Is it their own thoughts? Or will it only count if you actually do something morally wrong? Does having selfish and ignorant thoughts, like wanting to run away and leave everything behind make me a bad person? Or was it different in each community?
I wanted to be successful in life, but not the "rich and big" type of success. I want the "success" in which I manage to live a life I wouldn't regret, a calming and peaceful life where i wouldn't have to think about how every part of me can be useful to others. I don't hate the idea of being helpful, but I'm not really into being used just in the name of being kind and thoughtfulness
People around me keep on giving the idea that being successful means you take a part of keeping the world moving in a "professional" way. If you can't influence people or be an active personel of society then you're wasting your life. But I don't like that, and that might be what makes me so childish and ignorant.
Even so, I keep on wondering if even someone like me could have a chance of being successful in my own way? Am I brave enough to put on a fight and stand on my own ground for that idea? Or am I too exhausted to even lift my head to face the reality and just go on with the flow?