#Nadss journal!!
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Today she sent me a very cute message which just made me cry like a baby oh myy, I really love her so so much and the way how she makes me feel loved🥹🥹
I forgot my school is very homophobic, I have 50/50 to be beat up

whoopsie
if someone from school is gonna tell it
I know im gonna be so cooked
and beat up
and everything the worse
BUT
I dont care
YOURS TOO?!
Yeah literally every person in my school hates lgbtq community
there was this bi kid in my school
on his FIRST DAY
he got chased by a swarmed of like 50 kids
OH
they chased him all day bruh
he's in my class
thanks God
but his first few days were brutal af
I get it..but good hes okay
ooo
i had my own drama during that time too so ye
-# what ion means-
its slang for i dont
noted
it aight
damn...
idk what to say
it never happened to me so...
well technically it DID
but only by like 3 mfs
but like I dont care? if im gonna be beat up
idk
I was bullied in primary school too
so
I lowkey know
how it is
exactly
one girl just push me and started choking me in front of my mentor teacher
she didnt react
lmao
nah nah nah
if u wanna talk about it
go ahead
i have no problem with tryna figure out smt
What's something you've never done but would like to try?
I always wanted to dive in deep sea with this huge bottle with air
I love exploring areas like this
I bought special mask to dive in and I can breathe underwater
Ooo why tanzania
went on a 🔥 trip
🔥🔥🔥
we was also in zanzibar
what do you think about diving in deep seass?
sounds fun lowkey
i love diving
i actually went snorkle diving in tanzania!!
NEXT TOPIC!!!
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If you had to live in a movie for a week, which movie would you choose?
minecraft movie 🤑
Conjuring
What's something you've failed at but learned a lot from?
Mean girls
well hello there
Hello
we wait for nadia to answer for next topic
Valid
sorry
i was
watching
sophs snap
all good
everything
What's the best piece of advice you've ever received?
lmao
Idk
ANSWER THE DAMN QUESTION!!! 
Real
playboi carti my goat.... 🤤
Huh
I know
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What's a personal rule you never break?
uh
Stay true to yourself
idk tbh
idk
Dont keep everything in yourself
im always telling how i feel
if im not
never interact with makeup ever again
im still gonna say ir
idfk
LMAO
If you could be an Olympian, what sport would you compete in?
high jump
Field hockey
.topic
What's the most important thing you're working on right now?
Myself
i aint doing anything rn
Lame
I LOVE THIS SONG
OKAY BRO
Real
YES
OMGGG
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If you could start your own charity, what would it focus on?
Mental health by children
charity for ppl affected by war
vbucks
What's the best advice you've ever been given?
NAH
uh
If you could instantly become an expert in something, what would it be?
Everything that comes with trauma
YES
how to launder money
or commit fraud
We remember 🫡🇵🇱
what happen
On August 1, 1944, war broke out in Warsaw, it's worth reading about it, I encourage you to read it if you are interested in history.
oh ik abt the war
ze warsaw uprising
those stinky soviets intentionally caused the loss of the uprising
I feel pretty down now..I dont know, im gonna play something
My friend broke up with boyfriend and rn shes not feeling well..she send us a a huge long message about how she feel all the time..im reading this with tears..
Oh my god
and in moments like this I cant help fuck
aw man...
wtf
wrong flag bro
what wat if i may ask
im just type of jealous girl
speakin of family
my cousin called me a "strong and indepedent woman"
BHAHAHAHA
That's it's so real ngl
NO ITS NOT!!!!!
But it's also true
Why mom is always ruining my mood
ugh
today i felt pretty good
and rn
boom
she want to have control about everything
mom im 16 this year
im not a kid anynome
anymore
everyone from my friends are making the best memories ever + theyre young than me
theyre exploring cities and everything
also me
sitting in closed room playing games bc i cant be with them
you young af
we still got our entire life ahead of us
bc my mom is saying no
Yeah but what im gonna say my future kids?
Yess son i was playing fortnite full childhood?
im not doing anything exciting in my lige
life
sure
you still have stuff to do
of course not
AND
you're still figuring stuff out
you already have a goal, no?
visiting sophie
or vice versa
thats my goal
but I have to stupid 18 years old
because my mom dont want let me go
to diffrent city
so what shes gonna say about different country
my life is boring
huh
Today im going for bday party to diffrent city
and she want to know everything
loterall
literally
shes pmo
no
cuz i got like
a bus card
can use to travel anywhere in the country
why doesnt ur mom allow u?
thats lit
but i have it
thats too much
bro im 16
I feel like im 9
fair
ye my mom doesnt even know i go outside most of the time
😔
well uhm
maybe tell her? @jagged spruce
she's gonna get mad at u asking about it?
I cant wait to be 18 and finally go to the psychologist and having freedom
yes
you havent had a psychologist
like
ever?
never
long story
its alright if u dcont wanna share
I was in toxic relationships before
1: he wasn’t carrying about me
2: same as 1
3: she forgot abt our relationship
4: She was ignoring me asf
5: She was so nice but toxic and broke up with me bc i cried on her shoulder lmao
6: a boy who only wanted ||have kids w me, think abt sex and touching me yk where||
7: my first healthy relationship with my gf :3
im shaky asf
what the hell
fuck no
u good?
ye
thats lit
breathe in 5 seconds, hold it in another 5, and then breathe out for 5
||I have curious question for her but im scared im gonna make her uncomfortable or mad or idk, maybe she dont want to share it with me. I should stay quiet||
communication's important, if you think it'll make her feel uncomfortable, just ask her if that specific topic is okay
better no today, she has good mood
check her journal
ion think she's uh
yk
I saw it, rn I feel bad cuz i typed about one thing
c o m m u n i c a t i o n
or just wait for tmr
YES
YK
IM HAPPY I TELL HER ABOUT IT
BUT
I FEEL BAD BECAUSE
these things which she texted on journal yk
listen bro
she WANTS to hear your story
right
ye
I got update about my friend, holding tears.
I typed to her mom in Polish because she was using google translate to communicate with her friend
because her mom is polish, shes polish tho
I started crying like a baby ugh
goodnight yall
sleepwell
||i got panic attack but im gonna try to sleep to cover it||
||im so worried abt my friend, the fact shes one of the most close ones||
||I need my girlfriend here with me, I need someone who I can cry on shoulder and comfort me or just hugging..I need my girlfriend be with me right now||
Next day without my friend: I couldn’t sleep but somehow i did it, I dont have any motivation to get up from bed, my mom could heard me crying this night because i was so loud..having hope shes not, I want turn back time and be with her on vc
I feel weak so bad but im waiting for next information from her mom
im looking on discord every second for informations
ugh
But I dont want to look like weak
lets be nadss again
😈
u feelin better now?
Yess, I played with my girlfriend and that game just improved my mood
niceeee!!!
im also doing pretty good ngl
no way bro is asleep
btw
you get like uhm
timed after 5th ping
i think
in same message
i think
.
@placid yew
@placid yew
@placid yew
@placid yew
simon
i see youre online
@placid yew
HES ALIVE
@placid yew
SIMON
@placid yew
SIMON
@placid yew
AH
WHAT DO U WANT
what do guys do on a daily basis
WE CANT SLEEP WITHOUT ANWSERR
respond to my message bro
uh
wake up (optional)
eat (optional)
uh
so real
autism for 12 hours
are yall like this boring tho?
eat (optional)
cinema
shower (optional for stinky)
but what arw you doing when youre bored
music or autism
like uh
i made this
wait
idk what to tell u bro
omg
why
bored
i also
it was so cool i had a whole dr
ew never
just
uhm
nothign
you dont wanna know
stop being mean
SAY WHY
ARE YOU THE SHABAK AGENT WATCHING ME
ew hell nah
id rather watch my gf dw
ye u prolly into that aint u
i mostly do the same thing
all day
OH
and theres going to sleep ofc
(optional)
real
no
oh my god
NADIA
yes
you sure youre not doing smth more?
DONT YELL AT MY GIRLFRIEND
did u know ur gf was with me on my first sll nighter
STOP REACHING HELP HAHAHAHA
that was your first even full nighter?
only?🤨
real
only three times a day
GIRL STOP HAHAHA
hold up
nadia.
i gotta
stop.
proccess this
youre gonna get banned
NO DONT
OH
YOU DONT WANT TO
AH HELL NAH
…
Yaaay!
lame
nothing
oh damn
why u ask
why
HOW
how will i be 19
being born 3 years earlier?....
die
do NOT ping me with weird shi again
PLEASE
imma ping staff
i so will dont worry
no
yes
am i js

send to nadia
😔
instantgram
why

so that i can send you stupid videos
ok
im funny i promise
BET
i so am
@backcraft7
follow me back
hell nah
are u gonna stalk me
yes
why
why not
ok
dry ahh
oh
ew
ignore the first video
french
spill the tea
im scared
wlw!!!!
nice
winners love winning!!!!!
wlw
i am wlw
u love winning!!!
i defintely do
EXACTLY
I DON’T WANNA BE FRENCH 🇧🇬
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I love winning
all three of us are true wlw
winners love winning!
BHHAHAHAHA
My friend woke up from coma, she didn’t forget about us..Thanks goood. That was 3 days in stress and crying a lot. I hope shes gonna feel better
Shes pretty like this song
The way how i was feeling down yesterday and I had to call her because I couldnt handle it, if im randomly calling someone, im always having a reason for that. She listened to me but i didnt had any power to talking. We stayed on call for 15 minutes in silent because I just wanted to be with her in that moment..after 15 mins I had to hang up..I couldn’t handle it and i was crying so fucking loud and I didnt wanted her to listen me in that state..her voice when she asked me if im okay..I said i dont think so but my voice was breaking up every single word..when we was in silent i was making noises from crying and catching breath..
But right now I feel better, my friend woke up from coma at 12am this night 🫂 im so happyyy I cant wait to see her on voice chat again
I wanted to say thank you to her mom and she anwser me like this
Sorry I had to translate, we are both polish
i wonder what they are up to these days
Sapnap is a co-owner of NRG Esports
Karl is still in mr beast crew
i see
my mom just told me im fat and I shouldn’t eat that much
i literally ate today 2 toasts and soup
woah

idk
thats lit
what happened
nah im just
lonely
and i keep getting envious when i see stable relationships online
did i go too far
This but with people who don't have distance
we all got our problems
😭
real
bro calls atleast 2 years soon
BRO 2 YEARS
it will be more tho
bro thats cuz you dont have a girl
I HAVE A GIRL
BUT JUST NOT HERE
ye but
you'll have it
stay dedicated
reminds me of an abbreviation
shush
me with you btw
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS
ANOTHER WIN FOR THE DEPRESSED AND LONELY

so real
its a lesbian joke bro
lesbanana
winners love winning is a term we use when a hot girl has the tag wlw i her video
whatever bro
exactly
im not a lesiban
type wlw on tiktok
eeeeeeeeh
i dont think i will
the shi on tiktok
absolutely horrifies me
epik
valid
cap
u dont like readin?
i like reading
so why cap

it has no mention against homosexuals
i think
let me check
you think thats the only thing i care about?....
okay i checked
uhm
its KINDA mentioned
yeah exactly.
but whats the second problem
the qur'an
the extreme shit
whats that..
muslim holy book
oh
honestly dont wanna argue or sum about it cuz i dont have the stuff straight. i just know that thats not something i enjoy reading
nah i know what you're talking abt
im not muslim so its not something i'd get offended about
we can move topics
.topic
What's your favorite way to spend a weekend?
oh im not scared to offend, i just prefer to talk about it when i can actually provide and back my stuff up
idk
fortnjte
fair fair
uh
i dont do anything on weekends these days
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What's the most impactful thing you've learned in the last year?
idk
hmm
that some people will hate me just for what i am
probably to not trust people
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What's one thing you've learned that most people don’t know?
probably loads about poletics and war
pollitics
im not learning
😔
.topic
What's the most meaningful project you've worked on?
probably my calculators
and writing
Well im still working on it w my friend
the one i did for my art class about mental heath awerness
.topic
If you could have witnessed any invention being created, which one would it be?
fortnite
gonna refrain from this
SOPHIE I SEE YOU
honestly a lot, but i think mostly athom bombs
What's something you've always wanted to say but haven't?
nah
theres a reason i havent said them
i'd get banned 😭
cuz trust me if i could i would
REAL
…
today i was thinking abt it
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If you could be guaranteed one thing in life (besides money), what would it be?
that i dont ||kms||
lives so close to my gf
life doesnt have any guarentees so idk
IF
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What's the best gift you've ever given or received?
its in the GOD DAMN QUESTION
letter and flowersss
and kisses
my pc but it was a semi gift
fuck yeah
as i paid partly for it
a rose
why would u want flowers
.topic
What's the most daring thing you've ever done?
flowers are pretty
daring in whos eyes
because i dried them up, and they hold special meaning
yeah but so are many other things
idk honestly
yeah but its more about sentimental worth
What's the best way to learn something new?
dont know
not every gift has to be shiny and expensive
i wish to know
ya ik
with good people around you that dont hate you when you asked once too many questions
(me with work)
.topic
What's your favorite tradition or holiday?
summer break
YOM KIPUR
and new year eve
probbaly the christmass dinners at my grandparents
.topic
What's the best way to learn something new?
If you could have one hour to speak with someone who has passed away, who would it be and what would you discuss?
my grandpa and
how to improve my life
AMY WHINEHOUSE
my grandpa tho
O REAL
SEE
If you could create a new holiday, what would it celebrate?
free trip day
idk
just increase mens mental health month
.topic
What's the best thing about the place you live?
nothing
nothing
probably nature
.topic
What's your favorite app and why?
discord
tiktok
o real
maybe instagram
cuz i diss people on my storys
and then they get mad
which is funny
bro dont even react to tiktok which im sending
What's the best thing you've learned from a friend?
to not trust them fully
idk
just wait and everything is gonna be fine
.topic
What's a talent you wish you had?
singing
to program
draw
but like i wanna get better
aaa in this way
.topic
What's the most inspiring book or article you've read?
dagboek van anne frank
read a bunch of stuff
bad thinking diary
yes?
on holocaust memorial day
damn
we have 2 memorial days
the national one
and the international one
but nobody give a fuck about the international one
ONWARDS
.topic
What's the most meaningful project you've worked on?
What's something you've always wanted to learn more about?
crazy
we have 2 too
idkkkk
one of may 4th its the day that we got like free from germans
hurrayy!!!!
but this is like different for each city. so mine celebrates it like a week earlier
and than we have may 5th which is for all the fallen soldiers

yeah that seems like a good plan
thats nothing compared to other stuff
