#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!

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spark river
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Im excited for the last day of school

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I have like

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Zero plans

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Like last year

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My parents told me that in a year or two

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They'd take us to mexico

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But

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I dont think its them taking us to mexico soon

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I think ifs

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its*

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looks around like itadori

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HELP

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I think its gon be ice

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BUT WHATEVER

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Let's like

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Stay positive

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Hmm

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I think

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No

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HELP

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I always say ima lock in

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But I never do

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Also

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I keep picking at my skin

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So I gotta stop that

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And I gotta start putting cream on my boo boos

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umm

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I gotta clean my bed

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ACTUALLY

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Ima try to be productive today

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So

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Ima make a list

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I wanna

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  1. Wash my face and brush my teeth again
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Heh

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  1. Brush my hair
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  1. Put on my glasses
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Hm

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  1. Put on shorts
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  1. Put on cream
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probably umm

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clean my bed

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And for the rest idk

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I'll see what I do

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TIME TO GET ON FINCH

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okay 17 goals

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time to lock in

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๐Ÿ˜•

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Now

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I'll put my phone to charge

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ok

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that took a turn

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um

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The second I got in the bathroom

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I failrd

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I began picking at my skin

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And I decided I wanna shower first and ill just shower at like 5 again

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I brushed my teeth

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And

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While I was staring at my reflection

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I saw something move through the mirror

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Something

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Black..

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And I thought it was nothing cuz sometimes my eyes playfully tricks on me

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But I checked

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Nothing

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Tell me why

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I see it move again

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And I turn around

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A roach.

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I run outta there

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As quick as I can

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and now im on my bed

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Ima go tell my mommy to kill it

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๐Ÿ™

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ok

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Im showering now

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But im scared its gonna pull up on me

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And scare ne

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Me*

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So im showering with really hot water

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Getting this boo shee from watching all those videos that matt sends me

spark river
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Just finished showering

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Feel so so so fresh

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My nose has like

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A little bump forming

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So ima put a pimple patch on

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Cuz im not taking chances

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Again..

spark river
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Okay

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Done showering

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Done brushing my teeth

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DONE putting on the pimple patch

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And I put lotion on my face

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And dine washing my face

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Done*

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heh

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Time to wat

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Eat

summer sinew
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Hood morning

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Good*

spark river
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Okay finished cleaing

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I just have to sweep

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But ma fatass too lazy for that

spark river
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HOW WAS SCHOOL

spark river
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@summer sinew

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Heh

summer sinew
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Helloโ—๏ธ

spark river
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GOTTEM

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oh wait

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wrong picture

summer sinew
spark river
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HELPP

summer sinew
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HELP

spark river
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GOTTEMM

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@worldly elk

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matt

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matt

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patt

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@worldly elk

summer sinew
spark river
spark river
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SHE LOOKS SPECIAL nooo

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@worldly elk maaatttuhhh rooHurt

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ok he wants me dead

worldly elk
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Iโ€™m here

spark river
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GOTTEM

worldly elk
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Iโ€™m readying up to go into a game for Helldivers 2

spark river
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GOTTEM AGAUN

summer sinew
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I did not enjoy drama at all today๐Ÿ’”

spark river
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GOTTEM TWICE

summer sinew
spark river
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oh im so funny gusy

spark river
summer sinew
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Anderson didn't go so..

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๐Ÿ’”

spark river
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oh

summer sinew
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We did a

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Bad job

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Maybe I did

spark river
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Ok well maybe he was home pondering about me heh

summer sinew
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I stabbed Al3x

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Alex*

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๐Ÿ˜ธ๐Ÿ˜ธ

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Teehee

spark river
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HELP

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YAYAYAY

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Thank god

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Did mel stab blindons bum

summer sinew
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No..

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๐Ÿ™Š

spark river
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Awh

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Sadly

summer sinew
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I need to clean my bed but I have no motivation

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๐Ÿ˜ฟ

spark river
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HELP

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Heh

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matt cursed at me

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so who's gonna defend me

spark river
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What if I hit a dance

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Would youvdo it

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๐Ÿฅบ

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mel

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@granite gull

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get onlike

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mama

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get online

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wake up

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@granite gull LING TEXTED LING TEXTED LING TEXTED

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@granite gull

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LING IS UP LING IS UP LING IS UP

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oh ok that didnt work

summer sinew
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I'm hiding

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Me scared

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Hiw do I get out

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How*

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There's someone in the kitchen

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๐Ÿ˜ฟ๐Ÿ˜ฟ

spark river
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HELP

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hide mama..

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Yu should pull out a blicky

summer sinew
spark river
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PUPPPEE

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Wait

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Why won't she like

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Heh

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Defend you

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She should take the bullet for you...๐Ÿฉท

summer sinew
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Little cat likes to catch the fly

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But

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Little doggy

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Bite his ear

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Then they fight

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๐Ÿ˜ฟ

spark river
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Uh ohhh

summer sinew
spark river
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Hello puppy..

spark river
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Guys

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Why is everyone deciding to cheat on their partner all of a sudden

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Lowkey

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This isn't cool

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At all

summer sinew
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Fr๐Ÿ˜ฟ

spark river
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Heh

summer sinew
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Doggy is laying on my stomach

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What do I do

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I can't get up

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๐Ÿ˜ฟ

spark river
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Tickle puppeee off

summer sinew
spark river
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AWH

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HELP

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shes so cute

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Little puppeee

summer sinew
spark river
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On Pinterest looking at hyuka

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hes so majestic

spark river
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I will forever cherish all the pcs I have of him

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I love hyukaaaaayayaya

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Hes so cute

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he is NOT this pale

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Hello yj..

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@granite gull

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are you busy

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๐Ÿ˜•

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do you love me

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๐Ÿ˜•

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Mel..!-

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@granite gull

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okay just say you want me dead vro lik Idec lik k ig.

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lik if yu hat- meh tha much then k ig lik kk istg oms lik don pmo lik k

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HELP

granite gull
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I was reading an interview

spark river
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GOTTEM

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Wai

granite gull
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I love yah

spark river
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Heh

granite gull
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He looks from old ronald or whateva for sis vs bro

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When they were kids

spark river
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I got matt and jess earlier

spark river
spark river
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Im zo sneaky Bruv

granite gull
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What even is that

spark river
spark river
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So I stole it

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And used it on a couple people

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Including you and guy

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Heh

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Im so funnehly

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do you miss me

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Heh

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Lmk in the comment section..!-

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bro

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wait

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@granite gull

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..wait!- I say as I grab Melanies wrist, preventing her from leaving

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HELPP

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oh

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OUR KING

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@nimble heron

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Ling come here puoopie

spark river
spark river
nimble heron
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took a nap cuz last night i stayed awake because of no power

spark river
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GOTTEM

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Heh

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GOOD MORNING

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Snack time even though i dont know what that is

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Nvm ima save it

spark river
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Okay

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Im back

granite gull
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Hiiii

spark river
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School wasn't actually that bad

granite gull
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Yeah

spark river
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Heh

granite gull
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Now its getting easier

spark river
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I was with jessy the whole time

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mwa

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I love her

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And she pushed me on the swings

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I whined for a couple minutes

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About how your not here to push me

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And then

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Basically for the rest of the day

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I flirted with her

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Flirted with Janis too

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I sat near Isabella too

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Like she was two seats away from me

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I got jealous

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because

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Another girl was making her giggke

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Not me

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now im on the tinkle chair

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Pondering

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Also

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Andres told me smth about how blindon said

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I should help him?

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Or he'd let me teach him?

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I didnt hear his fatass

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and either way idgaf im not helping blindon out with shit

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I only helped my precious kaylee

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NOT

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Him

granite gull
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I was about to slide kaylee my answers but I got half of em wrong

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So I just started saying my whole process on how I got my answers out loud so she can hear

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What did Blindon even need help on???

spark river
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Its stupid

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You dont need my help

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weirdo

spark river
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Anderson took a nap too

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He woke up when they called on him

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Brother got it wrong

granite gull
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You did that color paper or sum different?

spark river
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Different

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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Having a test next week btw

granite gull
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Kill me

spark river
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Because they pissed off Mr flatguard

granite gull
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Im not pulling up

spark river
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I dont wanna pull up tomorrow

granite gull
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Why

spark river
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No school Thursday

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I might as well not go

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Also

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I should've been absent

granite gull
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They got to youโ€ฆ?

spark river
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The teachers didnt gaf if anyone was absent cuz they said its ok since it was raining

spark river
granite gull
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Yesterday ms smith kept calling me your name

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I didnt listen cause I was locked in on my computer playin games

spark river
granite gull
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Daniela had to shake me

spark river
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I would've hit her

granite gull
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To get me to notice

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I just looked at ms smith confused

spark river
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Also andy came back

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Idek what happened to him

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Cuz

granite gull
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He got jumped

spark river
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A bunch of people were asking him

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"What happened to your face!"

spark river
granite gull
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Nah

spark river
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HELP

granite gull
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Idk

spark river
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But I didn't see anything on his face

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So

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I think he got a haircut??

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But

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His hair looks the same

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Just maybe

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Less hair all over his face

granite gull
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They lying to him then

spark river
granite gull
spark river
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ok ima jump

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im actually pissed off neow

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My mom is asking me so many questions and offering me things

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And now shes mad because im frustrated and hot

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Mama i missed you

granite gull
summer sinew
spark river
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Heh

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BRO

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Im not getting any messages

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HELP

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I gotta turn off and whopps

summer sinew
spark river
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Hello puppy..

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My sister called your dog cute

summer sinew
spark river
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only like

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2 hours have passed since I ate

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And I ate again

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But not because I was hungry

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Just bored heh

spark river
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cutest little guy ever

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I helped him get a skin

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After

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Maybe 4 tries

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and he finally got it

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so cute

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and he wouldn't stop thanking me

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And he even asked if I wanted to get the skin to

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And I was like

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no

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nty

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and then I told him to have fun with his skin

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so cute what

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He got giddy

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Lemon?.. ๐Ÿ’”

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Reminds me of dylan

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๐Ÿ˜•

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NO

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Of my dearest

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Cyrus

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I miss that little guy

spark river
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Mama my sister almost fainted

spark river
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I really need gio and Joseph jumped

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And Cristina

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I wish the worst upon them

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I really despise them

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More than minion

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More than blindon

spark river
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I really dont waban go to school tomorrow

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I cant deal with these weirdos

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And

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I hate gym

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The packet is due tomorrow

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I hate this

granite gull
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I was debating not going

granite gull
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ONG

spark river
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Yes

granite gull
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IM NOT DONE AT ALL

spark river
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During homeroom

spark river
granite gull
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not a single page fully finished

spark river
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I think she said

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๐Ÿ™

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I feel so

granite gull
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Im not pulling up

spark river
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No reak

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Real

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Life doesn't feel real anymore bro

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America is so cooked

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NYC

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IS the most cooked

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Ifc

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If

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Yk

granite gull
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Actually tomorrow is Wednesday..!

spark river
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Iran goes on with their devious plan

spark river
granite gull
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What they mean tomorrow nyc โ˜น๏ธ

spark river
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literally

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Ima cry

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I cant be here anymore

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I genuinely cant

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Im sitting in my undies

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On the floor

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Swollen eye

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Sorta

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Under of my eye is red

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And

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Im drinking iced tea

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Like a fat bear belly man

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๐Ÿ™

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I feel dizzy

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I cant be here anymore

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I really cant

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Either its mexico or ima just start writing that note

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Because no way

granite gull
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I cant go to mexico bro

spark river
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America isn't real

granite gull
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I wont survive

spark river
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me neither

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But its better than this

granite gull
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The cartel gonna get me

spark river
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Id rather have them get me then the bombs

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I cant do this

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Before I go to bed

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Im genuinely going to pray

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This cannot happen

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My childhood isn't even over yet

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I can't have this happen to me

granite gull
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I didnt give my dad his painting yet

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So they better actually not

spark river
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Okay we arent cooked

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HELP

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Twitter spoke out

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And said

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That account isn't official

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But I think they just tryna scare us

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Allegedly

granite gull
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Bro

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I almost slipped

spark river
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Oh god

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I hope

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We are okay tomorrow

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if I wake up tomorrow

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Ima be so grateful

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But for now

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Goodnight

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And all I can do is just pray

granite gull
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Goodnight!!PeepoHeart hamster hugheart hug

spark river
granite gull
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I'm not gona pull up

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My left hurtsrooHurt

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And cause they gon get me

spark river
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bro

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My arms hurt

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And my back

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Im still pulling up though

granite gull
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Bro

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Found out I had like 50 questions unfinished

spark river
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We have to do so much work today

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Pull up ๐Ÿ™

granite gull
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Like what

spark river
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Im not even done with my shit

spark river
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Heh

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That's the huge part

granite gull
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No

spark river
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Do we have science or na

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Oh

spark river
granite gull
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Yeah but like I can work on the slides at home

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So I'm not worried for science

spark river
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Can't perform at home though

granite gull
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I'm not finna preform

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Because I'm not pulling up

spark river
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Yes you are

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Mel either way shes gonna make us go when you get back

granite gull
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Yeah which I rather do it another day

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Not today

spark river
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HELPAA

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sorry

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said a little cuss word uh

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I really ain't wanna go

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Wait

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I should really blame it onto the Iran tweet

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Even though it was lowkey fake

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And my mom wouldn't gaf

granite gull
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I would sayy I put my life and safety first

spark river
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Mam

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Man

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Genesis is gonna be alone

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Unless she sits with Jessica

granite gull
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God is out to get me

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My whole calf just tensed up

spark river
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Mama what

granite gull
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Started having a seizure

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My whole body was Spaseming

spark river
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HELP WHAR

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mama

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Yk what

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Im pulling up

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Idgaf

granite gull
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Did you finish the homework

spark river
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Nope

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But ima get ready quic

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Plus

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My hair is so cute

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But im only going cuz I need to give in the permission slip

spark river
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Okay well

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Im not gonna finish on time

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I will

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But

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I won't have time to do my packet

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So

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ok

summer sinew
spark river
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OKAAYY

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Heh

summer sinew
granite gull
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Okay nvm I will be very late

spark river
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YOUR COMING?

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Im going

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Btw if you come i can give you your rock hard cookies heh

granite gull
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I'mma be there at like 9:10

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Don't wait up..!

spark river
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Guess whia baxj

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Random man spoke to me

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His accent was too thick to understand

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But all I understood was "is that pizza for me?"

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Cuz I was holding a pizza

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i saiddd

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"noo!"

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Only got 6 slices

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INSTEAD of 8

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The Richard watterson technique

summer sinew
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Good morning

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โ—๏ธโ—๏ธ

spark river
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HYUA

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HIYA

spark river
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this is so cool

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Matt graduated

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Dylan is at the airport

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Trip is soon

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And iran didnt get us

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Im just scared to use the bathroom

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Saw a gray insect

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Now I refuse to use the bathroom

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I haven't used it since like 3

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I really wanna shave right now

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but my thing is in the bathroom

worldly elk
spark river
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AWH

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IM SO GLAD I WAS HERE TO WATCH YOU GROW AND GRADUATE!!!

nimble heron
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W matt for graduating!!

spark river
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Guess who's awake

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Meee!

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#grateful

spark river
spark river
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Why is this lowkey me.!

summer sinew
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Good morningโ—๏ธ

spark river
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HI MMAMAA

spark river
summer sinew
spark river
summer sinew
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Kitty too

spark river
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Guess what in doing right nneow heh

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OH

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Your right!

summer sinew
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Uh

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Uh

spark river
summer sinew
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Uhmumhumhm7hm

spark river
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Im taking a showrauh

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๐Ÿฅบ

summer sinew
spark river
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Heh

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From yesterday

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GOALL rooSmush

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The difference ๐Ÿ’”

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๐Ÿ˜ฟ rooHurt

summer sinew
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My cat might kill me

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One day

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SOME how

spark river
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WHAT

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OH

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HELP

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Little bro wilk. ..

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#prayingforyou!

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Are you going to the trip tomorrow heh

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This sum booshee

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more like

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your so

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poo

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GOTTEM

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Wait ima yap here in a bit

spark river
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Guess who's back

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Me

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So

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okay

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April was probably peak

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The beginning of April was peak

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Around like

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The 18th

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Not so much

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I was happier in april

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And then

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I was just sad at the end

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NO

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not sad

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never sad

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i was frustrated

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Sometimes i still

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PONDER

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about some things

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Mainly of my two awesomest people

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that were there for me

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one was there for months

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the other

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years

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Just a couple

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NOT many

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But yeah

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also

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I still ponder about this guy

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he frustrated me so much back then

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literally like

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best friends

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for

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maybe 5 years

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or so

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Then everything fell down after we lowkey in a way

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like

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got really close

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to the point where like

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these people

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deadass thought we were daring

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dating*

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but no we weren't

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so we fell off after that

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then a year or two later

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we began talking again

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cuz of me

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But then he got a girlfriend

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But he kept being nice to me

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which was strange

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because like

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its not that I hated him being nice to me

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its more like

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wdym you miss me?

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you have a whole ass girlfriend

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that seems a little not so

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cool

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but anyways

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I got mel

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and ling

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and matt

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and

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my other friends from school

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and from other schools too

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so im not so upset

spark river
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I like her

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Shes sweet

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I remember a year ago

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like

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she helped me

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when like

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MY WHOLE GROUP

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left

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because they were beefing with people

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so I was in the science room

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Tryna make smth

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And she was there ig

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And I asked her if she could help me

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And she DID

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and so did her friend

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which I think was very SWEET!

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Hopefully she doesn't have anything against me now

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because the last time that the guy had a sort of gf

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she didnt like me

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because she thought he was like

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in love with me or smth

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and thats not true

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Hopefully

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He did like me in 2nd grade though

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but whatever

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point is

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she didnt like me

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because she thought he was in love with me

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and that like

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I liked him back or smth

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but lowkey its not her fault

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Its his fault

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Because when they first began like

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Dating?

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or smth

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He was always talking about me

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which is stupid

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because why are you talking about another girl?

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I hate guys like that

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thats why im NEVER gonna date anyone

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until im like

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20

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or skry

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I dont know

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im just not ready for dating at all

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Like

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I'll be in love with someone

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But I won't date

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Even if they like me back

spark river
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I like him a lot

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But I won't date him

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its lowkey stupid

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but thats just the way I am

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Heh

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Thank you for listening ๐Ÿ˜ญ @real heath

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LMAO

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but

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yeah

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also

spark river
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Yesterday

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In school

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We were practicing some scene

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And lowkey

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During the fight scene

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WAIT

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Let me explain this

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Basically

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My teacher is making us do scenes from

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Romeo and juliet

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And

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My group

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3 boys

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3 girls (including me)

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Heh

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๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

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She chose us

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To do a fighting scene..

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so

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At the end of our scene

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Mel

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Says

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"Draw if you are brave enough!"

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And then we take out our swords

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And lowkey

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Start swinging

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BUT

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When we would practice

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The boys

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Would always fight EACH OTHER

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Which is wrong

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Because

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They are supposed to fight hs

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Us

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The girks

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THE capulets

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But they didnt like to fight us ig

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Cuz

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We were like

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Kinda lazy with the swinging

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more like

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Too shy

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SO

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When it was the day we had to perform

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In front of the whole class

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I thought

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Our performance is gonna be so ass

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BECAUSE

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We dont swing at each other in the practices

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WE just freeze up and get awkward

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So I thought

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These guys ain't gonna swing at us

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especially anderson

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He just gets the most awkward

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Out of the guys

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So

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I was just thinking

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"We are gonna fail.."

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and

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then

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finally

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When melly said her line

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"Draw if you are brave enough!"

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the guys took out their swords

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And

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Anderson lowkey started GETTING ME

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HELP

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HE WASNT BEING SHY

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OR AWKWARD

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HE WAS JUST LOWKEY SWINGING

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TOO HARD

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AND HE WAS GETTING ME

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BLINDON WAS GETTIN JESSY

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THEY WERE OFF THE STAGE FIGHTING QHEN I LOOKED OVER AT THEM

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ALEX AND MEL WERE SWINGING AT EACH OTHER

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AND

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ANDERSON

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WAS MOVING TOWARDS ME AS WE FOUGHT

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I did NOT

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Expect them to do that

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I GOT A LITTLE STARTLED

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WHEN HE BEGAN SWINGING AT ME

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I'm scared cuz what if they DO get us

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๐Ÿ’”

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HELP

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HE WAS DEADASS ALREAYD GETTING YOU

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Us

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They were getting us..

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I FELT LIJE

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It would've been better if you got alex

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And mel got blindon

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BECAUSE

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Mel really hates him

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And

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Like

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Im gkad I got andy

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BECAUSE I love him

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โ“๏ธโ“๏ธ

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heh

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yeah you should've

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Cuz like

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Blindon is more like

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rough

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Alex isn't so rough

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And you are a little silly sweet jelly bean

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So alex wouldn't have gone as hard on you

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As blindon did..

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Good morning puppee

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It's too hot๐Ÿ’”

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Outside..

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Someone save me

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Oh god

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WYA

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heh

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Also

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Just finished making breakfast for mycsisters...

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Just bagels

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cuz

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yeah

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Time to make mine..

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OKAY IM DOEN EATING

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I just finished watching all the parts

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I want a puppee

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I was forced to walk upstairs into the dark abyss so they were bound to get me๐Ÿ’”

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HELP

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Heh

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do you miss me

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i miss you

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Yeah

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little stinke poo

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April was so peak

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Oh

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Lingo bingo

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Wait

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Lingo..?

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Bingo.

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Because

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We won

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YIPEPEPEPEPEPEPEP

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I keep seeing edits of date everything game or wahteva

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๐Ÿ’”

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oh HWAT

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Is this good or badโ“๏ธ๐Ÿ’”

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YES

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Its good

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Hrh

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Heh

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Im jealous..

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I'm gonna be stuck outside

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In the rain..

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HELP

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Rain rain go away!

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Come again another dayy!

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hello powa...

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I miss my poo

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Heh

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My poo

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melly belly

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๐Ÿ˜•