#I can't do this anymore i'm out
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issues with what
i've lost the ability to walk, brother was incarcerated, i moved back in with my family to help with my autistic sister then she started to become violent and almost killed my mum so now she can't live here anymore, my dad tried to end his life in the garage and we found him. my dad also told me that i'm worthless, that i don't care about anyone else but myself, even though i moved to help everyone. i am constantly on the phone about my brother as well as he is being unfairly treated and we need to get him out of jail. i've done all of this while navigating a new physical disabilty
on top of that i have ptsd which is a constant battle, i was kidnapped when i was 14 and never fully recovered
well first of all none of this is your fault
so the you being selfish is bs and you're not worthless
life is worth living you just need a goal because right now it seems bleak but it will get better with time you just gotta stick in there however is best for you
do you have friends or people you can rely on in life
i have my boyfriend, my friend group is having drama rn so it feels like a mess. thank you for the reassurance, i'm just honestly so exhausted from everything happening all the time. i can't seem to catch a break, and feelings keep on building inside of me but i have no relief.