jagged spruce May 12, 2025, 10:43 PM

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BY MISTAKE

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HELP

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IM LAUGJING

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I LOVE

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TEXTING

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WITH HER

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OMG

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like

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I can

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yap

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abt everything

jagged spruce May 13, 2025, 4:33 PM

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manifesting

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justyna steczkowska

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poland

#

win

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eurovision

#

manifest

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🕯️JUSTYNA STECZKOWSKA🕯️
🕯️🕯️POLAND WINING🕯️🕯️
🕯️ 🕯️🕯️EUROVISION 🕯️🕯️🕯️
🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

jagged spruce May 13, 2025, 7:13 PM

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WATVHING

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EUROVISION

jagged spruce May 13, 2025, 7:52 PM

#

PO LAND

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PO LAND

#

PO LAND

jagged spruce May 13, 2025, 8:33 PM

#

WTF

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MY BABY

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POLAND

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SHOULD

#

WIN

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WE ARE

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SO GOOD

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IM SCARED

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CHA CHA

#

CHA

#

jagged spruce May 13, 2025, 9:53 PM

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POLAND

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GRAND FINAL

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jagged spruce May 14, 2025, 2:39 PM

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Im so mad

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lets say

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why

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Today I did a mock exam where there was one piece of information in English and we have a boy in the class who has no grasp of English at all (I don't know what he's doing in our class) (English is very important here) He can't even put together a simple sentence. And he kept saying "I don't understand it" And I tell him "But you should be able to do it, and what if we get an exam with some document in English?"

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But in this exam we also have a cost estimate in which we count the services, and he knows that I have been diagnosed with dyscalculia

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dyscalculia is a confirmed disorder in mathematics, I am unable to solve tasks correctly

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I lose numbers while counting

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smth like that

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AND

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A GUY TOLD ME THAT

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"You should be good at math"

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WOW

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thanks for telling me that

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really

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sorry for having dysfunction

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but thats not my problem

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thats my brain problem

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and I CANT heal that

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he piss me off

crystal monolith May 14, 2025, 3:29 PM

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jagged spruce "You should be good at math"

I'm not going to lie, but he just did what you did to him.
You're judging him for not being able to do something, then it's okey then he does it back and then you're mad?
It's kinda a thing that you can't really be mad about

jagged spruce May 14, 2025, 3:30 PM

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crystal monolith I'm not going to lie, but he just did what you did to him. You're judging him fo...

but I just told him the fact

crystal monolith May 14, 2025, 3:30 PM

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jagged spruce but I just told him the fact

And he also did.

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You really can't be mad about it. You just got hit with karma😅

jagged spruce May 14, 2025, 3:31 PM

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crystal monolith And he also did.

exactly, he simply said it to me in such a tone that it irritated and pissed me off

crystal monolith May 14, 2025, 3:31 PM

#

You don't know if he also had something

crystal monolith May 14, 2025, 3:31 PM

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jagged spruce exactly, he simply said it to me in such a tone that it irritated and pissed me ...

Yes and so did you probably

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I'm not going to argue about it

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But what happend is a case of karma🤷🏼‍♀️

jagged spruce May 14, 2025, 3:32 PM

#

maybe that is

#

my prime era in my old primary school

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is gone

#

literally when I was in school for talk to my old teachers

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everyone was like

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OMGGG NADIAAA

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NADIA HEEEY

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HEYY NADSS

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HI

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and hugging

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everyone

#

rn its gone

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my friends are writing exams for end primary school

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I feel like a mother of 8 kids

#

yesterday they had a polish exam

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today they had math exam

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and tomorrow is english exam

jagged spruce May 14, 2025, 7:48 PM

#

I cant explain how much I love blue eyes

jagged spruce May 14, 2025, 8:51 PM

#

im scared

jagged spruce May 15, 2025, 6:52 AM

#

YAYAYAYAYA

jagged spruce May 15, 2025, 12:49 PM

#

I dont like

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my hands

#

I have a lot of scratches

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(dw im clumsy)

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and paper

#

just

#

scratch me

jagged spruce May 15, 2025, 3:46 PM

#

BUT YOUUU

#

ARE

#

MY STRANGE ADDICTION

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im doing my wishlist cds

jagged spruce May 15, 2025, 4:43 PM

#

Im worried about her.

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I hope shes okay

jagged spruce May 15, 2025, 9:00 PM

#

I love eurovision

jagged spruce May 15, 2025, 9:39 PM

#

after 30 years

jagged spruce May 16, 2025, 5:18 AM

#

I woke up

#

and

#

I think

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I need more

#

sleep

jagged spruce May 16, 2025, 8:47 PM

#

well

#

im worried

fathom stone May 16, 2025, 9:19 PM

#

jagged spruce im worried

About what?

jagged spruce May 16, 2025, 9:29 PM

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fathom stone About what?

about my well being

#

and everything

#

I feel so bad

#

telling

#

her

#

im good

#

but I dont

#

vent abt my well being

#

bc of that one situation

#

maybe I should disappear

fathom stone May 16, 2025, 9:43 PM

#

jagged spruce her

Who is her

jagged spruce May 16, 2025, 9:57 PM

#

fathom stone Who is her

my ex gf

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idk im thinking abt ||relapsing||

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my thoughts are so much stronger than anything

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I dont know, How I feel

#

pain

fathom stone May 16, 2025, 10:41 PM

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jagged spruce my ex gf

I’m really sorry Nadss

jagged spruce May 17, 2025, 10:08 AM

#

jagged spruce May 17, 2025, 10:58 AM

#

no one is worried abt me

#

good

#

for me

jagged spruce May 17, 2025, 9:12 PM

#

VOTE 15🇵🇱🇵🇱

jagged spruce May 18, 2025, 8:41 AM

#

I was talking to my ex gf(that og one ,which everyone know her)

#

we are

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just

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judging

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eurovision

#

bc Poland didn’t win

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XDDD

#

but shes so real

#

I would talk here abt it

#

abt my opinion about eurovision

#

but that would be very controversial

jagged spruce May 18, 2025, 10:36 AM

#

#

only 14th place..

#

YES IM STILL MAD

jagged spruce May 18, 2025, 4:11 PM

#

I need

#

nitto

#

nitro

#

so bad

#

but my cc

#

is not working

#

somehow

#

and

#

im mad

jagged spruce May 18, 2025, 7:34 PM

#

helping

#

everyone

#

is the besr thing

#

I can do

#

in my horrible life

jagged spruce May 19, 2025, 2:46 PM

#

I feel

#

worse

#

i have to clear my mind

jagged spruce May 19, 2025, 10:11 PM

#

Im so fucking stressed

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im getting skinny

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more

#

ig I dont look healthy

jagged spruce May 20, 2025, 4:45 PM

#

"People say I look happy
Just because I got skinny"

jagged spruce May 20, 2025, 7:30 PM

#

I cant cry

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uhh

#

bc I cant breathe

jagged spruce May 21, 2025, 4:09 PM

#

im gwtting more skinny

#

fuck

jagged spruce May 21, 2025, 5:42 PM

#

always

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when im loving someone too much

#

my heart hurts physically

#

ouch

#

literally

jagged spruce May 21, 2025, 6:11 PM

#

well

#

I have a little problem

#

with breathing

#

but ig thats okay

jagged spruce May 21, 2025, 8:33 PM

#

I need to vent

#

but

#

staying quiet

#

hamster

jagged spruce May 21, 2025, 9:20 PM

#

CZAAAAAAAAAAAAAS

#

#

THEY CALL ME GAJAAA

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HOLDINF CLOSE IN YOUR

#

AAAAAAAARMS

#

CZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS

#

today

#

my friend

#

was

#

searchinf

#

for me

#

and she found me

#

and she hugged me

#

ang gave me a kiss on lips

#

(were always do that)

#

were besties

#

and I got 2 kisses on cheeks

#

—————————————-

#

today my friend

#

told me

#

song

#

,,break my heart again” from finneas

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is very relatable for my situation

#

shes telling facts

#

I also add

#

when the party’s over

#

I deserve pain?

#

ouch

jagged spruce May 22, 2025, 2:37 PM

#

thats hurt

jagged spruce May 22, 2025, 7:54 PM

#

today my friend

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told me

#

she can feel my bones

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bc she was touching my arm at classes

#

bc she was bored

#

and she said to me ,,Girl I can feel your bones”

#

Thats what I said

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Im getting skinny

#

bc im stressed

#

and that one situation makes me feel stressed more

jagged spruce May 22, 2025, 10:11 PM

#

I ate only one

#

meal

#

yesterday

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I feel

#

idk

#

good?

#

but different too

jagged spruce May 23, 2025, 4:32 PM

#

I feel weird

#

someone who loved me found someone else after the breakup..of course I wish her the best but the fact that we both went through this breakup quite painfully, she found someone else really quickly

jagged spruce May 23, 2025, 10:01 PM

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I love

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sadie sink

#

jagged spruce May 24, 2025, 9:00 PM

#

I feel totally better if we are texting to each other

jagged spruce May 24, 2025, 9:29 PM

#

im worried about her, I dont know what to do

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I feel so

#

useless

#

I texted my fine shyt🫣

crystal monolith May 24, 2025, 9:43 PM

#

jagged spruce I texted my fine shyt🫣

You need help.

#

🙏

jagged spruce May 24, 2025, 9:43 PM

#

crystal monolith You need help.

😭😭😭😭

jagged spruce May 24, 2025, 9:44 PM

#

crystal monolith You need help.

I need touch grass

#

but nuh uh

jagged spruce May 24, 2025, 10:18 PM

#

What can I say

#

Im worried, idk how to help, I hope shes get better

#

she deserves whole world

jagged spruce May 25, 2025, 7:45 AM

#

I was thinking a lot about someone

#

I dont want to say about who

#

but thats so obvious

#

hamster

#

What can I say

#

I hope shes okay

jagged spruce May 25, 2025, 11:09 AM

#

why everone is rude

#

for me

#

wth

#

raah

jagged spruce May 25, 2025, 1:02 PM

#

IM GWTTING

#

NEW KEYBOARD

#

LIKE

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

#

YAYAYAYAYA

#

sorry for dutch

#

btw

#

im learning in practice

#

AND THAT IS

#

A PRETTY SMALL

#

KEYBOARD

#

SO FOR ME

#

PERFECT

#

faster builds

#

in fortnjte

jagged spruce May 25, 2025, 2:31 PM

#

Eh

#

I started crying

#

Like uhm

#

I really wanted to go on billie concert

#

like

#

she

#

saved me life

#

in every way

#

but I cant meet her irl

#

thats hurt

#

maybe in different life?

jagged spruce May 25, 2025, 7:00 PM

#

I dont feel good

#

i need to vent

#

but

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only one

#

person

#

can understand me

jagged spruce May 25, 2025, 9:34 PM

#

I have to

#

make

#

a glowup

#

I want

#

throw

#

chair

#

thats okay

#

I want throw chair more

#

update

#

Im laying on my stomach

#

😝

#

OMG

#

I GOT

#

HEART

#

I WON

#

IM HAPOY

#

HAPPY

#

IM JUMPING

#

AYAYAYAYAYA

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 10:37 AM

#

I escaped

#

school

#

police almost

#

caught me

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 2:52 PM

#

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 4:50 PM

#

I feeling being ignored

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 5:35 PM

#

I want

#

to

#

throw

#

chair

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 6:36 PM

#

I LOVE TALKING

#

WITH

#

MY

#

BSF

#

VIC

#

OMG

#

BC SHES

#

POLISH

#

THO

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 8:52 PM

#

I feel pretty good

#

idk

#

thats weird tho

#

I WAS TALKING

#

A LONG TIME

#

OH MY GOD

#

pretty weird

#

tho

#

talking

#

for a long time in english

#

BUT

#

I LOVE IT

#

MY BSF ARE GONNA HELP ME WITH VALORANT

#

FINALLY

#

new addiction is coming

#

I also

#

my well being

#

is improve

#

bc

#

everyone is saying

#

im fine shyt

#

like

#

uhm

#

thank youu

#

hamster

#

but I will be more fine shyt

#

soon

#

OH YEAAH

#

but

#

everyone

#

is still

#

keep listening to me

#

bc im not healed

#

yet

#

and

#

im yapping

#

a lot

#

HamsterStare

#

yappperrr

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 9:24 PM

#

I GOT

#

HEART

#

YAYAYAYAY

#

SCREAMING IN PILLOW

#

I KNOW THATS ONLY EMOJI

#

BUT

#

NO ONE CSNT GET ME

#

WH IM HAPPY

jagged spruce May 26, 2025, 9:58 PM

#

||suicidal thoughts killed me today.||

jagged spruce May 27, 2025, 4:12 PM

#

#

IM

#

PASSING

#

GEOGRAPHY

jagged spruce May 27, 2025, 5:48 PM

#

IM PLAYING

#

FNAF

#

FOR MY BSFS

jagged spruce May 27, 2025, 6:46 PM

#

jagged spruce May 28, 2025, 5:06 PM

#

Watching fight club

jagged spruce May 28, 2025, 8:27 PM

#

Im worried about her

jagged spruce May 28, 2025, 9:29 PM

#

me core

jagged spruce May 28, 2025, 10:14 PM

#

im getting worried

#

more

#

I really want to talk about it with her

#

but ik she will not told me how she feel

#

i wanna throw myself

#

im tired

#

tho

#

but

#

I will try

#

rn

#

to take care of her

#

somehow

#

my

#

eyes

#

are

#

red

#

igh

#

im too tired

#

i shoukd

#

ho

#

slgo

#

go

#

skeep

#

I will take care of her

#

tomorrow

#

full night

#

I promise myself

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 5:01 AM

#

I woke up

#

I feel bad

#

having hope shes okay

#

#

HOW SHES SO PRETTY

#

THATS MY FAV POLISH INFLUENCER

#

BUT

#

WOMAN

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 8:50 AM

#

okay

#

thats hurt

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 5:09 PM

#

my

#

heart

#

stopped

#

beating

#

my og ex

#

is killing me

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 5:44 PM

#

jagged spruce thats hurt

I ask her abt it

#

update

#

thats hurt tho

#

ngl

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 9:16 PM

#

im destroying myself

#

maybe bc i deserve it

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 9:45 PM

#

Im misisng

#

missing

#

that

#

relationship

#

im crying

#

i wanna throw myself

#

somewhere

#

ig I got final shot

#

I have a first phase of panic attack

#

uh

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 10:29 PM

#

I didn’t see future

#

im nothing

#

atm

#

thats what I said before

#

old me got killed

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 10:49 PM

#

today I saw

#

when someone is mentioning her

#

my smile is fading

#

like

#

I have smile on face still

#

but thats not THAT smile

#

the way when hearts are giving you a little smile

jagged spruce May 29, 2025, 11:03 PM

#

jagged spruce full night

update

#

pinky promise said

#

I have to go sleep

#

gnn

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 3:32 PM

#

im a fucking green flag

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 7:02 PM

#

I feel like a winner when someone is telling me im fine shyt and green flag

#

like

#

yall

#

omg

#

love u all

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:09 PM

#

watching final destination with my pookie

#

hamster

fathom stone May 30, 2025, 8:11 PM

#

jagged spruce watching final destination with my pookie

Which one

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:11 PM

#

fathom stone Which one

the first one

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:12 PM

#

fathom stone Which one

happy birthdaaay matt PeepoHeart

fathom stone May 30, 2025, 8:12 PM

#

jagged spruce the first one

Lmk if it’s good because I’ve been recommended those movies

#

And I’m thinking about watching them

fathom stone May 30, 2025, 8:12 PM

#

jagged spruce happy birthdaaay matt<:PeepoHeart:816438620453076994>

Thank you nadss!🥳❤️

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:12 PM

#

fathom stone And I’m thinking about watching them

that movie

#

is good

#

tho

#

I love it

#

but very ||gore|| sometimes

fathom stone May 30, 2025, 8:13 PM

#

jagged spruce but very ||gore|| sometimes

Oh I can handle that

#

I’m watching a movie rn as well

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:13 PM

#

fathom stone I’m watching a movie rn as well

ooo

#

what movie?

fathom stone May 30, 2025, 8:15 PM

#

jagged spruce ooo

Mickey 17!

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:17 PM

#

fathom stone Mickey 17!

I never heard that

#

whats this about?

fathom stone May 30, 2025, 8:17 PM

#

A disposable employee is sent on a human expedition to colonize the ice world Niflheim. After one iteration dies, a new body is regenerated with most of his memories intact.

#

So basically he’s like this employee that joins like a force

#

But it’s far in the future so if he dies then they revive him using this printer basically

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:21 PM

#

OOOOOO

#

THATS INTERESTING

#

OMG

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 8:56 PM

#

im so happy bc she found someone better than me but Im so mad how she treats her

#

im gonna throw chair away

#

||I still not healed but I support her in every way||

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 9:21 PM

#

#

hamster

#

im listening a lot of dutch music

#

anddd

#

duolingooo

#

throwing chair

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 10:12 PM

#

I am

#

train

#

oh well

#

ihm

#

uhm

#

well

#

I dont know

#

my heart starts hurts again

#

my heart knows when he have to give me pain

#

..

#

uhm

#

hamster

#

hamster

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 11:06 PM

#

green flag moment

jagged spruce May 30, 2025, 11:23 PM

#

I want to stay with her in this moment

#

I dont want to leave her alone

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 6:14 AM

#

Hope shes okayy, I stayed with her for a long time but I fall asleep by mistake, I dont know when and how hahah😭

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 9:32 AM

#

OH

#

SORRY

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 9:48 AM

#

I WANTED

#

TO

#

UHM

#

SEND

#

LINK

#

HELP

#

NEW PFPPP

#

SHES SO FINE

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 11:47 AM

#

I got flashbacks when I was playing with her

#

but in good way

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 12:49 PM

#

I'm a real bad girl, but a real good kisser
Leave me alone, bitch, I wanna have fun

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 9:26 PM

#

everyone is asking me why im still wearing matching necklace

#

well

#

I dont want to take it off bc that necklace means a lot for me

#

I know shes not wearing it

#

but im wearing that

#

so

#

hihihi

#

I still have everything from her

#

I love it

#

every thing from her

#

has a meaning for me

#

I FEEL

#

LIKE

#

UHM

#

AURA

#

my friend told me again im a green flag

#

IH YEAAAH

#

I want to describe myself

#

here hahaha

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 10:01 PM

#

jagged spruce I want to describe myself

so hihi

#

im pretty short, I have a brown hair and dark brown eyes but from sun I can have a really light brown eyes haha, im wearing glasses bc im blind asf😭😭 also I have pretty freckles, my smile is pretty wide, half introvert and half extrovert, sometimes i can really stay quiet but i can also yapping, screaming or singing so loud in public😝😝 I love playing basketball and video games (im gamer girl) my fav game is fortnite hah everyone is saying im addicted 🙄 I love energy drinks so sooo much and adrenaline. IM A FUCKING GREEN FLAG: im kind, loyal, supportive and always asker about feeling everyone hahah

#

I love helping people alwaysss!!

#

also I have veiny hands

#

oopsie

#

im wearing a oversize clothes

#

but I can wear top

#

ALSO I HAVE PIERCING IN NOSE

#

||I get panick attack bc im stressing about my exams bc I have them tomorrow literally||

#

||I can do this alone||

jagged spruce May 31, 2025, 10:33 PM

#

I want to sleep

#

but I don’t want to leave her like that

fathom stone May 31, 2025, 10:49 PM

#

Nadss

#

You’re doing a great job

#

Keep going no matter what❤️

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 12:36 AM

#

fathom stone You’re doing a great job

thank youuuu

#

hamster hamster

fathom stone Jun 1, 2025, 12:37 AM

#

Ofc

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 9:13 AM

#

||I hope she will be okay forever, bc im not||

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 10:42 AM

#

Recently, my friend asked me if someone asked me about a second chance, of course in the context that someone broke up with me and then wanted a second chance, I personally answered that yes, everyone deserves a second chance.

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 11:30 AM

#

everything hurts

#

im still bleeding

#

fuck that nose

#

hahah

#

always when im stressed im bleeding

#

i feel dizzy asf

#

bye yall

#

I start crying

#

my heart hurts

#

uugh

#

I feel like

#

dying

#

idk

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 1:17 PM

#

shes the only one

#

she can understand me

#

we can talk about everything

#

oh im crying

#

my heart is beating

#

too fast

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 3:08 PM

#

I WAS

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

OMG

#

IM HAPPY

#

SORRY TO MANY EMOTIONS

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 8:06 PM

#

GUYS SHE WAVED TO ME

#

AND I GOT

#

AUTOGRPAH

#

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 8:08 PM

#

jagged spruce

THAT SONG IS ABOUT SLAVIC GIRLS

#

IM GLAD TO BE SLAVIC

#

ALSO HIM, HES A KING LATIN

#

IGNORE MY CRACKED LONG NOTED

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 8:45 PM

#

||I feel kinda weird about situation from yesterday, like uhm if she loved her, why she broke up with her like wtf girl, but somehow im pretty happy bc i know how she treats her||

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 9:17 PM

#

todsy my friends

#

asked me

#

about dribking alcohol

#

like

#

uhm

#

yall

#

I cant be drunk

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 9:45 PM

#

getting panick attack

#

leave me alone

#

acting like i dint have it

#

good

#

shaking

#

please

#

oh my

#

god

#

j csnt type corerctly

#

im gettin worded

#

wireewor

#

worse

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 10:14 PM

#

shes so kind omg, she helped me with panic attack

#

idk if i can say it

#

but

#

such a cutie

#

im crying

#

but

#

in good way

#

rn

jagged spruce Jun 1, 2025, 10:34 PM

#

im bleeding

#

ugh

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 5:15 PM

#

im doing

#

more

#

silent repost

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 6:26 PM

#

im so done

#

oh my

#

god

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 7:57 PM

#

d u o l i n g o

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:24 PM

#

everything hurts

#

my nose is bleeding again

#

what the fuc-

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:33 PM

#

jagged spruce my nose is bleeding again

Did it stop?

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:38 PM

#

fathom stone Did it stop?

nuh

#

I wish

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:39 PM

#

It’s still bleeding?

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:39 PM

#

yes

#

unfortunately

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:40 PM

#

Pinch the top of your nose

#

Like

#

Where you can feel the bone

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:40 PM

#

fathom stone Pinch the top of your nose

okay

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:41 PM

#

jagged spruce okay

Do you have like a tissue or paper towel or toilet paper to cover up the bleeding?

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:41 PM

#

yes yes

#

I have tissues

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:43 PM

#

Okay pinch the top of your nose and just keep the tissues under your nostrils

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:44 PM

#

fathom stone Okay pinch the top of your nose and just keep the tissues under your nostrils

oh okaay

#

ig it’s stopped

#

for a bit

crystal monolith Jun 2, 2025, 9:46 PM

#

fathom stone Pinch the top of your nose

wont work

#

you gotta pinch before it

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:47 PM

#

oh nvm

#

that was a joke

crystal monolith Jun 2, 2025, 9:47 PM

#

sit straight and bend you neck forward, if its not caused by trauma then you can sneeze into the paper

#

if it is by trauma

#

then do not sneeze

#

that could lead to brain damage

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:48 PM

#

crystal monolith sit straight and bend you neck forward, if its not caused by trauma then you can...

okay

#

let me

#

try

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:48 PM

#

jagged spruce oh nvm

You can still pinch if it’s bleeding

crystal monolith Jun 2, 2025, 9:50 PM

#

fathom stone You can still pinch if it’s bleeding

yeah but not the bone, that wont do anything:)

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 9:50 PM

#

I think it works differently for people then because that’s helped me

#

I lean foward and pinch my nose

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 9:52 PM

#

ig im better

crystal monolith Jun 2, 2025, 9:53 PM

#

fathom stone I think it works differently for people then because that’s helped me

trust me it didnt work haha, youre pinching an area that wont do much if you pinch it

crystal monolith Jun 2, 2025, 9:53 PM

#

jagged spruce ig im better

thats good:)

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 10:09 PM

#

||she still has the same nickname on discord only if im doing silly screenshots of our conversation for her im changing it bc i dont want make her mad about it||

jagged spruce Jun 2, 2025, 10:32 PM

#

I almost wrote ily…

#

uhh

#

feelings too strong

#

but rn she can see I love her very much

#

bruh

#

goodnight yall

#

wow I start crying

#

woah

#

congrats nadss to be

#

unstable

#

emotionally

#

goodnight.

fathom stone Jun 2, 2025, 10:54 PM

#

Did I end up helping or no

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 6:13 PM

#

I need to vent

#

but

#

nuh uh

#

quiet time

fathom stone Jun 3, 2025, 6:28 PM

#

jagged spruce I need to vent

I can listen if you’d like

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 7:39 PM

#

sorry

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 8:05 PM

#

I feel

#

horrible

#

what can i say

fathom stone Jun 3, 2025, 8:15 PM

#

I’m sorry I didn’t see the quiet time part

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 8:25 PM

#

fathom stone I’m sorry I didn’t see the quiet time part

thats okay dw

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 8:54 PM

#

#

I can feel it

#

my healing it will last forever

#

real feelings will hurt forever

#

today I had a situation where my mind just imagined her and we are talking..

#

I cant explain how much I cried

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 9:41 PM

#

I got flashback.

jagged spruce Jun 3, 2025, 10:17 PM

#

IM GONNA DIE

#

BY MISTAKE

#

BY MISTSKE

#

I CALLED HER

#

OH MY GOODNES

#

SOMEONE KILL ME

#

CHOKE ME

#

dumbass nadss

fathom stone Jun 3, 2025, 11:10 PM

#

jagged spruce I CALLED HER

Who??

jagged spruce Jun 4, 2025, 8:20 PM

#

I feel

#

weird

#

idk

#

why

#

my heart hurts more

#

pain

jagged spruce Jun 4, 2025, 9:09 PM

#

Today I saw a pic of my og ex gf and she was wearing a shirt which I had on me

#

omg

#

flashbacks

#

but literally

#

silly

jagged spruce Jun 4, 2025, 9:26 PM

#

chewing gums + water = 0 appetite

#

im skinnier and im proud of it

jagged spruce Jun 4, 2025, 9:48 PM

#

no

#

no

#

no

#

no

#

no one is worried abt me

#

thats good tho

#

When shes saying ,,please” to me when she want to sleep

#

uhm

#

just tell me you need sleep and I will go with you

#

I dont need please

#

I dont feel good when shes writing please in messages like that

#

hagahaha

#

im not the boss

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 12:34 PM

#

today I had ,,party” at classes

#

my teacher put some music

#

and give us sweeties

#

and drink

#

that was cute

#

Also I told her my results from exam

#

she was so sooo proud

#

but at first I told her

#

she really helped me before exam

#

and she said smth like

#

im so happy to hear that

#

and she smile really wide

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 2:18 PM

#

shes the only one

#

I answering her

#

while playing

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 3:12 PM

#

Yall

#

I need nitro

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 3:46 PM

#

||that message hurt tho||

#

ik that was lyrics in my messafe

#

but anwser hurts

#

but uhm

#

idk

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 4:36 PM

#

I dont feel good

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 5:59 PM

#

crying and being happy at the same time

#

...

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 6:18 PM

#

my pupils became wider and my heart started beating faster

#

real feeling

#

but I cant act like that

#

trying to act normal

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 8:15 PM

#

||Maybe I treated her wrong? a lot of thoughts in my mind||

#

||I start crying so bad||

#

||horrible to be alone again..||

#

||no one worried, good 4 me||

#

||nvm||

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 8:58 PM

#

#

.

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 9:45 PM

#

#

What if I just dont deserve for love?

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 10:23 PM

#

I crying

#

why?

#

..

#

0 comments

fathom stone Jun 5, 2025, 10:26 PM

#

jagged spruce What if I just dont deserve for love?

You do nads

jagged spruce Jun 5, 2025, 10:27 PM

#

fathom stone You do nads

I dont think so matt

#

literally everyone is breaking up with me thr same

#

i dont knoe whats going on

#

and yk I healed yaaay

#

getting into relationship

#

and boom

#

broke up

#

and again

#

thats my life

#

and

#

after the broke up

#

literally every single person

#

is founding someone else

#

so fast

#

thats

#

wow

#

just no one wants me

#

but like

#

thats okay if they are founding someone else

#

im so happy for them

#

but

#

uhh

#

idk

#

I wish just

#

turn back time

#

I dont see future

#

I feel likeuhm

#

my life is

#

over

#

im not gonna find someone else

#

never

#

I will stuck here

#

forever

fathom stone Jun 5, 2025, 10:33 PM

#

jagged spruce I dont think so matt

I don’t think I deserve love either

#

But you’re really nice nadss I think you will

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 10:55 AM

#

everyday im waiting for second chance

#

but

#

dreams never come true

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 5:51 PM

#

IM PANICKING

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 6:08 PM

#

nervous laugh

#

ahhh

fathom stone Jun 6, 2025, 6:25 PM

#

jagged spruce IM PANICKING

What’s happening

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 7:39 PM

#

nothing dw

#

im better

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 7:54 PM

#

I love meaning

#

Im trying

#

to

#

avoud

#

avoud

#

avoid

#

that topic

#

so fucking much

#

someone choke me

#

please

#

well

#

my sensitive ass start crying

#

ahhh

#

no

#

I cant

#

tapk

#

talk

#

If I just

#

oh

#

nvm

#

I feel worse than yesterday

#

but today

#

0 vent

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 8:40 PM

#

Im trying to avoid this topic but my thoughts are just abt it

#

im gonna cry again

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 8:45 PM

#

jagged spruce im gonna cry again

yeah

#

I was correct

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 9:17 PM

#

uhm

#

idk

#

shes sending me heart

#

im melting

#

idk

#

im crying agsin

#

im not okey asf

#

sensitive ass

#

I hope shes not worried

#

shes makin my heart beats faster

#

.

#

feelings

#

yall

#

Ig I have to shut up

#

when you want to say ily but u cant

#

eh

#

im crying 4 times in row

#

I feel so useless

#

idk

jagged spruce Jun 6, 2025, 10:08 PM

#

jagged spruce when you want to say ily but u cant

I almost wrote that

#

I started staring at that message

#

but no

#

I can’t

#

I feel pretty better

#

but

#

idk how she feel rn

#

thats why I said

#

I jusr have to shut up sometimes

jagged spruce Jun 7, 2025, 10:29 AM

#

Weird when someone is really worried

jagged spruce Jun 7, 2025, 10:45 AM

#

0 emotions in me

#

I had a dream abt ||suicide||

#

the worst night

#

I ever had

#

and that was dream

#

like

#

uhm

#

I can feel everything

#

Literally I woke up with red eyes

#

I dont want to describe the dream

#

#

good timing

jagged spruce Jun 7, 2025, 11:31 AM

#

jagged spruce Jun 7, 2025, 3:42 PM

#

I feel so bad about that situation

#

I really wanted to anwser her but girl from vc was soo loud

#

and I cannot hear her

jagged spruce Jun 7, 2025, 8:06 PM

#

I hate when shes dont feel good

#

my heart hurts

#

she deserves everything

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 8:50 AM

#

#

HES SO FINR

#

FINE

#

HES SO FINE SHYT

#

MY FAV STREAMER

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 10:02 AM

#

I’m worried about her

rich kayak Jun 8, 2025, 10:21 AM

#

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 10:30 AM

#

rich kayak

HELP

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 3:53 PM

#

I really want to call her different but im scared to make her uncomfortable..

#

she said shes missing me and i was staring at that message, I almost cried

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 5:16 PM

#

sometimes i need to shut up

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 6:55 PM

#

ouch

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 7:12 PM

#

idk but I need to cry

#

maybe im delusional

#

IDK

#

someone slap me

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 7:51 PM

#

I slapped myself

#

update

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 8:33 PM

#

UHM

#

UHM

#

IDK

#

WHATS HAPPENIN

#

WITH ME

#

I slapped myself again

#

no

#

ouch

#

stop

jagged spruce Jun 8, 2025, 9:31 PM

#

I’m so worried about her

#

what can I say

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 7:13 AM

#

Ik wil je
Blijf bij me
Hou van me
Ga nooit meer weg

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 9:14 AM

#

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 2:10 PM

#

WELL

#

ME AND FRIEND

#

ARE THINKING

#

ABT GOING TO AMSTERDAM

#

NEXT YEAR

#

I HAVE TO GO TO WORK

#

THIS YEA

#

RR

#

imagine: gym, work, making youtube series, streaming

#

at the same time

#

OMG.

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 3:02 PM

#

IM

#

EXPLODINGGGGGGGGGGG

#

INSIDEEE

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 3:48 PM

#

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 6:36 PM

#

I dont feel good

#

idk

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 7:31 PM

#

#

#

I hate you spotidy

#

spotify

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 8:20 PM

#

no one talk to me, thanks

#

idk im crying

#

sensitive ass

#

stop it nads

#

hamster

#

nah I cant stop it

#

I feel like I got hit by knife and twisted

#

ig i just deserve it

#

thats okay thi

#

tho

#

that’s not the first time

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 8:57 PM

#

I got panic attack

#

trying to act mysterious

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 9:19 PM

#

||shes still having a second chance||

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 10:30 PM

#

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

jagged spruce Jun 9, 2025, 10:48 PM

#

.

#

nvm

#

emotions disappear

#

fast

#

asf

jagged spruce Jun 10, 2025, 5:02 AM

#

I feel so bad for him

#

hes my fav influencer

#

he was in bussines for influencers

#Nadss journal!!

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