#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!

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granite gull
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🤨

spark river
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No

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But im on the toilet

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Heh

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GOTTEM

granite gull
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He's dreaming of it

spark river
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I lost weight

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
granite gull
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Pee or dew dew?

spark river
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HELP

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heh

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IM NOT TELLING YOU

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HELP???

granite gull
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You're doing both

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Go shower

spark river
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Okay I'm showering neow

granite gull
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Bye byee!!!

spark river
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BAIII!

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Heh

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#snatched

granite gull
spark river
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Listening to limeey

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Don't play

granite gull
spark river
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GUES WHOS SONE SHOWERING

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Um how about ulises stops texting me

spark river
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heh

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heh

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nya

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guys don't make me cry

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this is like

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so poo

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Yeh

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Heh

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heh

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nyauh

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Tbh

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Im such a shitty person

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Especially when I'm mad

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Sad to break it to my ogs

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But im not as nice as I seen

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Seem

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YES

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I am nice

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And being nice is cool

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And tbh im silly most of the time too

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And I try to be nice

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And judging by what my friends say

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Im nice

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But

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Guys

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2024

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Was a huge crashout year for me

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And now

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Those crashouts

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Are really getting

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To me

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And they are catching up

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Im such a poo person

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It's so pathetic

spark river
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I have had this mindset for years and continue to have it

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I remember

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Back when I was younger

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Year ago

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years*

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Heh

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Years ago

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I had this friend

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Called Janis

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And we were like

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So locked in

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But ima be so reak

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I snitched

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I told her that my sisters hated us

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And it was true

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They thought Janis and I were weirdos

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So I told janis

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And before this happened

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I'm pretty sure we had a gc

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Where my sisters and I were in it

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And Janis was also in it

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So

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Janis crashed out on them

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And it was all my fault

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And then

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Everyine got in a argument

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And ima be so reak

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Real

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At first

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I was on Janis side

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I was hating on my sisters

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To be specific

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Stephanie

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I kept calling her names

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And stuff

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And then

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Lile

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Like

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I kinda realized

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Janis was never going to last

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As much as I wanted her to

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Was she really gonna last forever?

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Nope

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So I ended up siding with Stephanie

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And because of that

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Janis and I don't talk anymore

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It's been years

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And now I see her at school

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It's not really awkward

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But

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It just reminds me of what I did

spark river
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Another reason why I kust

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Just

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Ghosted him

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Because when Stephanie was still at my school

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She would always tell me how he would give her nasty looks

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And lowkey

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That shit pissed me off

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So it gave me another reason to hate him

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Um

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But yeah

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2024 was one of my worst years

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It was even where I stopped talking to my sister for a whole month

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I remember all the details

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It was so bad

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It all started

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Because of her ex

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I hate him

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So so so

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Much

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I really hate him

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So

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Basically

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Back when she used to go to my school

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She started dating this guy called

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Engel

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Angel but with a e

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And like

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Engel wasn't a bad person but he was like

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Stealing her from me

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And I didn't like that

spark river
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It sucked

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And like

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Yeah

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Like

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This one day

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I was going to the 8th grade side to like

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Pick her up

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Or to wait for her to come out

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And like my mom was across the street waiting for us

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And I was just waiting outside for her

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And it was normal and stuff

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But like

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Time passed

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And she still wasn't out

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AND lowkey

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I kinda started tweaking

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Because

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Everyine was out by that time

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It was probably 3:30

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Or

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3:35

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And i was like

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Where is this girl

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And I began spamming her on insta

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Did i get a response?

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No

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So

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I got desperate

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And asked Engel where she was

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Cuz shes always with him

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And

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Did I get a answer?

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Nope

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And it pissed me off

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So I called my mom and told her to come to me because my sister wasn't coming out

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So she came

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And we both waited tg

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And my mom even asked one of the police officers standing at the exit

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I don't remember what they told her

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But we just went back to waiting

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And finally

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After what felt like years

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She came out

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And guess who she was with?

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Engel

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She was there with Engel

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Holding onto his arm

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And giggling

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And hiding her face

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And he was laughing too

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I got so

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Mad

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And im not even gonna try to make myself look innocent

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Because I started yelling at her

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Which i shouldn't have done

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But guys it was loweky a reasonable crash out

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Because

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I waited for 15 mind

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Minutes

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Everyone was gone

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Like everyine is already out by

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3:25

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Don't play

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So obviously I got mad

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And the fact she was just with that

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Thing

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Laughing

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Made me even more mad

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And jealous

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And frustrated

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So yes

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I yelled at her and cursed at her

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And

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She doesn't take anything from anyone

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So she yelled at me and we argued

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And like

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Finally

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On our way home

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Well we weren't home yet but we only crossed the street

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But yeah

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Finally

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I think she told me to just shut up

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Or smth

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Like that

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So I just walked faster

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Leaving my mom, Engel, and Stephanie behind

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And I walked in front because I was lowkey tearing up

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And then like

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I get a call from my friend

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Best friend

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Kimberly

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And like

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Ngl

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I saw it

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But I just didn't answer

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And I kept walking

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And then

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Holy moly

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SHE appears in front of me

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With her friend

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She's smiling and me and giggling

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With her cute little silly smile

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And she was saying hi to me

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And stuff

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And like

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Keep in mind

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I never really see her

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And I was already tearing up as it is

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And like

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I tried being nonchalant

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By saying hi to her

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And

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I smiled at her

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And

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I remember saying this clearly

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HELP

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DUDE

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I said

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"I think I'm going to cry!"

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And then I began to cry

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I cried dude

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Right in front of Stephanie

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that weirdo

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My mom

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My Kimberly

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And her friend

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I lost aura

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And I was just crying and I hid my face in her neck

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Anf it was embarrassing

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But I just kept crying and crying

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And she held me

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And her friend comforted me too

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And It just made me cry even harder

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And like I tried telling them why I was crying

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But I couldn't even speak properly

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And like

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Dude

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What hurt the most

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Was like

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Okay

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So um

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I kept walking with my friend and her friend

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Leaving gang behind

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And then

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We got to like a stop

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Cuz we had to cross

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And kim and her friend had to go home so I hugged them and began to say my goodbyes

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But dude

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Literally

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I kinda started telling them what happened

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And while I was doing so

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My family and that

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Shit man

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Caught up

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And just waited at the crossing thingy

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And my mom just smiled and acted like as if I wasn't sobbing

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And Stephanie

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Was just there with

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Him

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And

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Heh

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Here comes the part that made me stop talking to her!

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When I told my friend and her friend why I was crying

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They looked over at my sister and her bf

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And

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My sister looked at me

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And keep in mind I was still crying

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Tell me why

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She laughs

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She laughed right in front of me

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And then hid her face in her man's like

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Arm

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Like are we real?

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And I think she was high

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But it doesn't even matter

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SHE laughed

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At me

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While I was crying

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BECAUSE OF HER

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When we got home

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I didn't talk to her at all

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Around midnight

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All three of us

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Steph

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And Vanessa

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And i

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Were being silly

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But lowkey

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Stephanie tried talking to me by giving me some candy

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I ignored her

spark river
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And after that

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We just stopped talking

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For a month or two

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We avoided each other

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Even though we shared a bunk bed

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Shared clothes

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Sat together at the table

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We ignored each other

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Even on my dad's birthday

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We were still not talking

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And the way we started talking just proves how huge we are

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My sister

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Vanessa

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Which was stuck in the middle of our "beef"

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Told us

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Like

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This one night we got really hungry and we asked Vanessa to get us a snakc outside cuz we didn't wanna get caught

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And

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Vanessa told us

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If we harmonized

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She would do it

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HELPP

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It was so

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Cool

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And then we began talking

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And

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Yeah

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Now we are so close

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As close as ever

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But yeah

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That sucked really bad

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OMG

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AND GUESS WHAT

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HUH

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WHO WAS THERE WHEN ENGEL BROKE UP WITH HERE

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HER

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MEEEE!

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W sister?

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Heh

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Glad they broke up

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I hated him

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Now she's dating this guy

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Sebastian

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I don't hate him

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Hes

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Yk what

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If my sister likes him

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I like him

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Whatever makes her happy

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He seems to treat her right

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And

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His friend that lies too much

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Told him a lie about my sister cheating on him

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And since seba and him have been friends for a while

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At first

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Sebastian belived him

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But yk what Sebastian did

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He talked it out with his wife

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AND now he's on Stephanies wife

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W guy

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Btw Stephanie wasn't cheating

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And that boy just makes up lies

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And he's gonna get jumped for lying

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🩷

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Heh

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I hope Sebastian and her last ngl

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Never have said this

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But

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They are pretty cute together!

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And now

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I'm not such a jealous wreck

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Because

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Sebastian gives her time for herself

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And family

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And he's understanding

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So

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That means

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I get to cling onto her

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Just earlier I was clinging onto her hip

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And she was on call with him

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It was pretty cool cuz

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She didn't tell me to

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Heh

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F off!

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And he didn't care

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That I was there

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Heh

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I wasn't listening to their convo

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I went to her to bother her

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Heh

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Shes cool

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She lets me

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Um

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She lets me cling onto her

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Which makes me

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Pretty darn happy!

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Heh

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Ngl

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W server

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But

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I've been thinking about just leaving

spark river
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Yeah

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That reason

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so

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I dunno

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I'm not gonna LEAVE

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but

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A break sounds good

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Cuz

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Like

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This is online sutff

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Stuff

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And I talk to my real

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Heh

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My real awesome friend here

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Mel

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My irl friend

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And

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I don't wanna talk to her through like

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Jsut a journal

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And yes I dm her privately too

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But just speaking through a journal is not it

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IF I were in a gc with her

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And

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Othee friends

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I'd like

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100% talk to her online through it

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But

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A journal

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Public server too?

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Nah

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So ima maybe

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Make a gc

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With

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Mel

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And

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LINGGGY

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And just talk in that

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Like

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Maybe I'll write in this once in a while

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And I definitely will

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But

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Ima just try not to

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Cux

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Cuz

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This server makes me crash out

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W SERVER THOUGH

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So

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Yeah

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Unless little ling wanna keep talking here then

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Idk

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But yeha

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Heh

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Time to make gx

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Gc

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And

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Heh

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Get my spark back!!

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^_^

spark river
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Happy April Fools Day hamster

spark river
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shitty day

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my sister made me happy tho

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I sat down in front of the chair she was sitting on and I rested my head between her legs and she began to peel oranges for me

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And gave me a piece one by one

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She fed them to me

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It made me feel loved and happy

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it reminds me of how much she really cares about me

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And that she's just like a really great person. She seems mean, but she isn't. She's a great person and the best older sister ever. I love her a lot

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W Stephanie 🩵

spark river
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I cry too much, w friends for putting up with me though

spark river
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I feel like I'm being dry here but it's because

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actually I'm not sure

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but I'd rather waste my energy with my friend and not fully on this journal

spark river
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Slowly though

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Which sucks

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But at least it's coming

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Playing with my friends is the best part of my week so far

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Pretty cool

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and

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cute

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I miss them

spark river
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he looks good in black

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um

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school was really shitty and I should've been absent ngl

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In gym we played soccer. My team randomly split up and half our team ran to the other team. So we lost a lot of players and the other team had a unfair advantage so yeah. And my teacher didn't even care or listen to me when I tried telling him we needed more players which pissed me off already. So gym ruined my entire day basically.

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I also shoved some girls, but im not sorry at all. They kept running into me so sucks to suck

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Apart from violet. I was gonna go up to her to tell her I'm sorry but then I lost the ball so

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But today I finally found my laptop. It was in a different cart in a different class. So thanks to all the computer monitors, and my homeroom teacher that said they'd look for my computer. I found it myself. It had been 2 weeks, so thanks a lot

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I didn't talk to Anderson today. But I corrected the teacher a little too fast when he called Anderson, andres.

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And I also caught him looking at me a couple times, and I kept looking at him too so he caught me too

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But today just sucked

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So

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Poo day

spark river
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symbolic fr 👅

spark river
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crying because I'm so lucky to have such great friends

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That first message he sent was everything fr

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And it all happened in this journal

spark river
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Heh

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Saw a screenshot i wasn't supposed to see

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now I'm crashing out

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I desperately want to leave the server but I don't wanna at the same time cuz I made a friend through this journal fr

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And this journal makes me happy

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Heh

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This sum boo-shee !!!!!

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Okay ima leave #taking a break

spark river
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Hello lovelys..

spark river
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Heh

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@granite gull

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My lovely huzz

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And my lovely bruzz

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Ling

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Heh

granite gull
spark river
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We are loving this

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Im probably gonna leave on my birthday again

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Heh

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Heh

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Guys are we loving htis

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Heh

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My phone done turned off on me

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Heh

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Anywahs

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Going to see his soccer game tomorrow

spark river
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Goodnight lovelys..

spark river
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Hello BEAUTIES!

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I don't wanna pull up

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To school

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Math SUCKS

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but I gyattaaaaa

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So i will

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But i think the only good part might be

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Hm

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After school

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Cuz I go see his game after school

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Heh

spark river
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The mosquitos done got to me

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Im itchy

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They done got my sister on her booty

worldly elk
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I was supposed to pull up to the park

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im not gonna

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I do this all the time

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Like

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When I say ill go to his soccer game

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I never do

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And I stay home crying cuz my hair looks like booty

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im gonna probably go shower out of anger

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Heh

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im losing auda

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aura

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On the tinkle chair crying

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I keep looking at the time and telling myself I still got time to go

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Okay well now I look kinda good

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now I'm just showering

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I COULDVE BEEN THERE BY BOW

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NOW

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ok

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ima just say it was never that serious

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If im quick enough maybe I can go at 5:30

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nvm

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At 6

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Maybe

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I hope his games are actually 2 hours long

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If they aren't then I might jump

spark river
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IM DONE SHWOEING

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This is probably one of my quickest showers ever

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Heh

spark river
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Heh im no longer mad or emotional

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Playing with toys.. HamsterStare

granite gull
spark river
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HELP

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Play doh looks funny

spark river
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Guys

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We are like

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10p% missing ling

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100%**

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Our beloved nooo

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@granite gull little ling is probably busy

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Heh

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Or

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Sleeping

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Naping

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He is extremely missed

granite gull
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lil Ling overslept rooHurt

spark river
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heh

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he deserves it though

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Yeah

spark river
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Oh yeah

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It's not a bed bug

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Its a mosquito getting my sister is think

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I bit her in the butt again

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4th time btw

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They GOT to free her

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Went through all the journals just to find the bruzz journal

granite gull
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Damn

spark river
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come home..

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MEL STOP

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Not here

granite gull
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Ph

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I didn't realize

spark river
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💔

granite gull
spark river
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It's 2/3

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where's our other piece

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💔

granite gull
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Gone

spark river
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Probably sleeping

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He doesn't know we are crashing out over him

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😔

spark river
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our beloved came back from the dead

spark river
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ok guhs

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this isn't funny

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Im tweaking

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Unc is officially gone

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Can't do nothing but just cry

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💔

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Matt is cool though heh

nimble heron
spark river
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UNNNNNNCCCC rooHurt

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😿

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we like

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literally missed you

nimble heron
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uncle?

nimble heron
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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YES LIJNNNNGGG

spark river
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Heh

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Uncle ling

spark river
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Mel is knocked out

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but

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she misses you too

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like one billion percent

nimble heron
nimble heron
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i can imagine mel knocked out

spark river
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Heh

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We love mel

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And ling

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And

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Hazel

nimble heron
spark river
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Heh

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I remember when hazel said some brainrot word and you immediately started repeating it nooo

spark river
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LMAK

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LMAOO

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YESS

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We love this ling

spark river
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Heh

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Guess whksxdonexeating

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Guess who's done eating

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MEEEEEE

worldly elk
spark river
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LMAO

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Matt we are loving that

spark river
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Serenity just broke up with her boyfriend HamsterStare

granite gull
spark river
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HELP

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Thank god though

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No girl deserves to be with a guy like that

spark river
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OKAY

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so

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I keep changing my pfp

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A little too much

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LIKE I CANT DECIDE ON JUST ONE

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so I will keep changing it constantly nooo

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I have a feeling my papa saw my pcsnooo

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and he might throw them away

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but idk

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Cuz I counted them and all of them are still there so

spark river
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HELP

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I love and hate when people tag me to do these insta trends

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Because

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Wdym

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"Tag 10 people!"

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no.

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at most

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I'm tagging all my backup accounts

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HELP

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LIKE

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I TAGGED @granite gull TWICE

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HELPP

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I TAGGED BOTH HER ACCOUNTS

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THEN MINE

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THEN CQ

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AND

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MY BABE

granite gull
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Wait what I press

spark river
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HELP IDK

granite gull
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😼

spark river
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I thought that was lili

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Heh

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ID TAG MY WHOLE FAMIMY

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FAMILY

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Abut like

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idk if they'd wanna do it

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Atp

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Ima just tag kai

granite gull
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WAAAAAAHHH>0<

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😼

spark river
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Heh

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#hihuzz

spark river
granite gull
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Whooo

spark river
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Lili

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WAIT

granite gull
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Was gonna hit the Dylan pose

spark river
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"Ni hao fine shyt"

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ling

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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HELP

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please tell me yoy get my reference

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of

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when he said tbat

granite gull
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Sadly

spark river
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Heh

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or when he siad

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He was gonna throw kung-fu moves at my dad

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And you thought

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He said

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Bro

spark river
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He was gonna throw it back on my dad

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HELP

granite gull
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It was a thought I had at the moment

spark river
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HELPP???

granite gull
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I truly thought he said that

spark river
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Your freaky Mel HamsterStare HamsterStare HamsterStare HamsterStare HamsterStare nooo nooo nooo

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WAIT

granite gull
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Then I ha to reread it like 2 more times

spark river
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That's smth he'd say

granite gull
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Because I thought it was gang signs

spark river
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OH YEAH

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THATS WHEN I SAID I WAS LOOKING AT MY DAD THROUGH PRETEND GLASSES WITH MY HANDS

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AMD HE YELLED AT ME CUZ HE THOUGHT IT WAS GANG SIGNS

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AND I TOLD U ND LING

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AND LING WAS LIKE

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I forgot what he said

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HELPP

granite gull
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He shoulda poke you in the eyes

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Rn I'm reading fanfic

spark river
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HELP??

granite gull
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Yeah

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Wanna see

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Don't ask I'mma charge my phone soon

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🙏

spark river
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HELP??

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guys i dont think I wanted to see that nooo nooo nooo

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Ling WILL be told about this..

granite gull
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...

spark river
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Heh

granite gull
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My foot fell asleep

spark river
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Ling is a little uncy

granite gull
spark river
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but we love him

granite gull
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Yeah

spark river
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Guys

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STOP

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I REMEMBER LAST NGIHT WHEN I WAS FIGHTING DEMONS BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE LEFT US

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I TOLD YOU MEL

granite gull
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Oh yeah

spark river
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STOP

granite gull
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Idk

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Might be true

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Hope not

spark river
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I took a good 40 minutes to cry

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Mel dont sau that

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Maybe he's still with family

granite gull
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Hopefully

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Bro

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It's so hot

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I'm sweating

spark river
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I thought you said smth else

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BUT YES

granite gull
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My hair is all puffy

spark river
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IT IS HOT

granite gull
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And frizzy

spark river
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Ima scream and cry

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I have mine in a claw clip thingy

granite gull
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It's sticking to my neck

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I'mma cry

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Atp

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I'mma get a tiffany

spark river
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STOPP

granite gull
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Because this is NOT gonna do it

spark river
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KUST PUT IT UPPP

granite gull
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I'm in the bathroom

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Tinkling

spark river
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Oh

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HELP

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remember the toilet call

granite gull
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Bro

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You keep texting me when I'm on the toilet

spark river
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oh

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Guys why did my babe go offline

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What if i just

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Guys

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Don't do this to me

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DONT

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Do this to me

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The

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The loml

granite gull
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What happened

#

Oh

spark river
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Just posted and tagged me

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And was like

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I miss you

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Come kiss me bro

granite gull
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I needa eat this man out so bad

spark river
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WHAT

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YOU FREAK

summer sinew
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Aw shucks

#

💔

spark river
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HELP

#

HI BABE

nimble heron
granite gull
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What

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☹️

nimble heron
granite gull
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Yeah

#

🌞

nimble heron
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Melt

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Melt

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Melly no

granite gull
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I say yes

nimble heron
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Respectfully that’ll really hurt

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How I done push that out a 1cm hole

granite gull
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It's about the president in hunger games

granite gull
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Yes

spark river
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WHAT??

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HELPP

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Guys

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Im making

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A strawberry

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For my mom

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FOR mother's day

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But like

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Why the stem of it

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OR the green part

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Look like

granite gull
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Wait

spark river
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Aki's ponytail

granite gull
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When is mother's day

spark river
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The 11th

granite gull
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Oh

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I gyatta start making things

spark river
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But in Mexico it's like

granite gull
spark river
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Next sat

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Or sunday

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I forgot

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HELP

nimble heron
spark river
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HELLOO LINGGY

nimble heron
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hii

spark river
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HELP

#

I SAW THIS JUST NOW

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Heh

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WE LOVE THIS LING

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WD LOVE THE LITTLE HI

spark river
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Guys

#

guys

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I see how it is...

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#freeme

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#getmattofftheps5

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HELP

#

See

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Mel understands..

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Where did my melody go

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Heh

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GET IT

#

get it mel

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get it

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please tell me you get jt

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My sisters phone got taken away

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WHILE

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She was texting serenity

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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SHES SUPPOSED TO BE COMFORTING SERENITY

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STOP

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AND MY DAD TOOK IT AWAY

granite gull
#

.

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Damn

spark river
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AND HES KEEPING IT FOR THE REST OF THE DAH

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Im going through my gallery

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Found our old messages

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@granite gull

granite gull
spark river
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"Turn that frown upside-down"

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HELP

granite gull