Scared and Lost

[modest knoll]

Is this supposed to be for people who are lost mentality?

[forest zenith]

Yes, speak ur mind out and vent whatever you feel

[modest knoll]

I feel like I have a direction in life right now

[minor tartan]

im just feeling lost in life..lost someone recently weho i planned my life out with..

[sharp crest]

What's happening, what does make you feel lost?

[sharp crest]

Sorry to hear that. What do you call lost? Like hopeless? Could you detail it?

[modest knoll]

It's kinda hard to explain in detail because its just feels like my life is meaningless. I have no motivation no goals no nothing.

[sharp crest]

Did you have hard times recently?

[minor tartan]

I lost my love. She took her life on April 8. Very unexpectedly. Left no notes nothing behind.

I’m grieving... someone I loved deeply took their own life. she wasnt just someone she was my person...the one I saw a future with and shared dreams with and loved with everything in me. I dont have all the answers and honestly im still trying to understand why she felt so alone....the pain the silence the absence it is overwhelming I miss her laugh her voice the way she said my name I just needed to let this out cuz pretending Im okay isnt helping right now

someone who i planned out my entire future with realistically..ended it half way and left..

[sharp crest]

Sorry for your loss, i can't even imagine how hard it can be. If you need to talk more about your feelings, i am here, you aren't alone.

All the therapy center is here too.

You are feeling lost, and you are totally right to be, finding any possible path to follow, will take time. You aren't alone in this process however.

Don't hesitate to start writing, it helps to externalize (#1338240260987027568)

[modest knoll]

I guess

[sharp crest]

When did you start to think that your life is meaningless and how?

[modest knoll]

I don't feel like myself. Like I just feel pointless. I guess it might be me getting older and I don't have any notable skills.

[sharp crest]

You can always create ones

Experiment with different things, you may find something you like