TW: ๐ and ๐ฝ
for most of middle->highschool i've been in the trenches of ๐ฝ addiction, which, well, whatever, in my opinion it could be worse. however, recently, i've been like NEEDING it. like i cant go to sleep without it, i need to watch it at least once a day. and it isnt even normal stuff, like i dont know why, maybe some like forgotten trauma idk, but i've been getting into the ๐ genre. and its not like i support it, maybe i just find getting it against my will would be hot? i genuinely think im fried ๐ญ