jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 5:03 AM

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and he said smth like ,,I dont want to make you family content” he left everybody, stay alone

#

kostek dont know what happened to him and he sell house and car for money but he still dont have too much

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 5:17 AM

#

jagged spruce kostek dont know what happened to him and he sell house and car for money but he...

hes rn living on island

#

idk which one

#

but still

#

thats jurt

#

hurt

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 5:41 AM

#

why not me?

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 6:16 AM

#

OMG.

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 4:15 PM

#

no mood.

#

im the worst person

#

ever

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 4:35 PM

#

when you want to do it but youre too scared

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 4:54 PM

#

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 5:53 PM

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OH IM DYING

#

FROM PAIN

#

LITERALLY

#

please god take that pain from me

#

🙏

#

im waiting

#

for

#

ihm

#

uhm

#

2 months

#

like

#

mom

#

please call the doctor

#

bruh

#

im begging

#

that pain is getting me dizzy

#

asf

#

my head is heavy

#

asf

#

and slow fingers

#

i have red eyes

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 8:15 PM

#

#

AYYY

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 8:55 PM

#

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 9:23 PM

#

YALL

#

I NEED NITRO

#

IF SOMEONE WANTS TO SPEND MONEY AND MAKE ME HAPPY

#

DM ME

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 9:40 PM

#

1:0

#

oki nvm

#

dizzy and my head feels so heavy

#

migraine

#

too

jagged spruce Jun 11, 2025, 2:13 PM

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I dont feel well, still dizzy and my head feels heavy asf, today i almost broke my finger, idk whsts happening

jagged spruce Jun 11, 2025, 6:27 PM

#

shes giving me butterflies in stomach

jagged spruce Jun 11, 2025, 7:55 PM

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new era is coming

jagged spruce Jun 11, 2025, 9:20 PM

#

nads

#

youre dumg

#

dumb

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 12:41 PM

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I feel so alone today, I dont know why

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 3:44 PM

#

UPDATE

#

HESS BACK

#

WITH MUSIC ERA

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 4:40 PM

#

I GOT GAY PANIC

#

SHE CALLED ME LOVE

#

IM DEAAAD

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 5:27 PM

#

im gamer and sleepy girl

#

but im going to make some music

#

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 6:22 PM

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Im trying to dont see future alone

#

im closing myself

#

I dont feel well

#

I miss her

#

I want to call her diffrent

#

but idk

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 7:21 PM

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im gonna cry

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 7:48 PM

#

shes cutie

jagged spruce Jun 12, 2025, 8:43 PM

#

I need

#

spotify

#

premium

jagged spruce Jun 13, 2025, 3:23 PM

#

I spend my full own budget

#

for energy drinks

#

i dont have money

jagged spruce Jun 13, 2025, 4:26 PM

#

idk whats happening to me

#

i want disappear sometimes

#

but i cant

#

everyone thinks

#

im looking good

#

msybe i look

#

but

#

i have a totally mes

#

mess

#

in my mind

#

and im not sure abt it

jagged spruce Jun 13, 2025, 6:02 PM

#

i need to vent

#

i want to tell her

#

how i feel

#

my well being

#

is bad

jagged spruce Jun 13, 2025, 7:21 PM

#

my ticks

#

are back

#

oh my

#

goodness

#

my bsf

#

is drunk

#

I wanted to go for her

#

but

#

shes

#

drunk

#

and

#

her mom dont like me

#

ig

#

im going to text her

jagged spruce Jun 13, 2025, 9:09 PM

#

I FOUND

#

MONEY

#

BUT

#

THATS

#

A LITTLE

#

I CANT BUY ENERGY

#

shes such a cutie

#

damnnnn

#

ngl i want to have her in my arms to let her fall asleep on me

#

but thats impossible

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 4:21 PM

#

my head hurts

#

i need coffee

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

MAYBE IM DELUSIONAL

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 5:39 PM

#

woah

#

im playing

#

roblox

#

and random dude

#

ask me

#

girl

#

sorry

#

girl

#

random

#

do I support isreal or palestine

#

wow

#

in roblox

#

SHE LEFT

#

BC I SAID IDK

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 6:47 PM

#

Trying to avoid that topic still..

#

hamster

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 7:07 PM

#

I start crying

#

again

#

no one can understand me atm

#

even if im gonna talk

#

destroying myself

#

atm

#

congrats nadss

#

.

#

Watching The Notebook

#

THEYRE CUTE

#

TOGETHER

#

IM GONNA CRY

#

nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo

#

THEYRE LAYING DOWN ON THE STREET

#

HE WANTS TO SHOW HER

#

LIFE

#

BC SHE HAS A STRICT PARENTS

#

LAY DOWN GIRL

#

YES

#

watching The notebook + listening to back to the old house

#

is so cute

#

mix

#

SHES

#

FINALLY

#

WANT

#

TO DANCE WITH HIM

#

OMG

#

nooo

#

hamster

#

cat_cry

#

HamsterStare

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 8:25 PM

#

okay

#

im

#

deluu

#

delulu

#

okay kinda

#

hurts

#

I feel like noah from notebook

#

I know how he feels

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 9:11 PM

#

I want to

#

delete

#

my

#

thoughts

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 10:42 PM

#

MEOW

#

jagged spruce Jun 14, 2025, 11:02 PM

#

I LOVEEEEEE

#

WAITING FOR HEEEERR

#

EVEN IF IM TIRED

#

I JUST

#

LOVE DOING IT

#

OMF

#

OMG

#

RED HEART

#

ONG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

RED

#

GEART

#

HEART

#

YALL

#

imagine rn saying ily

#

omg

#

okay thanks brain for imagining that

#

awwhie

#

oki nvm

#

pink hears again

#

theyre cute

#

but when i saw ree

#

red

#

i started crying

#

and im crying still

#

WAIT A MINUTE

#

okay I changed

#

please

#

dont worry about me in the morning

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 3:38 PM

#

#

me as a song

#

i need it in veins

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 3:57 PM

#

I dont see future

#

kinda

#

scary

#

but idk

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 4:17 PM

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"Pytają mnie, skąd bunt mam w sobie, mam luz
Mam skurwysynu syf na głowie, okej
But trzy patole, trzymajcie mnie, coś rozpierdolę, okej"

#

my fav part

#

from this song

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 5:33 PM

#

random person wrote my phone number

#

on bench

#

and everyone is calling me

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 6:32 PM

#

well

#

sorru

#

for

#

being still alive

#

really

#

why they wrote my

#

number

#

idk

#

I remember the same situation

#

like 1 year ago

#

I almost had a ||suicidal attempt||

#

no one

#

gets me

#

no one understands me

#

Im

#

literally

#

nothing

#

yeah write my phone number

#

everywhere

#

yes

#

go on

#

idc

#

if they want me dead

#

thats okay

#

rn

#

i have to

#

go

#

tomorrow

#

for

#

remove it

#

ugh

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 8:09 PM

#

hamster

#

im shaking

#

idk

#

from stress

#

maybe

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 8:31 PM

#

well

#

I cant walk

#

my legs

#

are shaky

#

asf

#

I fell down today

#

I feel

#

horrible

#

uhm

#

————————-

#

I feel kinda

#

uncomfortable

#

because

#

a girl just started typing to ne

#

me

#

you should ||m4sturb4te yourself||

#

kinda

#

uncomfortable

#

asf

#

I dont like

#

these topics

#

just

#

stop

#

literally

#

my mood

#

disappeared

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 9:03 PM

#

im not

#

smash

#

anymore

#

i used

#

blue eyes

#

filter

#

💔💔💔💔

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 9:25 PM

#

HELP

#

I THOUGHT

#

THAT

#

IS

#

A

#

SIGN

#

FOR KE

#

LIKE

#

IM HER LIGHT

#

BUT

#

IDK

#

AWKWARD

#

EMBARRASSING

#

NADIA

#

STFU

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 9:41 PM

#

Make me feel special

#

for you

#

IM GETTING

#

FREAKY SIDE

#

TF

#

I SHOULDNT

#

—————

#

PLEASE

#

CALL ME

#

DIFFRENT

#

hamster

jagged spruce Jun 15, 2025, 10:35 PM

#

pink heart

#

hamster

#

cutie

jagged spruce Jun 16, 2025, 4:53 PM

#

I need to cry, but I cant

jagged spruce Jun 16, 2025, 5:44 PM

#

update im crying

jagged spruce Jun 16, 2025, 6:40 PM

#

OKAY

#

TBH

#

I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEED HER

#

SO BAD

#

I NEED HER

#

HERE

#

IM ALONE

#

I just want to hug her

#

and falling asleep

#

in her arms

#

OH MYYYY

jagged spruce Jun 16, 2025, 7:42 PM

#

from todsy im not going to show myself everywhere, im doing glow up.

#

I feel useless

#

maybe cuz I am

#

but thats okay

#

I always been useless

jagged spruce Jun 16, 2025, 8:22 PM

#

#

tiktok

#

stfu

jagged spruce Jun 16, 2025, 9:27 PM

#

I love

#

how shes caring about me

#

shes giving me butterflies

#

hamster

#

ouch

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 2:12 PM

#

I have fingers crossed for her

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 4:05 PM

#

Im feeling kinda alone again

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 4:43 PM

#

i feel like someone slapped me in face

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 5:31 PM

#

be_sad

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 5:52 PM

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I feel horrible, someone wrote my phone number on the bench and everyone is calling to me, I know some people don’t like me here and thats okay but why they are writing my number which is my own privacy?? thats totally not okay, i had the same situation one year ago and i felt bad with it. I dont have privacy here, everyone is connected, everyone knows everyone. Im kinda scared of me bc I dont like situations like this and im at the moment a fucking mess about it. I dont know i want privacy..

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 7:05 PM

#

Did I take it too far?

#

what if I wrote something

#

bad

#

what if shes mad

#

oh

#

my

#

what if I yap too much

#

im dumb

#

im dumb

#

im dumb

#

and big ouch

#

ever

#

twist me by knife a little more

#

why i asked

#

hamster

#

I want to ask her a lot of questions

#

but

#

nuh uh

#

thats was gonna be weird

#

asf

#

im gonna questioning myself

#

I got panic attack

#

im kinda done

#

twist me

#

more

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 8:56 PM

#

I’m worried about her :(

jagged spruce Jun 17, 2025, 9:56 PM

#

when shes reading insta but not discord

#

help

#

hamster hamster hamster hamster hamster hamster

#

silly😝

jagged spruce Jun 18, 2025, 10:08 AM

#

Im worried about her

jagged spruce Jun 18, 2025, 4:56 PM

#

joesad

jagged spruce Jun 18, 2025, 7:19 PM

#

We played fortnite together, I miss that so muuuuch, I hope she enjoyed itttt

fathom stone Jun 18, 2025, 8:22 PM

#

jagged spruce We played fortnite together, I miss that so muuuuch, I hope she enjoyed itttt

I hope things get better soon Nadds❤️

jagged spruce Jun 18, 2025, 8:26 PM

#

fathom stone I hope things get better soon Nadds❤️

Thank youu omg

fathom stone Jun 18, 2025, 8:26 PM

#

jagged spruce Thank youu<:omg:1315036563276566538>

Can we play Fortnite sometime as well? Because I’m looking for friends to play Fortnite again with

jagged spruce Jun 18, 2025, 8:29 PM

#

fathom stone Can we play Fortnite sometime as well? Because I’m looking for friends to play F...

of coursee, but dm me okay?

fathom stone Jun 18, 2025, 9:40 PM

#

jagged spruce of coursee, but dm me okay?

Bet

#

You got anymore people we can play with?

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 5:19 PM

#

update, today we played together again, I hope shes had some fun with me

#

also I want to talk about one thing with her but thats not good moment for that, I should wait

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 6:40 PM

#

jagged spruce also I want to talk about one thing with her but thats not good moment for that,...

im holding this from yesterday

#

hamster

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 7:24 PM

#

I told her

#

update

#

yesterday i was talking with my friend about it

#

and I told my friend what i want to do

#

and she said im so fucking green flag

#

Im not giving up

#

never

#

oh wow

#

hamster

#

good im patient

#

omg

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 8:26 PM

#

feeling a little bit down

#

BUT

#

im tired

#

rah

#

hamster

fathom stone Jun 19, 2025, 8:30 PM

#

jagged spruce feeling a little bit down

❤️🫂

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 8:31 PM

#

fathom stone ❤️🫂

🫂🫂

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 8:48 PM

#

monkies_billie_hellyeah

jagged spruce Jun 19, 2025, 9:06 PM

#

let me punch the desk

#

hamster

#

I need her here irl, shes the only person who can understand so me so fucking well

#

I dont want to lose her

jagged spruce Jun 20, 2025, 5:46 AM

#

#

Spotify is feeling ke

#

me

jagged spruce Jun 20, 2025, 3:41 PM

#

I played with her again omg omg omg Im sooo excited omggg😝😝😝😝

jagged spruce Jun 20, 2025, 7:44 PM

#

Someone is sending me old videos of me, kinda not funny, thats so cringe and uncomfortable

jagged spruce Jun 20, 2025, 8:16 PM

#

when instagram reels are so real

jagged spruce Jun 20, 2025, 9:02 PM

#

uhm

#

im kinda confused

#

IM BORED SO TOMORROW IM GONNA LEARN HIT THIS BUT IM ON ONE BREATH

#

im gonna pass out

#

Today we talked a little more, im so happyyyy the way how I smile when im texting with herr omg

jagged spruce Jun 20, 2025, 9:52 PM

#

song with biggest meaning

#

after that song im going to sleeo

#

A po pierwsze to nie pyta się, czy ktoś miał dosyć życia
Więc nie pytaj go, czy cierpi, tylko mocno przytul
A jak śmiejesz się z depresji, to wiem - nie wiesz nic o życiu

#

And first of all, you don't ask if someone has had enough of life So don't ask them if they're suffering, just hug them tightly And if you're laughing at depression, I know - you don't know anything about life

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 7:13 AM

#

Im still kinda confused about one thing

#

but

#

idk

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 7:54 AM

#

jagged spruce IM BORED SO TOMORROW IM GONNA LEARN HIT THIS BUT IM ON ONE BREATH

update

#

almost

#

fainted

#

BUT

#

I CAN\

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 9:43 AM

#

MEOW?

fathom stone Jun 21, 2025, 9:55 AM

#

Nadss

#

Thank you for earlier

#

Goodnight and sleep well❤️💤

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 11:08 AM

#

fathom stone Goodnight and sleep well❤️💤

billie_kiss

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 1:51 PM

#

my mom is talking the same thing for 3828482828 times in day

#

im gonna cry

#

stop mom

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 2:53 PM

#

I feel so alone, I still have thoughts shes dry again or trying to distance from me, she was typing in her journal about me so cutely and sweet, I dont know whats happening right now.

#

I am very caring about her and giving her comfort zone

#

im online for her 24/7 every single day

#

I still have feelings for her, thats a real feeling. I dont remember me having that strong feelings like this one

#

shes the only one. Im not gonna find someone else

#

I dont want to find someone else

#

I am very open to her, I can talk with her about everything

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 4:03 PM

#

What if shes want distance from me?

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 4:32 PM

#

Too many questions in my mind

#

I can feel it, me crying

#

I have too good heart, thats why I never win

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 4:59 PM

#

Can someone take me from this world?

#

but I cant, Im here for her, only for her

#

shes the reason why im using this app

#

WE

#

ARE

#

ONE

#

TONIGHT

#

WE ARE

#

ONE

#

3

#

2

#

1

#

TUDUDUDUDUDU

#

HELP HES

#

OMG

#

FINE SHYT

#

HEY DAVE!

#

WHATS GOINg on

#

DAVE

#

YES YOU SAVE

#

DAVE

#

DUDUDUDUDUD

#

JOOST KLEEEEIN omg

#

TOOOONIGHTTTTTTT

#

WE ARE ONE

#

OMG

#

DRUMS?

#

I HAVE IDEA

#

HELP

#

HES SO SILLY

#

same joost

#

DUOLINGO

#

HELP

#

OME ROBERT?

#

hes singing

#

my fav one

#

….

#

antwoord

#

……..

#

………….

#

droom groot

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 5:53 PM

#

welkom in europa jongen

#

…

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 7:14 PM

#

she was dropped from the program.......my fav, im crying

#

shes saying thank you to us

#

hamster

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 7:52 PM

#

I watch tarot and it is so real

jagged spruce Jun 21, 2025, 9:07 PM

#

jagged spruce I am very open to her, I can talk with her about everything

I feel kinda better cuz i typed this

#

but still feel bad

#

tho

#

Today I was thinking

#

about

#

everything

#

and rn i see

#

im falling in love with person who has a blue eyes

#

thats

#

crazy

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 10:45 AM

#

she called me different

#

o. m. g.

#

pink_emoij_blush

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 2:08 PM

#

Idk who she loves rn

#

my head hurts when im thinking about it

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 2:26 PM

#

choking myself

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 3:44 PM

#

I NEED IT MORE THAN AIR

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 6:36 PM

#

new layout

#

here

#

even game is telling me im single

#

wiah

#

woah

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 8:45 PM

#

guess whos back

#

hamster

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 9:11 PM

#

I hope shes gonna get better really.

#

I really want to help her but I dont want her to feel like im pushing her to talk about it. She promised me shes gonna inform when she feels bad cuz i want to know. I trust her so im sure shes gonna inform me:)

jagged spruce Jun 22, 2025, 9:44 PM

#

I want to meet her and give her the longest hug ever, she deserves it so much

jagged spruce Jun 23, 2025, 7:31 PM

#

2 people are worried about me

#

wow

jagged spruce Jun 23, 2025, 8:22 PM

#

i dont wanna talk how i feel

jagged spruce Jun 23, 2025, 8:45 PM

#

Well, today i was trying to cover ,,The doll people” by sofia isella, that was a good experience, my friend told me i sound really good. Thats why i lowkey want to do music

jagged spruce Jun 23, 2025, 9:39 PM

#

hamster

jagged spruce Jun 24, 2025, 8:10 PM

#

#

in my veins

jagged spruce Jun 24, 2025, 8:33 PM

#

I dont feel good since april this year, I only felt good in the first days in june but rn everything is back. Thats kinda okay

#

sometimes I can forget im alive, literally

#

for 4 days im destroying myself cuz im playing still

#

my eyes

#

burn

#

everything hurts

#

yk what

#

im gonna just

#

put it here

#

without comment

#

me core

#

oh wair

#

wait

#

me every singlr day

jagged spruce Jun 25, 2025, 4:53 AM

#

my mom took my phone away last night

#

i thought shes gonna text smth to me

#

but shes not

#

hurts

#

but

#

eh

#

just lets not talk aboutbit

#

about it

jagged spruce Jun 25, 2025, 1:28 PM

#

today my friends are ending primary school

#

thats sooo sad

#

I have a tears in eyes when im thinking about it

#

Im going to see them

#

bc they have official

jagged spruce Jun 25, 2025, 4:19 PM

#

they end it

#

im crying

#

my bsf hugged me

#

and I started crying

#

also i saw my ex

#

she hugged me and i hugged her

#

we are friends

#

so

#

thats okay

#

but she said

#

bitch why youre crying

#

HELP

#

that was funny

#

I hugged her twice

#

ig she lowkey need it

#

i was talking with her mom too

jagged spruce Jun 25, 2025, 7:51 PM

#

Im still crying, literally I feel like a mother of them. I hugged everyoneeee

jagged spruce Jun 25, 2025, 10:03 PM

#

I feel i kinda ruined her mood..

#

Im worried about her so much

#

always

#

she’s top 1

jagged spruce Jun 25, 2025, 10:19 PM

#

my eyes are swollen and buring out

#

oeh

#

im trying to fall asleep for her

#

but im too worried

#

atm

#

but im trying

jagged spruce Jun 26, 2025, 3:50 PM

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woah my biological dad texted me, thats kinda cute but nah. He was my favorite person in the world but after he left without anything I cant think about him good. He literally cant type to me ,,hey wanna meet” bc his new wife hates me asf..That hurts when I was dad daughter and he loved me so fucking much. He deleted my photos on facebook from his account ehh

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that hurts but what can I say..literally nothing

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CryingMan

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also he has a new kids so im not important

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he forget about me

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for

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ihm

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uhm

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5 years ig

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when he saw 2 years ago in the public..he said ,,woah you changed I didn’t saw you”

jagged spruce Jun 26, 2025, 7:04 PM

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Always when im playing with her fortnite and I see some people im acting like 0 aim for her, then she can kill them and be happyyyy

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 4:54 AM

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summer break todayy

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ayyyy

fathom stone Jun 27, 2025, 5:16 AM

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jagged spruce summer break todayy

You did it nadss

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I’m proud of you❤️

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 5:20 AM

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fathom stone I’m proud of you❤️

omg omg omg omg

fathom stone Jun 27, 2025, 5:20 AM

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jagged spruce <:omg:1315036563276566538> <:omg:1315036563276566538> <:omg:1315036563276566538>...

Me and you should run Fortnite this summer

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 3:20 PM

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My friends from primary school just made a tiktok with mentor teacher

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im gonna cry

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 3:52 PM

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ugh from stress I destroyed my fingers

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 4:58 PM

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jagged spruce ugh from stress I destroyed my fingers

theyre bloody asf

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hamster

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Horrible pain

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 5:33 PM

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I want to know when shes safe, thats really important to me❤️

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 6:37 PM

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Watching the final destination with my friend

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hell yeah

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 7:02 PM

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jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 8:20 PM

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jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 9:30 PM

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jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 9:31 PM

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jagged spruce

me when 2023

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I should think twice when i want type something

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Well, I feel bad after that

jagged spruce Jun 27, 2025, 10:23 PM

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Im dumb

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stupid

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everything

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I should really thibk

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think

jagged spruce Jun 28, 2025, 8:03 PM

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Today im home alone, I hate being alone. Im always scared and getting paranoid also im scared cuz one im gonna be alone like fr, im gonna be single forever and thats why im scared. Always when im in home alone I dont get up from bed, im just lonely and thats horrible for me

jagged spruce Jun 28, 2025, 11:27 PM

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I have tears in my eyes, I was so scared and she ask me to call, we are having sleep call I love it shes so cute

jagged spruce Jun 29, 2025, 8:16 AM

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I was home alone yesterday and I was so scaredd but I was on call with her and I really love it. She helped me with everything, i want to call like this more..She said she love my shitty talks O. M. G. also she heard sleepy asf for the time im pretty that was a silly experience for her. I said thank you to her staying with me like full night(cuz we are on talk) but discord i stupid and just disconnected us..but I know in my heart we was still together 🥹 That was the best day and night everrr

jagged spruce Jun 29, 2025, 5:10 PM

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Im playing with my polish friend phasmo, lowkey shitting my pants

jagged spruce Jun 29, 2025, 5:26 PM

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jagged spruce I was home alone yesterday and I was so scaredd but I was on call with her and I...

I love her sleepy voice shes so cute omgg😭 her ,,mhm” just gave me butterflies

jagged spruce Jun 29, 2025, 7:41 PM

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I want to hear her voice soo bad, we are going to call tomorrowww

jagged spruce Jun 30, 2025, 3:40 AM

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I woke up by mistake and I see we are still on call for 6 hours how cuteee omg Idc we dont have cameras and we are on mute. Im glad shes with me full night. I noticed my dreams are better when im on call with herr and thats fantasticcc, Today we are gonna talk so im a very excited but scared if im gonna be too sleepy and fall asleep by mistake…😭.Im going to sleep noww again hihihi (my phone is like exploding rn, but idc I need her)

smoky osprey Jun 30, 2025, 11:41 AM

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jagged spruce I woke up by mistake and I see we are still on call for 6 hours how cuteee<:omg:...

Aww this is cute!! I'm glad you have someone who makes you happy

jagged spruce Jun 30, 2025, 2:28 PM

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smoky osprey Aww this is cute!! I'm glad you have someone who makes you happy

Thank youuu!! im so glad having her in my life

jagged spruce Jun 30, 2025, 3:19 PM

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jagged spruce I woke up by mistake and I see we are still on call for 6 hours how cuteee<:omg:...

Today we was on call and i ask her if she can woke me up at 8am and she did it, I want her voice to wake me up every single day

jagged spruce Jun 30, 2025, 9:10 PM

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I feel dizzy for like 2 days, I dont know whats happening. Maybe cuz im eating less again..idk i have a painful bellyache and i feel like im gonna ||vomit|| soon..

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Heyy yall a little message for everyone from me :))

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asking for help is not make you weak, you can ask anyone for help

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and dont be scared of opinions :)

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and remember, youre not alone: ask everyone for help if you want it. You can dm me, your friends, a psychologist, therapist, family,
EVERYONE.

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Yall are so strong, im glad youre trying billiewaving

jagged spruce Jun 30, 2025, 9:45 PM

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Today without call but thats totally okaay, I understand her💋

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I have full summer break for her, also i want to flex cuz im searching for job😝😝

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I hope shes gonna be safe that night, lowkey having tears in eyes

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I miss her

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im going to sleep

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goodnight yall

placid yew Jun 30, 2025, 11:05 PM

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ooooooooooh

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you doin good

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 7:55 AM

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placid yew you doin good

Hey simonn

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:16 AM

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jagged spruce Hey simonn

hi

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:47 AM

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placid yew hi

How are you?

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:49 AM

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jagged spruce How are you?

im aight

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a lil sad but it's okay

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what abt you?

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:52 AM

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placid yew what abt you?

Good but tired hahah

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:52 AM

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figured

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:52 AM

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placid yew a lil sad but it's okay

something happened?

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:53 AM

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jagged spruce something happened?

well my gf is over at my house anymore but im tryna fix up this issue

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it aint really healthy

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:53 AM

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placid yew well my gf is over at my house anymore but im tryna fix up this issue

yk you can call her?

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to be with her

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:54 AM

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i did

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idk it dont feel the same

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hollup

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sorry to interrupt but

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HAVE YOU SEEN THE STEAM SUMMER SALE?!

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IT'S SO GOD DAMN GOOD

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:57 AM

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placid yew HAVE YOU SEEN THE STEAM SUMMER SALE?!

BRO I SAW

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I NEED MONEY

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FOR THAT

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OH MY GOD

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WHEN I SEE -90% MY EYES STARTS SHINING

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:57 AM

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I LEGIT SAW

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A 95% DISCCOUNT

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:58 AM

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I HAVE TO TRY GET A WORK

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I WANT

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TOMB RAIDER

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SO BAD

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BUT WALLET IS EMPTY

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ASF

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:58 AM

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im gonna cry

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😭

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:58 AM

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real.

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:58 AM

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this is so good

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:58 AM

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I want to be rich

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i want every game

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:59 AM

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i have like

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500+ dollars to spend

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🤑

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:00 AM

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...

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i envy you

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:03 AM

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@jagged spruce

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bro

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BROOOOO

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:23 AM

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placid yew <@1328975310762414110>

OMG.

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:25 AM

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jagged spruce OMG.

BUUUT

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the game lowkey sucks

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:26 AM

#

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meow?

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:26 AM

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placid yew the game lowkey sucks

why?

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:26 AM

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jagged spruce why?

animations aint good

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:26 AM

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placid yew animations aint good

oehh

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:26 AM

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jagged spruce

whats this

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i cant see the game on steam

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😔

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:27 AM

#

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thats tomb raiderr

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:27 AM

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ooh

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:27 AM

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ugh

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i wanted to send you link

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:28 AM

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nah i found it

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:28 AM

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but that one from 2103

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2013

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:29 AM

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jagged spruce 2013

and?

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2013 games are good

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HamsterStare

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:30 AM

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I know i just wanted to told you that cuz they have a lot of tomb raider games

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on steam

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:30 AM

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placid yew 2013 games are good

IKR?

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:30 AM

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jagged spruce I know i just wanted to told you that cuz they have a lot of tomb raider games

OH

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 9:30 AM

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jagged spruce IKR?

yeaaaaaaaah

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their graphics are like...

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wow....

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GREAT!

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so nostalgic

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:31 AM

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placid yew so nostalgic

thats why i want it

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i love lara croft character

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so bad

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I want buy also dlc for dbd

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with her

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but

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wallet empty

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crying

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:00 AM

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jagged spruce wallet empty

go gambling or smt

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 10:05 AM

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placid yew go gambling or smt

im trying to find summer job

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:45 AM

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jagged spruce im trying to find summer job

ohh

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yeah i remember

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anyways what were talking abt?

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 10:51 AM

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placid yew anyways what were talking abt?

I dont remember tbh..

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:51 AM

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jagged spruce I dont remember tbh..

same 😭

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:51 AM

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Yall got some adhd genes

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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placid yew same 😭

About steam discount sale

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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crystal monolith Yall got some adhd genes

rude

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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crystal monolith About steam discount sale

oh

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right

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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placid yew rude

It ain't an insult

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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wait no

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before that

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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crystal monolith It ain't an insult

no good english

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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placid yew i did

.

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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OH

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THAT

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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placid yew no good english

Idc

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:52 AM

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RIGHT

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yeah i honestly forgot what i was abt to say ngl

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:54 AM

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placid yew yeah i honestly forgot what i was abt to say ngl

Btw why are you in a billie server

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:55 AM

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crystal monolith Btw why are you in a billie server

i am?

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lmao forgot

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yeah i was lowkey bored

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:56 AM

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placid yew i am?

Yes you tagged me saying 'why did I know you were gonna be in here'

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:57 AM

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crystal monolith Yes you tagged me saying 'why did I know you were gonna be in here'

it was like

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3 am bro

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i was bored

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😔

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 10:58 AM

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placid yew 3 am bro

Damn

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:59 AM

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crystal monolith Damn

anyways

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why we speaking in nads' journal

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:01 AM

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placid yew why we speaking in nads' journal

Idk

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Why is Nadia not awnsering me is a better question

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@jagged spruce

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:03 AM

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crystal monolith Why is Nadia not awnsering me is a better question

give it a minute

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:07 AM

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placid yew give it a minute

She has responded

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:07 AM

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crystal monolith She has responded

thats a w

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:11 AM

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placid yew thats a w

For real

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:11 AM

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crystal monolith Why is Nadia not awnsering me is a better question

SORRY

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I WAS WATCHING

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REELS

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ON INSTAGRAM

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:11 AM

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placid yew why we speaking in nads' journal

good

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guys

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yap yap

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:12 AM

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jagged spruce yap yap

u want US to yap in YOUR journal?

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😭

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:12 AM

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crystal monolith About steam discount sale

GIRL THESE GAMES

#

ARE

#

SO

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CHEAP

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:12 AM

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placid yew u want US to yap in YOUR journal?

why not? hahah

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:12 AM

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HOLY SHI

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YES

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:12 AM

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SEARCHING FOR JOB

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:12 AM

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WAIT NO

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NO

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I JUST DENIED A 2K RENTER

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😭

#

agisagkosagj

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ok im good now

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i found her again 😎

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:13 AM

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jagged spruce why not? hahah

if u say so

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:14 AM

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SIMON

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THAT

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TOMB RAIDER

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AAAHHH

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:14 AM

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HOW DO U NOT HAVE MONEY

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TO BUY TOMB RAIDER?!

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:14 AM

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YESTERDAY MY MOM HAS A BDAY

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BRO

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:14 AM

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brody do u even afford food

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:14 AM

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jagged spruce YESTERDAY MY MOM HAS A BDAY

OH

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congrats!!!

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:15 AM

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and I bought her present

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thsts why im poor rn

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:15 AM

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placid yew brody do u even afford food

my bank account

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is empt

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:15 AM

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lend money

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:15 AM

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i have 1 euro ig

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kekW

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:15 AM

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yall dont even use euro

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💀

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:16 AM

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SHHHHHH

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i have

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wait

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let me see

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:16 AM

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hehe

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:16 AM

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3 pln

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I can buy

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nothing

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:16 AM

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bro...

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thats like

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pocket change

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i have like 12,257 pln

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🤑

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:17 AM

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12pln?

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or maybe you mean 122

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:17 AM

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no

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i meant 12 thousand

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:17 AM

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OH?

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WTF

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:17 AM

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yuh

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😎

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:18 AM

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OMG

#

how…..

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:18 AM

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im gatekeeping

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🤫

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:21 AM

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jagged spruce CHEAP

I'd buy you one

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:22 AM

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placid yew im gatekeeping

Feet pics

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:22 AM

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crystal monolith Feet pics

hell naw

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:22 AM

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Damn

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:24 AM

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crystal monolith I'd buy you one

NO

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dont even

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try

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dont make me more addicted girl

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:28 AM

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jagged spruce try

I can't cuz I can't pay with ideal nooo

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:29 AM

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crystal monolith I can't cuz I can't pay with ideal<:nooo:1187623708634914846>

Here is a one solution

#

but

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im not gonna tell you

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:30 AM

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No tell me

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:30 AM

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i can buy it

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:31 AM

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crystal monolith No tell me

Nuh uh, I dont want your money to be happy yk about it?

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pink_emoij_blush

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:32 AM

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placid yew i can buy it

No one is gonna buy me

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nuh uh

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sop

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stop*

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:32 AM

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ok

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i respect your uh

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decision

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:33 AM

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jagged spruce Nuh uh, I dont want your money to be happy yk about it?

Imma do ny research then

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:34 AM

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placid yew decision

yk I just dont want someones money to be happy

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:35 AM

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crystal monolith Imma do ny research then

..

crystal monolith Jul 1, 2025, 11:35 AM

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jagged spruce ..

PeepoHeart

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:37 AM

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jagged spruce yk I just dont want someones money to be happy

ye thats fair

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:47 AM

#

crystal monolith <:PeepoHeart:816438620453076994>

nuh uh

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 3:20 PM

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Im playing for 5 hours phasmophobia, my eyes burn

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 4:57 PM

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When my eyes burn but I still want to play with her, I can do everything for her billieHEART

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 5:20 PM

#

#

love

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 6:39 PM

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I have a lot of urges

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but idk

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 6:40 PM

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jagged spruce I have a lot of urges

of what

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 7:14 PM

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I love ,,The Notebook” I want to do rewatch

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:01 PM

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if someone ask me what I want for bday im gonna show them this

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:02 PM

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jagged spruce if someone ask me what I want for bday im gonna show them this

🤩

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:19 PM

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placid yew 🤩

im fan since 2015

#

yk

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:20 PM

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jagged spruce im fan since 2015

thats crazy

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10 years

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:21 PM

#

yess

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i have fnaf poster in basement

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and i have plushiue

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and mug

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and books

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:22 PM

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jagged spruce i have fnaf poster in basement

basement?!

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i wish i had one

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😔

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 8:23 PM

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placid yew basement?!

YESS

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 8:24 PM

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jagged spruce YESS

AHH

#

rah

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:26 PM

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I feel so bad cuz i cant be on call with her today..I want her to wake me up with that beautiful voice im literally tearing up

#

like

#

uhm

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I can but without mic and camera

#

thats horrible

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 9:51 PM

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rn i know when im on call with her i feel totally more safe..

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I started shaking

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nothing new

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 10:16 PM

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im scared

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 10:16 PM

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jagged spruce im scared

y

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:18 PM

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I want to sleep with her at the same time im begging

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:19 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/huh-cat-confused-whuh-gif-10204381671363361516

Tenor

jagged spruce Jul 1, 2025, 11:27 PM

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jagged spruce I want to sleep with her at the same time im begging

I DID IT I FEEL SAFE

placid yew Jul 1, 2025, 11:34 PM

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jagged spruce I DID IT I FEEL SAFE

🤩

jagged spruce Jul 2, 2025, 7:46 PM

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I feel lowkey idk, I need to vent but idk

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I just

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idk

placid yew Jul 2, 2025, 8:08 PM

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jagged spruce I feel lowkey idk, I need to vent but idk

im here if u need

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😄

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or @crystal monolith

jagged spruce Jul 2, 2025, 9:16 PM

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jagged spruce Jul 2, 2025, 9:49 PM

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Im gonna be so honest rn. Im worried about her I want to help her so bad..

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my wish to be there with her

jagged spruce Jul 3, 2025, 8:37 PM

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Shes the only one.

jagged spruce Jul 4, 2025, 8:35 AM

#

jagged spruce Jul 4, 2025, 8:38 AM

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jagged spruce

thank you tiktok for giving me proofs

jagged spruce Jul 4, 2025, 9:42 PM

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Today I drank to much caffeine

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oh fuck

#

but like

#

thats okay

#

hihihi

#

i was jumping

#

asf

placid yew Jul 4, 2025, 10:17 PM

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jagged spruce asf

tweaking?

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wroclaw tweaker type shi?

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 9:52 AM

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placid yew tweaking?

Naah

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 10:12 AM

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I had a crazy dreamsss today

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solemn shell Jul 5, 2025, 10:22 AM

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jagged spruce

I saw her live in 2022!:))

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She didn’t come back to my city this year though

solemn shell Jul 5, 2025, 10:22 AM

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jagged spruce Today I drank to much caffeine

Caffeine makes me sleepy

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 10:26 AM

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solemn shell I saw her live in 2022!:))

Hte tour?

solemn shell Jul 5, 2025, 10:33 AM

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crystal monolith Hte tour?

Yesss!!

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I have still got confetti in my phone case🙏🏻💕

#

#

Mind you these were taken on my old broken iPhone X👌

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My most recent concert (2nd of July also my 2nd concert some pretty crazy stuff happened that night and vids idk which one im allowed to send😀)

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On my iPhone 16 which camera quality ain’t done no better

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 10:56 AM

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solemn shell I have still got confetti in my phone case🙏🏻💕

Omg no way, I lost mine from the festival tour

solemn shell Jul 5, 2025, 11:01 AM

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crystal monolith Omg no way, I lost mine from the festival tour

I only have a few more left only because my sister

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:04 AM

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solemn shell I only have a few more left only because my sister

Fair

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:04 AM

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Woah two sophies

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:05 AM

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jagged spruce Woah two sophies

Oh help I just noticed

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:05 AM

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I WAS CONFUSED FOR A MIN

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:05 AM

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jagged spruce I WAS CONFUSED FOR A MIN

BHAHAHAHA

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:05 AM

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LIKE

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WTF

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:05 AM

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solemn shell I saw her live in 2022!:))

UGH I ENVY UOI

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YOU

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:06 AM

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jagged spruce UGH I ENVY UOI

One day were gonna go together

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Il take you with me next time

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:06 AM

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crystal monolith One day were gonna go together

I cant wait for that day

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:06 AM

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jagged spruce I cant wait for that day

Hihi

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:06 AM

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omg

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:06 AM

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solemn shell

crying in my country

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she has a concert here

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but i had exams these days

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hamster

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crying

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btw

solemn shell Jul 5, 2025, 11:07 AM

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crystal monolith Oh help I just noticed

me too help🙏🏻😭

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:07 AM

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Heeey @solemn shell Welcome to my silly journall😝😝

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:08 AM

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jagged spruce but i had exams these days

We will go next time girly (my exams will be when she comes here probably)

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Il still go tbh

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🤗

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:08 AM

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solemn shell Caffeine makes me sleepy

I was doing jumping jacks at 2am cuz i woke up

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hamster

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:08 AM

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jagged spruce I was doing jumping jacks at 2am cuz i woke up

Jees I could never

jagged spruce Jul 5, 2025, 11:08 AM

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crystal monolith Jees I could never

you didnt wanted to see me yesterday

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when i was outside

crystal monolith Jul 5, 2025, 11:09 AM

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jagged spruce you didnt wanted to see me yesterday

Ugh I so did

#Nadss journal!!

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