Nadss journal!!

[placid yew]

i was supposed to be a polish partisan

like my grand grandpa

great grandpa*

he had so much aura

[crystal monolith]

idk what this means

[placid yew]

polish partisans were polish freedom fighters in the war

[crystal monolith]

but like reacting The Holocaust seems like the worst idea ever😭

[placid yew]

oh thats nothing

[crystal monolith]

doesnt make it less wierd

[placid yew]

ye ig

i was a lil jit

so yk

[crystal monolith]

like here we re-act like the way the soldiers crossed the bridge

(the last bridge is a movie about it its really good)

[placid yew]

just uh

[crystal monolith]

like operation market garden

[placid yew]

a small itty bitty question

off-topic

[crystal monolith]

yes?

[placid yew]

i've been seeing uh

[crystal monolith]

oh God

what have you been seeing

or WHO

[placid yew]

mentions of "book girls" and "bike guys" and it sounds really cringy

do you know what it means

[crystal monolith]

HELP

you dont want to know

[placid yew]

i haven't had the time to google it

i think i do

[crystal monolith]

dont

[placid yew]

ehh

[crystal monolith]

uhm

smut

is all i can say

[placid yew]

we can do it in dms

if u want

[placid yew]

that just makes me

[crystal monolith]

look the word smut

[placid yew]

even more confused

[crystal monolith]

its uhm

lex

is books

[placid yew]

OH HELL NAH

NO

[crystal monolith]

yes

[placid yew]

NO NO NO NO NO

WTF

[crystal monolith]

you asked for it boi

but anyways

[placid yew]

ew

[crystal monolith]

bikers are asociated with those

and like

[placid yew]

disgusting

[crystal monolith]

book girls like it

which is valid

[placid yew]

dont

dont say that

dont say its valid

dont validate smut

[crystal monolith]

it is

[placid yew]

PLEASE

[crystal monolith]

why not

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/kurt-angle-stare-100-yard-stare-meme-gif-251436459491629941

[crystal monolith]

i mean

theres worse

smut isnt bad

[placid yew]

sure...

@jagged spruce where have u gone

[jagged spruce]

im here

[crystal monolith]

trust me

[jagged spruce]

soph didnt anwser me on instagram

[placid yew]

she made me follow her on instagram

im hoping i dont regret it

[crystal monolith]

LOOK AT MY STORYS

im funny

[crystal monolith]

....

[jagged spruce]

yes

[placid yew]

okay

it disapeared

your page disapeared

[crystal monolith]

your fault

[placid yew]

now i have nadias page listed on my phone

[crystal monolith]

damn

[placid yew]

found yours

[crystal monolith]

good

[placid yew]

where do i view stories

[crystal monolith]

bro

click on my pfp

[placid yew]

boring

[jagged spruce]

youre boring

okay

no

sorry

i was joking

😔

[placid yew]

but

you're true

[crystal monolith]

it is true

[jagged spruce]

Sophie

im gonna kick your ass

[crystal monolith]

bet

[jagged spruce]

OH?

[placid yew]

why are you gonna

kick your girlfriends ass

[crystal monolith]

Shes freaky like that

[jagged spruce]

shes forgetting to put our baby to sleep

[jagged spruce]

same

[crystal monolith]

oops

[placid yew]

what

since when did you have a child

???

[crystal monolith]

since like december

[placid yew]

WHAT

[crystal monolith]

you didnt know

[jagged spruce]

GUYS I SEND THE MOST FREAKY THING EVER

AND SHE ONLY SAW THAT

OH MY GOD

I CANT

[crystal monolith]

to me?

[jagged spruce]

YES?

[placid yew]

idk what you're talking abt

she's responding to my dms

[crystal monolith]

i know

anyways

im a teen mom

lowkey thought you knew

[jagged spruce]

simon how you didnt know that

lmao

[placid yew]

what

you're lying

[jagged spruce]

she has a child

[jagged spruce]

no im not

im so fucking fr

[placid yew]

no she doesnt

[placid yew]

so tell me why

she is responding to my dms

[jagged spruce]

who

soph?

idk

[crystal monolith]

im not

[jagged spruce]

shes teen mom

[placid yew]

nope

[crystal monolith]

yes?...

[jagged spruce]

yeah she is

[placid yew]

but she's a lisbon

[crystal monolith]

no im queer you idiot

[placid yew]

whats that

[crystal monolith]

that im just nothing but everything

anyways

i dated a dude before nadia

and well yk

[jagged spruce]

Yes, we talked about it for so long..thats such a hard topic

the same fact sophie is just a teenager..

[placid yew]

i dont know if you're

joking with me

or not

[crystal monolith]

im dead serious bro

[jagged spruce]

im not joking bro

im not joking about hard topics like this

[crystal monolith]

i just dont really share much about them cuz of privacy reasons

[placid yew]

uhm

[jagged spruce]

Yeah..

[crystal monolith]

anyways that was a mood killer

[placid yew]

im uh

perplexed

[crystal monolith]

valid

[jagged spruce]

The way how excited just disappeared

BUT LIKE

THATS OKAY

I understand everything so thats totally okay

im going play alone rn so idk

see yall in

uhm

3 hours?

[placid yew]

bye

[jagged spruce]

my friends wants me to go out

and take some air

[placid yew]

do that

[jagged spruce]

yeah

[placid yew]

ye

[placid yew]

is it like

uh

am i mentally sane

for watching sophies story at 1 am

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHAH

[placid yew]

ye im rly bored rn

so im going thru insta

IM NOT A STALKER

[jagged spruce]

I love the moment when im going to sleep with her i love you to me

and after that hugging my stuff animal and imagining thats her

[placid yew]

soon enough you wont have to imagine

trust

[jagged spruce]

I cant wait for this moment

[placid yew]

is it you flying to her

or vice versa

[jagged spruce]

Guys I cant handle it

guys

I need

tyler the creator

concert

in Poland

but

like

so close

I cant

[jagged spruce]

Billie edits w Polish songs are eating

[placid yew]

imagine that

but lebron...

🤤

absolute cinema

[jagged spruce]

I want to be with her right now.

Im feeling dizzy and weak

[placid yew]

maybe like

go to sleep

😔

[jagged spruce]

I have new song which i love to sibg

sing

omgmgmg

[placid yew]

it took me like

a minute to understand what it meant

thats lit tho

[solemn shell]

someone was in here and liked Tyler I think

[jagged spruce]

ME

ME

[solemn shell]

I GOT TICKERS

https://tenor.com/view/yippee-cat-gif-696604303596555012

[jagged spruce]

AGAIN?

[solemn shell]

NO I WAS GOING TO AND I ONLY JUST GOT THE KOENY

MONEY

[jagged spruce]

im crying

I also want

I was at concert

like

uhm

ig only one time

and I mean like concert my fav artist

[solemn shell]

which one

[solemn shell]

I cried too

Now I’m broke

🤧

[jagged spruce]

you dont know it, theyre from poland

and like

uhm for kids

actually

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHAH

[solemn shell]

58¢🤧🤧

That’s all I have

[crystal monolith]

Me core

[jagged spruce]

I want to be rich

tbh

[solemn shell]

same

[jagged spruce]

im getting excited so fast but rn that excited disspear

but thats totally okayy

Today one person wanted to play with me but I rejected her offer

oopsie

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/2-gif-7749019966943875056

[jagged spruce]

IM SCARED OF DARK

I NEED LIGHT

I NEED SOMEONE

I NEED

LIGHT

HERE IS SO BLAFK

I CANT EVEN SEE MY HANDS

im crashing out

im crying

but

no

i can’t

okay

bye

thats my statement

for this night

[placid yew]

bet

[jagged spruce]

I hate overthinking, I hate it

I started crying with stupid reason

why am I like this

I feel like I shouldn’t ask for any help

but i know, sometimes i have to

[jagged spruce]

im so afraid of dark rooms, I feel im getting panic attack

but

im gonna cover it somehow

were going to sleep

ogodnight

i need her

[placid yew]

gn gangalang

[jagged spruce]

Sometimes I cant call, thats why i want to spend time with her in different ways and I mean play fortnite or roblox just to be together

sigh

goodnight.

[jagged spruce]

I declined meeting my friends, and tomorrow they are going to another city without me

fuck yeah

woah

[placid yew]

woah

[jagged spruce]

im worried about her and myself so bad but i have to stop worrying abt myself

[jagged spruce]

I HAD BIG ASS CRASHOUT

LITERALLY

I CSNT

[jagged spruce]

my red eye is pmo

like so bad

always when I want to distract myself from something im playing gamess

but today i was playing almost full day

I distract myself? ofc not

[placid yew]

"wet hair"

#1 emotion

[jagged spruce]

IM GOING FOR JUSTYNA STECZKOWSKA CONCERTTTTT

IM SO EXCITEDDD

IM GONNA HEAR GAJA IRL

LIKE

OMG

LIVE

anddd

I love my spotify account

[jagged spruce]

if someone knows me, they know i love singing and be always around music, yesterday i got tickets for Steczkowska concert and im so excited and i started singing her songs. To be honest? I sounds so clean and professional hahah, i lowkey wanted to share it here because thats so random information and thats gonna be weird if i would text that to someone randomly so im doing it here

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/this-cat-dunk-basketball-caption-gif-10861554853538517470

[jagged spruce]

Thats crazy how one person just noticed smth is wrong because i typed smth differently

[placid yew]

spill the beans

[jagged spruce]

my friend randomly asked me how im doing now

thats nice of her

[jagged spruce]

Being honest, I dont feel good since monday and rn i said no for call because I cant call now unfortunately. I feel so bad with it

[jagged spruce]

that wasnt me

[placid yew]

spit yo shi cuh!!! 🗣️ 🗣️ 🗣️

(im talking abt bille eyelash not the caption)

[jagged spruce]

my girlfriend is asleep on call, im pretty bored hhha

im fighting to dont fall asleep rn

[jagged spruce]

I cant explain how much i love that song

[jagged spruce]

living in huge stress again.

I need to talk to someone but im gonna do it tomorrow ig

[jagged spruce]

Im playing comfort game in roblox and u can read here messages from people and that made me cry

[placid yew]

billie eyelash

[jagged spruce]

IM TRYING SO HARD TO HIT THIS NOTE IRL

[jagged spruce]

update:
I can do it. I have only problem with last part

[jagged spruce]

3 days. Shes not anwsering.

[placid yew]

who

[jagged spruce]

walking outside w tears in eyes.

thats look silly.

[jagged spruce]

She anwser. She was at hospital again. I started crying outside when i found out what happened

[jagged spruce]

TWO DIVAS OMGMGMGMGMG

MY TWO FAVS

[jagged spruce]

UGH I LOVE OLD POLISUH MUSIC

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[jagged spruce]

I love this movie omg.

[jagged spruce]

I PASSED MY EXAMSSSSS

[jagged spruce]

I want to move out from Poland so fast. I love that country but not the laws here.

[jagged spruce]

I love her

[jagged spruce]

Oh i forgot to add: I got 88% and 93%. I’m so proud of myself because i was writing them when i was at the lowest point in my life because that was in first days in June when the worst thing happened but right now i’m glad I passed them🤗.

[jagged spruce]

my favorite song about love from them

[jagged spruce]

@placid yew

[placid yew]

bro...

💔

[jagged spruce]

punishment corner

[placid yew]

thats a tw

[jagged spruce]

Please dont make me mad when school is coming because I literally want to throw myself out the window because my mom is pmo

[jagged spruce]

SHE LOVES ME

[jagged spruce]

Today i saw my friend in school, hes from ukraine and i was talking w him while eating my sandwich and he told me ,,bro such a nice sandwich can i get a bite?” and I gave him..he ate full sandwich

😭😭😭

THAT WAS SILLY

[placid yew]

oddly sounds like smt i'd do...

yeah...

oh yeah i did similar shi

https://tenor.com/view/atenção-gif-9368177966912710323

[jagged spruce]

well.

[placid yew]

who

uhm

nvm

[crystal monolith]

🤨

[placid yew]

what

[crystal monolith]

Nothing

[placid yew]

no, no

say it

[crystal monolith]

Nah

[placid yew]

do it

[crystal monolith]

No

[placid yew]

please

[crystal monolith]

Damn you begging?

But no

[placid yew]

no im asking nicely

[crystal monolith]

Mhm

[placid yew]

its factual

[jagged spruce]

My mom is getting mad at me bc i ate only one mini pizza today

wth

leave me alone

I wanted to eat more but the breaks in school are so fast and i didnt had time

GOODONIGHTTTT

[crystal monolith]

Yeah no I'm on her side

It's crazy how you're trying to tell me 'loose weight healthy' when you canr even do it yourself?

There is always time to get atlear a quick bite in break

And after school there is even more time

[jagged spruce]

I always eat normally, today I didn't feel like eating and I didn't feel hungry, so I simply didn't eat anything, but tomorrow I will eat normally as usual

Goodnight yall!!

[crystal monolith]

You definitely don't 'always eat normal'

[jagged spruce]

I have been eating normally for a long time

[crystal monolith]

Mhm

[placid yew]

woah

i am sensing a dis-agreement

[jagged spruce]

I’m so for real

[crystal monolith]

Sure

[crystal monolith]

Shut up

[placid yew]

ok sorry

[crystal monolith]

It's fine, just like wrong moment

[placid yew]

ig

[jagged spruce]

girl im so for real

[jagged spruce]

Today not in mood uhh

[jagged spruce]

MY FAV SONG FROM THAT ALBUM

[jagged spruce]

I LOVE THIS SONG

AND EDIT

AND PERSON

[jagged spruce]

I feel bad.

living in huge stress again

fuck yeah

i missed that

really

[jagged spruce]

I want to vent to her but thats not good time for that, im going watch for distract myself

[jagged spruce]

maybe next time

[jagged spruce]

i dont think i can cope with that

[jagged spruce]

Im trying to tell her that since yesterday and idk

yesterday i had dream where i was talking w her mom about it and i woke up at 3am with tears in eyes..

[jagged spruce]

I’m glad i end my last relationship so friendly, rn shes my friend and we are talking in school like normal people but we are judging each other for fun and calling names😭 I know her since kindergarten and im glad i have contact w her. Also we dont have contact like 24/7 hahah, we have only contact in school and sometimes shes gonna text me random thing

but sometimes shes pmo

[jagged spruce]

IM TEXTING WITH MY FRIEND SITUATIONSHIP

HELP ME

THATS SO SILLY

AND AWKWARD

[placid yew]

are you and sophie...?

[crystal monolith]

I dare you to finish that sentence

[jagged spruce]

REAL

[jagged spruce]

wdym

[placid yew]

idk man im really confused

[crystal monolith]

Broken up

[crystal monolith]

We're obviously not

[placid yew]

okay good

for you ofc

uh

yeah

👍

nadia did i show u the guitar i got

[jagged spruce]

NO

SHOW ME

[jagged spruce]

AAA

no we didnt

[placid yew]

gotta do it secretly cuz its super late

i should not be awake

and my door cant close

[jagged spruce]

show me that gorgeous guitar

[jagged spruce]

be careful

[jagged spruce]

HELL YEAH

[placid yew]

2 in 1 pic

lmao

[jagged spruce]

I always wanted to have

guitar

but my fingers are so short

😔

[placid yew]

so are mine

no excuses

[jagged spruce]

I remember i was playing billie song on electric guitar

but only intro

[jagged spruce]

you have to mentally prepare yourself for finger cramps then

[placid yew]

i played harp for 6 years

[jagged spruce]

Oooo

[jagged spruce]

dont want to say goodbyeeee

[placid yew]

are you safe?

[jagged spruce]

yes

they shoot them

[crystal monolith]

Dutch jets comes to save yall😋

That's me flying them🤗

[jagged spruce]

YESSS

ig theyre from eindhoven

but im not sure

[jagged spruce]

why you didnt visit warsaw

or me

[crystal monolith]

Girl say the words and il make sure I'm there soon😭

Like genuinly the day I know we can meet my dad will make sure il get there

[crystal monolith]

Could definitely be possible

[jagged spruce]

screaming

MY SHAYLA

(amsterdam on the left)

[jagged spruce]

unpopular opinion: i love when shes sleeping on facetime, thats so cute oh my god

[jagged spruce]

me with calls.

[placid yew]

its 1 die and plural dice

:)

[jagged spruce]

tomorrow i have a lot to study, im gonna be offline for such a long time..idk i want to rest my body and brain bc i have full day of studying but im a survivor i never give up

[placid yew]

i do too, 8 and a quarter hours straight of school but i believe u can do this

gn

[jagged spruce]

I have to do it so i dont have any choices

[jagged spruce]

gnn

[jagged spruce]

I feel horrible idk

[jagged spruce]

my dream shoes!!

[jagged spruce]

I lowkey want to change my style

but im too lazy

[placid yew]

how ya doin @jagged spruce

[jagged spruce]

im good

studying

but lowkey

bored

wbu @placid yew

lick

[placid yew]

bad but

no one cares so

we ball

[jagged spruce]

huh why

bitch

[placid yew]

what

HMMM?

[jagged spruce]

I WANTED TO SEND LINK

[placid yew]

HAHA

[placid yew]

brochacho...

[placid yew]

@jagged spruce NADIAAAA

[jagged spruce]

SIMOOOOOONNNNNN

[placid yew]

GUESS WHAT

OMG IM

AAAH

[jagged spruce]

YOU WHAT

[jagged spruce]

WHAT

[placid yew]

I HAVE A CHANCE W

A GIRL I LIKE

[jagged spruce]

OMGGG

HELL YEAH

IM SO PROUD OF YOUUU

[placid yew]

TYYY

[jagged spruce]

ig these shoes costs 141 euros

but my mom got them so much cheaper

[jagged spruce]

I feel so weird tbh, I only feel comfortable when im talking with someone parents, literally. I can talk with my friends parents normally and i feel so accepted but when im going to home I’m feeling like im not accepted, im not 18 yet.. I reall want to get out from here and also huge stress is pressing on me so thats making me weak and crying all the time.

[placid yew]

i was wrong btw.

[jagged spruce]

idk why but im starting to feel scared ask for help

[jagged spruce]

huh why

[placid yew]

didnt work out in the end for a reason.

[jagged spruce]

today my friend almost killed me on school break, she started choking me from my back, i was punching her arm to stop but she didnt when she stopped i was trying to catch breathe bc i couldnt, the same fact that was in the morning so i didnt ate breakfast yet so i felt dizzy for full day but i ate breakfast later so yeah i feel better rn

[placid yew]

did you beat her ass

[jagged spruce]

I grabbed her by the neck and pressed her against the wall

[placid yew]

HELL YEAH

🤑

deserved

[jagged spruce]

My body is not tea anymore, so i want to change something in my life: I want to eat less sweets and drink more water, maybe in free days just walking? i dont know we will see if im gonna be mentally ready to go somewhere bc rn im feeling pretty down

[placid yew]

do smt you like to chear up

[jagged spruce]

im in heaven

[jagged spruce]

my teachers are trying to kill me or what

i have a full week of tests next week

I dont have time for myself

[jagged spruce]

I’m starting to feel uncomfortable when someone is touching my neck. I’m getting scared what if someone want to choke me or something..

[jagged spruce]

YAYAYAYA I SAW HER HIHIHIHIHIHIHIH

I feel better

[placid yew]

ptsd nadia

[jagged spruce]

real

[placid yew]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1387609614639698081/1391356739827400805/cat2-1.gif

[jagged spruce]

Always when i have problems about something i have dreams where im talking with her mom(my gf) im always waking up so quickly with tears in eyes..i dont know what can mean but her mom is so helpful in these dreams literally.

[jagged spruce]

im crying like stupid baby

im starting dont handle pressure on me

[jagged spruce]

I love topics about ghosts

[placid yew]

whats ts

[jagged spruce]

MY FAV HORROR UNIVERSEEE

[placid yew]

damn

[jagged spruce]

@placid yew

oh hello

[placid yew]

its true

jo told me its u

[jagged spruce]

…..

BTW YK

SERVER

IS NOT WORKING FOR ME

like

its not loading for me

[placid yew]

show me what happens when u join

[jagged spruce]

nvm its working

[placid yew]

wanna play together

[jagged spruce]

I have to study german soon

[placid yew]

oh

good luck

[jagged spruce]

I feel so bad..

please no one notice

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-smile-cat-smile-cute-kitty-gif-5058119688631425935

[jagged spruce]

the sirens again

please leave my country alone

[placid yew]

what sirens

twin what sirens

[jagged spruce]

yk what sirens

but we are not in war yet

[placid yew]

air raid?

oh

[jagged spruce]

and hope so we are not gonna

[placid yew]

i had those all my life i can help u

[jagged spruce]

russia would be so dumb if theyre gonna attack us tbh

[short sun]

The conjuring was so peak..

[jagged spruce]

I LOVE CONJURING

RAHHH

BTW WELCOME TO MY SILLY JOURNAL

[jagged spruce]

My dream concert just got canceled fantastic, thats why i hate asking for any concerts

lowkey sad

but oh well

[jagged spruce]

MY FAV PERFOMANCE UGH

im crying😭😭

[placid yew]

the typa shi i hear in my dreams

or delusions

i lowkey forgot

[jagged spruce]

today i tried to hit these notes and i did it, im so proud of myslef

myself

[jagged spruce]

im crying like totally bitch

[jagged spruce]

Finally sleep omg

[jagged spruce]

I LOVE POLISH FANDOMS SOMETIMES

[jagged spruce]

yesterday i stayed up till 2am

I feel like zombie

I look like zombie

but i did it for her, for her safety

Im so proud of myself

but also when i was telling her im going to her

i typed word ,argument’ instead of ,sleeping’

i was SO tired

my eyes was half open

BUT STILL

I DID ITTTT

AND IM SO HAPPY

[jagged spruce]

I know my girlfriend planned our wedding but if we are gonna get married again after life im gonna pick this song

I feel like in heaven

that song is making me cry every

time

[jagged spruce]

the best gift for my birthday

Im so lucky to be her girlfriend

I love her so much

[jagged spruce]

SMASH

[jagged spruce]

I love the way how i can tell her everythinggg

[jagged spruce]

My friends was so excited to see me, they didnt saw me for maybe one month? they was so excited oh my god

thats was crazy

but cute

[jagged spruce]

start of the day i got judged by my mom and she wanted to make me feel worse so she told that out loud to my stepdad

[jagged spruce]

FINALLY OH GOD

[jagged spruce]

who I am?

[placid yew]

nadia

[jagged spruce]

ikr

[placid yew]

im so smart

😊

[jagged spruce]

AAAAH

NITRO FOR 3 DAYS

FURE

FIRE

[placid yew]

i think im seeing a pattern here

[jagged spruce]

I LOVE PRACTICE THIS SONG ON MY DRUM PAD

[jagged spruce]

[jagged spruce]

I want to see her so bad

[placid yew]

WHAT THE HELL

[jagged spruce]

I cant explain how much I love when shes asleep on call with me, I can see shes feels so safe and comfortable with me and that makes my heart melt asf. I feel bad bc i have strict parents and I cant stay on call full night, but atleast im with her how long I can🫶🫶

even if we are not on call, im hugging her mentally always

I cant wait to meet her when im gonna be 18 years old, I know thats a long time but waiting for person which i love is learning me patience and real love

I also have to coming out but im not ready yet, I dont want to speedrun this process im still not ready for this, but i hope one day if im gonna be more mature and motivated im gonna do it

but still I need time, no one gets me why thats taking me so long but I hope my girlfriend knows why. I really need time for mature things like this.

For someone that can be so easy, for someone else that can be so hard

in my home i never express my feelings and emotions. I always have to be this normal and happy kid without any problems.

I remember when my mom took my phone and she go through my messages and contacts, she was reading everything then she came in to my room and she screamed at me: ,.Youre lesbian?!”

I was like ,,nooo”

Shes always asking me about boyfriend..when i know my gf is texting me cute things

well

I just need to grow up to some things, clean my mind from everything and just be more mature for more experience

Thanks. Nadss out.

[placid yew]

i believe in u

you can do this

[jagged spruce]

F-35 from Norway and The Netherlands are controlling Poland air space today

[crystal monolith]

Shit my bad😔

[jagged spruce]

You can throw present im gonna catch it

[jagged spruce]

• Norway got a special mission, i dont know what about The Netherlands but still, they’re controlling and theyre ready to shut down russian drones if theyre gonna show again in our air space

And we got communicaton 10 hours ago, The Netherlands helped Poland

Yaaay

Maybe no one gets me why im writing about, I’m interested in history and when every war what happened to Poland, no one helped us

We helped everyone, no one helped us

Thats why I feel like ,,OMGGG THEY HELPEDD USSS”

[crystal monolith]

Bet!

[jagged spruce]

Yaaay

[jagged spruce]

I started watching new horror on netflix..thats lowkey disturbing

but im gonna watch it later

[jagged spruce]

thats called: Monster: The Ed Gein Story

if you dont like topics like ⚠️ ||nak3d bodîes, s3x, abūs1ng, disturb1ng scenes, k1lling|| ⚠️

I don’t recommend

and its based on true story

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/free-smiley-faces-de-emoji-gif-16210169

cool

[jagged spruce]

I want to see her so bad but i know I cant right now..

[inland cliff]

Omg this is giving me twin

[jagged spruce]

HEYY WELCOME TO MY SILLY JOURNAL ABT EVERYTHING

[jagged spruce]

I love energy drinks so bad

[inland cliff]

HEHHH SO NICEE

[inland cliff]

FRRR

its what i live on

[jagged spruce]

REAAAL

[inland cliff]

LIKE DONT TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME

i need it to function

[jagged spruce]

IN MY COUNTRY THEYRE BANNED FOR MY AGE.

BUT IM STILL GETTING THEM

IDK HOW

[jagged spruce]

so fucking real

which is ur fav

energy drink

[inland cliff]

REDBULL 😭

[inland cliff]

OH LOL

[jagged spruce]

OH HELLY YEAAAH

[inland cliff]

I LOVE WHOEVER CREATED THEM 😋

its so yuhhhm

[jagged spruce]

My favs are black mojito

and s3x dragon

but I can drink

every

E. V. E. R. Y.

[jagged spruce]

Thanks god for making redbulls

🙏🏻🙏🏻

[inland cliff]

OOOOOO i like coconutt WELL I ALWAYS CHANGE WHAT I LIKE SOMETHING ITS YELLOWWW

[inland cliff]

YESS

[jagged spruce]

OEEEH

[inland cliff]

yes pls like gemme all

[jagged spruce]

I NEVER SAW COCONUT

[inland cliff]

idm

OHH

its so nice

[jagged spruce]

my birthday gift: energy drinks

[inland cliff]

ID BE HAPPY EVEN IF I GOT ONE FOR MY BDAY

😋

[jagged spruce]

MY BIRTHDAY ARE SO CLOSE

SO LETS HOPE

[inland cliff]

OOO

WHENS UR BDAY

[jagged spruce]

SO SOON

18 OCTOBER

[inland cliff]

OOOO ITS SO CLOSEEEE

HAPPY EARLY BDYAYAY

[jagged spruce]

THANK YOUUUU

im gonna be officially 16 years old

damn im old

and next year 17

[inland cliff]

ooooo

i turned 17 this year 😭

[placid yew]

HELL YEAH

wow im a conversation killer

[jagged spruce]

When i dont have someone to talk to about things which i dont want to talk

im talking to myself

[jagged spruce]

No youre not

just topic ended

[crystal monolith]

Spoiler: you won't get one from me

[jagged spruce]

im sad

crying

[crystal monolith]

You really are old asf🫶🏻

I like older women so it's okey

[jagged spruce]

OH EXCUSE ME?

[crystal monolith]

BHAHAHAGA

[jagged spruce]

O OKAY

[crystal monolith]

I Love you😋

[jagged spruce]

THATS GOOD

[crystal monolith]

I know right

[jagged spruce]

I love youu too😛😛

[jagged spruce]

why you prefer old womens?

[placid yew]

lmao

[jagged spruce]

[jagged spruce]

IKR?

[crystal monolith]

Cuz it's you

[jagged spruce]

IM CRYING

[crystal monolith]

I've already gotten more along with older people

[placid yew]

goated

[crystal monolith]

I'm hearing that I shouldn't ship my present your way

That's okey

Saves me money🤗

[jagged spruce]

Good anwser you pass test

[crystal monolith]

😋

[jagged spruce]

WAIT WHAT

WEEEEEE

STROOPWAFELSSS

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Cyberbullying!

[placid yew]

stroopwaffles look tasty as fuck

ngl

[jagged spruce]

THEYRE

TASTY

ASF

my friend was in amsterdam and she bought one for me

omg

[placid yew]

but i cant buy them

[jagged spruce]

I feel like in heaven

AND THAT WAS

STROOPWAFEL

XXL

[placid yew]

wowzers

[crystal monolith]

Who says you're getting those?

[jagged spruce]

….

…..

okay

i see how it is

im going to eat cheap version

bye

[crystal monolith]

I ate em

[crystal monolith]

Imagine

L

[jagged spruce]

Kurw

a

[jagged spruce]

…

valid

just tell me in my face i dont deserve them😖💔😖💔😖💔😖💔😖💔😖😭😖😭😖😭😖😭😖😭😖💔😔😔😔

[crystal monolith]

You don't deserve them❤️

[jagged spruce]

I see how it is

[placid yew]

fuck the stroopwaffle

look at that lamp

[crystal monolith]

Shit I want one

[placid yew]

omg

[jagged spruce]

you ate them

[crystal monolith]

Imma open your package for one

[jagged spruce]

too late

L

[jagged spruce]

OH?

go on

you can eat full

[crystal monolith]

HELP

[jagged spruce]

bc i dont deserve them

[crystal monolith]

No

[jagged spruce]

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

@crystal monolith

crying in pillow

Go ahead and break my heart again

[crystal monolith]

HEL0

[crystal monolith]

Okey wow I see how it is

I'm mad now

[jagged spruce]

NO

HELP

[crystal monolith]

Imma block you

Bye

[jagged spruce]

OH?

NO

[crystal monolith]

🖕

[jagged spruce]

NO

[jagged spruce]

WANN SEE SCREENSHOT?

[crystal monolith]

and that's the moment they broke up

🤗

[crystal monolith]

Of what?

[jagged spruce]

your middle finger in air

.

[crystal monolith]

HAHAHAHA

🫶🏻

I'm cold

Come over

[jagged spruce]

I wish

I wish

[crystal monolith]

NHAHAHAGAGA

I WAS SO HOPING YOUD TAKE A SS

[jagged spruce]

sxaclty

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHAHAHA

im your paparazzi

yk

hard j*b

[jagged spruce]

GIRL THAT WAS OBVIOUS IM GONNA TAKE SS

[crystal monolith]

HAHAHA

[jagged spruce]

I HAVE 3 OF THIS

I want to be asleep on call

thats my statement for today

sophie

left me

for

stroopwafels

so rn im not important

bc of stroopwafels

mhm

[crystal monolith]

Stroopwafels are peak

[jagged spruce]

I NEED THEM

[crystal monolith]

Stroopwafels
Parents
Nadia

🤗

[jagged spruce]

IM TOP 3

AND THE LAST ONE

OH WOAH

[jagged spruce]

When im gonna visit the netherlands

im going for stroopwafels first

idc

you have to wait for me bbg

[crystal monolith]

WHAR

No way

Il be picking you up from the airport

With stroopwafels

[jagged spruce]

im top 3

first u

for you

and the last one

so idk

💔💔💔

😔😔

[jagged spruce]

im scared of planes

so goodluck

youre gonna see me traumatize

[crystal monolith]

BHAHAHA

Girl

[jagged spruce]

Giro

[crystal monolith]

Planes are awesome

[jagged spruce]

thats gonna be my first time

and not only on the plane

im gonna be asleep soob

soon

duck no

fuck no

soph how is duck in polish

my gf hates me(shes doing smth for sure) she left me for 12 years(2 minutes)

I wanted to call her

Sophie

[crystal monolith]

Uhm

[crystal monolith]

😔

[jagged spruce]

Sophie

😔

[jagged spruce]

I see my childhood friend reposts on tiktok and i feel so like wtf

bro literally watched a tiktok when girl is kissing her cat and he commented that like: stop giving him bacteria, go and make me lunch