#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just found out my dad had a Playstation years ago
my mommy said
when they would both come back from work
they both went straight to the game
π
Its so cute to imagine 
They probably played candy crush 1960 edition
my actually mom loves candy crush..!
BUT MY MOM SAID THEY PLAYED SOME CAR RACING GAME
and my dad loved to play beach buggy racing
I still play it sometimes
Probably not Gran Torismo then

They look high
High time for a race on the beach in a buggy
That pun was buns
Easter bunny
wait i think that was funny ...!π
Seriously? Tank you
wait yw.. π π
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guys is this bag cute lmk... 
because it does and doesnt look cute to me
This one would be cute but the shape is a little weird
And the material doesnt look really good..!
The first one is cuter
theres gonna be a party soon for baby jasmine..!
I forgot what its about..
But its something about getting baptized
And im gonna go
and go to church with them too..!
AND
we will be babysitting jasmine tmr
cuz my cousin comes over
tmr
and hes gotta go to church with my auntie
because hes gonna be Jasmines god father or something..!
So he has to go to church tmr
to talk with the priest or something..!
And no babies allowed
So jasmine WILL be with us
If she shits herself i might cry
call it a day
Because we are probably gonna be looking after her for a good hour
But my mom is ginna be there
Idk if my dad has work tmr
PROBABLY NOT
I think you'll be fine hopefully...
But yeah
I hope..
but if i hear her just ripping ass I might have to leave
Forget about her for a few minutes until you mom checks up on her
That's what I did
Shes so cute but honestly im not staying around waiting for that diaper to get changed in front of me
Wait method..
It already happened once
π
She got me sick
and I threw up
and thinking about when she got changed in front of me mad me throw up a lot more
Had to hit the speed face for a sec
Dude
I was trying to hard to be respectful
Cuz my auntie and baby jasmine were in the kitchen
And my mom was making food for them
And I was outside with jasmine in the kitchen
And my sister was there too
And I kust started hearing gun shots
jasmine was shitting herself right in front of me
And I chuckled a bit because I thought it was a lil fart
No
She locked eyes with me the entire time she just shit herself
I tried not to laugh
And then the stench hit me
Genuinely would've called it a day
I DID
AND I RAN BACK INTO MY ROOM
we had to air out the smell
π
But I just locked in
Did my poker face
How bad was it
Because its normal..!
It was so disgusting
I kept throwing up whenever id remember the smell
i keep remembering it
Then gagging
And it makes me lose my appetite
It smells worse than kitten poo
Like
The poopie of cats when they are kittens
Honestly bless my aunties soul
I love!!
Genuinely do something ref because this isnt funny. I open Minecraft and decided to look through my worlds because my main is getting a little boring... I scroll through the worlds and I see one from MONTHS ago with one of my old friends
I hop on
and I see all the pets we had together
dogs
cats
our little nether portal
snowman
little farm
our small ass chopped house that I built
a underground area
literally just broke a couple blocks and called it a basement π
this really isnt funny
I hope a certain someone doesnt see this lol..!
Although that little biridie barely uses discord i think
well I hope lol...
But genuinely
Ref do something
Because this isnt funny
i miss these older times so much
all this work is stressing me out
Spring break ends soon
and ill be forced to go to school
I dont want to go
I love my friends
I love math class
I love my math teacher hes so cool..!
and I love my boyfriend
but im so done π
Grades going up
pockets full lol...
but
ive lost so many friends
due to stupid reasons
I lost a couple due to jealousy
I lost one
a very important one
from not talking stuff out
like
genuinely just would run and avoid them π
Sit there in silence next to them
switched up on them too
now they are happier and stuff
so alrightty
but I miss all my old friends
but no
I just had to fumble
Well
Last year
as in a couple months ago
π
I began talking with this one beauty
that I lost years and years ago
im glad im talking to her again
We both parted
on bad terms
I chose my sisters over her which honestly I think was right
but
the way I treated her afterwards was disgusting and just unacceptable
but we began talking a couple months ago
and im glad she didnt slime me out and bring up how much of a bitch I was
if she does bring it up one day though I really am gonna lock in for her
but for now
we are on great terms
and im happy
π
a birdie is being fake right now
but thats okay
im really happy that I still have Melanie lol..!
Honestly
I lost a majority of my friends BECAUSE of Melanie
did Melanie do anything to them??
no lol
they just got really jealous of Melanie
because honestly
Back then
I had a couple stages in life where I just had 3 friends lol...
x + melanie and I
and
honestly
There was so 100% a duo in that trio
I was nice to both of them
but its obvious who I preferred
who id run to
who id cling onto
who id cry to
so yeah
one confronted me about it
we talked it out
they dipped on me afterwards lol.. π³
another one talked to me about it
well
no
we both argued
π³
I got really
confident in myself
because this little certain someone that I was arguing with..
higkey liked Melanie
And I got all confident and
yeah
we argued for a while
but we are still friends now lol..!
Umm
let me think lol..
oh
another one spoke to me about it
I dont remember if I talked it out with them
um
I cut them off after a while
they were being evil
and mean
and threw trash at me
I threw it back
lol
throw it back π³
sorry
I threw the trash back at them
and
321
we arent friends anymore lol
sorry
but I kinda left them
on
good terms
idk
but yeah
π³
what else
umm
I think just a small handful left me lol
because of Melanie
But that "small handful" was like more than half of my old friends so..!
lol.!.
ummm
but yeah
I miss my old friends
and this was the minecraft world I was talking about
Cats still sitting
dogs still sitting
wait for us to come back
lol
waiting *
but its sad
knowing at one point everything was fine
we would play and call all the time
π
There is also a couple of worlds i still look at
ones from months ago
others from weeks ago
a couple from YEARS ago..!
I remember at one point
YEARS AGO
like as in
2021
or 2020
2019
I forgot
I had a different Minecraft acc
the user was inspired by this one MHA character π π
this frog girl
I forgot her name
froppy I think
but dude
I loved her
she was so cute.!.!
I was her #1 fan
I would watch mha with my older sister
but we never watched all of it
we watched on episode and genuinely became official fans π
Holy larp
But yeah
on that Minecraft acc
dude
Holy gem
literally gold
I was in this world
i forgot what its called
WIA
its coming back to me..π³
I was in the realm
I think thats how u spell it lol..
gotten a little rusty over these past couple of years...!!
sorry
but yeah
dude
I was in it
It was literally full of people
All of them were my sisters friends
like
my older sisters friends
I remember a couple
Acrylic was one of them
He scared me so much
everyone there feared him
he kept blowing everyone's houses up
and he was the richest
but he was freaked out
towards me too
I forgot how old he was but he was older than me
by like
2 or 3 years
I forgot
But yeah
Old
wait
no
I think my account was created in 2021 or something
Realm though
I think 2022
maybe
I forgot
BUT YEAH
He was so scary
then
I forgot to spell his name
lycine I think was his user
I frogt
forgot..
But he was pretty cool lol..!
he barely played
but he was the owner of the whole thingy
he scared me too
Then
His younger siblings
Lynx
And Phoenix
did
oh
dude**
I had so much beef with Phoenix
I loved her at first
shes a year younger than me
or two
I FROGOT
but we were so locked in
but she genuinely began to steal my sisters from me
and she kept stealing my stjff
and kept building in front of my house
and dude
this one time in a random disord gc
she started talking about how im a lil b word
and how im lesbian or something
π«
buddy no
and she kept insulting me
And I deadass was telling her im not about to argue with her
and she started being even more rude
and my sisters sided with her for no reason
and I remember I made this joke about my sister being a chud
and it was all funny
and she genuinely slimed me out
and kept calling me lesbian
and a chud too
like
who is you π π
but yeah
I hate her till this day
and lynx
Lynx and I were locked in lol...
he is year older I think
but we would always play tg
and build tg lol..
I think he slimed me out once or twice
but its because I did tnt his house π³
But yeah
then
freddy
he was tuff
lol...
I dont remember much about him
also
skyshredder
he was goated
I think he kept playing with my older sister
so yeah heh lol
then
Willow
omg
I loved her
she would baby me a lot but its ok lol π³
I forgot everyone else
but yeah
I remember we all went at war once
Whole realm went at war
did
omg
DUDE*
Acrylic has full diamond
I forgot who was on his team
But he was just going house to hosue
Town to town
Sliming everyone out
I remember everyone hid me
in a tree
during the little war
dude
acrylic never arrived to slime us out
but I remember everyone on these horses
Just running around
π
But those memories were fun
apart from the lesbian incident
no.
but yeah
π³
and... signing off!
sorry
but yeha
Minecraft is so fun
I started a new world recently
I hope to play with all my friends..
but so far
Just me
jaylah
and hector play that world
I really love it.!.
I like to see Hector and Jaylah tease each other and play with each other too
I like seeing jaylah happy
With everything going on
im happy that shes slowly getting to feel better..!
When hector jumped into robloxs grave
roblox as in my friends dog
he got slimed out by the iron golem..
well
roblox was their name
but also Kentucky
π³
ok ima stop
"No dont stop i love you!"
ok lol..
π³
wait guys stoppp π π³
Im such a chud
this isnt funnny
π³
"A cute one"
stopppp
sorry
Ig ill go now..
so ill gooo
ill gooooo
I will gooo
gooo
gooooo...
Who caught that reference
"No onee"
Ok sorry π
am I fat
sorry
lol
π³
omg
genuinely
im doing everything but hw
ok lets see hectors reposts lol
wait thanks ...
wait me lol???
Wait lol ...π³
Im taller than him btw
but yeah
π³
β
wait...
yall see that song name
yeah
π
ok we are done
im a little weird
sometimes
no
all the time
whenever my family makes a joke
I scream
like
laugh + scream
I did that yesterday
my dad said im weird
π³
oh ok lol..π³
this is so cute
whenever I see videos of duos
or just
two little ladies
like
them for example
mandy and Claire, characters from games or shows
or animes
or anytging
like genuinely
i just think of Melanie 
people should listen to this song more often
Looking through my gallery
why my baby cousin so cute

Shes a cute chubby baby
i cant pick her up
shes too heavy
But thats okay.!.
hey guys..
π³
I just ate a whole snickers bae
bar
yummy
and honestly
My hair didnt look that bad
I was lookin pretty cute..!

My mom forgot to pick me up from church
So I had to walk
from church
to the dunkin near my house
Heh
but its oka!!
I like walking alone
π
I actually payed attention in church today
and in class we were watching a movie about Jesus
I think its called The Son of God
or idk
heh I frogt
forgot

During church though..
I kept pondering
And while I was lost in thought everyone was kneeling and I was kinda still standing
π
had to lock in
Heh but yeah
I've also been trying to lock in
and get more
fit i guess
Because during gym when we have to do all these curl ups and stuff
genuinely
That was so humbling
so
After 4 push ups
I was out of breath
π«
but honestly im happy with the way my body looks..!
I just got belly fat but honestly its whatever..!
Heh
I've also been watching Katie B
qsmp
π
I HUST TRUED PETTUNG KITTEN AND HE SLIMED ME OUT
For NO reason
Literally what did I do to his little ass
wait this is so funnyπ³

Okay im done looking at old messages
This was very cute though

dude
I really dont wanna go to ELA
wait
yeha
I hate all my classes
i hate ms lewis
I hate her
i hate ms gomez
I hate ms lam
I hate mr gym teacehr
I forgot how to spelm his name
I hate them all
I only like mr herrador
The rest of them
end them
publicly
And
If ms lewis slimes me out today
ima slime everyone else
respectfully
its on sight ms lewis
Heh
"It's on sight
Respectfully"
no one??
oh ok ig..
But yeah
I wanna cut my hair
get it a little below my shoulders
not above
no
never
But I wanna cut my hair
Really bad
Also
Stephanie is arguing with seba all over again
They have been arguing a lot recently
π
But its all on him
sk
so
hes the one fumbling
Honestly he gotta lock in
Cute baddie Latina
and your over here fumbling
π«
boioi lock in π³
And he made Stephanie cry too
so
Respectfully
no
disrespectfully
its on sight Sebastian
β
β¬οΈ
And ima slime kitten out too
He keeps hiding behind our TV
boi get outta there π³
He also gave me a deep cut
on my leg
can I say that
sorry tw..!
π
But yeah
it hurt so bad
but its okay
hes cute
Ill let it slide..
I guess..
okay im going to bed..π³
Hopefully
Tomorrow goes just fine..!
Heh lol
if not
im gonna cry
This song makes me so emotional
OKAY GOODNIGHT
to everyone...
Or whoever
sees this
β
im such a chud
bro just end me
Walked into the bathroom
Saw my hair
almost just called it a day
π
everything is really testing me
why is everything falling rn
just end me
I hate school
okay i dont look too bad
but I dont wanna go
I hate ms lewis
I hate being alone
π
Im gonna go to school and wish I didnt go
this isnt funny
Okay
I had my cry
im gonna try and convince my mom to pick me up early from school
or
not take me in generak
Im late anyways
I hate school
Okay
I cried omw to school πΏ
but honestly
School wasn't that bad
Math was okay
science was hard
ela
ok
music was pretty cool
for Spanish we watched our spanish teacher cook
π
And we ate the salsa he made
next spanish class we are gonna start cooking too
but like
salsa
and
basic dishes
I guess..
@turbid cloak
π
@granite gull wait jaylah here lol.!..
Whole gang is here
^_^
wait why ny phone highkey at 6%
INA GO BACJ TO SHOWERING
and jaykah you hate me
HEY
Heh hey!!
WHAT DO U MOSLTY TALK ABOUT HERE
Mood was good
and then
I find out
my mom cleaned my stuff
okay
thanks but
all my notes
all my notes from 5th grade
and gifts hector gave me
gone
are u srs
I know for acfact
She was reading all my stuff
and threw half of it out
if I come to find out that she threw away my stuff
its on sight
π
She said she threw them all away
im so mad
The first card hector ever made me
She threw away
I saved so many gifts that Isabella gave me there
she threw those away
she threw everything away
She said she saved a envelope
I hope its the one hector gave me
If not
ima be so mad
grr..!
but good thing..!
my sister cut my hair
im happy
There's two pieces that are just so long
π
Hector tried killing me
he kept strangling me
Duke dennis hugs
boy u ain't even tall enough for thatπ³
Holy friggin win
Good for you dude
π
all that
for some straight up bs egg π π
but ion rven cur lol..
@turbid cloak the guy no one invited
August 13
I regret not being a theater kid
I wanna do something fun at school
I loved drama class all those trillions of years ago
I love acting
its so awkward for me
but I like it
biting my thumb at Anderson
lol.!.!.!
biting my thumb at blindon..!!
biting my thumb at
Alexander..!
it was so much fun
I miss it
When I accidentally hit melly with the sword
π
fun times 
anyways
I hope i get more tan
and
fit
lol!..!!.
Im so irritated
im getting that tan
somewhat
but this hot weather isnt for me
new york ain't for meπ
Makeup stayed on tho lol.!.
All the windows open
and fan on
thats how bad it is
Water in our apartment building decided to dip on us too...
Its starting to hit me that im chubby..
Like not that chubby but
Im short
and
yeah
That makes it look worse
hi lol..!
Heyooooo
Heh hi guys.!!!!!
im home alone
well
no
im home with my sisters.!.!
My sister originally was gonna go do laundry with my mom
cuz she was going to take out money from her credit card to give to my mommy
because
my mom doesnt know how to do it
but um
she never went with my mom
and I tried to go with my mom but she yelled at me
oker...
dont cur lol....
I cried a little
then fed kitten
and im eating pretzel sticks
i was drinking strawberry milk to..!!
I want to toast myself bread
but im not allowed to do really anything without my parents home
even though ive toasted bread like
1000000 times
and never once burnt the house down
π
so I gotta ask..!
But shes not answering me
cuz
she hates me
This weather isnt for me..
Ohh I didnt know you spoke Spanish!
yess I speak spanish!!
Heh I just got home
i went out shopping with my mommy
And food shopping aswell!!!
I got a gift for my baby cousin
a shirt to wear to the party tmr
and shoes!

By 9 in the morning tmr
we are gonna have to start to dress baby jasmine for her big day!!
its gonna be so busy tomorrow

Hector also did NOT pull up to school like me
hes getting a haircut
π
Oiii me too! :D
Heh anndd im back
so
church
we all went to church
little jasmine got baptized!!!
so cute
BUT
she was crying the whole time...
After we left
She was so happy
She was walking around with her pretty little dress
so cute!!!
Theb
Then
We got home
relaxed for a good 10 minutes
And then..
we headed to our aunties apartment
and we just got back
And now..!
for the rest of the day
cooking
and then around 7
or
6
π
we are gonna go to the big big party!!!
Had to go back out again with my sister..
I bought a ugly bag for Jasmines gift yesterday
so
I bought a pink one today.!.
well
when I went out
i just got back though!!!
so yummy and cute!!!
party was pretty cool.!.!
but
I did cry a lot
because
I was missing kitten
AND
my dad was checking the cameras
the kitty was sleeping for the most part
but I guess he heard something outside
and he ran up
and ran towards the door
and he just sat there
waiting
π
But I guess after he realized we weren't coming hom
home*
HE TURNED REBELLIOUS
AND KUMPED ON ALL THE FURNITURE
AND ALSO STARTED LICKING THE TABLE
and he was loafing on it too
yes.. 
I lav itπ₯Ή
Heh thanks lol.!!!π³ π³ π³
Yeah..π

Woahπ
Luna got bit my arm
More like my wrist actually..
I really want to start fixing my nails
holding a grudge against someone isnt very cool ig.. lol..
I think im gonna be nicer
and more open



