polish but I kinda no no wanna yk??? I'm lazy ok....

I'm grateful for family that supports me and checks messenger um like 2 cousins who support me being not cis and not straight (probably nonbinary and pan/demi, but definitely asexual depending on what they were born with.... sorry amab people but your representatives have grossed me out to the point of trauma lolololol) and i also have a lot of friends/fellow autistic people that are also accepting and use my preferred name and pronouns and don't care that I wear weird things and do weird makeup and love wearing horns and wigs - in fact they love it ๐Ÿ˜†

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I have pictures of them wearing my horns and with them posing with me when I have my looks on, even in public which makes me more confident

rotund fable
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I AM NOT GRATEFUL WHAT IS THIS TWITTER

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I'M DONE. 007n7 WAS MY HUSBAND AND THEY DID THIS??? NO WAY

rotund fable
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I WANNA SLEEP YET I'M AT SCHOOL ARGH

rotund fable
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007n7 be saying "Now that you're gone...."

rotund fable
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bro im crying over forsaken 007n7 lore videos it's midnight and i have school tomorrow send help ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

rotund fable
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I SLEPT FOR 4-5 HOURS TODAY

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AND THIS GOD FORSAKEN FANDOM IS A PRISON

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...say that again

rotund fable
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my hubby โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

rotund fable
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I HAVE PE AFTER THIS LESSON I WANT TO CRY....

rotund fable
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why do people who do sports drink energy drinks and smoke....? isn't that... the opposite of what you should be doing

rotund fable
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MY FAVOURITE SERVER GOT RAIDED ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

rotund fable
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the communion was shit

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felt like going to a cult

rotund fable
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GUYS GUYS GUYS
mummy pig gave birth to her daughter evie just now!!!!!

rotund fable
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OMG I FOUND A GOOD JOB FOR THE SUMMER AND FOR WEEKENDS/AFTERSCHOOL WHEN I GET MY DRIVER'S LICENCE

rotund fable
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I'm so forsaken brainroted that I dreamt that I was writing a test or something with a friend who doesn't even go to the same school as me. we're writing this test and then we hear HOLD ON TIGHT MY COMPASS IS CUROSITY MY COMPASS IS CUROSITY I'M PIERCING THROUGH THE ROPE THAT STRANGLED YOU AND ME LET US BE FREE and it was apparently for the listening part of the test and when I wanted to tell her this (that it was a remix from forsaken) my mean teacher showed up and got angry that I was talking during the test and that it was not from any game but a normal beautiful song?????? anyway forsaken is sooo peak

rotund fable
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FRICK I MAY HAVE RUINED MY FAMILY

rotund fable
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NAHHHH I CAN'T SHARE STATIC ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿฅ€๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”

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OL JEA

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anyway this is a banger and i cant stop listening to it

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its so real

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i feel like this most of the time

rotund fable
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haven't written in here for a while but I went to pyrkon and spent over 1000 zล‚ and took so many photos I will go for 3 days next time

rotund fable
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I GOT MY COUSIN TO DRAW A 007n7 DAKIMAKURA FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!! AND CAKE TOPPERS AND A WAFER
and she's doing it for free bc we are family omg she said "just bake me that chocolate cake we all like and I'll do it" ill bake her 2 CAKES in the biggest cake tins I can find in my house!!! im so grateful and im so happy she agreed

rotund fable
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autism foundation drawings watch and observe my greatness (blue alien with yellow eyes with the grey can and the multicoloured dragon are my friend's art so observe their greatness as well they are both sooooooo cool!!!!!)

rotund fable
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didn't post here for so long lol

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BUT

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I have a few updates

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  1. im obsessed with 1x1x1x1 he is me we are one
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  1. noli ohhh noli he sometimes appears and trolls
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  1. thinking if im a system??? or am I just insane
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  1. went to a few conventions recently lol
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  1. why is this journal so cringe hol up
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CREATION OF HATRED creates something based, powered by spite, and the content? nothing but pure hate

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CREATION OF HATRED creates something based, spiteful, and bitter like limes

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ignore that

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I HATE MY SPELLING

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ARGH

rotund fable
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need to rant

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I found this cool character

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hes literally all I want in a man

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hes attractive too

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lore? not really known

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thats what i like

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I haven't slept and for the whole day yesterday I only thought of him

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(I discovered him just yesterday fyi)

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and today I think

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hey

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since I like this character

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i should get into the fandom

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i look info up about the source he's from

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he's from a video game

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ok

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he's from a japanese video game

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ok? I can get a translated version

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NO

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he's from a japanese arcade game

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frick

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so i think maybe gameplays???

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not a lot

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even less with him even though the wiki says he's the 2nd most appearing character

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and i can see that he's in all the games????

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frick..... so I look into playing it myself on a PC port

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YOU NEED A WHOLE CONTROLLER FOR IT

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ok ill get one

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CRAZY EXPENSIVE AND I HAVE TO BUY IT OVERSEAS WHICH MEANS MORE COSTS

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....

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maybe in an arcade???

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yeah it's here! in poland! in silesia! and I live sorta close to that city!

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look at the exact
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only 2 locations in that city

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THEY'RE IN SOME SHADY AHH PLACES I'VE NEVER HEARD OF

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im debating calling them to not get my hopes up

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both locations btw

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allat for this character btw

muted parrot
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forsaken player in this server

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this gotta be legendary

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favorite survivor?

rotund fable
muted parrot
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I have no idea what character that is

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๐Ÿ˜ญ

rotund fable
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hint: glasses, swag persona, brown hair

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RED MOTIF

muted parrot
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I would be dead before guessing it correctly

rotund fable
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this is funny cuz im wearing my c00lkidd shirt

muted parrot
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๐Ÿ’€??

rotund fable
muted parrot
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there a c00lkid shirt??

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like irl?

rotund fable
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I made it myself

muted parrot
rotund fable
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twin? where have you been

rotund fable
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he's.... he's so ME

rotund fable
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already made a doodle
blue is some girl idk

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WAIT WHAT IF I MAKE MY OC WHO'S A WITCH AND HAS A RED COLOUR SCHEME HER SISTER

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ohhhh the lore the lore

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imagine she cursed him into being a mouse

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and was kinda a bully to him

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WHAT IF SHE HAS MAGIC BUT HE DOESN'T

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what if he gained magic cuz he actually was a VERY VERY late bloomer but told no one

pseudo quarry
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"You've taken everything from me machine, and now all that remains is perfect... HATRED" - Gabriel

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hella cool drawings

rotund fable
rotund fable
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took one good look at the perspective of the old pic and went nahhh and deleted it

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so i fixed rat boy

rotund fable
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last day of summer vacation im gonna cry!!!! ๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜› i don't wanna go to school people there are mean weird and stupid at the same time

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also my ex is there.... ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ

wooden locust
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Y'all play Forsaken?

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I love Forsaken my Fav Survivor/Main Is Elliot currently

rotund fable
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im gonna play termination protocol when it comes out

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which is why i came here to ask what wig should i get for the cosplay

rotund fable
rotund fable
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cosplan: 007n7 - termination protocol
what I need:

  • blue coat/jacket
  • black collared shirt
  • felt (for burger)
  • cardboard (accessories and burger base, maybe the logo on the belt)
  • model magic or something similar (logo on belt)
  • fake leather (black) and paint for leather red (for gloves and the thing on the shoulder) and blue (the rest of the belt)
  • red string or chain
  • leather gloves, motorcycle type
  • pink glasses with no correction
  • magnets or Velcro, etc. to keep the accessories in place
    if i didn't mention something that means i either have it already or forgot about it xDDD
wooden locust
pseudo quarry
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I LOVE CATS

wooden locust
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Bro how๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

rotund fable
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NOOOO9

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sob

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I can still send images tho maybe

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nyeh

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this

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is how i feel

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also I think my depression is back and im slowly losing my voice

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anyway im thinking bad thoughts should I go to therapy again yes or no

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IM HANGRY NOW

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hate myself

rotund fable
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pizza

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ive eaten another piece

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ugh

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im full

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bigggg roundddd bellyyyy