#U don't have to answer
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I'm not a religious type of person, maybe it'll beore correct to call me out as rebellious in my own way
I think it'll be great to be forgiven, by ourselves, by others, and by God too
But something inside my head and heart (if I actually have a decent one) makes me feel guilty for being forgiven without paying the price of my actions and thoughts
Idk, I feel complicated
There's not balance in life, except the one that you make for yourself or the others
If you think that you can't move on without paying your mistakes, then spend a part of your life to help the others
Otherwise, learn well your lessons and move on
That's what we all do
Btw it seems that you're already paying for that
You're tormenting yourself
I thought tormenting one self is a sin too, cause both your body and mind don't deserve such torment even in any way
It feels like I'm making another mistakes as I try to atone for another of mine
Maybe it's my form of the devil's circle where I feel guilty over little stuff that's beyond my control
I do wish that someday I could find peace within my own mind, forgiving myself and understanding that life will always goes on and on without stopping
And understanding that life doesn't necessarily need to be so complicated
I wish that for everyone too, and for you
I know that Utopia never actually exist
But at least, I hope that this world could be a kinder place to live in
Not only for the children but also for those who already walked past half of their life
We human have such a short life span, so I always think it'll be great to end it without too much regret
Yeah, maybe that's the only place to find it
Thanks for responding such a weird thoughts of mine~
That's not weird
You're not alone in this fight
Trust in yourself, forgive, find peace and build your own sanctuary (home is the best place to take some rest)