#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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on tiktok
which i dont do anymore
I would post but like
only pictures of like
drawings
or books
orr
games I played with my friends
But I post more on insta
And use insta more anyways
I also need to fix my
airbuds
thingy
um
what wlse
else
was i a real one for listening to Jann for her
I should take more photos during prime
or
like
in general
ima take photos on Alexander's laptop atp
I got gym but im NOT wearing thst shirt..
ash ruined selena for me
Whatever
Ima still listen to her
π
Time to be sneaky
WHAT DO I QEAR
HELP MD SOMEONE
@granite gull
HELLPPP
@summer sinew
WHAT DO IXWEAR
Im not snatched rn bruv
Im eating cereal

Holy xqc
I dont know what my mom is talking about
Adn I dont understand her at all
But whatecer
Hey im on time
Okay i gyatta wait for the lights to switch
i rolled my eyes
my mom thought it was at her
ok
im home
If genesis texts me
Im not answering her
And tomorrow
I'll just say
"I didnt see your text"
My dad
Was going great
now its ruined
like
I hate people like that
but whatever
mel is really cool
almost kissed her a couple times
should've
but
yeah
also
For most of the dag
day*
especially the end
whenever things would happen
like
crazy things
or funny ones
or just shocking ones
mel and I would thrn to each other and say
turn*
"We gotta tell this to ling!!"
Ling is awesome
I love him
and mel
limeey
so cool
turned in my journals btw
turns out
i think I did two extra
okay
ms shira never fails to make me cry π₯
what a ccool teacher
she said im beautiful

hi mama
heh
π¦π¦
like vanilly
ims go eat
Heh
Because
Stwrving yourself isn't cool π₯
orange rice
and egg
yumm
im done eating
time to shower
what if I start crying
"I love you too"
just a simple i love you
Is everything to me
If YOU told me that you loved me??



real
yes
real hello
Social studies
If you say drama ima kiss Anderson
Oh
Nvm
π₯
Should I do my presentation
first
tomorrow
I wanna go like
2nd
Or 3rd
You can show off how smart and confident you are to anderson
They better get their lines right
Or im gonna whoop it out
HELP
HES SOCCUTE BRUVV
HE WAS ALL QUIET
even though hes never quiet
AND I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH HIM WHEN HE SAID "DO YOU BITE YOUR THIMBS AT US?"
LIKE
WHEN THEY ASKED HIM
TO ASK
IF WE BITE OUR THULBS AT HIM
Heh
So cute
Also
I got blinded during science
Holy
Dylan is majestic
And his big blue eyes had me staring

Blindon
Is ok
ig
Dylan is better though
ALSO
JAYDONS HAIR IS BEAUTIFUL
#needthat
but anyways
Andy solos
hes top
HELP?
hes top 2
#needhim
Is his hair very bouncy?
HELP
LMAO
Yess.....!.
STOP
HIS PART
IS SO MAJESTIC
like
hello pretty...
Id say handsome but no
Okg
OMG
9KG
OMG
OMG
YOU DONT KNOW
HOW BADLY
I WANTED TO GET UP
AND RUN TO ANDY
RUN TO THAT CROWD
Sit on his lap
I shoukd
Oh
DUDE
I wanna be picked up by him
π
I like em
big
π₯
I like it when they are
Chubbt
And taller
Basically andy
Jaydon was the total opposite
which is why I liked him too
I said
Either big and tall
OR short and
Yeah
HELP
Hes got muscle π₯
RAHH
Anyways
What's 2nd period?
Drama! I say with my fingers crossed..
Oh
Hehs
Sorry..///.^_^///
I only like drama when we actually get down deep dirty with acting
Who do you think would be juliet and romeo
In our group
Be so fr
And dont be biased heh
She calls us good boys
For juliet
Oh
For romeo
Alexander obviously
Like its so obvious and clear
Idgaf who i got if I was juliet
Just NOT blindon
I dont care if I have to give you a kiss
Jes a kiss
Alex a kiss
ANDERSON A KISS π
π
π

But just not blindon
LMAO
Heh
Yes
Wanna gossip when I get out of shwoering babe
Okiii
okeyau βΊοΈ
Imma try not to fall asleep
Gey
I was gonna say
G
G-Gregβ¦.
Your character
HELP
I WAS TRYNA SPELL THAT
STOP
Abraham is my soulamtw
Truat
Heh
Get it
Cuz
I was acting abraham
Abraham
and
andy became him
RAH
Okay time to go back to shwoering
I need andy
IM DONE HSWOEIRNG
Augh
HELLP
I TOKD MY SISTER
ABOUT THE GROUP
THINGYS
AND I WAS LIKE
IT HAS ME
MEL
JES
ALEX
and blindon
AND THEN
Ai said
iI SAID
AND GUESS WHO ELSE IS IN IT!
She sounded so defeated
SHE said
"Anderson??"

can you tell I dont fw her
hello handsome
My sister is breaking down
And Vanessa thought it would be smart to run up
I pulled that ho down

Maybe
3 hours
Heg
Heh
Heh
I think
Andy is really shy
Well
Around different girls
He talks a lot more
Sometimes
To be honest i think its because they talk to HIM. Or just mess around with him
But he doesn't really talk around me
I like to think hes just shy
but maybe thats not the case
I think
Either he hates me
Or
Hopefully
Hes just shy
Or awkward
I really hope he likes me back π₯
He probably DOESNT

He might as well because theres mo mo no way heβs pulling anyone better lets be honest
He would always lean against the wall and just sigh all the time. And when id talk to him, he'd kinda avoid eye contact or just speak quietly
Or just nod or shake my his head
Heh
LMAO
Leave him alone π
No
DUDE

Huh
Spanish kid shoved andy
Bro
I wouldn't gaf
If it was just a light push
But bro
They were running after the ball
And Diego SHOVED HIM
And Anderson accidentally ran into the exit doors
I think he fell outside
OH RIGHT..
I forgot about that..
I think it was sweet how they all stopped the game to check up on him though
EXACTLYYY
But Diego checked up on him
Heh
They both even patted each other's back
Lowkey
They are too locked in
If one of my friends did that to me
Id pull their pants down during class
βοΈβοΈ
HELEPPPP
I FOROGT TO ANSWEF HER
HELPPP
LMAO
wait
Time to check if andy posted anytging
WAIT OMG IS THE DANCE TOMORROW @granite gull @summer sinew
What
Wait tomorrow is Thursday right
Yes
I forgot

My friend is making me go
I don't wanna
But
She drags me everywhere
But
IT'S OKAY CUZ I LOVE HER
βοΈβοΈ
Someone just followed me on tiktok..
You
I JUMPED UP TO GRAB HER CHICKEN NUGGET
THAT SHE PUT UP HIGH
That's how high I jumped
The white line is around how tall i am

heh
She is stuck in my hea
head*
I should really take moree picyss at school brlu
HELP
5:44
thats the amount of minutes I spent
Talking about Andy's fall

HOW MUCH IS IT??
I keep doing this dance
^^
thanks for reminding me to wear my glasses the day after tomorrow
yes yes yes 
Imma try to wear red
I know basically all my lines
And all I have to do is go after when andy talks mainly
So Iβm good

Heh
Ok
Well
I got all red on
Red short
shorts
and red shirt
the thing is
they are both tight
They are supposed to be tight but lowkey
I dont want anyone to look at my bum π
Ima look for a outfit that jukiet wore
Heh
Juliet
She wore a white dress
Do I have a white dress? Probably not..
okay im pulling up as juliet DONT PLAYY
I have a white dress but it shows too much skin
So ima pull up in my red sweater to be the capulets too heh
OMG THE SONG IS COMING OUT IN 10 HOURS
HELP?
βοΈ

My belly boutta grumble
BDUV MY BUTT IS RUINING THE DRESS
You ready to present
Bro everytime I present everyone suddenly starts talking 
I was fighting them in my head
It was a slight no for me because i had to be up there longer infront of peopleπ
Felt their eyes
Ok
Maybe the Anderson phase is over
Or coming to a end
Im sitting on the toilet
Literally
Typing with one hand
While the other holds up my hair
I hate blindon
So much
And I love alex
So much
I hate being leader
I fear I almost hit Anderson
I yelled at him so many times
Its not even funny
Me too
FR
I couldn't take off my sweater
Because of the STUPID DRESS
AND ID FLASH EVERYONE
AND MY DRESS JUST WOULDNT COVER MY CHEST AT ALL
AND IT WAS TIGHT
AND I FELT SO SWEATY AND YUCKY
On top of that
Anderson
Was being a absolute idiot
Blindon
Was just
So
SO STUPID
HES SO FUCKJGN STUPDI
I HATE HIM
O JTM GOD
LITERALLY
TOMORROW
IF HE ACTS UP
IM TELLING MS SINGH
LITERALLY
IDGAF ANYMORE
I HATE HIM
No
I DESPISE HIM
JUST HIS PRESENCE
PISSES ME OFF
NONE OF THIS WPULDVE HAPPENED
IF HE JUST WASNT IN OUR GROUP
I HATE HIM SO MUCH
I GENUINELY HATE HIM
AND TO BE HONEST
ALEX IS WAY MORE
WAY MORE MATURE
LIKE
HOLY SHIT??
HES SO SWEET
AND HE KEPT APOLOGIZING TO ME
WITH THAT
STUPID LIKE NERVOUS SMILE
AND
HE WOULD EVEN YELL AT THEM FOR ME
LIKE OH MY GOS
GOD
ATP
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I LIKE
ANDY
OR ALEX
Ima jump
HELP
She has a boyfriend
Sucks
Wait which Ashley?
Anyways
Im taking a shower
Idgaf if I just got out of school
Im taking a shower
I need to calm down
Our class
I'm DEADASS gonna cry I saw this cat in some deli and I was gonna pet it but I thought it would probably bite me or something but I reach my hand out for it to smell it and like Idk become comfortable and it leaned onto my hand..π
IT WAS SO CUTE IT'S FUR WAS SOFT
I just received like four sticker bookπ¦
After drama
LOWKEY
I've just been in my own little world
Who knows how long I took on the toilet
And the shwoer
Idek how long I'll take changing
Whatever
Heh
Okay so the song is amazing
Im pretty sure you can ajust the straps to make them tighter in case they are too loose
That can help the top stay up
First soda now mango lmao I love him heh
Ok
I just ate a apple
Heh
Green apple
Um
um
I was gonna eat a orange
But I saw a ant crawl on it when I have already peeled it and stuff
So I just got scared
And thrw it away π
So I ate
Bananas
And Nutella
Heh
WAIT
So basically
This ENTIRE DAY
I drank water
ate one slice of pizza
ate a apple
bananas and Nutella
and
Mac and cheese
that was very salty
OH
I drank
coca
cola
Heh
I took this during class heh
Sent it to mel too
^_^

Im really thinking about it yelled at andy
HELP
that was andy afteri yelled at him π₯
H3LP
HELP

@granite gull ...jinx.
He's gonna kill me one day
Guess what that reminds me off
OH??

Yeah and you keep getting itchy

DUDE
This isn't awesome
MEL AND I
AND GENESIS
WE WERE ALL HESDING UP
BACK TO THE DOORS TO GO INSIDE
LIKE WE WERE COMING FROM THE PLAYGROUND YK
AND ON OUR WAY TO THE DOORS
YeahβοΈβοΈ
JIMMY
KICKED A BASKETBALL AGAINST THE WALK
ON THE PAINTED WALL
NEAR THE BENCHES
DUDE
I ALMOST SHIT MYSEKF
MEL AND I IMMEDIATELY SAID "HES OUT TO GET US"
AND I WAS LIKE
OH
BLINDON TOLD THEM HOW I YELLED AT HIM
THEY GON GET US!
OBVIOUSLY I WAS JOKING BUT I STILL GOT SCARED HELP
AND MEL AND I RAN AWAY
AND ANDERSON SAW AND HEARD US
HELP
HELP
DUDE
AND DURING LUNCH
I THINK?
BLINDON WAS SITTING WITH ANDY
AND ULISES
AND TWO OTHER PEOPLE
AND THEY WERE JUST TALKING
BUT I KEPT MAKING EUE CONTACT WITH BLINDON
HELPPP
AND THEN
A GROUP OF KIDS PASSED BY THEIR TABLE TO THROW AWAY THEIR TRASH
SO IT COVERED MY VIEW OF BLINDON
dude
when the kids passed by
blindon dissappeared
I ALMOST SHIT MYSELF
Is he a magician
I THOUGHT THST TALL BLUE EYED CREATURE SPAWNED BEHIND ME
HES EVIL 
AND I EVEN TURNED TO MEL AND WAS LIKE
HES BEHIND ME ISNT HE..
I SAID WITH A SLOW TURN
LMAAOOAOA
Nearly shit myself..
Also during health i kept locking eyes with Alexander
π

I pretended like I wasn't looking at him
Cuz I was
BUT
its cuz hes lowkey slow and tbh
I wanna know what goes through that little head
He has too much potential
But he wastes ut
it*
ALSO
LMAO
HOLD ON
Oh nvm I cant find it
Heh
BUT WHEN ANDY KEPT SPAMMING THE SUGGESTIONS
I SAW
ALEX
TYPE OUT
"STAWP"

NO BECAUSE THATS EXACTLYYY HOW HE SAYS STOP IRL TOO HELPPP
I WROTE ANDY GETS STABBED ON MELS LAPTOP
heh
HE WAS PISSING ME OFF
I had to get him
HELP
π₯
WHAT
LMAO
ANDY KEPT MUMBKING HIS PART
"No better?"
SPEAK UP ANDYYY
HELP
BUT I LOVED SCREAMING "YES BETTTER,"
oh.
HELP ITS JUST OF HIS FRIENDS??
I said
"Oh??"
"cool"
Watch him realize he probably sent it to the wrong person

@granite gull
where is the movie thing gonna be
If its in the auditorium I might just jump
I don't know tbh
In 6th grade it was in the classrooms
Social studies double math ela
Prime lunch science an media studies which we probably not gonna have
I'mma kms
Let's hope andres actually doesn't come
Cuz I heard him telling ms Smith he might as well not go if they were just gonna give him detention for 7th and 8th lmao
HE BETTER NOTT
So he better not come
I'm on my knees begging
Heh
Might not be for everyone tho
LOVING THAT!
I think that I just like Janns voice
Because if anyone else even tried to make songs like his I'll b numbe one hater
But dramatic
LMAO
Jann was the og..!

This on person came in clutch
HELP
And put it on YouTube
we love them
HELP
Because it was just a spoiler for how it sounds
Like an hour early for when it came out for them
OH