Schizophrenia

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I’ve been acting cool with it but i can’t take it anymore i must say they look horrible sound horrible they wont let me sleep nights on nights i see things i cant stop it nothing to help me i get irritated form it but i cant do anything when i did i could have killed my cousin it was this bad and now its worse Im unable to do say anything i feel like being quiet is the key but to what? For what purpose am i unable to talk or act when needed if i must kneel and finally ask for help this might be it i don’t like asking for help the never ending feeling of being a burden to others will kill me but silence will kill me earlier

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I'm really sorry you're going through this. You are not a burden—asking for help is a sign of strength, and you deserve support.

Schizophrenia can be incredibly overwhelming, but you don’t have to fight this battle alone. Please reach out to a trusted person, whether it’s a friend, family member, or a mental health professional. You deserve help, and you deserve relief.

Losing sleep and seeing or hearing things constantly must be exhausting. If you're struggling with thoughts of harming yourself or others, please seek immediate help from a crisis hotline or emergency services. You don’t have to face this alone—there are treatments, medications, and therapies that can help make things more manageable. You matter, and your pain is real, but so is the possibility of finding relief.

Will it be possible to reach out for medical help from a psychiatrist?

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Nope its hard at the moment

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And i have harmed others and myself included with a pretty nasty punch to a glass window that could have ended me

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I too am diagnosed with schizophrenia and mild depression. The best thing is to seek help from your medical professional. Also good diet, exercise and sleep helps.

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I do workout but seek help from those fuckers? Nah I'm all right man I guess I'll let it be maybe hurt someone or myself at this point it's too far to reach for help there is no help brother from what I can tell they are blood money sucking assholes

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Sadly many in the medical profession are only after money however this should not be the reason not to seek the help you need. You are not alone in this battle.