ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!! | The Therapy Center | Page 50

spark river Sep 15, 2025, 4:33 PM

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head

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ALSO

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now im pondering

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cuz like

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everyone is getting in relationships

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and lowkey

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I think I want one too

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🤤

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no i dont

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AUGGHH

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whateva

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what elseee...

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hmmm

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IM GROWING MY HAIR OUT

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And I dont mean like

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my hair

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like

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all of it

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i mean my bangs

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HELP

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I should've just said bangs

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yeah

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im growing my bangs out heh

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ima just straighten my hair and my bangs for now

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SO yeahahah

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🤤

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HELPP

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NO PAPA

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OOOO PUT IT DOWN

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Heh

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sorry

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windy day

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aanywyysss

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I FEEL LIKE I BARELY TEXT ANYONE NOW

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Cuz like

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I just see my girls irl

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so

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heh

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BUT LIKE

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IDDKKK

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I just wsnt to bother people sometimes but like

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I dont have the time for it

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ALSO

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i wanna start going outtt

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like

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with mg friends

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Heh

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#rebel

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Whateva

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BUT

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IDK

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I just wanna

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Have fun

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With them

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Hehe

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like

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Go to the park

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The swings

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Ooo yeahh

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THE playground

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Hmmm

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A RESTAURANT PERCHSNCE?!!?!

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idkk

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I just wanna be out with my friendsss

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heh

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Also the allegations ARE correct

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i got that pride in me 🤤

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a little hint of fruit cup in me

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maybe a little wlw

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A little

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Just a little

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I have a fat friend crush on mel 🤤

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Heh

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Lowkey I miss summer

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Only because my sister would go away for her job meaning I could do my little vlogs

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Well

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Not vlogs

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But like voice message vlogs??.!.!.

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IDK

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it was so fun though

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And they were so peak

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plus I just found out about vanilla back then so idk i just related to her

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And she makes me happy heh

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and her vlogs made me feel so happy and giddy

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Like yes ma'am get that pistachio donut 🤤

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Heh

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I also start feelin myself cuz of her

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Like

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i stopped caring so much about how my body looked like

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She was just herself and that made me feel like

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very jolly

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Heh

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but mama i gained weight

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HELEPPP

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not that much

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No i did gain a lot

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STOP

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Like lowkey id say im still okay

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But I did gain weight

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Im tryna lock in

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im mainly worried about my skin

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My belly

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i dont really care

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But I really want my skin to clear up

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SO heh

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yeah

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ALSO

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For some reason

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Hector isnt text me

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texting*

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so

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🤤

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And im not the type of person to text first when the other person is ignoring me or just not texting me at all

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hamster

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war flashbacks..

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ANYWAYS

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minor tweak feat

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feat

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fest..

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ILL COME BACK TO THID JOURNAL LATERRR

spark river Sep 15, 2025, 6:51 PM

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IM SHOWERING RRNNN

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Heh

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I MIGHT GO OUT LATER

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Its a MAYBE

spark river Sep 16, 2025, 11:22 AM

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GETTING READYY

spark river Sep 16, 2025, 11:22 AM

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spark river Its a MAYBE

I did in fact go put

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Out

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Heh

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IM GETTING READY NOW

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Watching katieb

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Heh

spark river Sep 17, 2025, 1:52 AM

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"Hey Elizabeth"

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wrap it up..

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Do NOT hey me

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I WILL catch you in the hallways

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next time I see you with Jizelle

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I WILL make sure that you see me greet her and NOT even acknowledge you

spark river Sep 17, 2025, 2:09 AM

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"Just want to say I’m sorry for not texting u yesterday I was tired and I was just gonna check up on u"

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Oh heh

spark river Sep 17, 2025, 9:07 PM

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I dont knowxwhat the freak is happening guys

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like what he hecky

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why is it only the 2nd week of school and all this hw is jumping meee

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GET ME OUTTA REGENTS

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GET ME OUT OF MS LEWIS CLASS

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 7:42 PM

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GWT ME OUTTA REGENTS

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STOPPP

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OMG

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IMA CRYY

lunar hinge Sep 18, 2025, 10:29 PM

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Putting this here so that we can remember where the start of the longest journal I have seen in my 15 year tenure of life

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:34 PM

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oh yeahh

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@granite gull we are NOT passing that regents test..

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I just might not go to college..

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:37 PM

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Bro im genuinely gonna start crying

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:37 PM

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#failure

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STOP

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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This shii so embarrassing

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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I CANT SHOWER PROPERLY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT ALL THE HW

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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granite gull This shii so embarrassing

We got corrected by Mr herrador

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Like

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4 times

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Ima cry

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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My thinking cap is nowhere to be seen

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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granite gull My thinking cap is nowhere to be seen

LITERALLY SOMEONE DEVIPUD LICKED MINE

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DEVIOUS*

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rooHurt

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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nooo HamsterStare

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:38 PM

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Ima tweak

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math hw

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Then ela hw

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then ss hw ...

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and the science packet..

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GET ME OUTTA HEREEE

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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One of them is not getting done

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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AND MY CHURCH SCHOOL HW

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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granite gull One of them is not getting done

HELP

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The social studies and science hw is taking the bullet

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Idc

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Im NOT doing that

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🤤

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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Bro i might as well not pull up tomorrow

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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Im 75% done with the math hw on delta

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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granite gull Bro i might as well not pull up tomorrow

STOPPP NO. YOU GOTTAAA

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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They all have me tweaking

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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HELP

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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I hate the teachers so much

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:40 PM

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The voices..!.

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:40 PM

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granite gull I hate the teachers so much

I only love. Mr Murphy AND Mr Herrador

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And Mr umania ig...!!.!.

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Or. Whatever hes called

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HELP

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Ms Lewis needs to hop off

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Shes so mean

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🥹

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WHAT

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MEL YOU CANT

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MELANIE NO STOP

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HELP

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MEL

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YOU DIRTY DOG

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🤤 💔

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:41 PM

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Bro she threw a pen at me

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I hate her so much

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:41 PM

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WHAT

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ok sue her

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:41 PM

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Im ready to leave

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:41 PM

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Someone sue her

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Ima try and get hector to get her in trouble if heh

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yk what I friggin mean

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he WILL be. Taking one for the. Team

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HELP

granite gull Sep 18, 2025, 10:42 PM

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hugheart

spark river Sep 18, 2025, 10:42 PM

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I keep putting this

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.

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because

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The water splashes onto. My phoen

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Boi what da he'll 🤤

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HELPP

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Also hector is being dry so he can get jumped by jizelles ex for all I careee

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rooSmush

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Lowkey im not gonna wait around.!!

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If he doesnt wanna text me then I wont text him

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#standingonbusiness

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Anyways

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Done showering

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Might cry

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My eczema HAS in fact gotten worse

spark river Sep 19, 2025, 12:40 AM

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Im stuck on 77%

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Im so not getting this done

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I WILL be crying

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spark river Sep 19, 2025, 12:57 AM

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ok

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im going back to workingg...

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My dad said im being very studious

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But I dont wanna be

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i wanna be silly right nowww

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and be on call with my friendsss

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🙁

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I got to bed around 10:30

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To wake up at 6:40

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leave at 8:50

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come out at 3:20

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Get home around 3:40

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do hw

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eat sometimes

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shower around 5:20

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and go back to work

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i usually finish around 10

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🙁

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Depending on how much hw i have

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in this case

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I just have to finish like 5 more questions and im done

spark river Sep 19, 2025, 1:26 AM

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ok im not done at all

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Working on ela hw i forgot about

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math can wait

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idc** 🥺

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Gimmie that 0

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I genuinely dont care anymore 🤤

spark river Sep 19, 2025, 10:33 AM

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I couldn't sleep at all

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And my dream was mainly about ela and hw

spark river Sep 19, 2025, 8:21 PM

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I might start buying txt albums heh

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🥺

spark river Sep 20, 2025, 12:36 PM

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Im showering yo

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rooSmush

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Im gonna go out later

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Heh

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My phone is at 15..

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So it MIGHT die on me mid little song

spark river Sep 21, 2025, 6:28 PM

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I did in fact go out

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Heh

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spark river Sep 21, 2025, 8:32 PM

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Heh

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Lalala

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I DONT WANNA GO BACK TOMORROW

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I cannot

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rooHurt

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Im too much of a lazy poo

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And I forgot to do my hw

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nooo

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Also im NOT trying to put up with those kids..

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🤤

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I think we MIGHT have music tomorrow

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hugheart

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Heh

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Also I dont have clothes to wear

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so

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😕

spark river Sep 22, 2025, 9:42 AM

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WHAT IS UP FAMILY

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🤤

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spark river Sep 23, 2025, 4:13 AM

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Ok because like

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Heh

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why are mics so booty...

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Because

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What do you mean..

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I got a little emotional mid call

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cuz I heard

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"Im gonna start getting off the phone with you if you keep saying me"

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hamster

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When what he actually said was "ima start getting off the phone with them if you keep saying me"

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Sadge

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Cuz he was on call with me and his friend

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And I kept saying, "me?""

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cuz I didnt know if he was talking to me

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rooHurt

spark river Sep 24, 2025, 2:58 AM

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getting a kitten tomorrow

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hugheart

quartz flame Sep 24, 2025, 2:09 PM

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KITTY ._.

spark river Sep 24, 2025, 6:43 PM

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YESSS

spark river Sep 24, 2025, 6:43 PM

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quartz flame KITTY ._.

THE CUTEST LITTLE BABY FELL ASLEEP ON MEE

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Hes eating rn heh

quartz flame Sep 24, 2025, 6:44 PM

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Omg kitteh

spark river Sep 24, 2025, 6:47 PM

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YESSS

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Unfortunately kitty DOES have fleas..

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But my sister is at petco rn getting the necessary things..

spark river Sep 25, 2025, 11:39 PM

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Peak #imissyew @granite gull

spark river Sep 26, 2025, 11:17 AM

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"I’m actually really sorry about how much I never talked to u and we played so much I want to talk to u more i was just a little sad at times"

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HamsterStare

spark river Sep 26, 2025, 12:10 PM

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I gave kitten a kissy and he skedaddled

spark river Sep 26, 2025, 8:10 PM

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Science and math regents

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GET ME OUT

spark river Sep 26, 2025, 10:54 PM

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Now that I think of it

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I think i like my ELA table the way it is now

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lowkey

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Anthony is kinda nice to me!!!

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Hes not a bitcoin

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he kept saying please and thank you

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And he wasn't using that like

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voice that he uses

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When hes joking around

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HamsterStare

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#awesome

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and Justin actually talks now

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and Kiara and I lowkey cracking it up ✌️ 😂

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This IS tuff

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:27 PM

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Hector done pisses me off

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🤤

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and his little boyfriends

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Genuinely so annoying

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his friends are weird

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they gotta hop off

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rooSmush

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when I catch Ivan in the hallways its on sight

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abyways

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lalaal

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I lowkey feel bad

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cuz jizelle is asking me what's wrong cuz I done told her i dont wanna call her and stuff

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because

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im tweaking

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and she kept asking what's wrong but like

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im not about to say

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that

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her little brother pisses me off

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Heh

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Think about it..

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wait im lowkey jamming

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MIGHT hit the quan with mel

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Heh

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sorry

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I lowkey gotta use this more since I have so many things to talk about but I dont talk about them...

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Cuz im a lil laxh

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OMG

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Im not tryna go to church tomorrow

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I do NOT care what hector says

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im not tryna go

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but whatever

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also

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:32 PM

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Ignore him

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:32 PM

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im not passing them regents tests

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:32 PM

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He's not important anyways

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:32 PM

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granite gull Ignore him

im doing that

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hamster

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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granite gull He's not important anyways

Heh

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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Hit him

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Quan deserves better

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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HELP??

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I just might

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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hamster

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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quan my goat

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Heh

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he pisses me off so much though

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And the fact hes just letting his friends say all this is crazy

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And then when I eat his friends up hes like "okay bro"

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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That's cuz he a pussssy

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:33 PM

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or smth like that

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like okay mayb

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WHAT

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melly you cant say fhatt 🤤

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:34 PM

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He loves his friends more than you

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He their bitcchy

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:34 PM

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those are literally his boyfriends atp

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nooo

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and then they trying to get me jealous like what

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:34 PM

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He's a lil guy so they can easily jump him

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:34 PM

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Hector is my hb not my bf 🤤

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:35 PM

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granite gull He's a lil guy so they can easily jump him

Atp I might just hit up jizelles ex and tell him hector was talking smack cuz I need hector gone

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screw his little ass 🤤

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Hector CAN get jumped

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anyways

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Their rage bait IS workigj

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ummm

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GET ME OUTTA SCIENCE REGENTS

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HELP

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I think they devious licked you since I said I would only go if you went @granite gull

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rooSmush

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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Bro don't pmo

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I do NOT wanna do ts

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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HELP

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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nooo

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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ts pmo... :/

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BRO

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AND WE ARENT EVEN PASSING MATH REGENTS

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HELPP

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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I barely do hw for any class

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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WE ARE BARELY GETTING BY AS IT IS

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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granite gull I barely do hw for any class

deadass

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🙁

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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I'm boutta clap your cheeks

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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WHAT

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HELPPP???

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:38 PM

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They playing with me

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I am not doing hw

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I'm already done

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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ARE WE JUST GONNA IGNORE THE CLAPPING OF MY CHEEKS 🥹

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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There is so much hw

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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granite gull There is so much hw

GENUINELY

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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I'm not doing that

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Idc

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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AND THE WAY MS LEWIS KEEPS TALKING ABOUT IT PISSES ME OFF

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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Someone is getting sacrificed

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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AND HOW SHE FORCES US TO DO IT

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:39 PM

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granite gull Someone is getting sacrificed

Hector

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and Madelyn

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:40 PM

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I'mma hire a hitman on Ms lewis

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:40 PM

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LITERALLY

granite gull Sep 27, 2025, 11:40 PM

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I have NEVER hated ela

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But now I do

spark river Sep 27, 2025, 11:40 PM

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deadass

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And its not even the work

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That pissed me off

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Its the teachers

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i hate ms lweis

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Lewis

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And the guy

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the other teacher

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is ok

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Shes so sweet to Kiara

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Heh

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also I wanna be stubborn

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and change my user on roblox

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AND

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Change my profile

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ok call me evik

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ALSO I lowkey gotta buy smth for Kimberly

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Since today is her bd

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But lowkey im too lazzy

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and Amazon isnt it

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And she doesnt even visit me anymore soo

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Laalakaka

spark river Sep 28, 2025, 1:35 AM

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Might start wearing mascara

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Should i

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Lmk..

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🥺

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Was tryna get a cute photo and my sister done put her dogs in my ice cream..

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spark river Sep 28, 2025, 3:31 AM

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hey what's this hector..

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little does he know hes gonna get blocked in a week or two

spark river Sep 28, 2025, 10:54 AM

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im up for church...!

spark river Sep 28, 2025, 11:38 AM

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kitty wont stop following me around

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OK NOW HES POOPING

spark river Sep 28, 2025, 12:06 PM

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I had a dream about dylan

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#needthat

spark river Sep 28, 2025, 12:06 PM

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spark river I had a dream about dylan

Dutch dylan..

spark river Sep 30, 2025, 1:42 PM

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ok so kitty got to my eye

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Lowkey thuggin it out

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my sister told me im about to get a pirate patch on my eye 🤤

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HELP

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im most likely just gonna get like

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eye drops

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for my eyes

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and thats it

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but if I do then ima just pull up as a pirate for Halloween

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🤤

granite gull Sep 30, 2025, 1:43 PM

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Do the booty dance

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Oh

spark river Sep 30, 2025, 1:44 PM

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I WILL be hitting the quan

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Evil kitten..

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ok why is my vision a little funny

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Anywhs

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what a cutie!!!!!!

spark river Sep 30, 2025, 9:08 PM

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Im crying on the toilet because I just realized my babies are gonna all die at one point 🙁

granite gull Sep 30, 2025, 9:09 PM

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Yeah

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Sad world we live in

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I'mma go with them

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hugheart

spark river Sep 30, 2025, 9:09 PM

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granite gull I'mma go with them

Me too

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rooHurt

spark river Oct 1, 2025, 12:32 PM

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I stole my sisters brown shirt cuz its cute

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The buttons make it look funny

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spark river Oct 2, 2025, 4:01 PM

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Heh what's up family..

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IM SHOWERING RN

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BUT

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ima play with little jizelle when I mdone

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ALSO

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yesterday was national girlfriend day

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unfortunately I found out TOO late

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and I couldn't post any of my girls

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HamsterStare

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Why is my song lowleu playing though

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Ok i jut saw my baby's journal

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rooHurt

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im probably gonna get jumped for listening to that song but WHATEVERR

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role-playing is awesome

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Heh im so funnt

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Heh

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I forgot to send this but I felt a little prettayyy here

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maybe a was a lil chopped but thars okay .. 🥺

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KITTEN WAS SLEEPING BETWEEN MY LEGS YESTERDAY

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Hes so cute

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Even though he literally sent me to the er I love him

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rooSmush

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Evil little video of kitten

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maybe a little lice on top

spark river Oct 2, 2025, 10:26 PM

#

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For some reason I really really wanna go out

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Heh

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I wonder why

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Ixwanns go out to the park

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really bad

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nooo

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Maybe see my 3 baby goons

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rooSmush

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spark river Oct 3, 2025, 2:42 AM

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spark river Oct 3, 2025, 5:54 PM

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GUYS

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im trying to go out with my friends to the park..!.!

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but lets justcsayy

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my momma and papa sayyy

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NO

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HamsterStare

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They dont love me anymore

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rooHurt

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I WANNA GO WITH JIZELLE AND HECTORRRRR

spark river Oct 3, 2025, 8:11 PM

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ok so im NOT going...

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I thought the chances of me going

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Were like

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Maybe

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70%

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ummm

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There's gonna be rain

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In the next hour

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soo

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no I wont go

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And my mommy is in fact tweajing

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Tweaking

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what ifff

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i start crying

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HamsterStare

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This is the 2nd time ima shower today.!!

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i was gonna originally shower again cuz I was like "ima go out later!!"

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um no

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atp im just showering cuzzzz

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hamster

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cuz i like to think i would have gone

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rooSmush

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Even though im very clearly not going

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so yes!!

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what a awesome day..

spark river Oct 4, 2025, 12:24 AM

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HELP WHAT IS THIS RIZX

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SOMEONE COME GET JIZELLES LITTLE BROTHER

spark river Oct 4, 2025, 2:03 AM

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Evil kittennn..

spark river Oct 4, 2025, 3:53 AM

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Heh

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Also I think hector MIGHT be trying his rizz on me

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HamsterStare

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Now would i let his rizz work on me

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Probably NOT

granite gull Oct 4, 2025, 3:55 AM

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Boi he so funny!!! 😂😂

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Give him the Charlie kirk

spark river Oct 4, 2025, 7:18 PM

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LOL

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 2:29 AM

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Lowley blowing up this toilet

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Heh

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June 10 was my peak

topaz knot Oct 5, 2025, 9:02 AM

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spark river Lowley blowing up this toilet

okay...

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 12:08 PM

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Heh

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I had a lil too much to eat

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#

AND i ate pizza

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AND

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i drank my lil pepsi

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#

also I think hector MIGHT like me

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Not too sure..

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Think about it..

#

#

wait

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Hey.!

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#

HamsterStare

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In pondering a littke

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do i want hector

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KITTEN IS SO CUTEE

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WHEN I CAME OUTTA THE BATHROOM

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CUZ I WAS SHOWWRING

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HE WAS MEOWING

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AND MEOWING

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AND I LET HIM OUT OF HIS CAGE

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AND HE KEPT NUZZLING ME

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LIKE I THINK HE DOES THAT WHENEVER HE WAKES UP

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LIKE WHENEVER HE WAKES UP

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HE JUST FOLLOWS WHOEVER IS THE CLOSEST TO HIM

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AND HE STARTED FOLLOWING ME

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AND MEOWING AT ME

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And

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WHENEVER HE DOES THAT

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I GUESS IT MEANS HES HUNGRY

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SO I gave him a little KISS

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and then I fed him

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Heh

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HES SO CUTE

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Hes purring now

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And he keeps nuzzling me

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But he got his little eye bugers on me

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AND HE GOT UP ON MY LAP

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And came close to my lil face

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I wanted fo give him a little kissy but he MIGHT swing at me again

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So im not gonna

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Ok thats crazy

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Kitten loved me just a second ago but now he hates me

topaz knot Oct 5, 2025, 5:19 PM

#

spark river

that looks soo good

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 5:31 PM

#

topaz knot that looks soo good

IT WASSS

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but it was so sweet too

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made my dad wanna throw up a little..

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heh

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I love being secretive

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#

#

Heh call me evik

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evil

#

#

#

ok i need hector gone

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this guy only texts me when I text him

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LIKE WHAT

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ON LITERALLY

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THE

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3rd

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or 4h

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4th

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I forgot

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HE DEADASS

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WAS LIKE

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"LETS MATCH"

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AND HE WAS LIKE

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"ILL PUT YOU IN MY BIO"

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AND WAS ALL LIKE

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"I MISS YOU"

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LIKE WHAT THE FREAJ

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ok holy love bombing

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I cant go without texting someone

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might just call jizelle atp

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HamsterStare

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I forgot I have ao much hw

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ima cry

topaz knot Oct 5, 2025, 5:53 PM

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yh i think too much sweet stuff makes me throw up

topaz knot Oct 5, 2025, 5:53 PM

#

spark river this guy only texts me when I text him

whatt

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you need someone who loves you as much as you love them

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 5:57 PM

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topaz knot yh i think too much sweet stuff makes me throw up

Yeah heh

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I LOVE SWEETS

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but I had to drink a bunch of water after that. .!..

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 5:58 PM

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topaz knot you need someone who loves you as much as you love them

IDK

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CUZ THIS GUY IS MY "FRIEND"

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BUT ITS SO CLEAR THAT HE MOST LIKELY LIKES ME

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LIKE ON DAY HE WILL BE TEXTING ME SWEET THINGS

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AND THEN THE NEXT THING I KNOW

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We go DAYS without textjng

topaz knot Oct 5, 2025, 6:00 PM

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can you like confront him abt that

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mixed signalss

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 6:04 PM

#

I WANT TO

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but this guy

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is my friends younger brother

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and I have to see him EVERY morning..

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because hes always with her

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HamsterStare

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either way

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last time I stopped texting him

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he WAS the one that came back telling me he missed me

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he even came up to me

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WITH HIS SISTER

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and his sister deadass was the one who told me that he was sorry and couldn't text me because blah blah blah

spark river Oct 5, 2025, 9:06 PM

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My kitten just took a seat on my books after taking a poo

spark river Oct 6, 2025, 12:54 AM

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ok so the sticker i gave him magically disappeared

#

#

Hes getting beat

quartz flame Oct 6, 2025, 6:50 PM

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spark river My kitten just took a seat on my books after taking a poo

💔

spark river Oct 7, 2025, 12:21 AM

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I've never felt this hopeless

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I genuinely dont know what to do anymore

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i just wanna drop out of school

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I dont know why I was put into regents in the first place

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I dont belong there

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yet no one understands

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I didnt even pass my stupid test

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I dont wanna have to walk into class tomorrow and have to face Mr herrador

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I bet hes so disappointed in me

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I dont want to do anything anymore

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im lazy

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and stupid

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I dont pay attention

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and im always distracted

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i hate school

spark river Oct 7, 2025, 11:11 PM

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Ok guys I LOVE SCHOOLLL

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Holy switch up but yeah

spark river Oct 7, 2025, 11:11 PM

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spark river I didnt even pass my stupid test

Got a 42%

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🥹

topaz knot Oct 8, 2025, 6:07 AM

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oksoo close to a 50 % thoughh

spark river Oct 8, 2025, 10:53 AM

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close enough....

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BUT NOW

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I UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING IM MSTH

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MATH

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even my teacher was shocked when I got my exit ticket completely correct 100%

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rooSmush

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Heh #lockedin

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Also

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I was on call with Jizelle and hector again

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Last night

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Hector WAS indeed being evil

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he went to go attack jizelle a couple times

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And he showed me his pet dog

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AND

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his dogs

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as in his feet too

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HamsterStare

#

Then after he attacked jizelle he just kept his camera on

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and he kept doing the speed face

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rooCozy

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then he began to bully jizelle

spark river Oct 8, 2025, 11:00 AM

#

spark river Then after he attacked jizelle he just kept his camera on

He also got yelled at

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LOL

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Also

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I FORGOT

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but hector asked me if I knew who Anthony was

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As in the transfer student

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and I was like yeah hes in my class

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um

#

why does hector say smth like "oh he likes you"

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HamsterStare

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Hey what the heck.@.

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Lowkey I DONT want Anthony

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HamsterStare

#

I dont want anyone

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yet

#

AND I JUST FOUND OUT HECTOR IS TURNING MY AGE SO TURNS OUT HES NOT A YEAR YOUNGER

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Just

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A couple months

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 5:39 AM

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spark river even my teacher was shocked when I got my exit ticket completely correct 100%

Nice

#

🤑

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:02 PM

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YUP

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Heh

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Showering rn

#

#

im gonna ask my parents to gimmie a lil money

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Cuz they stole probably a total of 300 from my little savings

#

HamsterStare

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I want 30

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or

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25

#

Heh

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:06 PM

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spark river Showering rn

You have your phone in the shower?!

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300😭

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:06 PM

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for music rooSmush

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:07 PM

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quartz flame 300😭

YUP 😔

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:07 PM

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300 dollars

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That is 3x what I have ever had

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:07 PM

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Heh i had been saving for a while

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and then they STOLE IT

#

rooHurt

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:08 PM

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I cannot save money for the life of me

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:08 PM

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WHY

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do you like to spend perhaps..

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:09 PM

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Get money -> ooh is that a cheap steam game? -> MORE MORE MORE

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:09 PM

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LOL

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I think the reason I DONT spend a lot of money is cuz I dont have a card...

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:10 PM

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Damn

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:10 PM

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YUPP

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:10 PM

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I cant use my card online so I gotta ask my parents to buy stuff

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I can buy giftcards I just realised

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🤑

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:11 PM

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quartz flame I cant use my card online so I gotta ask my parents to buy stuff

I always gotta ask permission to buy things..!..

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which sucks since they always wanna know all my business

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rooHurt

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:12 PM

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This is how much money I have rn

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That is 1/10 of a dollar btw

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:12 PM

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OH HELP??

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:12 PM

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Each kr

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So around 120$ (all of it is birthday money)

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:13 PM

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Oooo

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I have maybee

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14 dollars

#

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:13 PM

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Many dolar

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:13 PM

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literallyy..!!..🤤

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unfortunately my hbs birthday IS coming up so I MIGHT spend all of it...

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:15 PM

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Buy him sticker

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Cool sticker

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:15 PM

#

HE ACTUALLY ASKED FOR A STICKER

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a singular one..

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since I gave him one a long time ago

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and he put it on his computer

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Then lost it..

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:16 PM

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How do you lose a sticker💔

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:16 PM

#

EXACTLY

#

he said it was from moving furniture but how does that make sense..

#

the sticker is ON the screen..

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:18 PM

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Oh no I have a test tomorrow on Napoleon, The American Revolution and the French Revolution

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:18 PM

#

OH?

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heh I have a presentation tomorrow..!..

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:19 PM

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Me too

#

On Edinburgh

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:19 PM

#

OH WHAT

#

oh

#

mine is a science presentation

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:19 PM

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A science presentation sounds like hell

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:19 PM

#

IT IS

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and the science teacher is so scary

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:20 PM

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Mine is just sus

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:20 PM

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OH?

#

WDYM

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:20 PM

#

"You can cook sausages in there, just not the wrong sausage"

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:20 PM

#

WHAT

#

I DONT think hes suppose to say that....!..

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:21 PM

#

He said that as he lit the table on fire with alcohol

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:21 PM

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HELP??

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:21 PM

#

Only the alcohol caught fire ofcourse

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:21 PM

#

what if the entire school caught fire

#

think about it..

quartz flame Oct 9, 2025, 7:22 PM

#

He would literally get fired

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Get it

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Beacuse fire

spark river Oct 9, 2025, 7:23 PM

#

Heh

#

YES I GET IT

#

rooSmush

spark river Oct 10, 2025, 10:01 PM

#

guys I dont think this a joke anymore

#

he DID in fact send me things like this

#

#

interesting...

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"Fair enough but your the cutest girl I seen"

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oh heh.!.

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why thank youm.

#

guys im shaking who was that

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ok why does he text me

#

while im looking at our messages

#

umm hes being left on seen lowkeh

#

#

My inner freak just came out

#

Im actually scared

#

I didnt know I was this freaky

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guys hold my hand

#

"I made you a bracelet" ok its on the screen

#

ok no im so deadass I lowkey need that right now

spark river Oct 11, 2025, 1:40 PM

#

I like texting my friends knowing they dont know im on the toilet

#

Heh call me sneaky

#

Heh

#

Call meee

#

a multitasking master

#

Heh

#

call me....Junior

#

ok who gets my reference lmk

spark river Oct 11, 2025, 9:40 PM

#

#

ok umm

#

lie

#

perhaps??

#

last time he "lied" was when he was saying stuff like hector is using me...!.!.

#

interesting

#

either way I dont care if he IS or ISNT

#

because im friends with Jizelle

#

His older sister

#

and I WILL be telling her everything if he is intact using me

#

in fact**

#

and he got all nonchalant too...!.

#

okay buddy

#

and I was just making his gift just a second ago

#

umm

#

lwk thought i needed that

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do i really

#

probably not

spark river Oct 12, 2025, 7:10 PM

#

making his birthday card !

#

rn_image_picker_lib_temp_6da56c50-8cc4-427c-a639-b898f9849e63.jpg

#

I AM in fact getting him a jellycat

#

Hopefully his dog doesnt get to it

#

it IS 36 dollars

#

so..

#

This is what im getting him.!.!.

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I wanted to get him the basketball one but mama thats 66

#

your joking

quartz flame Oct 12, 2025, 7:27 PM

#

36 dollars😭

#

That is my monthly allowance 360%

spark river Oct 12, 2025, 7:28 PM

#

JELLYCATS ARE NOT CHEAP 😔

quartz flame Oct 12, 2025, 7:29 PM

#

What even is a jellycat

spark river Oct 12, 2025, 7:30 PM

#

its a company that makes VERY cute plushies

#

they are kinda heavy

#

and very very soft

#

and cute

#

#

and expensive too...

#

I have a bunny one

#

Heh

#

Its cute

#

ok ive been waiting HOURS

#

for a text

#

from him

#

atp im keeping that jellycat

#

IM GONNA ASSUME

#

that hes out getting his glasses

#

if he is

#

thats that

#

Cuz i can always ask jizelle to check what hes doing

#

But thats a little weird..

#

So I WONT

#

might call her though

gusty turret Oct 12, 2025, 9:37 PM

#

fuck him

spark river Oct 12, 2025, 9:42 PM

#

WHAT

#

Melanie i saw that

granite gull Oct 12, 2025, 9:42 PM

#

You're right

spark river Oct 12, 2025, 9:42 PM

#

wow

granite gull Oct 12, 2025, 9:42 PM

#

Idc about age

spark river Oct 12, 2025, 9:42 PM

#

HELP??

gusty turret Oct 12, 2025, 9:48 PM

#

granite gull Idc about age

jail

granite gull Oct 12, 2025, 9:48 PM

#

Not in that way nooo

#

Hey who said that..!

#

rooCookie

gusty turret Oct 12, 2025, 9:49 PM

#

😈

granite gull Oct 12, 2025, 9:50 PM

#

PeepoTeddy

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 1:52 PM

#

Heh anyqyaays..

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 1:52 PM

#

gusty turret jail

LMAO

#

mel you freaking dog...!.

#

Whatevaa..

#

ANYWAY

#

ANYWAYS

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 1:53 PM

#

spark river Cuz i can always ask jizelle to check what hes doing

This lil piggy was ASLEEP

#

Hes not real

#

Although he WAS being very freaked out

#

after u got his reference

#

AFTER I*

#

gusty turret Oct 13, 2025, 2:09 PM

#

spark river LMAO

hey gm

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 4:22 PM

#

NO

#

THIS ISNT A GOOD MORNING

#

rooHurt

#

MY SISTER WAS BEING SO LOUD ABOUT TALKING ABOUT HECTOR

#

AND NOW

#

MY PARENTS THINK ONE OF US ARE TALKJMG TO A PUERTO RICAN GUY

#

AND HES JUST MY FRIEND

#

WHAT THE FREAJ

gusty turret Oct 13, 2025, 4:24 PM

#

is he yum

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 4:24 PM

#

WHAT

gusty turret Oct 13, 2025, 4:28 PM

#

nvm

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 4:28 PM

#

I DONT like him

gusty turret Oct 13, 2025, 4:29 PM

#

why

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 4:29 PM

#

IDK I JUST DONT LIKE HIM ROMANTICALLY

gusty turret Oct 13, 2025, 4:36 PM

#

whats he missing

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 4:39 PM

#

I dont knkw

#

i mean hes perfect but I just dont like him like that...!.!

gusty turret Oct 13, 2025, 4:52 PM

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PERFECT?

#

wth

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 5:12 PM

#

#

IT CAME IN

#

but not in the jellycat bag sadly

quartz flame Oct 13, 2025, 6:25 PM

#

So he is perfect BUT you dont like him

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 6:53 PM

#

um

#

Correct...!.!.!.

#

perchance.

#

IM GETTING READY TO GO OUT

quartz flame Oct 13, 2025, 7:48 PM

#

Sounds like you like him

#

That is how I speak about my crush

#

"Perfect"

spark river Oct 13, 2025, 8:00 PM

#

well I always call people that Im friends with perfect

#

heh

#

cuz i like to be nice like that

#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!