#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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im such axchud
I dont care abour any classes
apart from math
social studies
and
yeah

math and science are the ones I need to lock in on
I gotta start doing my work on time
ima jump
π
Ay ay ayyy
Im on vacation
π€€
Im reading rn
heh
makes me feel skinny and snatched
hello!
GUYS STOP
IM SO CHUD IN MY PICTURE
AND MELANIE IS TEARING UP OVER HERS
@granite gull
Bro this aint funny
But
Id like to think i look better nowm?!
cuz of my hair..!
and
HELP
only thing that changed was my hair
holy chud
Heh
Forgot to do this
BUT
im done smirking..
ur not catching me smirking anymore..
Is this algebra?
Hmm, maths
I love the teacher but not the subject
Ayyy that makes me glad <3

Heh
Went to the library with my friends and hector today..
pretty cool..
gave him a smooch
andd
I think i kissed like
half of his lip on accident
because it was wet
i did NOT like that
π
Genuinely
I gagged a lil
It was so unexpected
Heh
But whatever
IM TAKING OFF
MY MASCARA
i just burped
bro it burnt my nose a lil
Time to wash my face..!
Then ill brush my hair out again
ANDDD
change
π€€
I just fucked up a bag of cheetos
heh
kitten ate a lil too

Still a lil empty but!!
Kitty in a bag
Wdym!! It looks awesome for me!
wait y I lwk steal his fitπ
Never been so happy...
ALSL
school was pretty pawtastic
π
omw outta school
i gave hector a smooch
he grabbed my face
and I think he tried to give me one on my lips
anddd
I done turned the cheek
Heh
sorry.!!!!
Im waiting till like
Friday to give him one
We've been together for like
about
5 months
π€€

guys
im a lil scared
Because
I THOUGHT
On friday
Cuz we got a dance right
Its gonna be for the last 2 periods
and like
I agreed with hector that we would go to the library
and I thought jizelle
HIS SISTER
Would come
so it wouldn't be awkward
Turns out
Its just gonna be the two of us
And I love him but I CANT be alone with him for that long
And hes probably gonna try and kiss me
This isnt funny
AND HES SO EXCITED BECAUSE WE WILL BE ALL ALONE
mama no

Ok so im a lil slow
My mommy said
that
my sister
Wants a dunkin donuts ice cream cake
Whicchhh
isnt a thing
i guess
but
I thought she meant
a cake
that dunkin donuts sell
no
she meant
a cake that baskin Robbins sells,
its jusf that
the dunkin donuts we are going to
is like
both a dunkin donuts and baskin Robbins area
like
2 in one building
its plain right now but I still gotta glue and add things on..!.!
I just ate caje
And like
5 slices of
domino's pizzaaa
evil kitten,?????...
Sharingan kitten
soooo
annnddd were bacj
sorry
so
Heh
gave hector a couple of things
and bought him some little things
Like
A lil teddy
and some cookies
anddd
a sweet treat
and I made him a card
I never got to take a PICTURE of it when I was done but
This was the only picture I got of it
But basically
its like
Asking him to be my valentine
So
Heh yeah
and
I gave him a smooch
And immediately after I did
i ran into jizelle into the hallways cuz I went to get water
She told me
"Hector told me about the kiss!"
sooo
how did this spread so fast
Im not joking
6 minutes after it
Whole world knew
But
yeah
he got me jewelry
And
A lil card

this is adorable lol

This might be a nasty topic
so!
trigger warning..!.!!.
but
Yesterday
I guess
My aunts baby got me sick
And since yesterday ive had diarrhea, felt bloated, and constant vomiting
I kept throwing up yesterday
it was disgusting
I remember when I first threw up yesterday
I was crying out of fear
Because I haven't thrown up in so many years
I was too scared to let it all out
but I did
then I went to the hospital
My stomach hurt so much
and I kept throwing up with each sip of water
NOW they have me on a strict diet
no meat
No fried food
just specific foods I can eat
Right now
I feel like throwing up a lil
My stomach feels so empty
My mouth feels so watery
I feel so hot
Whopps
BUT YEHA
she had some
virus
IDK
but I got it
But now im bettee..!!
BETTER*
Hector is making me mad
i wanna cry
dude
Literally
I ask him if he wants to play a scary game later
Withclike
My friends
and stuff
and he brings up this random person and im like who is that??
and he starts saying "oh you dont know them?"
And keeps asking me if know them
and I keep saying no
because I literally dont know that guy
and he brings up how they are following me on tiktok
and genuinely
Im just confused
like
do you want me to remove them from my followers??
keep in mind
im not even following the guy
But I mean
I was deadass abour to remove him cuz maybe hector didnt like the fact that a random guy was following me
And he kept bringing it up
and then finally he was like "omg im so stupid"
And stuff like that
and I guess
he thought I knew them because
he thought I was following them??
no I wasnt
they were following ME
and then after that I just got a little mad
because genuinely
why would he even bring that up in the first place
like maybe hes curious or jealous
but what was he trying to prove
but yeah
after that I was already kinda pissed off
and then he tells me how hes sorry and how he loves me
and I say that I love him too
like I say it back
And he just keeps sending this random emoji
its like
ITS LIKE
basically a sad one
or
upset one
and im like what
and he keeps spamming it
so I just get even more annoyed cuz I asked him what's wrong and he wouldn't stop spamming it
so I just turn off my phone
Then he starts complaining about how I didnt say "I love you" back
when I did
and I just get mad at him
and I told him ima just go and olay with my lil kitty atp
CUZ
hes just getting me mad
And he just start apologizing again
and it makes me feel bad but
grr
AND
finally
I just get tired of him apologizing
So I send him a ss
Showing him that I said it back
When he said it to me
but I guess it didnt load for him
and yeah
he told me he didnt see it or sometging
and that just got me mad all over again

now hes on sum poo about
"baby?"

ima jump
girl im new to this journal but youre kinda sounding like the cold one here π no offense idk you xx
That awesome :D
Ellie crashingout
My sister and mom are so weird
pushing 16 and 50 and laughing at my friend

but whatevaa
today wrnt by so fast
and im kinda happy
Mr herrador praised me so much
he kept coming up to me and saying I did really good
yessar!!

In getting ready for school...!.!!.
There's so much snow
But...
I guess I gotta go...!
guys...
genuinely im a lil scared
Lately
hectors friends have been getting me mad
everyone lwk
but
his friends are just such poopies
like
when im with him
they're like "oooo"
ok
I dont like it
its annoying
but its whatever..
im not gonna make a big deal about it
but today
I was walking diwn the hallways with him
no
down the stairs
and his friends were literally with us
waited for me with him???
like
oh..!
And then they started pushing him around
saying
"Tell her what you said"
and stuff like that
"Tell her what you did"
oh!..
and honestly I was gonna ask his friend cuz hector had gone upstairs to get his phone and left me
But cuz I told him to get his phone
cuz
yeah
but he left
And I was really tempted to ask his friends but I didnt
I got chicken

but genuinely im just so worried
or like
Idk
I feel insecure
or like if
im overreacting
but hes told me before
That his friends talk bad about me???
and that just makes me nervous
like
what do they think of me??
what if they tell hector things about me that arent true
and honestly being with hector
no
being
in a relationship in general
is getting a little scary for me
because I gotta be very careful eith what I do..!!!
like
for example
I cant say things about his friends
i want to
but genuinely
I dont trust him
I feel like he tells his friends everything
Especially david...
and I dont really want to talk to guys anymore
like I have very few guy friends
or guys that I talk to
at school I only talk to 1 or 2
online
1

no
2
cuz this guy from my elementary texted me
but we arent really talking
He just asked me about school stuff
and thars it..
but honestly I dont really want to talk to any guys
cuz
I wouldn't want hector talking to a bunch of girls
Idk if he does or doesnt..!!
but yeah
This one guy that I used to like...
keeps talking to me
or at keast
trying to
like ill walk by him
and he'll say
hi!
or
how are you,
and
its normal
simple questions..!!
but
I dont want hector to one day see him tryna talk to me
and think the worst
and I already told him about the guy
and he doesnt like that at all.!.!.
He didnt get mad
more like
uncomfortable
same with this other guy I dont really talk to anymore.!!
but hes my friend
Hector doesnt seem to like him I guess
He starts typing with those dots when I mention him
or like
sends these emojis
that I dont like

but ywha..!.!
also
ive made hector cry a couple times
but that was like
a couple months ago ...
It was cuz I would be busy
and couldn't answer him.!..
But right now im waiting for him to get home so I can ask him about this ...
cuz im curious
and im anxious
I just wanna know what they meant by that
And I asked about something similar
A while ago
and when I asked him
He brushed it off
He said something about how his friends are just like that
OR thats how they act
and I was a lil stupid back then.
I was jusf like "okaay!!"
I just listened to whatever he had to say
and I just forgot about it
But now ima ask him..!.!
I want a answer
Maybe it will make things awkward
or worse
but I gotta know
ok now im getting a little chicken
all his reposts are about how much he likes me
mama.!.!
I wanna know but I dont wanna come off as a bitch
Honestly
He should tell you if it really was nothing
Especially since his friends are awful
Someone come get them
lucky youu
Heh
I asked him
her said
he*..
That he was singing???
and his friends tried embarrassing him??
but..!
his friends know that he sings a lot around me
why would they try and use that to embarrass him if they know when he sings around me I dont mind
And then after I asked him
he got a lil dry
And then changed the topic

half of the time prob bcs of embarrassing moments
his friends lowkey bad
they are
and they do stuff they shouldn't be doing
but its whatever I guess?..!
I cant really force him to change his friends
he tells me he does none of that bad stuff they do
I trust him
π
highkey
this isnt funny
ive been missing this one girl so much
I literally found my journal
from school
why was I always talking about her
πΏ
and now I have to work in a group project
WITH her in it
and I miss her so much
but I deadass did her so wrong
Shaved
all over
because I thought it was gonna start getting hot
baby why is it cold and raining
π
This aint funny
Heh
My trade on roblox
I DID A HUGE OVERPAY
but its whateva...
I dont curr...
I thought i did a underpay for this
It IS fair though on elve so..!
cux apart from the fact its so cute
I plays music
Heh...
im so sad..!!!
I know my friends wont want the same things as me
or go to the same places as me
but I really want them with me..!!
so far
I've only got 1 friends coming with me..!
but at least we are still tg for noww..
Heh hey guys
my friend and I are gonna play Minecraft
Heh
let's just sayy
we got diamonds on day one
she hates me
He doesnt know what's abt to hit him tmr...
hi guys lol...
Heh
finally talking with my old elementary friends..!!
love them...
Oh no
Did you do
What I think you did
he got neutered
probably one of my favorite songs
building my own house!!
im rn just experimenting with what I can build
And how to make cute little animals
Heh thanks! @granite gull
hi baby cat lol...
Im genuinely getting my motivation back for doing work
ima sound so spoiled
buf my sister is bribing me for cleaning the kitchen and room
with what
ride potions
and a pet pro certificate
π
1.3 seconds and im in
Ima say something
But guys
Don't think of me as a chud
Cuz I was gonna do it anyways
BUT
she said
"If you go shower ill give you smth in adopt me"
guess what
in the shower rn
Who is this man?
nvm
bro
this isnt funny anymore
like actually
I really have to lock in
I hate how selfish my sister is
YAYYYYY
SHOWWW
I HAVENT FINISHED ITUUH
ITS IN A GAME
AND
since im too locked in
might make play doh version
ofcit
because I love the game so much
highley love life rn π
im so locked in
In math
and science kinda
For mysic
music
melanie and I are so so so locked in
Today i had a math test
Ima finish it tomorrow
But I feel really confident in it
and
Hecotr and I fought a while ago
hector*
but we are so good now
and hes so cute
hes so cuteee π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π
Awww
Heh
guysss
I hope summer time tans me more..!!.
IM tan..
but
nor tan tan
so
Hopefully summer tans me!!!
I wanna be tan but hate sweating and all that stuff
Heh
Tnr is gonna go up to 71
π π π΅
HELP
Whopps
π π π ***
Heh hey gyys
Heh hey guyss
so
Heh
Im ginna be right bacn
I just gotta change my clothes lol.!.!!
whopps hi lol...
im cleaning rn
I stayed home
cuz
im so sick.!.!
so
Heh yeah!!
I brushed my hair
fed kitten
brushed him
i also brushed my teeth
anddd
yeah
π
I ate breakfast too
heh
I also had to drink medicine cuz my coughs
were
nasty
But ima
a little
Better now
but my cough is still so rough and nasty
And hurts
π
Im also watching bluey
π
IMA DO
HW
LATER
WHEN I FINISH
Heh
I still think about how everything was before I dated hector.!.!
π
like I didnt like Anderson anymore when I began to talk to hector
cuz
I realized Anderson was a poo
to everyone
so I kinda had to get over him
which i did
but like
when hector and I just began talking
like
became friends
in a way he kept trying to figure out if I liked anderson
and telling me to go for it if I liked anyone
like he was so supportive of it
and first day of school
the second hector popped into the school building
so many girls were all over him
And I remember
Coming out of school
That day
and hes just waiting for me
right
and hes standing near the gates looking nonchalant
right
and
He comes up to me
and
he starts telling me how a group of GIRLS
kept asking for his
like
social medias
yeah
like ok I dont cur..
but yeah
and I dont remember what I told him
but I asked him if he liked any of them
like
i was teasing him
and he said smth about them being weird
and
that he didnt like them
π
and then
for his birthday
I remember I got him a cute little gift π π π
and I gave it to him outside
cuz I saw him outside
with his friends
but I didnt wanna go up to him ans his friends
cuz his friends looked like they would slime me out
so I called out to him
and he went up to me
π π π
and then
I gave him the gift right
π π π π
and when we went inside the school
he kept clinging onto me
π
and he hugged me after I gave him the gift too
but like
he kept hugging me constantly after that
π
hes so cute
but its a little crazy to me that we tried to help each other with the people we liked
or
liked us
thing is
he never wanted any of those girls
π
I also remember that a while ago he told me he had liked me for a while
like
when those girls kept bothering him
cuz I guess they liked him
he had liked me the entire time
π
like ok lol wait thanks lol.........
wait me..?... oh ok lol.... π
I still wonder how things would be like
if
we never dated
Like im not saying i didnt ever want to date him cuz im really happy that im dating him
But like
I just ponder about it sometimes..!.!
plus it took me a while to figure out he liked me
π
because he began to like me first
like
I didnt like him
at first
and then I realized he wasnt that much of a poo
but the entire time he liked me
ALSO
i still remember how he would constantly try to join me in everything
like I could be playing a game he absolutely hates or would never play
but he would still join me
and bother me
and try to call me
and he would get so embarrassed whenever Jizelle was around us
π
sorry lol..!
but yeah
hes so cuteπ
I thought id never have a boyfriend
but this is my first boyfriend
and we have had no problems so far..!!
recently no
π
nk
A WEEK AGO
OR TWO
DUDE
HIS FRIEND OR LIKE
THIS GUY HE TAKKS TO
WAS STARTING TO BE WEIRD
AND TRIED BREAKING US UP
3
2
1
And he got blocked
hector stopped talking to him
and his gf
who is hectors sister (jizelle)
Broke up with him like
That same week
π
Heh
I cant wait for summer!!!
summer breaj
spring break
im so excited
Hopefully I
can
play with my friends
with
melanie
jessy
jaylah
jizelle
Kimberly
Lingo
harry
Winnie
faye
hector
π
baby kelly
and kaylee

Life isnt so bad..!
I passed my math test
88..
I was so close to a 90
π
BUT IM STILL SO HAPPY
I get everything on the test
Well
kimda
and I understand the whole lesson
π
Im really happy
I've just been a chud lately
OMG
Kid got slimed out like
Thursday
For shit talking a gang
and they slimed his ass out
π
who knows if he pulled up yesterday...
I def would after getting that beating
WOULDNT *
heh
but yeah.!.!
also
im playing the piano with @granite gull
adopt me theme song..!!
DUDE
THURSDAY
WE HAD MATH
WE HEARD WHAT SOUNDED LIKE THE ICE CREAM TRUCK OUTSIDE
i said "ice cream!"
baby no
it was a ambulance
The sirens
Had to ask melanie if we were fat after thafπ₯Ή
I've been on the adopt me grind too
Heh
Neon ride mochi meow
neon gummy guana
ummm
making a neon gumball caterpillar

Im so happy
Adopt me is the best game ever.!.
Yesterday I also played with my sister and her friend
he kept beating us
Half the class didnβt pull up
I kinda wanted him to pull up so I can see what they did to him
π
Oiiii wish ya the best
Call me quick the way I grabbed the dice..π π π€€ π€€
I see the correlation

Okayy
I have like 4 left
But
So much graphing
ima just
not do those..
^_^...
I hate selfish people
I just had a good cry because im genuinely so haooy
heh
Happy*
dude
adopt me makes me happy
my friends make me happy
math makes me happy
music makes me happy
the nice weather makes me happy
music makes me happy
my family makes me happy
my grades are going up
that makes me happy
my aunts
uncles
prts
pets**
they all make me happy
well
not niece lol whoops
but yeah
im so happy
qsmp has been keeping me very very happy..!
I love katie
π
Omgie wha did Hector do
Heh hes just a poo
I hope to get tanned over the summer
or over the break..
I think im too light
I wanna get a bit more tan
π
I think something bit me last night
all I remember
I laying in my bed
with a itchy finger
that felt swollen
and my wrist
and now my lips feel a bit funny
Heh
I've also started waking up more early now
because by 8
kitten expects his food
and always starts meowing reallt loud
Plus I gotta feed my turtles!!!!
my sweet baby peanut is gonna turn 6 in August!!
Minecraft is awesome..!
