#Need some support

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wispy temple
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I’m 17, Vietnamese, living in Japan. School for me is tough — not just because of the studying, but because of the language barrier. I’ve messed up a bit, but I’m doing better now, slowly catching up. Still shit is rough .

I do powerlifting — it keeps me grounded. But mentally, I’m struggling. I feel lonely a lot. I deal with urges I can’t always control, even though I’ve got a full schedule. I try, but I slip up.

I don’t really fit in with most people in my class. They’re into drinking, smoking, part-time jobs, stuff I just don’t vibe with. So I keep to myself a lot. It gets quiet… and heavy sometimes.

Even though me myself I’m a catholic I trust in god I try my best getting my ass to church every week in his faith. I feel..lonely,sad and separated.I have a lot of friend in my school(A LOT) but I don’t feel a connection with them I’m stuck in a class of wannabe gangster and nerd it feel exhausted and I don’t know what to do…I even struggled with lust lately.I know it because I’m growing up and shi like that I guess I feel lonely cause I don’t have anyone to talk to(language barrier,not very deep connection)

granite bone
wispy temple
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When God wants to make a boy a man, He doesn’t just snap His fingers and make it happen overnight. He shapes him — through pressure, pain, patience, and purpose.

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Is what i think about him

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I’m aching to be understood

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not judged, not fixed, just seen — that’s one of the deepest human needs. And when you’re surrounded by people who don’t get your heart, who don’t speak your soul’s language, it can feel like you’re screaming in a soundproof room. Alive, but invisible

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Alway told myself to man up

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It’s just a door god show me

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And i only need to find a key