ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!! | The Therapy Center | Page 45

spark river Jul 1, 2025, 1:17 PM

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matt

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Heh

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and my sisters

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Heh

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I LOVE YOU ALL

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nooo nooo nooo nooo

spark river Jul 1, 2025, 2:02 PM

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spark river Jul 1, 2025, 7:12 PM

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yummeee

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im doneeyyh

spark river Jul 1, 2025, 7:43 PM

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"Admin drive me to case oh please daddy!" nooo

spark river Jul 1, 2025, 11:58 PM

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nooo

spark river Jul 2, 2025, 2:49 PM

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spark river Jul 3, 2025, 1:21 AM

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ts saur nonchalant

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spark river Jul 3, 2025, 1:53 PM

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guys i basically have nothing to talk about in this journal atp

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I already dropped all the lore that there is to drop

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Heh

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WAIT

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Ling is home

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nooo

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mel

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ling

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and i

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have been playing more often

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And talking more often

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Heh

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very cool

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spark river Jul 3, 2025, 1:54 PM

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spark river

Ling was crying and I was sleeping behind him heh

spark river Jul 3, 2025, 2:21 PM

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Just finished showering

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im so nonchalant

spark river Jul 3, 2025, 2:51 PM

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I JUST FINISHED BRUSHING MY TEETH

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I spent 2:45 minutes brushing my teeth

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because I watched this while doing it

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and I also spent extra time rinsing my mouth

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HamsterStare

spark river Jul 3, 2025, 11:38 PM

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I jsut

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Beat

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The freaking

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game

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with meelly

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oh yeha

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 12:41 AM

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guys i gave in to the temptations

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biting my nails

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Only like

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5 of them are safe

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or 4

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this sucks

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 1:25 AM

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ulises still likes me

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HamsterStare

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At least he isn't acting weird though

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summer sinew Jul 4, 2025, 1:50 AM

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HamsterStare

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 2:18 AM

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im on the toielt

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i feel like cryin

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im so scared of the dark

granite gull Jul 4, 2025, 2:19 AM

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Use your flashlight

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That's what I do everytime

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I even used it when showering in the dark

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 2:26 AM

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im done

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I did use it but it was still so dark and

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Made me cry

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 4:03 AM

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time to sleepuh

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I fear i will have nightmares

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and I will be hiding my face

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im serious

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so

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yes

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nighty night

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heh

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all the faces I make out in the dark WILL be making me cry

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HamsterStare

summer sinew Jul 4, 2025, 4:04 AM

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Oh sugars

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😿

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Oops

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I spelt that wrong

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 1:42 PM

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guys

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today

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is a very special day todah

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today*

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today

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is my friedns

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friends

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Freaking

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BIRTHDAYYYY

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so

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I wish her a mega happy birthday

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because shes saur cute

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shes not IN this server

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but yeah

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I already made her a birthday post

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Oj my

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Insta

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But thats on my alt acc

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SO ima use my main

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To wish her a happy birthday

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Heh

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 2:34 PM

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ok

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guys

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dont piss me off

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because

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why he ask me

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"wanna play roblox?"

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I get all excited

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And say yes

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and yay

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and

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he says

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"go play with melanie"

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ok

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ok

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we were about to play

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now he said

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hes gotta go

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okay buddy

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watch yourself

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when he comes bacj

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ima say

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im too busy playing with mellay

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what a poo

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rooHurt

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June was awesome

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OJ LMAO

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 4:22 PM

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heh

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okay

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My mom

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Is making

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pupusas

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like

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I just fumbled the salvadoran bruzz

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and your making food

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from El Salvador

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HamsterStare

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like ok buddy

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are you celebrating my fumble??

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my loss?

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like WHAY

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 5:46 PM

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guys im falling off

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im scratching all over again

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My bed is slowly becoming a mess again

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Im not showing peanut that much attention anymore

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im constantly eating

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or damaging my skin

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and

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Ive officially lost my no nail biting streak

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im nervous

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and paranoid

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and yesterday I actually cried because of how scared I am

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I dont usually cry over the dark

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but for some reason it actually scared me THAT bad

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so yeah

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I bit my nails yesterday

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And just now I did too

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HamsterStare

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Stopped using finch a long time ago too

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im jealous

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Melanie probably still has her

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63

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Day streak

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Probably 100 now

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Whatever

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And I cant even keep a streak for 30 days

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Im cooked guys

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ellie is falling off

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im worried about mainly my sister

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shes gonna go to college in a couple years

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and my two awesome friends

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one graduated

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the other is gonna graduate soon

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im scared

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I cannot lose them

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And I keep thinking about what life will be for them by the time im like

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18

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Already have a family

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A partner

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Kids maybe

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Or maybe they are still friends with me

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idk

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im scared and paranoid about everything going on right now

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and especially about the future

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Im going to shower

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Hopefully i dont start like

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PONDERING

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in the shower

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id just be wasting water

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but yeah

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oh yeah

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these different timezones

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its getting to me

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fly to Brooklyn because i cannot do this anymore rooHurt

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now

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its time to skedaddle

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 7:52 PM

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Im so full

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I drank a lot of milk

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well

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not milk

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its mostly milk

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Its sweet

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But yeah

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I drank so much of it

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And everytime I shift in my bed

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I swear I can hear it in my bellay

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Sounds like the ocean 🥺 🤞

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 10:41 PM

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Gonna eat right neow

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pupusas

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HamsterStare

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I might make a cake later

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Or later in the night

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Idk though

spark river Jul 4, 2025, 11:11 PM

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okay

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so

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I tried finishing my 2nd pupusa

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um

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no

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I was way too full

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Now my bellay hurts

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I feel bloated

spark river Jul 5, 2025, 1:59 AM

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Guess who just watched the fireworks with mellay

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MEEEE

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They are still going on but ima not watch them anymore heh

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@granite gull

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YAAYYAAYA

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Heh

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Quality on discord vs cam

spark river Jul 5, 2025, 3:32 PM

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Guess who's alive

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meee

spark river Jul 5, 2025, 5:05 PM

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Immediately closed twitch

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spark river Jul 5, 2025, 5:57 PM

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Guys

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Guess who's done shwoering

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MEEE

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heh

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I was playing with blue slime earlier

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And um

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It won't come off like

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My thighs

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Arms

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or hands

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some did

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After a bunch of harsh scrubs

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but yeah

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Now there are little bits of blue on me..

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Heh..

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Turning into

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um

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HELP I CANT RHINK OF ANY BLUE CHARACTERS

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Turning into a coconut kiss suave deodorant :/..!

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IMA GO CHANGE

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And then

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Maybe brush my teeth again

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Clean my bed

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Then send a bunch of voice messages to the freaking

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limeey gc

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Heh

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Some from like

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2 days ago

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H3h

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Heh

spark river Jul 5, 2025, 7:22 PM

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im beyond pissed

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I love kids and stuff but

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I hate them when they dont know how to behave

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3 little kids

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And like

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4 adults

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Randomly pulled up to the house??

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So alright

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But

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Fym

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Those little kids are banging at the turtles glass

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um

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my mom took out my turtle

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And they were grabbing my turtles leg and shit

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like ho

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Let go

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you disgusting weirdo

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touching my baby

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istg

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dont play

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And those little kids only speak spanish

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gibberish

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Spanish

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Ima pretend to be sleeping atp

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Because no wah

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I cannot handle these little kids

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And I have a strong feeling

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They are gonna let the kids inside our room

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And then they gonna start touching my shit

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because I have a lot of toys

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because

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I dont know how to grow up

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And if they see it

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They are gonna fucking touch it

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Omfg

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my sister is inviting them inside the room i think

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I hate this

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i hate poopies like them

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OMG

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STOP

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IM GONNA PULL OIT A GUN

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all these little kids are going craxy

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Over birds

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when my sister said they are sensitive to sound

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and then the stupid little boy

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tell me why he ran inside the room

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HamsterStare

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mama ima flash you little kid

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HELP

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WHAT

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mo

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That sounds wrong

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im not wearing shorts

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im putting them on right now

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so

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let's hope he didnf see me

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HamsterStare

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"My fish my fish my fish!" um

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no

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its my fish

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you ball

spark river Jul 5, 2025, 8:26 PM

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That little girl really wants to fucking see me

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like what

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no im not coming outside to entertain you?

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"I wanna see Elizabeth!"

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um

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no?

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And these little kids are on some bullshit

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idk what they on

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but these kids

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Been yapping about the turtle

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For about 15 minutes straight

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its pissing me off

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Because ok

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if your just talking

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Idgaf

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but they banging on the glass

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like what

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HELP

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MY TURTLE HISSED AT THEM

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I love my peanut

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nooo

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mel is a real one

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ranting about these little dummys to mel

spark river Jul 6, 2025, 3:20 PM

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This week has been exhausting

spark river Jul 6, 2025, 9:56 PM

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my siblings think im mad but im not

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Im just tired

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But them constantly asking me if im mad IS making me mad

spark river Jul 7, 2025, 2:45 AM

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my mamaa

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just crashed outuh

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and

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tried hitting my sister

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and then my other sister yelled at her

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and then my mom left crying i think

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And my papa just got home

spark river Jul 7, 2025, 2:46 AM

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spark river and then my mom left crying i think

Left the ROOM crying

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Heh

spark river Jul 7, 2025, 3:40 PM

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At hospital right now

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spark river Jul 7, 2025, 8:52 PM

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so much drama

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hamster

spark river Jul 8, 2025, 4:24 PM

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im sick rn

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Quite literally ran into temprist

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HamsterStare

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Heh

spark river Jul 8, 2025, 5:25 PM

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anyways

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I was looking for him here and didnt see him at first heh

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 2:47 AM

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Milch...

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Guten freaking tag milch..

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hamster

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um

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now medicine time ig..

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 3:13 AM

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Goodnight poopies..

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🩷

weak matrix Jul 9, 2025, 11:44 AM

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good night ellie, hope you get better after the hospital visit

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 2:23 PM

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weak matrix good night ellie, hope you get better after the hospital visit

AWE THANK YOUU!!!

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I woke up feeling much better... but my cough is still crusty nooo nooo nooo nooo

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GOOD MORNING EVERYONEEE!!!! rooSmush

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 3:52 PM

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hes saur pretty

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 5:06 PM

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Guys ima watch chucky

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While folding clothes

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Hopefully I don't get in trouble for it heh

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Its rated r

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I dont know what that means

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But I think it just means it really scary

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Heh

weak matrix Jul 9, 2025, 5:29 PM

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Glad you feeling better and you won’t get in trouble don’t worry

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 5:42 PM

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theres a kissing scene

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HamsterStare

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Two ladies making out right in front of me

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nooo

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The nanny and this girls sister

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mama they making out

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i had to skip it though I case heh

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in case**

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Shes stuck in the elevator with chucky

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ima tinkle myself

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 5:47 PM

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spark river mama they making out

HELP TEHY WERE DOING IT AGAIN

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nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo nooo

weak matrix Jul 9, 2025, 5:49 PM

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hey that's enough haha, go watch something else

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 5:55 PM

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heh

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IM GONNA WATCH FLIPPED

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for like the 3rd time this month

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 6:58 PM

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GUYS

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IM DONE FOLDING CLOTHESS

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 8:21 PM

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I just finished watching

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Like

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2 temprist videos..

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It was awesome

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I love him

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Hes awesome

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I hope he posts more often

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Heh

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If not thats okay

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There's still temprist Monday

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Hes actually the only reason I got twitch heh

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#

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can we not

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Took him out of my bio because no way

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She's your ex??

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What

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Since when

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Hes been spreading rumors

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Hes not my ex

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And hes not my boyfriend

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 9:43 PM

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I just greeted my dad with my puppies

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he pulled on my foot

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HamsterStare

spark river Jul 9, 2025, 10:53 PM

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spark river Jul 10, 2025, 12:30 AM

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Making a cake rn

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 12:48 AM

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I was about to say "hi baby!"

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but then realized

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This isn't my adorable girlfriend im talking to..

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hamster

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:14 AM

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GUYS

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im freakin

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BACK

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okay

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today was awesome

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Last night

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My hair was brushed while wet

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And it dried off like

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Really nicely

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And smooth

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Kinda silky

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Heh

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NOT to brag... rooSmush

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BUT YEAH

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My cake

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Came out

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GOATED

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SO so so fluffy

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I was glazing my cake all day

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Heh

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LINGG

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YAY

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okay ling dont support me thenn...

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Anwyasy

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IM VERY

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Ahppy

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Well

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Sorta

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Okay

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Im back on my finch grind

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Ulises was gonna get Minecraft to play with me but nvm

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MY FRIEDN

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AWESOME FRIEND

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said that we should play Minecraft some time

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SO you will see screenshots of us

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That I will be sending

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Here

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In case he decides to not be a poo anymore

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And play with me

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AND LING SAID WE SHOULD PLAY SOME TIME

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So thats 2 awesome goats

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AND

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I might force my sweetie baybay

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To play with me

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Unless she doesnt wanna heh

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anyways im back guys

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Heh

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:27 AM

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spark river

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AND

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Heh

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I really wanna go out tomorrow

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OMG

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mel @granite gull

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Do you think

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You'd ever be able to go out with me

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Heh

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BECAUSE

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MY SISTER

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STEPHANIE

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Is talking about going to the beach

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TO specifically see..

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Seba 😒

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AND SHES THINKING ABOUT GOING WITH MORE PPL

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AND WITH VANESSA

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I THINK

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BUT LIKE

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SHE WANTS TO TAKE ME INSTEAD BECAUSE IM JUST LINDA AWKWARD AND WONT BOTHER HER

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KINDA*

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BUT IF IM GOING ONE OF MY FRIENDS MIGHT HAVE TO COME

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AND THEY ARE ALL SUGGESTJNG YOU BECAUSE

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Well

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I only talk about you

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HELP

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OMG

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I forgot to answer genesis...

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HELP

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IMA POOO

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wait I cannot say that

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:30 AM

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Depends on the day

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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heh

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DEADASS?!?!?!

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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Most likely no cause my big sista will have to go

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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rooSmush

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well she could come

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heh

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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And she's a lazy pooey

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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Cuz my sister was thinking bringing 7 ppl...

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Which is kinda all girls

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Apart from seba

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But hes kinda girl

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So

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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granite gull And she's a lazy pooey

NAUUURR

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 AM

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She will only go with her boyfriend

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But he works

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:32 AM

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oh..

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WQIT

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Dont-

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Say that..-

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that

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TRIGGERS ME.. :/..

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STOP

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stop

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BLUR IT OUT

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STOP!-

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stop-

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tears up

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:32 AM

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Job

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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WHAT

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DTOP

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Atop.-

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Stop-

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He has a..

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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rooCoffee

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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J********B?..

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I mean-

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***?

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HELP

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sorry

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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Yeah...

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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-..

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STOP

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MY SISTER HAS A JOB

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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He works at a camp or whateva

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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WORKING FOR OUR OLD SCHOOL

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PS

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AND

granite gull Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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He works with lil babies

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:33 AM

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SHE WORKS WITH LIKE

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KINDER

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OR QST GRADE

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I FORGOT

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1ST**

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AND SHE ALWAYS COMPLAINS

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AND SHES LIKE

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"I LOVE THEM BUT.."

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bro

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she particularly hates Kevin and aiden

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These two little boys

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HELPPP

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Wait lemme lay down to gossip to you

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Anyways

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SHE HATES AIDEN AND KEVIN SO MUCH

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ANTHONY I THINK

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ALWAYS GRABS HER BY THE WAIST

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AND CLINGS ONTO HER WAIST

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LIKE MAMA WHHATTT

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like boi she not ur ho 😅 ✌️ ✌️

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HELP

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ok

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BUR YEAH

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wait

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ling break

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He doesnt get the hype

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This is why I rejected him

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oh

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ok

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so im just weird no

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now*

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OKAY

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pause

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im not continuing on with my sisters job story

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Ok

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How am I weird for trying to joke around with you

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Like you'll use jokes that can get you canceled and stuff

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And you'll be weird at times

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Yet

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When I make a stupid joke

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Probably at your level of freak

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Im the weird one???

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Like

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After making those inappropriate jokes about dylan

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Calling me mama

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Making poems and weird comments that made me feel uncomfortable

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Going as far as to making fun of my friend

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Like

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This is where you draw the line

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Like im the weirdo

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Im the bitcoin??

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So no Ulises.

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You arent getting no fuck ass slice

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And idgaf if its not very nice

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Like ok dude

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You could've sajd

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"OH!"

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Or

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"You freak"

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Like any would be funny

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But calling me weird??

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Ok nvm im haply

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Bih play wih me 😍 😍 ✌️ ✌️

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Nvm

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IM NOT MOVING ON THAT QUICKLY

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Omg

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ok

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heh

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Well now im feelin a lil

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rooCozy

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Anyways

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I feel like

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Im so mean sometimes

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HELP?

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im changing topics

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Ima poo

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But yeah

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Ok

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HELP

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I love people

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I love meeting them

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This group

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Is awesome

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I've made pretty cool friends from here

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In fact

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2 of them

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ARE my best friends

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I got to meet so many beautiful people here heh

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 3:03 AM

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I got a tiktok notification and got distracted

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HELP

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Ima go to bed though

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SO

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GOODNIGHT TTC

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hamster

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 12:44 PM

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Guys i keep having bad dreams

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Today I had one

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Where i got jealous

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Of my sister

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Because everyone was giving her attention

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Because she was crying

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And then they took her put

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Out(

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OUT*

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Leaving me alone in the house

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And then she came home with Vanessa out of no where

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And they both were really really happy

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AND I just got very jealous

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And I was begging for my mom's attention

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And then I ran off into the bathroom and began to smash things

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And I threw a bottle of shampoo

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And when the shampoo began to spill out

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I got scared

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And then I just started crying

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rooHurt

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They are so cute

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I wanna paint a rock

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And make it look like that

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A roblox pill baby

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These too

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Love them

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HELPP

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I WAS PLAYJNG HIDE AND SEEK

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NAD I WASNT TRYNA GET CAUGHT

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HEPP

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AND HE DEADASS CAME RIGHT TO ME

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AND I WAS GETTING READY TO LEAVE

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BECAUSE I WASNT TRYNA GET CAUGHT

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:13 PM

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im gonna try to take a shower today

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because its a bit early

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and I dont know if my mama will let me

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:31 PM

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IM SHWOERING

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also my back hurts so much

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And I think I slept on top of the tissue box on my bed

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Or my babies

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Heh

nimble heron Jul 10, 2025, 2:42 PM

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HamsterStare

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what the sigma

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 2:44 PM

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LING LING LING LING LINGG

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rooSmush

nimble heron Jul 10, 2025, 3:04 PM

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Hii ellieee

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 3:18 PM

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Heh

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I just finished showering

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I asked my papa for some type of body wash

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I hope he gets it for meee!!

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my skin is always very very itchy

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Heh

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I dont know what it is

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If its sensitive skin or what

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i dont think so

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But yeah

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especially my bellaayy

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always itchy

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and sometimes red

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heh

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 4:03 PM

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Is this even spanish or am I just stupid

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HELP

nimble heron Jul 10, 2025, 4:04 PM

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HamsterStare

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WHAT

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 4:04 PM

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rooHurt

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I understand the LAST message

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He said "tell mom. Sorry"

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HamsterStare

nimble heron Jul 10, 2025, 4:05 PM

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hamster

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that means

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youre doomed

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 4:05 PM

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yeah

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but I think he meant to ask mom

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HELP

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same thing??

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fym tiktok

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I think he bought creams from tiktok again

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HELP

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I think hes asking me to check for the creams

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idk

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I just put some one

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on*

nimble heron Jul 10, 2025, 4:08 PM

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creams arent a long term solution though

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hamster

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 4:09 PM

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I DONT KNOW LINGG

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IM GONNA PULL THE TRIGGERR

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rooHurt

nimble heron Jul 10, 2025, 4:09 PM

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ermmm

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nooo

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my brain about to bust

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 4:10 PM

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I remember a while ago when my dad said a very bad bad word

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NO PAPA NOO nooo nooo

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bery since he doesnt know how to spell very

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Ok

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I showed my mom how bad my skin is

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And she closed her eyes

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HamsterStare

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So yeah

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Shes gonna get me the cream

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ALSO

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IM MAKING THE OTHER CAKE TODAY

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Rn

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spark river Jul 10, 2025, 4:34 PM

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Ok

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My skin is bum6

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Bumpy

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And I thought that was normal

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But its itchy

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And I got it all over my body

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Like

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Well

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On my thighs and bellay

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And the rest is bumpy but not itchy

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And I thought that was normal

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But I guess not??

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And my mom says it looks like sort of allergic reaction

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So she made me drink another cup of milk

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To see if its that

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Heh

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Drinking milk makes me happy though so I did it

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Inside my bellay

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It feels funny

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Heh

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My papa just called me

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Hes so sillay

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And so cute

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He only knows how to say 3 words in English perfectly

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"I love you!"

spark river Jul 10, 2025, 10:29 PM

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Heh @granite gull @nimble heron

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 4:41 AM

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spark river Heh <@1180365857625477150> <@751017894908788757>

kekW kekW

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lil kid

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 4:42 AM

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spark river And my mom says it looks like sort of allergic reaction

Allergy meds works

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I have a lot of allergies and usually have cetirizine with me

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 4:42 AM

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spark river "I love you!"

nooo this is so sweet

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 11:33 AM

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nimble heron lil kid

HEH

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You uncs..

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 11:33 AM

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nimble heron I have a lot of allergies and usually have cetirizine with me

I DRANK MEDICINE

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But im scared

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Since ive been drinking a lot of medicine lately

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 11:34 AM

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nimble heron <:nooo:1187623708634914846> this is so sweet

YYUUPPPIEEE

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very cute

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rooSmush

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 11:34 AM

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spark river Heh <@1180365857625477150> <@751017894908788757>

I wanna become a pill baby

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Heh

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GUYS

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yesterday I was so busy

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Ima tweak

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I went out

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Got my sisters medicine with my mom

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I visited my sister at work

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Saw a HANDSOME

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Young man

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asians

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He kept glancing at me

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BECAUSE

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I WENT UP TO MY SISTER AND WE STARTED TALKING

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And I think he was trying to figure out who I was

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 11:39 AM

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spark river I WENT UP TO MY SISTER AND WE STARTED TALKING

btw she didnt get in trouble for this

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BECAUSE

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She was at the sprinklers

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And a bunch of kids were jumping her and getting her wet while I was talking to her heh

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Her boss didnt care

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NAYWAYS

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ANYWAYS

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I gave her towels

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And for her break

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Which was at like

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I forgot

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HELP

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but I think it was a hour??

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Yeah

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Hour long break

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We stayed with her the entire time

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When she went back to work we left

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ALSO

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The entire time I was sitting there watching her play

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Before her break

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I was scareduhh

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Because my mom left me to go back home and get her dry clothes

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SO my mom left me there to just watch my sister play

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And I couldn't get wet

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So I obviously listened to my mama

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AND my sister came up to me and was like "wanna get wet with us?"

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I wanted to run up and start pouring buckets of water on those little kids

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But I said NO

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Because my mama said naue

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naur

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HamsterStare

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ok i got distracted

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BASICALLY

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okay nvm

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 12:35 PM

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spark river But im scared

You’ll be okay 🧍‍♂️

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 12:36 PM

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spark river Because my mama said naue

Sadge

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Oh right you’re sick u can’t play in water heh

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 1:04 PM

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Yeah heh

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 1:04 PM

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nimble heron You’ll be okay 🧍‍♂️

I HOPE

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Heh

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Mel was selling

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 1:06 PM

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spark river

Looks fun hamster

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 1:09 PM

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Heh

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It was

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We missed you

nimble heron Jul 11, 2025, 2:19 PM

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spark river We missed you

I missed u guys tooo

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Sadge

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Sia u guys -13hours from me

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I’m the future

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 2:20 PM

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Heh

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Yes you wee

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Are*

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 6:10 PM

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Okay

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You CANNOT

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Tell me

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This isn't cute

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I was basically screaming at him

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BECAUSE

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HE wasn't answering my question

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YOU can see my messages in chat

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And stuff

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But this is the reason he didnt answer

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HE WAS TAKING MY PICTURE 😭

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 9:13 PM

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guys

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is this like

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tic downfall or something

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I thought this was gonna be peak tic

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Made a new friend

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Made sorta another too through her

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and we may start talking more in school

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And a bunch of people are following men ow

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me now*

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well not a bunch

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But a few

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But yeah

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Like

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Jackie

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Heh

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Dylan

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Jayden

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Brandon

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This is pretty tuff

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But yeah

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 9:17 PM

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spark river tic downfall or something

Just earlier I was so happy. I was playing with Jackie, Dylan and ulises! All tg. And I was just being silly

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Now

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My dad comes home

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And my mom who was already suspicious of him being somewhere other than work

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Tells me

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That he smells funny

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Like beer

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like mama what

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dont do this to me

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HamsterStare

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He doesnt drink unless its for a special occasion

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And im getting scared

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What if everything goes downhill

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My parents relationship is already cooked

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There's not much you can do to save it

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They're always fighting

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He hates kissing her and its so obvious

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And they arent very nice to each other

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 9:21 PM

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spark river Like beer

And when she asked him about it, he just said nothing and left the house

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He got home

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And then

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Left

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Without saying anything

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He just left

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And didnt say why

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And he didnt tell anyone he was leaving

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Why is my sisters ex following my on my other acc 🙁

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no jose

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15 yr old man

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Maybe even 16 I think

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no!

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HamsterStare

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well yeah

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im falling off with this awesome goat that once spammed me everyday

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I remember promising that I wouldn't ever leave him

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As long as he didnt leave me

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yeah

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hes leaving

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its obvious

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but thats okay

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im not going to hold him back

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people come and go

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And sadly thats how life is

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If thats how it is

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That's how it is

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I miss him

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But maybe!!

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Hes just busy

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Ik hes tweaking too

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And so am i

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so maybe im just a poo for not understanding him

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Wait am I winning?

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augh

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whatever

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its still not making me feel any better about

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like

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my friend

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Idek

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Im gaining friends

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But it feels like I lost the one that I really liked the most

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he just texted me

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but I dont wanna text him back

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im tired

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I sent a text at 10

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hours kater

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I get theres different timezones but

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at least try to make it work

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 9:52 PM

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spark river

nevermind

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im just a bitch

spark river Jul 11, 2025, 11:42 PM

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I feel so lost

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And I ran to my mama

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not my mama

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but

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mama

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mel

spark river Jul 12, 2025, 12:16 AM

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Guys

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Melanie makes me happy

nimble heron Jul 12, 2025, 2:46 AM

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W mellly

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Sounds like a ton of things is happening Ellie, I hope it goes well

#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!