Nadss journal!!

[jagged spruce]

…

my friend told you?

[solemn shell]

I want to see her again..
I think there’s rumours going on about a new album coming called red part 2?

She’s prolly going go on tour again I hope so tho

[jagged spruce]

sameee

maybe im gonna be 18

[solemn shell]

I have a sleep disorder anyways so relatable

Thank you bookie 💃🏻💅🏻

[jagged spruce]

im getting confused when sophie is typing

cuz i have two here rn

oh my

hahahah

[solemn shell]

I’m 18 next year😀

[jagged spruce]

im 18 in two years

I have bday in october so im gonna be 16

[solemn shell]

I’m 17 this month

😀

I’m scared bru

[jagged spruce]

when you have bday?

[solemn shell]

25th of July

Same day as my dawg

[jagged spruce]

Oooo

[solemn shell]

This da dawg

[jagged spruce]

AWWWHHHHHHGGG

HOW CUTEEEEE

[solemn shell]

Her names Savannah

[jagged spruce]

thats my doggiee

[jagged spruce]

CUTEEEE

[solemn shell]

She’s got alapicea

I can’t spell it

[jagged spruce]

whats that?

[solemn shell]

but only on her brown spots-

[solemn shell]

Hair loss

[jagged spruce]

Oh

but shes okay?

My dad told me to do breakfast for myself

ugh

brb

[crystal monolith]

Told me what?

[crystal monolith]

It's definitely fake, billie has said it herself sadly

[jagged spruce]

she wasnt told you?

[crystal monolith]

She will probably do a festival tour!

[crystal monolith]

TOLD ME WHAT?

[jagged spruce]

HOW I ACTED YESTERDAY?

[crystal monolith]

NO

[jagged spruce]

so you dobt know abt car

which almost hit me

good

[placid yew]

am i hallucinating

im seeing 2 sophies

wth

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHAHAHA

I HAD THE SAME REACTION

[solemn shell]

Finneas said that there’s a new album dropping

[placid yew]

OH

its two people

[solemn shell]

What’s good gang🙏🏻

[placid yew]

whus good

🙏

anyways

[solemn shell]

hope she’s coming to Perth

[placid yew]

check out this eziskieli w

[crystal monolith]

I heard about that

[solemn shell]

Or im gonna sell her dawgs paw pics

[placid yew]

muhahahahaha

[jagged spruce]

oops..

[crystal monolith]

Yess but no dubble album

[solemn shell]

Ya

[jagged spruce]

Gooddd

[solemn shell]

Dubble?

[crystal monolith]

Yes, no red album basically

[placid yew]

double

[crystal monolith]

Same thing

[solemn shell]

fawk

[placid yew]

no its not

[crystal monolith]

Yes it is

[placid yew]

no it is not

[crystal monolith]

Shut up🫶🏻

[jagged spruce]

guys I cant explain how much i love coffee

[placid yew]

ok

[crystal monolith]

Girl stop this addiction

[solemn shell]

people were also saying it’s related to ilomilo

[jagged spruce]

im only drinking for 2 days

so dw

[crystal monolith]

Yeahh that's the double album theory

[crystal monolith]

😭

[placid yew]

@jagged spruce yk what pisses me off?

this stupid country has inflated ass prices

for pc parts

[jagged spruce]

what

[jagged spruce]

OH?

[placid yew]

i have to spend like a third or fourth of the budget

on taxes and shi

[solemn shell]

my autism?..
Dam ?
And im ginger?..
Double dam
(I’m joking)

[solemn shell]

Same here

[placid yew]

autism?

[crystal monolith]

You're ginger?

[placid yew]

yo thats crazy

[solemn shell]

It’s a joke🙏🏻

[solemn shell]

Yes

Natural ginger

[placid yew]

you should check out my patterns

https://discord.com/channels/662341325353385985/1389948884104642581

[crystal monolith]

Oehhhh

[solemn shell]

I dyed my hair red

[crystal monolith]

I ALSO DID

[solemn shell]

REALLY??

[crystal monolith]

YESS

IM GONNA DO IT AGAIN NEXT WEEK

I miss the red😔

[jagged spruce]

oh my goodness two sophies and both dyed hair red

hallucinating

[crystal monolith]

Hihihi

[jagged spruce]

I have double vision

[crystal monolith]

Rip

You need new glasses

[jagged spruce]

hello doctor i have problem i see two sophies

idk whats happening

[crystal monolith]

Sophies are just the best human kind

[jagged spruce]

I like one sophie

[solemn shell]

I DID MINE LAST WEEK AHAHAH

[solemn shell]

dam..
One Sophie 💔

[placid yew]

is that a wireless 40% keyboard

[solemn shell]

Wellll depends

[placid yew]

60%*

[solemn shell]

I see wire

[jagged spruce]

60

[placid yew]

typo

[jagged spruce]

my fav one

tbh

[placid yew]

if its wireless

im gonna crashout

[solemn shell]

WHERE IS THE WITE COMING FROM

[placid yew]

thank god

60% tho

a ton of bullshit

[jagged spruce]

I LOVE 60

I had like normal keyboard before

but

ugh

no

btw sorry for dust

on photo

im too lazy

[placid yew]

weirdo

[jagged spruce]

I prefer to be weirdo

hahaha

[placid yew]

yk who also is a weirdo?

my german friend

[jagged spruce]

oops

why

[solemn shell]

Who is German

[solemn shell]

Are they in here?

Wer ist der Deutsche? Ich lerne Deutsch für meine Großmutter

Ich bin Australier, aber ich lerne

[placid yew]

no

[solemn shell]

Sono anche italiano ma sto imparando di nuovo per mio nonno💃🏻

[solemn shell]

oh fawk

YALL MADE ME HAVE TO PROCESS HOW TO TYPE🥲

[placid yew]

NEIN!!!

NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEIN!!!!

[solemn shell]

🥲

Geh weg, lass mich mit meinem so gemeinen Deutschlernen zurück🥲😭

[jagged spruce]

Good im not german

that language is scaring me

[solemn shell]

oh ma’am im not even German HAHAHAH

[jagged spruce]

OH

HAHAHAHAHA

[solemn shell]

im just learning it for my omua

[jagged spruce]

SORRY

[solemn shell]

Well

She’s

Not my biological grandma

[jagged spruce]

Ooo cute

[solemn shell]

She’s best friends with my biological grandma

And she lost her only child that could have kids

In a bike accident

She has one more but he’s got Down syndrome

So realistically he can’t have kids

I have Italian in my family though im relearning that

[crystal monolith]

I like one nadia

[solemn shell]

I like turtles

And I like my autism

bad

And*

Cheese

[jagged spruce]

cute

[solemn shell]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-oops-drama-puss-in-boots-gif-7944326

[jagged spruce]

(im pretty sure you know only one nadia)

[solemn shell]

https://tenor.com/view/wat-what-huh-confused-kitten-gif-16578675544592554435

[crystal monolith]

(I'm also pretty sure)

[crystal monolith]

Dutch

Or german

Or flemish

[solemn shell]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-ak47-gun-go-brrrr-feline-weaponry-animal-gun-gif-446625065755922104

Idk why

But this cat is funny

[solemn shell]

It’s just what but cat

[crystal monolith]

I love turtles

[solemn shell]

Did you know

They can never have sleepovers

[crystal monolith]

But it's said in dutch way

[crystal monolith]

Omg whys that

[jagged spruce]

but wat in dutch means what

[solemn shell]

Cause they can’t leave there houses there houses follows them

[solemn shell]

BRO

I DID NOT REALISE THAT

UNTIK NOW

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHAHA

[solemn shell]

cause people say it’s like a joke on like confusing

NOW IM CONFUSING KYELSE

[crystal monolith]

OHHH

[solemn shell]

yeah

It’s sad

[jagged spruce]

WHY I LAUGH

[solemn shell]

Ones a 195 years old

[crystal monolith]

It is, I love sleepovers

[solemn shell]

Never had a sleepover

[crystal monolith]

I could never

[solemn shell]

😞

Do you guys wanna see what I looked like for my concert I last went too

I dunno if I should post pics

[crystal monolith]

Yess

[jagged spruce]

I hate cuz im always waking up so early or late

once i woke up at 6am

but

[solemn shell]

My eyes like half blinked on the last photo

[jagged spruce]

I also woke up at 3pm with her

[solemn shell]

Mummsy took the photos

With my cousin who I will not have contact with anymore

[crystal monolith]

Damn

[crystal monolith]

Love that

[crystal monolith]

Oh whys that?

[solemn shell]

Which ones nice tho

[solemn shell]

she’s 14 and told me some horrible stuff

I haven’t seen her for ages

Because of her parents marriage

But she told me TW: ||she uses drugs and vapes and drinks has s3x and in general made the concert really bad cause I had to make sure she was ok||

Also tried to make me relapse

[crystal monolith]

Oh jees that's so sad for a 14 year old

[jagged spruce]

14 YEAR OLD?

[crystal monolith]

I mean it doesn't suprise me that bad sadly

[solemn shell]

She was open about telling me and other people at the concert that she’s dating a 17 year old?…

And I didn’t know

and

Tryna do stuff like jump the fence😺

My pop works there and that’s how I got tickets

He won them

And I could have gotten him fired if she did

[crystal monolith]

Oh shit that's crazy

[placid yew]

anyways

what was i saying

ah yes

bro is a weirdo

[jagged spruce]

im going to play phasmo

hihihihihi

[placid yew]

i jit got the weirdest friendgroup lmao

[solemn shell]

yeah

there was a fight at the concert

😀

Right next to me

Little bit of background

It was literally on the newspaper

My nana sent it to me

[solemn shell]

dam

[placid yew]

he has a hand fetish

[jagged spruce]

me core

[solemn shell]

oh but like random af
I used to do modeling and jewellery companies pay them like sometimes more than normal photo shoots

[placid yew]

fire

[solemn shell]

yes

Hands are like weirdly payed more

And sometimes more than feet
It’s weird I know this cause of the fact I did modeling

[solemn shell]

I love this
This is me with like the fact I have a bipolar music taste in general 🙏🏻

[placid yew]

ppl just dont enjoy staring at feet bro

unless you're

yk...

a lil weird

[solemn shell]

NO

I hate feet

I actually do

My ex had a foot feetish

And asked for very weird things😀

[placid yew]

[solemn shell]

Let’s say he also made me break my toes 🙏🏻

[placid yew]

WHAT

dont tell me you did it

[solemn shell]

No he literally did it himself

[placid yew]

he broke ur foot?

[solemn shell]

My toes

3

[placid yew]

did u sue his ahh?

[solemn shell]

No

It’s a bit harder than that

[jagged spruce]

Im thinking about buying a electric drums and these in ear headphones like these

but i want customs one

[solemn shell]

Go on Etsy

Also what language is that it looks beautiful

[crystal monolith]

OEHH

I might be getting those for noise canceling

[jagged spruce]

guess

[solemn shell]

Turkish maybe?

[jagged spruce]

nuh uh

hint: europe

deletye

it

now]

she

have

to

gyess

gywss

[placid yew]

yes ma'am

[jagged spruce]

good

SOPH DONT

BAHBHABAHBA

[placid yew]

hehehe

[jagged spruce]

STOP

[placid yew]

respectfully tho

[solemn shell]

Ohhhh hold up

[solemn shell]

Hold up

U kidding me

[jagged spruce]

nuh

thats the most slavic country

in europe

rn i know how much im annoying cuz im singing 24/7

[solemn shell]

no give me a minute

Hold up

polish?

[jagged spruce]

AYYYYYYYYYYYY

YESS

[solemn shell]

WE LOVE POLAND

POLAND FLAG TIKTOK PROFILE ERA WAS GANGSTA

[jagged spruce]

[solemn shell]

I’m off to bed soon guysss

[jagged spruce]

I want to have a music studio in my house

[jagged spruce]

my mom is getting mad cuz when shes asking me if im hungry I always saying ,no im not” im not eating that much tbh, sorry but you called me fat when I wear a thigh shirts in public. I can eat but only if shes not at home then i know im not gonna hear judging.

[jagged spruce]

I lowkey hate that topic.

I want to throw smth when I see smth about it

I cried

ugh

[placid yew]

hi

[jagged spruce]

hey

[solemn shell]

Is Lilly in here?

gotta speak to her about something that’s being said about her.

It’s not okay.

[crystal monolith]

Who's lilly

[solemn shell]

One of Matt’s friends

Some stuff is being said about a lot of his friends

That he’s saying

[jagged spruce]

My mom is still sad cuz she come here and she asked ,,are you hungry” and I said no again

sorry mom but no

[solemn shell]

Ur friends with Matt?..

I have to tell u something

dm’s pls tho

[jagged spruce]

update

my mom just came in and gave me sandwiches

[jagged spruce]

my fyp is so fr

[jagged spruce]

I HAVE ON WALLPAPER MY FRIEND DOG

SHES WATCHING A BLUEY

LIKE

THAT DOG

IS WATCHING BLUEY

ON IPAD

THATS CUTE

[jagged spruce]

When I see notification I have hope thats from her

[jagged spruce]

||Lowkey crying||

[jagged spruce]

Fucking emotions

[jagged spruce]

Guys

please

choke me

wtf

[jagged spruce]

o

h

m

y

g

o

d

[placid yew]

what

[jagged spruce]

just in shock

[solemn shell]

What happened

[placid yew]

wha hapen

[jagged spruce]

nothing dw

[jagged spruce]

I was driving too fast on bike and I almost had a accident

crazy

[jagged spruce]

My biological dad is pushing me to meet with him

I dont want to feel uncomfortable

I didnt saw him for 5 years

I feel horrible cuz he still want to meet me, my mom is mad at me for nothing

wtf

cuz i wrote wrong the message

like

mom

you told me to write that

[jagged spruce]

My heart is hurting physically, idk from what tho

[placid yew]

breathe

plz breathe

[jagged spruce]

im breathing dw

[placid yew]

how are u feeling?

[jagged spruce]

im okay

wbu?

[placid yew]

im alr

had to contact a hotline today

that was...

something

[jagged spruce]

you sure?

[placid yew]

yep

why not

[jagged spruce]

just asking

[placid yew]

kk

u?

[jagged spruce]

im good

[jagged spruce]

I can explain how much i love this song

I need it in my veins

DO YOU STILLLLLLL CRYYYYYY

STILL CRYYYYYYYYYYY

I I I I

NEVER DID YOU WRONG

AND MY PATIENCE IS GOOONEEE

[jagged spruce]

going to sleep with smile on face is the best feeling ever

[placid yew]

🤔

[jagged spruce]

I forgot how good i am in fortnite

[jagged spruce]

I want to save her snap on chat but im too scared

im gonna cry

[jagged spruce]

I was shaking when she told me I can

[jagged spruce]

I feel like im crazy

[jagged spruce]

this day is so hard for me idk..I ate too much and I feel so bad about it, actually I want to sleep

[jagged spruce]

and just cry, I have too much emotions today

[jagged spruce]

HOW CUTE OMG

[jagged spruce]

Shes prettier than me

[solemn shell]

Who? I’m sure your so much prettier 💕

There is definitely different kinds of pretty

You are pretty on the inside and out

https://tenor.com/view/villatx-kitty-hug-cat-hug-gif-1061712983580250405

[jagged spruce]

DID SHE JUST—

[jagged spruce]

Lowkey

I need tomb raider

and

fnaf 2

and fnaf 3

and fnaf 4

and fnaf SL

and fnaf SB

and tomb raider again

and scrap mechanic

and uhmmmmmm

house flipper

hell yeah

and stranger things dlc for dbd

and tomb raider dlc for dbd

lets how many euros

57,06 euros

[jagged spruce]

im mf

im crying rn but thats okay

ig just emotions or idk

[solemn shell]

Crying is okay nads crying indicates your realising hormones that make your mental health worse
Crying helps your mental health to a extent of not overcrying

[jagged spruce]

She and her friend called me today, I enjoyed it asf but i was sleepy and i wasnt talking too much

hahaha

When theyre talked I looked like that

[jagged spruce]

my mom is pmo

im telling her

cuz we are selling books

and shes mad

cuz she cant understand

thats her problem

I also cant understand her and shes yelling at me cuz thats computer fault

excuse me?

[placid yew]

@jagged spruce hear me out

i have a boom mic

which is like a craine attached to my table

and at the end is my mic

and so at the end, theres this little piece that's connected to the boom, and the mic, and so the screw that connected it to my mic

got broke

by me

so what did i do?

i found some random ass bolt in my house

and used it instead

🤑

[jagged spruce]

HELL YEAAAH

[jagged spruce]

OOP?

[placid yew]

lemme show u

[jagged spruce]

OH

[jagged spruce]

what type of mic?

thats genesis?

[placid yew]

idk bro

wait

WAIT

WAIT

WAIT

WAIT

DO WE GOT THE SAME MIC???

[jagged spruce]

thats why im asking

hahaha

[placid yew]

you see that little screw connecting the mic to the rest of the boom?

ye that shi broke for me

😭

[jagged spruce]

😭😭😭

[jagged spruce]

||I have urges to call her diffrent but I can’t||

[jagged spruce]

avoid this topic asf

stop

little tears in eyes

fuck it

[jagged spruce]

im gonna avoid this topic until my f||u||cking death.

[jagged spruce]

guys I woke up

and I think

im cooked

my mom is mad cuz i was talking with people on vc at 2am

ugh

ig shes gonna take my phone away this night

having hope she will not do that

[jagged spruce]

in this class im starting to having a biology

I hate biology

im gonna cry

[jagged spruce]

im so in love

with this perfumes

[jagged spruce]

SHEEEESSSS RUNNINGGGGG OUT OF THE DOOORRRRRRR

[jagged spruce]

guys imagine me

im always having cherry lipstick

on lips

and rn these cherry perfumes

combo x2

but im not fine shyt

11 days left

[placid yew]

@jagged spruce i have a good song reccomendation

but u have to listen

[jagged spruce]

ye

[placid yew]

la ilaha illallah

👽

[jagged spruce]

la ilaha wha-

im scared

[placid yew]

u should be

[jagged spruce]

tomorrow im gonna

listen

————————————

alwys when im tired im typing like ,,mhm” ,,mhmmm” mhhh” .thats not rude or dry im just typing what im saying

[placid yew]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1388600342861709408/1392175079609204866/attachment.gif

[jagged spruce]

always when im tired im scared if im gonna say smth dhmb

dumb

[jagged spruce]

I slapped myself and im a little bit tired less

[jagged spruce]

im going to sleep, I hope shes gonna be okay

[placid yew]

byebye

[jagged spruce]

crashout

[jagged spruce]

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[jagged spruce]

I bite my lip

bloody

ugh

||I envy this girl which she loves ugh, biggest crashout and crying||

[jagged spruce]

I set afk on my fav server to typing cuz i hate it

bc i cant have my old nickname

so

ugh

im not gonna type there

idc

even if someone is gonna ping a lot

nuh uh

[jagged spruce]

im in shock

but

like in good way

[jagged spruce]

When shes talking to me like that

uhm

my life is better?

I literally started smiling more

[jagged spruce]

,,another love"

my fav song

i remember me crying to that song at the party

i love the timing in my when that song is playing literally after break ups

crazy

[jagged spruce]

[jagged spruce]

my body is shaking idk I feel dont good

but idc

idk whats happening

[jagged spruce]

I never was so bored

like today

[jagged spruce]

Dont think bad about yourself, remember youre important for your friends, family, maybe animal. you are important. If you are need to vent you can dm me I will listen to you and help how much i can

dont act fine if youre not

I know open to someone is hard but thats big step for helping you

I hope yall are feeling amazing today

You can tell me about your day if you wantt

i can enjoy every conversation

and dont be scared talking to me, im not judging

[jagged spruce]

Clearly need to talk, too much scared of judging

[jagged spruce]

wow

everyone has a secret

how cute cuz they dont want to tell me

stfu yall

[jagged spruce]

OKAY

I WAS

JOKING

THE BEST THING

EVER

IM CRYING

FROM HAPPINES

finally

finally

after

everything

i won

[jagged spruce]

Shes so cute

[jagged spruce]

tomorrow im gonna drink only coffee

and if im gonna be hungry

i will eat one sandwich

[jagged spruce]

maybe i just should start eating only protein puddings

and drinking water

[jagged spruce]

Shes so cute, we was on call and we just ate together breakfast

shes so lovelyyy😭❤️

[jagged spruce]

• I really appreciate it, she was looking at me while eating. I didnt wanted to eat but for her I did it

[jagged spruce]

Im so glad to be her girlfriend, shes so lovely oh gosh I love herrr

[jagged spruce]

I understand this song asf

[jagged spruce]

today I ate a normal meals but my mom is still saying im fat

what I should do then huh?

[jagged spruce]

When you feel bad please talk to someonee!! communication is very important in our lives and we should talk to someone, that can be every person on world: Mom, Dad, Uncle, Grandma, Your gf/bf, Your best friend or even a therapist, vent to someone which u trust. On my journal you can find a comfort place everr. I hope youre doing well and have a amazing day/night!!

[jagged spruce]

• little billie editt🤗

[placid yew]

ignore

[jagged spruce]

but I want my body looks very good, when shes telling me things like this I dont want to eat

[placid yew]

do u feel like ur unhealthy?

like it could be just

her not rly knowing

[jagged spruce]

No..

[placid yew]

cuz i eat like a pig but im quite average

[placid yew]

dont stress abt it bro

[jagged spruce]

yk whats funny? im eating only two meals in day and shes still keep saying im fat

thats crazy

[jagged spruce]

im trying but when shes still keep talking about it

[placid yew]

sometimes i do too but i eat big

[placid yew]

please tell her to stop

because this could genuinely lead to mental health and nutrition issues

[jagged spruce]

I cant because shes gonna be mad at me

thats why im just staying quiet for full day after that

[placid yew]

basically

eat with ur stomach

if ur hungry, eat, if ur not, dont

[jagged spruce]

and im doing it

[placid yew]

good

no need to worry abt what ppl say

[jagged spruce]

I had nutrition issues..

||I weighed 45kg||

[placid yew]

btw do u want to continue in dms?

more private

[jagged spruce]

noo, thats okay

[placid yew]

JESUS

at what height if i may ask

[jagged spruce]

the same like now

160cm

[placid yew]

oh

i was 50 kilos at 160

[jagged spruce]

Oh, thats also not good

[placid yew]

no it was a good bmi for that age

[jagged spruce]

yeah I was throwing sandwiches into trash cans for full weeks in school

[jagged spruce]

Oh sorry my bad

[placid yew]

even at ## for a male its like an okay bmi

[jagged spruce]

right

[placid yew]

u can check ur bmi if u want

i wont ask as it seems rude and personal

[jagged spruce]

im gonna check mine tomorrow

[placid yew]

no rush

[jagged spruce]

||I dont know why but when I see pink heart from her im getting scared||

[placid yew]

[jagged spruce]

sorry im overthinker

[placid yew]

nah it aight bro

i wanna listen

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/simon-seville-edit-simon-simon-seville-simonette-alvin-and-the-chipmunks-gif-26381622

[jagged spruce]

I have friend for 15 years and we have the same passion, we want to make a criminal youtube series in gta rp, Im gonna be almost main character because im gonna be sister of main character so im the second one haha, after serie I want to make with him book based on this serie. Criminal book? exactlyy a lot of lore and plotwists. I cant wait for it, im still waiting for information to meet and check the full script, im for checking script and making characters. Hes for writing the script and giving more ideas for serie

I got flashbacks

I was listening to this song after breakup

opps

[placid yew]

how are u at this time of day? @jagged spruce

[jagged spruce]

totally better, I had a sleepcall with my girlfriend and shes woke me uppp

I feel totally better with her

I feel fantastic

[placid yew]

thats a w

[placid yew]

also a w

[jagged spruce]

what about you?

[placid yew]

uh

im whatever

ig

great to hear ur doing good

[jagged spruce]

wanna talk?

[placid yew]

yk i've come to a summary that chihiro is a song most fitting for waterboarding

[placid yew]

abt what

wait hollup

!topic

hm

i forgot the command

[desert wave]

If you could change one law, what would it be and why?

[placid yew]

here

[placid yew]

hmmm

make it more legal to own airsoft stuff

[jagged spruce]

going whenever you want without permissions

[placid yew]

wym

elaborate

[jagged spruce]

cuz I want to visit another country alone

but I cant

cuz i have to be 18

[placid yew]

soon

for now drink beer

and prepare

[jagged spruce]

someone mentioned beer?

[placid yew]

beeeeeeeer

🤤

[jagged spruce]

AYYYY

[placid yew]

i feel bad for americans

gotta be 21 to DRINK

smh ion like wine

its like...

funky

[jagged spruce]

frer

frrr

[placid yew]

frer... hmmm...

what an interesting word

im gonna start usin it now

🤑

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHA

[placid yew]

@jagged spruce @crystal monolith i OFFICIALY

have added my first billie song to my playlist

🤑

[jagged spruce]

OOO

WHICH ONEE?

[placid yew]

feather of the birds

is that right

[placid yew]

nvm

birds of a feather

i typo

[jagged spruce]

you was close

[placid yew]

veri close

NADIA

did u know i may or may not

be able to become polish citizen

???

im like hmmm

i gotta get a lawyer

[jagged spruce]

uhmm

idk

[crystal monolith]

It's not really a lawyer thing.
It's asking the government for a visa. Spending shit ton of money. Passing tests, prove that you have a good income, prove that you're a good person (in some cases this means no record by police) etc etc it takes atleast one year

[jagged spruce]

O

[placid yew]

no i need a lawyer

to see if i CAN get the citizenship

[crystal monolith]

Why would you?

[placid yew]

wym

i need to see if i legally can get polish citizenship

by inheritance

[crystal monolith]

(Then it's btw still not 100% if the country will grand a visa)

[crystal monolith]

But why would you

[placid yew]

cuz i wanna have europe citizenship

ontop of my israeli one

[crystal monolith]

💀

[placid yew]

what

[crystal monolith]

Nothing

[placid yew]

no no no

say it

[jagged spruce]

my friend told me girl go out and touch grass

😔😔😔

[jagged spruce]

I got a horrible panic attack again..

I tried to fall asleep but i can’t

[placid yew]

😔

[jagged spruce]

I felt asleep after that haha😭

[placid yew]

well thats great

!!!

[jagged spruce]

SLAY IM THE FRIST INE

[placid yew]

wudduhel

[jagged spruce]

I know even if we are not texting I dont have to be scared about it, shes mine and I know shes gonna text me soon

[placid yew]

wanna...

talk?

[jagged spruce]

everything is okay

[placid yew]

alr

ill trust ya

https://tenor.com/view/gato-gif-9087691779121664211

[jagged spruce]

Always when im watching Heartstopper, im thinking about my life and how that serie is so relatable

[jagged spruce]

„Jeżeli stracę wszystko, to proszę powiedz, że...
Że tylko Ciebie, tylko Ciebie, tylko Ciebie nie.”

[placid yew]

relatable

[jagged spruce]

I hope your day was sooo good, mine wasn’t unfortunately but thats okaay. I want to say you’re worth so muuuuch and if u need to talk to someone just do it. Goodnight/Have a nice dayy!

[jagged spruce]

My friend today is going to Amsterdam, im jealous asffff

Amsterdam is so beautiful thats my dream city which i want to visit

😔😔😔

crashout

[jagged spruce]

I love this song so much

im so relatable

with this somg

somg

song

hes singing about how music is important to him

if i will buy a car

i will play this on loop

on repeat

256 times yesterday

[jagged spruce]

im so done.

[placid yew]

there might be specific reason for it

that u wanna go to it

?

[jagged spruce]

tbh, I want to visit this city since 6 years old hahah

[placid yew]

fair lmaoo

i lowkey wanna get polish citizenship but

the country made it hard by heritage

[jagged spruce]

Can I ask why polish??

[placid yew]

i come from polska

from polska and turkiye

[jagged spruce]

oooo

[placid yew]

yeeee

then my family got evicted by the you know who

1933-1945

central europe

[crystal monolith]

So your family comes from poland....

[placid yew]

ye

did yall know btw

that i have my own journal now?

🤩

[crystal monolith]

I did

[jagged spruce]

you have polish roots?

[placid yew]

ye

ion know em cuz the funny germans

destroyed all our paperwork and shi

[jagged spruce]

who is polish in ur family

[crystal monolith]

Honest question tho, do you think you'd be save is poland?... cuz you're from isreal

[placid yew]

na i just want to have the citizenship

im staying in israel

[placid yew]

grammas side

[crystal monolith]

That makes sense

[placid yew]

AND I WONDERRRR
IF YOU KNOW, WHAT IT MEANSSSSSSSS, WHAT IT MEANSSS
AND I WONDERRRR
IF YOU KNOW, WHAT I MEANSSSS, TO FIND YOUR DREAMS

🔥

hgfahgfhaskgjnba

such a fire song

ok i go shower

i come back later

[placid yew]

im back

😎

[jagged spruce]

Having strict and not supportive parents is the worst thing ever.

I really want to coming out

but the same fact theyre judging lgbtq community

I really need time for this..

I feel horrible with it

but really thats a hard thing for me

ugh i wish having a supportive parents

[placid yew]

take ur time

it's better to take big steps when you're most ready

[jagged spruce]

Always when im weak, im starting crying for no reason😭

thats silly tho

[jagged spruce]

I started reading about phobias, thats very interesting to me and I found one phobia which is so like me, thats called monophobia. This phobia is like: youre scared being alone in one room..

[jagged spruce]

My stomach is so weird today I ate less and I started ||vomit|| right now, good my mom didnt heard that but im so confused, right now im going to sleep so goodnight

[jagged spruce]

This song is always making me cry, when this song was playing my friend hugged and we cried together..

[jagged spruce]

rawr.

rawr.

rawr.

[placid yew]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/920337639293460480/1397484258024493176/image0.gif

[jagged spruce]

I found in my camera roll her old videos which she send to me

im smilling so hard

and I got tears in eyes

[jagged spruce]

but

thats okay

shes my gf rn

[jagged spruce]

I finally wrote to her what I had in mind from the very beginning, I hope she understands how much I care about it, and I care about her and her mental health.❤️

I want her to be open for me but I know she needs time for this

and I understand itt

The fact i cant be with her irl right there is making me cry..

[jagged spruce]

My ex boyfriend mom just died because of the cancer, I feel so bad for him..he has a 4 sisters ig and the youngest one posted a sad post on facebook..thats making me sad because shes still a kid..

having hope theyre gonna stay strong

[placid yew]

aw

hope he feels better soon

[jagged spruce]

fr

—————————————

I know it's hard for her to open up, but I understand her 100%. I'd really like to know what's going on in her head when she says she's not okay. There's always a good time, and she'd never trigger me. Of course, I'm giving her an indefinite amount of time to open up because I don't want to pressure her about these things. For now, all I can say is that I hope she gets better and I'm with her every second of her life. I know we'll get through this together, and I believe she'll be okay soon.

[jagged spruce]

My sleep routine is messed up, but I like it, but unfortunately I'm starting to get glassy eyes and bags under my eyes.😛😛😛

[placid yew]

if you cant fix it, theres always melatonin 🤩

thats actually one of the main purposes of taking melatonin

[jagged spruce]

I can fix it but im addicted to caffeine

asf

Im drinking 2 energy drinks in one day

or more

and coffee

[placid yew]

LMAO

😭

[jagged spruce]

seeing me crying is the worst horrible thing ever because i saw sad ai cat video😭 lmao

[jagged spruce]

I dont want to her leave her like that but shes forcing me to sleep so im gonna to do this unfortunately

but im gonna text her when im gonna wake up so im pretty exciteddddd

hihihi

I love her so muchhh

[jagged spruce]

im mad right now

because i got dinner

and i cant find

good video

to watch

[placid yew]

try watching

uh

remnant777

[jagged spruce]

i was watching a random youtube movue

hhahah

[placid yew]

oh rite

still a w

[placid yew]

what is that energy drink bro

[jagged spruce]

MY FAV ONE

ENERGY DRINK

[placid yew]

WHAT IS IT THOUGH GNG

[jagged spruce]

I want to have tesla model S because its so pretty and this car is good for nature🥰🥰

and that car have autopilot

no crashes😛😛

[crystal monolith]

Bro wants to fly with the car

[jagged spruce]

HAHAHAHA

nah but tesla is so pretty

but

how expensive💔💔

[crystal monolith]

Ew

No tesla

[jagged spruce]

oh

[crystal monolith]

I wouldn't want to be found dead in those

[jagged spruce]

so im gonna pick my second dream car

[crystal monolith]

Yes!

[jagged spruce]

EXCUSE ME

[crystal monolith]

Fuck Elon musk

[crystal monolith]

You heard me

[jagged spruce]

💔

thats me rn

im gonna drive tesla only here

[crystal monolith]

...

[jagged spruce]

let me have dreams😔

[crystal monolith]

Not when it involves tesla😔

[jagged spruce]

😔

[jagged spruce]

I feel lowkey bad

but thats because of the weather

because today is raining like full day

[placid yew]

nuh uh

it sucks for the enviroment

[jagged spruce]

pretty edit so im gonna send it

[jagged spruce]

How the fuck I drink energy drink and im more tired than always

[placid yew]

good question

[jagged spruce]

I love energy drinks

[placid yew]

as if that wasnt clear

[jagged spruce]

dont be scared of venting or talking with someone!! Youre important in this world and you should talk about things which are bothering you!! I hope your day was great

Good morning/ Goodnight!!

Today I had a such uncomfortable situation, I want to talk about it to her but im gonna do it tomorrow because we are going to sleepp

[jagged spruce]

Im so glad of myself because im talking with her about everything which is bothering me in my mind, I trust her asf and I know she should know everything 🤗

im happy because I found the right personnn

[jagged spruce]

I LOVE THIS CARTOON

[jagged spruce]

Right now I have to wait a lot of hours to ask her for advice about one thing😭

but I have to wait because thats lowkey important thing

[jagged spruce]

Shes going to sleep😔😔 im crashing out

but I think im gonna try to fall asleep, lowkey I have on my mind a lot of things so thats just making me overthink but, im gonna tell her tomorrow because she should take rest

[placid yew]

https://tenor.com/view/emoji-happy-gif-10854115139959122445

[jagged spruce]

I have to stop thinking about it but thats lowkey hard, im gonna watch tiktok for distract myself

but after my girlfriend is gonna be asleep

[placid yew]

lit

or not

im not sure anymore tbh

[jagged spruce]

I have a knee injury that's been with me since November of last year. We were in the hospital around January, and the doctor told us to urgently go to another hospital to have it checked because it might be bad. It's July and I still haven't been, but as a minor, my mother has to make an appointment for me, and as we can see, she doesn't want to do it. My stepfather, who injured his knee at work two days ago, is getting a lot of support, and my mother keeps asking him how he's feeling, how his knee is, and if everything's okay. It's like, bruh, mom, I also expect that kind of support, or even just a doctor's appointment.

[jagged spruce]

Today I feel lowkey down but maybe it is because of the weather

[placid yew]

wanna talk abt it?