#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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I have like
Zero plans
Like last year
My parents told me that in a year or two
They'd take us to mexico
But
I dont think its them taking us to mexico soon
I think ifs
its*
looks around like itadori
HELP
I think its gon be ice

BUT WHATEVER
Let's like
Stay positive
Hmm
I think
No
HELP
I always say ima lock in
But I never do
Also
I keep picking at my skin
So I gotta stop that
And I gotta start putting cream on my boo boos

umm
I gotta clean my bed
ACTUALLY
Ima try to be productive today
So
Ima make a list
I wanna
- Wash my face and brush my teeth again
Heh
- Brush my hair
- Put on my glasses

Hm
- Put on shorts
- Put on cream
probably umm
clean my bed

And for the rest idk
I'll see what I do
TIME TO GET ON FINCH
okay 17 goals
time to lock in
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Now
I'll put my phone to charge
ok
that took a turn
um
The second I got in the bathroom
I failrd
I began picking at my skin
And I decided I wanna shower first and ill just shower at like 5 again
I brushed my teeth
And
While I was staring at my reflection
I saw something move through the mirror
Something
Black..
And I thought it was nothing cuz sometimes my eyes playfully tricks on me
But I checked
Nothing
Tell me why
I see it move again
And I turn around
A roach.
I run outta there
As quick as I can
and now im on my bed
Ima go tell my mommy to kill it
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ok
Im showering now
But im scared its gonna pull up on me
And scare ne
Me*
So im showering with really hot water
Getting this boo shee from watching all those videos that matt sends me
Just finished showering
Feel so so so fresh
My nose has like
A little bump forming
So ima put a pimple patch on
Cuz im not taking chances
Again..
Okay
Done showering
Done brushing my teeth
DONE putting on the pimple patch
And I put lotion on my face
And dine washing my face
Done*
heh
Time to wat
Eat
Sorry
HELPP
HELP
Wait I love her..
HELPP
SHE LOOKS SPECIAL 
@worldly elk maaatttuhhh 
ok he wants me dead
Iโm here
Iโm readying up to go into a game for Helldivers 2
I did not enjoy drama at all today๐
It was awkward๐
oh im so funny gusy
LMAO
oh
Ok well maybe he was home pondering about me heh
Heh
What if I hit a dance
Would youvdo it
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mel
@granite gull
get onlike
mama
get online
wake up

@granite gull LING TEXTED LING TEXTED LING TEXTED
@granite gull
LING IS UP LING IS UP LING IS UP
oh ok that didnt work

There's a fly here
I'm hiding
Me scared
Hiw do I get out
How*
There's someone in the kitchen
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PUPPPEE
Wait
Why won't she like
Heh
Defend you
She should take the bullet for you...๐ฉท
Little cat likes to catch the fly
But
Little doggy
Bite his ear
Then they fight
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Uh ohhh
Hello puppy..
Guys
Why is everyone deciding to cheat on their partner all of a sudden
Lowkey
This isn't cool
At all

Heh
Tickle puppeee off

I will forever cherish all the pcs I have of him
I love hyukaaaaayayaya
Hes so cute

he is NOT this pale
Hello yj..
@granite gull
are you busy
๐
do you love me
๐
Mel..!-

@granite gull
okay just say you want me dead vro lik Idec lik k ig.
lik if yu hat- meh tha much then k ig lik kk istg oms lik don pmo lik k
HELP
I was reading an interview
I got matt and jess earlier
Look
What even is that
A pic i saw a beautiful ttc member using on people
So I stole it
And used it on a couple people
Including you and guy
Heh
Im so funnehly
do you miss me

Heh
Lmk in the comment section..!-
bro
wait
@granite gull
..wait!- I say as I grab Melanies wrist, preventing her from leaving
HELPP
oh
OUR KING
@nimble heron
Ling come here puoopie
Ran to my papa
i fell asleep elieee
took a nap cuz last night i stayed awake because of no power
GOTTEM
Heh
GOOD MORNING
Snack time even though i dont know what that is
Nvm ima save it
Yeah
Heh
I was with jessy the whole time
mwa
I love her
And she pushed me on the swings
I whined for a couple minutes
About how your not here to push me
And then
Basically for the rest of the day
I flirted with her
Flirted with Janis too
I sat near Isabella too
Like she was two seats away from me
I got jealous
because
Another girl was making her giggke
Not me
now im on the tinkle chair
Pondering
Also
Andres told me smth about how blindon said
I should help him?
Or he'd let me teach him?
I didnt hear his fatass
and either way idgaf im not helping blindon out with shit
I only helped my precious kaylee
NOT
Him
I was about to slide kaylee my answers but I got half of em wrong

So I just started saying my whole process on how I got my answers out loud so she can hear
What did Blindon even need help on???
Sorting these papers jnto two groups
Its stupid
You dont need my help
weirdo

All of mine were right
Anderson took a nap too
He woke up when they called on him
Brother got it wrong
You did that color paper or sum different?
Different
Oh
Having a test next week btw
Kill me
Because they pissed off Mr flatguard
Im not pulling up
I dont wanna pull up tomorrow
Why
They got to youโฆ?
The teachers didnt gaf if anyone was absent cuz they said its ok since it was raining
Thankfully no

Yesterday ms smith kept calling me your name
I didnt listen cause I was locked in on my computer playin games

Daniela had to shake me
I would've hit her
He got jumped
actually?
Nah
HELP
Idk
But I didn't see anything on his face
So
I think he got a haircut??
But
His hair looks the same
Just maybe
Less hair all over his face
They lying to him then


ok ima jump
im actually pissed off neow
My mom is asking me so many questions and offering me things
And now shes mad because im frustrated and hot
Mama i missed you

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only like
2 hours have passed since I ate
And I ate again
But not because I was hungry
Just bored heh
cutest little guy ever
I helped him get a skin
After
Maybe 4 tries
and he finally got it
so cute
and he wouldn't stop thanking me
And he even asked if I wanted to get the skin to
And I was like
no
nty
and then I told him to have fun with his skin
so cute what
He got giddy
saur cute
Lemon?.. ๐
Reminds me of dylan
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NO
Of my dearest
Cyrus
I miss that little guy
Mama my sister almost fainted
I really need gio and Joseph jumped
And Cristina
I wish the worst upon them
I really despise them
More than minion
More than blindon
I really dont waban go to school tomorrow
I cant deal with these weirdos
And
I hate gym
The packet is due tomorrow
I hate this
I was debating not going
Yes
IM NOT DONE AT ALL
During homeroom
Only done with 3 pages outta like 20
not a single page fully finished
Im not pulling up
No reak
Real
Life doesn't feel real anymore bro
America is so cooked
NYC
IS the most cooked
Ifc
If
Yk
Actually tomorrow is Wednesday..!
Iran goes on with their devious plan
yeah??
What they mean tomorrow nyc โน๏ธ
literally
Ima cry
I cant be here anymore
I genuinely cant
Im sitting in my undies
On the floor
Swollen eye
Sorta
Under of my eye is red
And
Im drinking iced tea
Like a fat bear belly man
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I feel dizzy
I cant be here anymore
I really cant
Either its mexico or ima just start writing that note
Because no way
I cant go to mexico bro
America isn't real
I wont survive
The cartel gonna get me
Id rather have them get me then the bombs
I cant do this
Before I go to bed
Im genuinely going to pray
This cannot happen
My childhood isn't even over yet
I can't have this happen to me
Okay we arent cooked
HELP
Twitter spoke out
And said
That account isn't official
But I think they just tryna scare us
Allegedly
Oh god
I hope
We are okay tomorrow
if I wake up tomorrow
Ima be so grateful
But for now
Goodnight
And all I can do is just pray
Goodnight!!


Like what
Im not even done with my shit
No
Yes
Can't perform at home though
HELPAA
sorry
said a little cuss word uh

I really ain't wanna go
Wait
I should really blame it onto the Iran tweet
Even though it was lowkey fake
And my mom wouldn't gaf
I would sayy I put my life and safety first
Mama what
Did you finish the homework
Nope
But ima get ready quic
Plus
My hair is so cute
But im only going cuz I need to give in the permission slip
Okay well
Im not gonna finish on time
I will
But
I won't have time to do my packet
So
ok
Wanna work on it during gym because I was gonna work on it last night but I fell asleep..

Okay nvm I will be very late
Guess whia baxj
Random man spoke to me
His accent was too thick to understand
But all I understood was "is that pizza for me?"
Cuz I was holding a pizza
i saiddd
"noo!"
Only got 6 slices
INSTEAD of 8
The Richard watterson technique
this is so cool
Matt graduated
Dylan is at the airport
Trip is soon
And iran didnt get us

Im just scared to use the bathroom
Saw a gray insect
Now I refuse to use the bathroom
I haven't used it since like 3
I really wanna shave right now
but my thing is in the bathroom
I couldnโt have done it without your support and many othersโค๏ธ
AWH YES LINNNGGGOO
HI MMAMAA
Good morning puppee...


Kitty too
Good morning kitteee
Uhmumhumhm7hm

WHAT
OH
HELP
Little bro wilk. ..
#prayingforyou!
Are you going to the trip tomorrow heh
This sum booshee
more like
your so
poo
GOTTEM
Wait ima yap here in a bit
Guess who's back
Me
So
okay
April was probably peak
The beginning of April was peak
Around like
The 18th
Not so much
I was happier in april
And then
I was just sad at the end
NO
not sad
never sad
i was frustrated
Sometimes i still
PONDER
about some things
Mainly of my two awesomest people
that were there for me
one was there for months
the other
years
Just a couple
NOT many
But yeah
also
I still ponder about this guy
he frustrated me so much back then
literally like
best friends
for
maybe 5 years
or so
Then everything fell down after we lowkey in a way
like
got really close
to the point where like
these people
deadass thought we were daring
dating*
but no we weren't
so we fell off after that
then a year or two later
we began talking again
cuz of me
But then he got a girlfriend
But he kept being nice to me
which was strange
because like
its not that I hated him being nice to me
its more like
wdym you miss me?
you have a whole ass girlfriend
that seems a little not so
cool
but anyways
I got mel
and ling
and matt
and
my other friends from school
and from other schools too
so im not so upset
I saw her yesterday
I like her
Shes sweet
I remember a year ago
like
she helped me
when like
MY WHOLE GROUP
left
because they were beefing with people
so I was in the science room
Tryna make smth
And she was there ig
And I asked her if she could help me
And she DID
and so did her friend
which I think was very SWEET!
Hopefully she doesn't have anything against me now
because the last time that the guy had a sort of gf
she didnt like me
because she thought he was like
in love with me or smth
and thats not true
Hopefully
He did like me in 2nd grade though
but whatever
point is
she didnt like me
because she thought he was in love with me
and that like
I liked him back or smth
but lowkey its not her fault
Its his fault
Because when they first began like
Dating?
or smth
He was always talking about me
which is stupid
because why are you talking about another girl?
I hate guys like that
thats why im NEVER gonna date anyone
until im like
20
or skry
I dont know
im just not ready for dating at all
Like
I'll be in love with someone
But I won't date
Even if they like me back
Anderson
I like him a lot
But I won't date him
its lowkey stupid
but thats just the way I am

Heh
Thank you for listening ๐ญ @real heath
LMAO
but
yeah
also
Damn
Yesterday
In school
We were practicing some scene
And lowkey
During the fight scene
WAIT
Let me explain this
Basically
My teacher is making us do scenes from
Romeo and juliet
And
My group
3 boys
I almost fell fighting blindon
3 girls (including me)
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She chose us
To do a fighting scene..
so
At the end of our scene
Mel
Says
"Draw if you are brave enough!"
And then we take out our swords
And lowkey
Start swinging
BUT
When we would practice
The boys
Would always fight EACH OTHER
Which is wrong
Because
They are supposed to fight hs
Us
The girks
THE capulets
But they didnt like to fight us ig
Cuz
We were like
Kinda lazy with the swinging
more like
Too shy
SO
When it was the day we had to perform
In front of the whole class
I thought
Our performance is gonna be so ass
BECAUSE
We dont swing at each other in the practices
WE just freeze up and get awkward
So I thought
These guys ain't gonna swing at us
especially anderson
He just gets the most awkward
Out of the guys
So
I was just thinking
"We are gonna fail.."
and
then
finally
When melly said her line
"Draw if you are brave enough!"
the guys took out their swords
And
Anderson lowkey started GETTING ME

HELP
HE WASNT BEING SHY
OR AWKWARD
HE WAS JUST LOWKEY SWINGING
TOO HARD
AND HE WAS GETTING ME
BLINDON WAS GETTIN JESSY
THEY WERE OFF THE STAGE FIGHTING QHEN I LOOKED OVER AT THEM
ALEX AND MEL WERE SWINGING AT EACH OTHER
AND
ANDERSON
WAS MOVING TOWARDS ME AS WE FOUGHT
I did NOT
Expect them to do that
I GOT A LITTLE STARTLED
WHEN HE BEGAN SWINGING AT ME
HELP
HE WAS DEADASS ALREAYD GETTING YOU
Us
They were getting us..
I FELT LIJE
It would've been better if you got alex
And mel got blindon
BECAUSE
Mel really hates him
And
Like
Im gkad I got andy
BECAUSE I love him

You think we should switch places
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heh
yeah you should've
Cuz like
Blindon is more like
rough
Alex isn't so rough
And you are a little silly sweet jelly bean
So alex wouldn't have gone as hard on you
As blindon did..
Good morning puppee
Oh god
WYA
heh
Also
Just finished making breakfast for mycsisters...
Just bagels
cuz
yeah
Time to make mine..

OKAY IM DOEN EATING
I just finished watching all the parts
@granite gull ..
I was forced to walk upstairs into the dark abyss so they were bound to get me๐


Oh
oh HWAT
Is this good or badโ๏ธ๐