I'm grateful that I'm still alive and can see that things got better, and even though I still have problems, at least checks grades I am graduating year 2/sophomore year, and when I write my matura exams/final exams in year 4/senior year I don't have the pass rate on my extended exam and that I only have 30% on the basic exam (Polish - I just gotta read books, know Polish grammar rules, how to write essays, and have the ability to understand what I'm reading - I already pass! Math - you literally are allowed to have a calculator and math formulas with you, and me and my private teacher did a couple of those exams together and I knew how to do it - most of the questions require the shortened multiplication formulas which are easy to use tbh, english is basically easy and I don't have to study much due to it being something any native English speaker could do and I am a native speaker and did the matura exams as practice work in elementary/middle school and do it during lessons in high school easily with little to no corrections) so basically I already pass, and I'm sure anyone who studies well and listens during lessons will also pass, the extended matura is harder but I wanna have English only because nothing else appeals to me, maybe Polish but I kinda no no wanna yk??? I'm lazy ok....
I'm grateful for family that supports me and checks messenger um like 2 cousins who support me being not cis and not straight (probably nonbinary and pan/demi, but definitely asexual depending on what they were born with.... sorry amab people but your representatives have grossed me out to the point of trauma lolololol) and i also have a lot of friends/fellow autistic people that are also accepting and use my preferred name and pronouns and don't care that I wear weird things and do weird makeup and love wearing horns and wigs - in fact they love it ๐