#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!

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spark river
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I just stubbed my footsies

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Ima cry

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And I cursed in front of my papa

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And he smacked my hip with his phone 😿

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And he told me to stop getting mad

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Ima see how my hair turns out straightened

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And if its good

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I'm pulling uo

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Uo*

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UP*

granite gull
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Im only going for science since I hate the state test and I'mma just do it quickly

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Bro

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I'm done for

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Give your dad away

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!!!

spark river
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OH YEAH SCIENCE

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Heh

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Guys i feel like im on my period but im too scared to check cuz my sister is in the bathroom rn

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And im scared she'll crash out on me

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She didn't let me in

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And genesis is texting me

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how about i block her

granite gull
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They can jump

spark river
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cuz I feel it

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HELP

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GUYS*

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ima cry i hate this

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5 ppl in one single room

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Are we real

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and more than half the room is full of furniture and trash bags

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My mom keeps bugging me because she wants me to dress up

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cuz she knows i wanna go

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But bro

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I'm getting frustrated

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And its not her hmfaukt

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and its not her fault*

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And I have literally no where to run off to and cry

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grr

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cuz my sister is in the bathroom

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And everyone else is the room

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And the other room

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Is where the man is working at

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And staying home wouldn't be a problem

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But my absences are too much

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I will definitely be repeating

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because im about to hit 30

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yakl

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yall

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this isn't funny

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Mel do have the calendar

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Im standing here pondering

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My mom is yelling

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Im not even ready

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Ms Darweesh is gonna get mad

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And bro

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OH my god

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MY mom is blaming herself now for who knows what

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I keep crashing out

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now my sister is out of the bathroom

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"Hey huzz!"

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Pukl the trigger and leave me alone

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Im in the bathroom gusy

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Heh

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Anderson is never gonna like me

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I don't like this

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Mr cordara hates me

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But hes my favorite teachers

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teacher

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And he doesn't even know it exist

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cuz

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im absent too often

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yeah no im not going

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I just crashed out on genesis

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HELP

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Nah im pulling up

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HELP

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heh

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Just needed a good little cry

granite gull
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Bro I'mma be late

spark river
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HELP

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Ima actually see his game

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Cuz i know what to wear

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Now

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Heh

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Hes so cute HamsterStare

spark river
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im omw bow

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now

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heh

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Ima try to not bother with how I look rn

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And ima just focus on him

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Im watching him

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Im here rn

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So coolio

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Im taking so many pics of him

spark river
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Okay im basically almost home

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Best day ever

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Hes so cute

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He didn't notice me on his way out

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but

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heh

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man i love him

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He looked at my camera WAY too many times

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Either he saw me

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Or he was just looking at the other team

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either way

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im really happy

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MEL

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WAS CKOWNING ON HIM

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SO

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THATS NOT COOK

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Also

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He has his hair

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In like

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A cute clip

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Like

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His bangs basically

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Were UP

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LIKE A KITTLE UNICORN HOEN

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HORN*

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Because he was holdin it up with a clip

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so so very very very cute

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I wish I could just tie his hair up

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ima cry happy tears

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He wears long sleeves under his shirt

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im not sure why

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Im sure he looks just fine without them

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heh

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Either way

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I love him

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Also I thought he was talking to a GIRL

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Nope

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HELPP

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I just got home

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But NO

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Turns out it wasn't a girk

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Its just the art tescher

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Heh

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Shes really short

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So

granite gull
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Oh yeah

spark river
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Hes so so so cutee

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And his hand gestures

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oh my god

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i love him

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im so so so in love with him and he doesn't even know my name probably

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Watch me change him into my pfp

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Should i

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HELP

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thats weird

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Ima look at all the videos and pics I took of him

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I love him

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. HELP

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try to spot him in my ofp

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Pfp

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Heh

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Witerwally

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Hes so cute

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His face card is everything

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HIS giggle too

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HELP IN ONE OF THE VIDEOS I SEE HISXPUPPIES

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Number 14

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Holy

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👅 👅

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heh

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Ling wouldn't love this behavior

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AUGHH

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HES JUST

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THE CUTEST

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SO CUTE

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I kvor jim

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I love him

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hes so so so so so so so so cute

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I like how im so in love with him and then probably in a month or so hes gonna get a gf and it won't be me

granite gull
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No he won't

spark river
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Im ginna cry why did jaydon text me

granite gull
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You the only one who thinks he's cute

spark river
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omg

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omg

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omg

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HELP

granite gull
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Just go for it

spark river
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DUDE

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NO NO IM COOKED

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IM COOKED

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JAYDON

granite gull
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What

spark river
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NAUR

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He said

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"yo"

granite gull
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Yeah no you lived good

spark river
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nah im cooked

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Either it's about me chasing after andy

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or

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me blocking ulises

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PRAY FOR ME GUYS

granite gull
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Better pray it's blocking ulises

spark river
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praying

granite gull
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🙏

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😔

spark river
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I said

granite gull
spark river
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"Hmm?"

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IMA TWEAK

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IMA SCREAM

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what if its how genesis shoved me into him on accident

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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HELPPP

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LMAO

granite gull
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Sorry

spark river
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MEL

granite gull
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It got to me

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I keep seeing it

spark river
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He opened it.

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Ima cry hes typing

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Heh

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Ima cry

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"soo there was a rumor spreading about you and Ulises"

granite gull
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WHEN???

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OMH

spark river
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IDK

granite gull
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THESE HOS

spark river
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JAYDON JUST SAID THAT

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AIGH

granite gull
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THEY NEVER SHUT UP

spark river
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DEADASS

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Glad it wasn't about Anderson

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Deadass just ruined my day

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Yk what

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Ima look at Andy's videos

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Ulises can cry about me blocking him

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But hes the one that lost my trust and made me uncomfortable multiple times

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So I couldn't care less abt him

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He said

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"yo"

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I said

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"Hmm?"

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He said

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"soo there was a rumor spreading about you and Ulises"

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And I said

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"oh yeah"

granite gull
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And?

spark river
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he was like

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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"ya know the rumor?"

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I was like

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"nope"

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"enlighten me 💔"

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He said

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"brah 🤦 "

granite gull
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....

spark river
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"so apparently yall used to talk quite a bit"

granite gull
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I woulda jumped

spark river
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"word got around and was js wondering why you and him dont talk no more"

granite gull
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He was talking to himself

spark river
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let's tell him why now

granite gull
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He didn't even have the courage to talk to you in person

spark river
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I said

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"y?"

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"he asking??"

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He said

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"no"

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"i would ask him but i dont think he has a phone"

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I said

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"he does"

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He said

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"Frl?"

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I said

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"Yeahh??"

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"did he lie to you lmao"

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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Wait let me say all these things he says first

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He said

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"nah"

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"js never asked lol"

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I said

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"alr"

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He said

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"well he told me at lunch that he lwk misses talking to u so now im wondering why yall stopped talkin"

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I said

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"can I be honest with you man?"

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He said

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"Hmm"

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"I think so"

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I said

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"😭"

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"Hes a cool guy but he was just deadass doing too much"

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He said

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"ohh"

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"like what was he doin? 😭"

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Ok ima say everything i sajd

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Like

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I mentioned to him at the start that I didn't plan on dating till im older and that im just not ready to date ANYONE at all right now

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Key word

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ANYONE

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But he kept on bringing up the fact that he likes me out of nowhere

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Like we'd be having a normal conversation and then he'd bring up his feelings

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He said

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Ohh

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I said

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And a while before I blocked him he kept bringing them up

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And it was just so weird to me

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He said

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i see

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👁️👁️

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I said

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Because im pretty sure I made it obvious I wasn't ready to date anyone including him so the fact he kept on saying it over and over just made me sick of it

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And I mentioned how I just wanted to stay friends with him

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He said

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nd thats why you js blocked him?

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or js stopped talking?

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I said

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And not to expose him or anything but he kept making me these long poems talking about how he loves me and stuff

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And I replied saying

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After I said I didn't wanna date

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He said

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😭

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he did?

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I said

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YESS??

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He said

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please tell me it was atleast good

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I said

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Yup, he clearly didn't get the hint at all and he also lost my trust too because he deadass said something that sounded so wrong so i had to fight these stupid allegations of me liking some guy

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Basically replying to his message on asking if thats why I blocked him

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Then i said

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Wanna see

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He said

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ohh

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uh

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sure?

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I said

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You know who im talking about or no?

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Cuz just so you know its one of your friends too

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He said

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uh

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i think so

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Then i said

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Guess

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And sent him the pictures of the poems ulises sent me

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And I said

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Ignore the pictures and lines on them 😭

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Because I had drawn stuff on the poems

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He said

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uh

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i cant

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what da pics for

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I said

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which pics

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He said

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the blue thingy

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or sm

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And I made up a lie and said

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To label them in a way cuz I lowkey have so many screenshots of pictures that look similar to those but arent the poems

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If that makes sense

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He said

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oh

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i see

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I said

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yup

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so does that answer your question on why i blocked him?

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He said

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yeah

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that’ll work

granite gull
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Damn

spark river
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I said

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Alright

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You can tell him if you want. I genuinely dont care, as long as he doesn't text me anymore. And I know I probably am coming off as harsh but its just crazy to me how ulises was acting.

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He said

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prolly not

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i was js curious ngl

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HELP OMG

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AND I SAID

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Alright. I like someone else btw

granite gull
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Omg

spark river
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HELP

granite gull
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I forgot you can't cuss

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You messed up so bad

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Now why would you do that

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Same friend group too

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Atp

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I genuinely would have jumped if I was you

spark river
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LOL

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HE THOUGHT I LIKES DYKAN

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He said

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dylan

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lmg

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lmfao

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I said

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not this again man

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He said

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not?

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I said

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ITS NOT DYLAN HELP

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He said

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deadass?

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I said

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Yes I deadass had to fight those stupid allegations of me liking Dylan because ulises didnt know how to simply tell dylan i dont like him bro

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YES DUDE

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He said

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even if, he likes some1 else anyway

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I said

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wait wdym??

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I mean

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I dont like him

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He said

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wdym what do i mean

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I said

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DUDE

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He said

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like who he likes?

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I said

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what

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okay okay

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my point is

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I dont have a crush on dylan

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He saud

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ok

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I said

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And i never will

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He said

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ok

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I said

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yeah

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And he said

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ok

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And right now he said

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wait

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so who u like?

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cs

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u lwk cant js leave me in this loophole

granite gull
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As if you're gonna tell him

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Omg

spark river
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DEADASS

granite gull
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-_-

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Dumbass people

spark river
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LOL

granite gull
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I've been using SoundCloud too much

spark river
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Wait wait wait

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I said

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well I can't just expose myself like that

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But to be clear

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Its not dylan

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Or ulises

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He said

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can u narrow it down

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or can i have guesses

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?

granite gull
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They got that belly

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They got that fatty

spark river
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And then he sent a little question mark emoji with his emoji on snap

granite gull
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Oh I read that wrong

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He's so silly and slow

spark river
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HELP

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I said

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ummm

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😭

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He said

granite gull
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Nope..!! ^_^

spark river
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hint hint?

granite gull
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And you no thank you!!

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Bro he is not getting that hint

spark river
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I sajd

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I think the most i say is that you know the person and someone from my family knows one of their family members 😛

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He said

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bro

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idk ur family

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nor their family

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😭

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hmm

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ur class?

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I said

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thats lowkey the point guys 💔

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LOL

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He said

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🤦

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i see how it is

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I said

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if I give you a answer, will you go asking around if someone knows one of my family members 💔

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He said

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ik everybody in this school tho

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prolly

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I sajd

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Then how come you DONT know their lore vro

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He said

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name wise

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lore?

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I said

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wdym name wise

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STOP WHY IS HE GUESSUNG RIGHT VRO

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oh im so cooked

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Wait we are joking now

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HELP

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No ima story crying

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HE GUESSED CORRECTLY

spark river
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So um

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Either I get to shoot my shot

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OR I dont

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Cuz

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Anderson is singke

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and

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not dating anyone

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and jj will tell Andy probably

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And if he does

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I might be cooked

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But

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Maybe Andy will feel the same way

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So

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If he doesnt

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Ima go bi atp

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HELP

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I told my mom about all this gossip

spark river
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HELP

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she's loving the gossip

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And wants me to go tomorrow to update her

spark river
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Guys my princess is tweaking 🙁

spark river
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HELP

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SO

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heh

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yesterday was a good and bad day

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went to go see andy

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then for the rest of the day I could only tweaj because I felt exposed

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and vulnerable nooo

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cuz jaydon witerwally exposed mehamster

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HE JEPT ON GUESSING ANDY

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GUSY ARE WE REAL

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at the end he was like

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"We all gotta love Andy"

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AND THEN DONE WENT OFFLINE

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what a response nooo

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My eyes are puffy

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Dont play

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But guess what

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I'm still pulling uo

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Cuz I need to finish that project

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That journal

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And I need to get started on my other projects TOO

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So

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Help

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HELP

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WAIT

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YESTERDAY AT SCHOOL IT WAS SO COKL

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ALL FOUR FURST PERIODS SUCKED CUZ I DECIDED TO NOT TAKE THE TEST THAT LITERALLY TURNED OUT TO BE THE EASIEST TEST EVER

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HELP

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AND

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BECAUSE OF THAT

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I WAS STUCK WITH GENESIS AKK 4 PERIODS

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THEN

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DURIJG PRIME

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I WAS WITH MELLY

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HEH

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@granite gull melly..

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AND

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WE WERE NOT DOING WORK AT ALL

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WE DIDNT ECEN START ON OUR PROJECT

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AND

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WE WERE SLACKING OFF

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WE JEPT JOKING AROUND

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AND THEN I WAS LIKE

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"WE GOTTA LOCK IN!"

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THE SECOND I SAY THAT

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SOMETHING

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GETS INTO MY EYE

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LIKE

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AND MY EYE HURTED FOR HALF THE PERIOD

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AND IT JEPT ON LIKE

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GOING FROM HURTING

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TO RED

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THEN FROM RED

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TO WHITE

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AND THEN WHITE TO HURTING

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LIKR

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WHAT

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HELP

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I DEADASS THOUGHT

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I WAS ABOUT TO GET LIKE

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THAT NARUTO EYE

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THE SUKUNA EYE

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CUZ

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IT GOT RED AT INE OOINT

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BUTCTHEN

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AT THE END

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I was okay

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Heh

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IT HURT SO MUCH THOUGH

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BUT I HAD TO FIGHT THROUGH THE PAIN TO LOOK UP THE NARUTO EYE SO THAT MEL WOUKD GET MY REFERENCE

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HELPPP

spark river
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my sister is doing my hair

granite gull
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Bro

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My nose is clogged

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Watch me jump

spark river
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U still coming right?

granite gull
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Yeah

spark river
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UKL WAIT FOR U

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Outside

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Tell me when u get here

granite gull
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Bro

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My hair is greasy

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Well it feels it

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Probably looks like it

spark river
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R U HERE YET

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I'm waiting for u

granite gull
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Almost

spark river
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Near the entrance

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ALRIGHT

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If its 9 and u arent here yet then im leaving

granite gull
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Okii

spark river
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Im so flashing everyone with each step

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But I have a sweater so

granite gull
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The light won't turn greeen

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I'mma get everyone

spark river
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I see Kiara heh

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Wya

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Wait if I leave y

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U

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WYA DUDE

granite gull
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I'm getting out the car

spark river
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Oh

granite gull
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These fat his won't move

spark river
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Hurry bro

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Ima leave u

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And wait inside for y

granite gull
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Im going up

spark river
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Flashed a couple people

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So

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No more tight shirts for me

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Actually

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NO more shirts that are my sisters

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cuz she wears smaller and tighter ones cuz shes more skinny

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@granite gull i still have it in my bra hamster

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Hes so cute HamsterStare

spark river
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HELP

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HI HPEEE3

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literally we missed you

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My crush has this friend called jaydon and jaydon found out who I like

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And jaydon might tell my crush

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Anderson

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This all happened yesterday hhe

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Heh

nimble heron
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Doomed

spark river
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HII LINGGOO

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heh

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heh thats pretty smart guys

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AWH

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HELP

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LOWKEY I DO AND DONT WANR HIM TO

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cuz

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what if Andy doesn't like me back

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But at the same time

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He was gonna find out anyways

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cuz I make it too obvious when I stare at him

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LITERALLY

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Hopefully not nooo

spark river
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Today is fridag

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Friday

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Heh

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I hope

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I dont run bacj to this journal saying

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"Anderson rejected me and called me a bean eater"

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Heh

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Ima get ready for school

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And try to be sikly

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Also

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Ulises invited me, @granite gull, and genesis to play uno with him and jaydon during lunch

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Probably won't go

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But if i get to sit at their table then maybe cuz that means I can see Anderson heh

spark river
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Heh

spark river
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AYYY

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YAYY

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yall

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ima tweak

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ima crash out

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because

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im catching mysekf

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Acting like

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MY worst influence

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Stephanie nooo

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OMG

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GUYS

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LITERALLY

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DURING MATH

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WE WERE HAVING SO MUCH FUN DOING BLOOKET AND STUFF

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BUT BRO

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NEAR THE END OF 2ND PERIOD

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EVERYONE LOWKEY STOPPED PLAYING AND STARTED DOING THEIR OWN THING

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BHT

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BUT

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I SAW

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THAT

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ALL THE GUYD WERE AT ONW TABLE

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AND I ONLY CARED CUZ ANDERSON WAS THERE

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But basically

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I heard them ARGUING

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Why?

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Because

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Dylan kinda shouted

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"ULI AND BRANDON HAVE A GROUPCHAT ABOUT YOU ANDERSON"

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gusy

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HOLY COW

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THEY ARE

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TALING ABOUT ANDY

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BEHIND HIS BACK??

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AND ANDERSON

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Got PISSED

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HE WAS LIKE

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WHY DO YOU GUYS HAVE A GROUPCHAT ABOUT ME??

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WHO ELSE IS IN IT??

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WHAT DO YOU TAKK ABOUT??

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STUFF LIKE THAT

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AND HE CRASHED OUT

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AND THEN FOR THE REST OF THE DAY

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HE TAKKED ABOUT IT

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AND LOWKEY HE WAS MAKING IR A HUGE DEAL BUT IT DEADASS WAS

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CUZ WHY ARE YOUR FRIENDS GONNA TALK BEHIND YOUR BACK LIKE THAR??

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THATS SO MESSED UP WTH

spark river
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also

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Genesis is pissing me odf

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atp

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im not even gonna say "I love her"

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Xuz

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Lowkey

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Im starting to not

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Cuz shes just so mean

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And she runs to me and mel when she needs smth

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Like today all day she kept complaining she's hungry

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And when we told her she could go get lunch she said no because its disgusting

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And then she was like

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"If you give me gum I'll stop complaining"

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She deadass pissed me off cuz I already told her I didn't have

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And I told her "okay keep complaining then"

spark river
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WAIT

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YOU GENIUS

spark river
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I've been so busy lately

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Ima jump

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but

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Im working on my mommy's mother gift for tomorrow

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And for

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Sunday too

spark river
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heh

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im gonna make her a bunch of little cards with flowers on them

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and ima write on each one that I love her

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In Spanish

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Heh

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And on Sunday ima do the English version

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Time to read journals..

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IM ALREADY GETTING DISTRACTED LMAO

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Ima just saying "yo te amo MUCHO MUCHO mama" cuz I say that all the time heh

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say**

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hehe ill try to get focused again

nimble heron
spark river
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LINGGG

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YAYYY

nimble heron
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hello elliee

spark river
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HEYYYY

nimble heron
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how are you?

spark river
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ima like

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mega good

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heh

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WBU

nimble heron
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im doing a bit iffy but generallyokay

spark river
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Heh

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Guys i done gave up

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I'm getting really tired

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My arms feel wobbly

nimble heron
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youre doomed ellie

spark river
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Im sick hamster

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but i lost weight

nimble heron
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what happened ellie

spark river
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LING

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DUDE

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SERENITY

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MY SISTERS FRIEND

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JUST POSTED

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ON HER INSTA

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AND IT WAS HER WITH HER OTHER FRIEND

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AND ANDERSONS OLDER BROTHER

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EDDIE

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THEY ARE FRIENDS

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HELP

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I FORGOT

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BUT LIKE DAMN

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AND EDDIE LOOKS EXACTLYY LIKE ANDERSON, JUST LIKE

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A LITTLE MORE

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TIRED

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NOT TO BE MEAN

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Anderson is mega cute

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#maltesepuppy

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And my parents painted their room

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Its like

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A green

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Almost a teal green

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Very cool

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heh

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Prince royce got me in a aaron

nimble heron
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What

nimble heron
nimble heron
nimble heron
spark river
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GUYS

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I barely go on discord

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well

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I do but I've been busy lateky

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Anyways

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Eating my lunch

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I think

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Its a bagel

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Then ima do dishes

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Cuz

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My momma needs a breaj

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Break

spark river
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IM GETTING READY TO GO OUT NOW

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i washed dishes

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and my mommy gave me a kiss cuz I did good heh

spark river
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Okay guys

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I'm basically

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Done now

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and I ate

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so so so much tiday

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I ate 2 bagels

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coffee

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like

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oatmeal

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A big bowl of it

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candy

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I drank vitamin orange water..

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and

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CAKE

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Guess how much weight I gained..

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4 pounds...

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Im extremely cooked nooo

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okay I googled it and im fine

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HELP

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BUT I DONT WANNA GAIN

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I WANNA LOSE

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In terms of weight

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I feel so bloated

spark river
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Just crashed out over mellys siblings

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Heh

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We all love melly

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And her family

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Heh

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HamsterStare 🩷

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guhs

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people are so sweet

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like

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heh

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saying I look pretty

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or

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"Whos that as your pfp!"

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fuys

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guys

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Little do they know

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im not this nonchalant

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And im not a Latina baddie

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I bring my phone with me to tinkle and I showed my friends pictures of tinkle time

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not

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me

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but like

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my little legs

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and

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I would send mel asmr voice messages

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Of my big ass eating HamsterStare

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Or pictures of me crying

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or sending her my chopped baby pictures

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no im not a Latina baddie nooo

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im a Latina FATTIE.. nooo

spark river
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Who wants to see eddie

nimble heron
spark river
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HEH

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THANK YOU GUYS

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😔

spark river
spark river
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GUYS

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Its time to

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Organize my albums

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Heh

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On my gallery

nimble heron
spark river
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Heh

spark river
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yall

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I just woke up early

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because I couldn't sleep cuz my hair felt greasy

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so now ima shower

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also

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I had a dream about like

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idek who it was

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HELP

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About

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Anderson

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Or eddie

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I couldn't tell them apart

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But i had a dream about them

spark river
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they were basically with me and my family and we were just walking around the neighborhood at night together heh

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ITS OKAY LMAO

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I lowkey started regretting it when I got into the shower cuz I was getting sleepy but the water woke me up heh

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GUESS WHAT

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I'm brushing my teeth rn

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Heh

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I keep picking at my face

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so

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cuz

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I got like not clear skin

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so if I see like a tiny tiny tiny bump

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ima try to rip it off before it grows nooo

spark river
#

I ate a piece of onion

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a long thin piece

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and I ate it without realizing it

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By the time I had it in my mouth I also put lettuce in my mouth HamsterStare

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So I couldn't spit the whole thing out

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So I had to EAT it..

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I can still almost feel it in my mouth 😕

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And I can even almost smell it

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I keep gagging HamsterStare

spark river
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I did heh

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so

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I finished my mom's guft

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guft

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GUFT

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GUDT

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GIFT

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but shes mad

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For some reason

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and im too scared to give it to her

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so

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I dont know if I even will

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Cuz I wanna go it to her TODAY

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No tomorrow

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But TODAY

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Because today is mother's day

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Tomorrow WONT be

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so I'll just wait till she is

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less mad

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because I fear if I walk up to her she will yell at me HamsterStare

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and I WILL start crying HamsterStare

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and then out of frustration I'll throw away my gift i made her

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and I dont wanna do that

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heh

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she yells at me and I start crying and run to my sister and then my sister and mom start arguing

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and then it gets physical

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💔 😔

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Mel ima start crying 😿

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Heh

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"I like my cheese drippy"

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GUESS WHOS GINNA FREAKINNN SEE ANDY TOMORROW

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meeeeeee333eeee+

spark river
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guys

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Im starting to miss melly even though its only been

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2 daus

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Heh