#Friend broke up with me because I’m holding him back. I don’t understand am I a bad person?

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ionic leaf
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**HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:06 PM):

now if YOU
do not have the maturity to understand yourself about something SO SIMPLE
im not sure thats somebody i want to be friends with
its just as childish as the other people at school
and republicans

Shy (11/7/24, 7:12 PM):
I, do not care about the video, because its long, about a topic im not interested in, and i do not think it will help me.

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:13 PM):
its about more than what you think its about
why dont you trust somebody that knows you so well

Shy (11/7/24, 7:14 PM):
Its not that i think you have bad intentions
its just
most probably know themselves better than anybody
I really dont care for videos like that
their neat and all
but not my thing

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:15 PM):
what is your thing

Shy (11/7/24, 7:15 PM):
not, that?
im not interested in taking psychological deep dives into myself
seeing the reason i do the things i do
that is very clearly your thing and you know what?
that is great!

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:15 PM):
we view the world very differently

Shy (11/7/24, 7:16 PM):
maybe so
again I dont think you had bad intentions but just
stop pressing me
about it?

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:17 PM):
i think i have outgrown you

Shy (11/7/24, 7:17 PM):
maybe so

honestly good for you if you did i suppose

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:18 PM):
dont bother me at school please
i need to focus on grades

Shy (11/7/24, 7:18 PM):
okay

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For context he wanted me to watch some 30 minute mental health video and I refused with the reason “I just don’t want to”

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I feel so terrible for sitting alone now, seeing him with his new friend group makes me realize that I really was holding him back

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I told him a couple times how he didn’t have to hang out with me

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I feel like such a bad person

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I feel so embarrassed I don’t know

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Am I shallow?

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This sucks

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HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:05 PM):
yea and im not asking for very deep self reflection
im just curious why you dont care
its not that hard
i dont understand why your pressed

Shy (11/7/24, 7:05 PM):
im pressed
because
YOU
are pressing me to give a reason
just fu##ing respect the “i dont want to” like god fu##ing da##
it COULD NOT be any less deep
STOP
PRESSING ME
“WHY”
“WHY”
“WHY”
“WHY”
“WHY”
LIKE SHUT UP

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:05 PM):
it is deep

Shy (11/7/24, 7:05 PM):
GOD

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:05 PM):

HARAKAIJU (11/7/24, 7:05 PM):
you’re just shallow

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Sorry this is such a disorganized handful

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I hope someone can at least humor me with this

opaque rampart
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ermmmmmm

ionic leaf
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Sorry it’s so disorganized

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I’m on mobile

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It’s a pain

ionic leaf
opaque rampart
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so they dont believe in god

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and you were trying to convince them that god is real and they should believen him?

ionic leaf
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No no no

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They wanted me to watch some 30 minute mental health video and when I said no without further reasoning they got mad at me

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Summarizing isn’t giving it justice read the 1st convo I sent

opaque rampart
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so they got mad at you bc you didnt have the same interests as them????

ionic leaf
opaque rampart
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I did

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well it was more a video

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but they think their better than you bc they have different interests...

ionic leaf
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NO NO NO

opaque rampart
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im just gonna go i dont understand