Is it normal to wanting to kiss a girl even though you aren't romantically attracted to her.

[bitter palm]

I'm a 14 year old lesbian and in high school. I sit beside my best friend even though we literally met a month ago. I know I don't like her romantically yet. She's not my type at all and we haven't been friends for long enough. She's straight, and we have nothing in common but we have the same humor and understand each other well enough. (that's like the only reason why we bonded so fast)
I keep getting the urge to kiss her and I don't know why. It almost grosses me out because I was ||SA'd ||by kissing when I was 6yo.

[silent robin]

Are you a lesbian cause you were ||SA'd||

Also
That's symptoms of trauma you're going through

[bitter palm]

No definitely not

I only remembered that experience at 13

[silent robin]

Ahhh

Then it's puberty that's bothering you

[bitter palm]

I mean I am scared of adult men because of that now, but I think if one of my guy classmates hugged or leaned over to me, I'd be fine. As long as there's no intent and it's a platonic way.

[silent robin]

I understand you g

Regarding your friend

You should tell her about your urges
Or you should avoid her

[silent robin]

For her own safety

[bitter palm]

Yeah I thought of that too

But I thought it'd weird her out

[silent robin]

What would be worse is if you kiss her suddenly some day

You said she's straight
She might not take it well

Unless maybe she's bi

[bitter palm]

Yeah that's true, I'm afraid I will do that too

[bitter palm]

But she didn't consent nor will be expecting it

[silent robin]

True
But that is when you're in a stable state like this

If you give in to your urges
You won't care about consent at the moment

So if she's bi
It will make things less bad

Try to find out if she's bi

[bitter palm]

Don't think so

She has a crush on a guy

and don't seem like she's ever mentioned a girl being hot

she knows I'm a lesbian btw, I'm open about my sexuality to everyone

[silent robin]

Ask

Plus

If she ain't
Tell her about the urge

Or better still
Find a gf

[bitter palm]

No she told me herself she is straight lol

[bitter palm]

Trying 💔

[silent robin]

I see

[silent robin]

Well I'm sorry
That's all the formal advice and help I can give you

Every other thing would be personal advice

[bitter palm]

Nono you helped a lot!

[silent robin]

Thank you

[mint bone]

YUHH

GANG

I KISSED MAH SISTER

[hallow finch]

oh

W bro

[silent robin]

Noooooooo

☠️

[silent robin]

Fym W

[bitter palm]

Is this a troll

@acoustic pelican sorry to bother you, but I think they're trolling