#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hump him?
I cant say what I'd do
That too
BUT ANYWAYS
I giggled
And he glanced at me
DUDE
HIS EYES ARE LIKE
SO pretty
Like
almost
cat eyes
FOX EYES
YES
so cute
I'm saying cute cuz I'm not abt to use the word hot
but he's both
nd more
BUT YEHA
so so so so cute
AND WE JEPT ON SLOWLY TURNING TO EACH OTHER
So funny
And his laugh
HIS laugh was everything
AND THEN
WHEN WE MELTED THE CHOCOLATE
LIKE
WE USED THE THING
And
Tell me why
IT blew our chocolate crumbs away
STOP
IT DEADASS
25k messages ๐ญ
Blew all over the desj
HELP
YUP
Ima be back guys..
IN GONNA EAT
Yummy..
AND I HAVE MORE TO SAH

BUT BYE BYE FOR NEEOWOWW
IT BLEW ALL OVER THE DESK
AND
I felt bad a little
Cuz I was like
"ANDERSONNNN!!!"
And he giggled
HE EVEN SAID "im sorry"
BUT LIKE
HE ALWAYS SAYS "my bad"
TO EVERYINE
Its a sign
AND OBVIOUS I MADE HIM CKEAN UP HIS MESS
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All his friends were laughing
And Alexander and I looked at each other
I knew it was cooked
and then I sealed the foil
And stuff
And then I held it down while he melted it with the thingy
It kinda burned
But obviously I had to do it for him
^_^
AND BEFORE
LIKE
he was holding it down i think
Or he was holding dylans chocolate down while dylan melted it
And he said
"Ow it burns!"
And obviously
I had to ask him if he was OKAYY
And he giggled
But he never answered
But whatever
AND
DUDE
WHEN WE WERE WAOKING BACK TO OUR DESK
He was like holding it at a angle ig
And
THE CHOCOLATE
SINCE IT WAS MELTED
IT SPILLED
ON THE FLOOR
Omg
I sighed
IT SPILLED ON THE FLOOR
AND IT GOT ALL OVER HIS SLEEVE
AND HIS HANDS
But whatever
I laughed
And he giggked

And then he began eating the chocolate chunks cuz we were cleaning up anywayd
DUDE
omg
Genesis ate some of his during our gallery walk
I smacked her hand
And told her that it wasn't hers
AND I HEARD HIM GIGGLE
Heh
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BUT ONG
OMG
That's so nasty how can they eat it?
while I went to go wash my hands
No idea
Mr cordara literally said he touched it with his BARE HANDS
Like, he was behind me.. and then once I finished, it was really crowded around the sink so like
I go pushed into Anderson
BROO
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my chest dine touched his fr
I ran off
I skipped
Yoy DKNT know how happy I got
DUDE
in so in love with this guy and he probably doesn't even like me
I desperately
Need to hold his hand
Or
Like
Any touch
By him
No
Like
A hug
Or
Holding hands
or even a slight brush against each other
Man
Abywqye
I miss him
Actually
NO
IM NOT MISSING HIM
WE ARE MISSING LINGGG
AUGGHHH
LINGYAYAYAAYQ
Yes we are
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Ling found shot in the bronx
It's because of YOU
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You scared him off๐
Omg my big sister just slapped my 3rd youngest sister
Because she hit someone with a controller
WE LOVE HER WE ALL SAY IN UNION
She tried to at least
W BIG SISTER
I yelled at him since he tried to drink my soda I payed for
HELLLP
They always fight over the controller ๐
HELP
Anderson is so cute I might cry
HELP?
anyways
We are loving the Patrick
SHOWER TIME
Held a plank for like
A yea
Year
Heh
STOOPPP ๐
Started barking and everything
TOMORROW ITS GONNA GWT REALLY HOT SO I GYATTA GO OUTTT
#SOCCER!
IM DONE SHOWERING
Im dind changing
Now
Ima hold a plank with my sister
Zee who holds it the longesy
I can't even hold one for a min so I'm cooked
Idj if ima even do it anymore
Sister is taking too long to tinkle
So ima play roblox
Heh
MISSING LING!

HELL
HELP
IMA OLAY AREA 51
DONT PLAYYY
I'm playing new games modes
W game
Love it
///^_^///
My most disgusting and emotional crash out of the year, wrote a whole essay abt it, and it won't post to my close friends where I tagged you @granite gull
Time to go cry 
Because
We are missing ling
Yes
Okay guess who's back
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Lets take turns talking about what we like about each other, like you talk about me, or ling, I talk about you or ling
yes
Ew bro my baby sister just bit my nose an licked my cheek๐คข
Id put her in a aaron
I was aboutta
WHO GOES FIRST
I wanna go first
ACTUALLY
LETS ONLY TALK ABOUT LING
Okay
ME first
Something I really like about ling is how he likes the same game that I love. Cookie Run Kingdom. #sameinterests??
YOUR TURN
I like how caring Ling is always helping you with your problems๐ฅน
OKAYAAY
HELP
I love that
Thats so real
MY TURNN
I love how ling always comforts me, and how he put up with me when I kept crashing out in my journal and while I was at my boiling point on my period..

YESSSSS
Omg
OKAY
MY TURN
I like how he teases us and actually jokes around with us and doesn't call us out for making freaky or dumb jokes ๐ฅบ
FRR
I thought he was gonna get me๐
HELP
Surprisingly not
!!!
Anyways
I like how Ling can go from being serious to being a silly goose like us!!!
_<
STOP I WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF THAT TKK
HRLP
MY RURN
THRN
okay
So
I really appreciate the fact he isnt a weirdo if yk what I mean, and that he genuinely treats us like if we really are gang/blood which i love a lot and he's so #olderbrother frrr
๐ฉท
YOUR TURNNNNUHH
HELP
MEL
YOU DONE DIED
ANSWER
or else it's my turn..
You go
I really like how he always mentions how he has to pick up his sister and how he even mentions his sister once in a while, I think it's super cute and shows how much he really cares about his family fr fr. #WBIGBROTHERRRR!!!!
I like his motorcycle
I'mma eat meatballs and rice๐คค
Brings me onto my next point.. I LIKE HOW HE KEEPS US UPDATED LIKE HOW HE SHOWED HIS MOTORCYCLE WHEN HE WAS CKEANING IT, I THINK ITS SO COOL.. and he's just a really mature person in general cuz he always doing his work fr fr #NOTLAZY
MY TURN AGAIN???
Yeah
OKAH
I think it's really cool how he mentioned he was lifting since like I think 11 or smth.. im pretty sure he was the one that said that. So like hello #Hulk??? Hello #muscleman??? #fit?? #wmans???
MY TURN AGAIN,
?
Yes
I LIKE HOW SILYL HE IS?? Like hellooo? He fr backed me UPPPP... #REALONEEE and I really like how now he says "heh" so I'm LOVING THATTTTT
#TWINS
I like how Ling is always concerned for our health ๐ฅน
OMG
UESSSS
GUYS
DEADASS
WE LOVE THAT
MY TURNNNAYAYAYA
IM LOVING HOW HE DECIDED TO BLEND WITH US ON SPOTIFYYYY!! IT WAS SO COOL AND LOWKEY NO ONE WOULD EVER DO THAT UNLESS I BEG THEM TO, BUT HE DID IT IN THE BLINK OF A EYE WHICH I LOVEEEE! AND HE DIDNT JUDGE US FOR OUR EMO OR SILLY MUSIC !! W MANS
He said his was more sad ๐ญ
he a real one
I'm so loving how he decided to check out Jann๐
He so real for that
THID ONE TIME, HE MENTIONED HOW HE WAS PLAYING COOKEI RUN KINGDOM (MY FAV GAME WITERWEE) AND LISTENING TO OUR TRIO PLAYLISTTTTT!! I THINK IT WAS SO COOL AND SO CUTE BECAUSE I WITERWALLY DO THAT TOOO
Genuinely cares for our interest
W man's
KMG
YESS
THAT BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT ONE
I LIKE HOW HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW MOST OF THESE PEOPLE/THINGS WE TALK ABOUT, BUT HE ALWAYS TRIES TO FIND OUT, JUST LIKE YOU SAID, FOR EXAMPLE JANN, HE DIDNT KNOW WHO JANN WAS, AND HE EVEN LOOKED UP JANN ON SPOTIFY AND SHOWED US TOO. AND THEN HE LISTEND TO JANN AND EVEN COMPLIMENTED HIS MUSICCCC!! THAT WAS SO SWEET OF HIM
That's so teki frrr
OMG
OMG
ME NEXT
I LOVE HOW WHENEVER WE GO TO SXHOOL AND SAY OUR GOODBYES TO HIM, HE DOESNT IGNORE US, IN FACT HE RESPONDS LIKE IMMEDIATELY AND TELLS US BYEEE AND EVEN GOODLUCK SOMWTIMESSS
I WAS ABOUT TO GYETTTT HEIMMMM
CHECK OUT MIE BIOUH
I love tgat
Are we messing with duh bio and user ///>_<///
YESSSS
W MEL
OMG
AND I LOVE HOW HE POPS UP OUT OF NOWHERE AND HITS US WITH A

HELPP
STOPP NO BECAUSE IT'S SO SILLY
YESSSS
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Damn
Mines not even black it's grey
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Wait
Cuz I gotta ask my girlfriend if we can witerwally change wallpaper cuz mine has to be more pink nd look cuteeeuh
Cuz rn shes my home screen
And im matching with her as
Lock screen too
But a filter over her
That's what I do๐คทโโ๏ธ

LING
Hello
OJ MY GOD
I overslept
Heh
oh
Hello guys
Itโs sat here btw 
Oooh yeah๐ผ
Hello melll
WE KNOW ๐
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
Iโm getting old
I used to be able to sleep over 9 hours no problem now my head hurts sleeping 8 hours 40mins

Too early for that
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You guys arenโt that far behind me
No
Well maybe yeah id be uncle already
Mel is such a unc
Jump
Heh
lol babies
YUP
smol
Tsk tsk tsk..
That's why Ling is short๐
He is NOT short
Compared to you
Hes tall
๐
Yes
Iโm pretty average here heh
My fam genes
We have very broad shoulders
I think itโs just we sacrificed Height for width
I think that's witerwee pretty awesome..
#kingkong
Heh
#iluvlimeey4life
GOTTEM
Password leaked??
Heh
For ur phone? Yes
Ain't nobody wants her phone
HELP
Maybe you
Cuz
I always make you go get it for me when we leave school
HELPP
No
Ngl id probably let you go through my phone
HELP
YOU ALREADY KNOW TOO MUCH ABOUT ME
There's nothing to hide now
Only apart from stupid pictures I have of myself
But that's it ngl
HELP
Guys we are loving this
Yes
YAY
YAYAYA
GUYS WE ARE LOVING THAT
IM LITERALLY LISTENING TO OUR PLAYLISTTTT
๐ผ ๐ผ
Love that
KISS KISS๐

When he moaned on stage
o
I genuinely fw this song
Mel likes that
A LOT of people do
HELP
THATS WHAT MEL LIKES
oh 
I was devastated but he still looked fine as shi
fan girling very hard mel
i dig the long hair look too but for hair buns
when i was aroud 16 i wanted to grow my hair out so bad
Heh
I love long hair
YEYSYYAAYYAYAQ
but u have long hair.
I don't like it that much
@granite gull witerwally what i was talking about
Heh
GOOD BYE FOR NEOOWWWW, IMA POP BY LATER PERCHANCE
But I can't cut it since I also don't like it๐
Nothing๐
Idk how to do my hair๐
with how much u bully eli i see u with a wolfcut
ah
My mom says I look like a witch because of it
yeh girls hair needs a lot of care and styling
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make me a potion mel
night vision
so i can finna smack em ghosts at night
They gonna eat you
im not very good tasting sadly
They gonna put some seasoning on you to make it work
nooooo
I say Yupp!!!! ^_^
ill let them cook u instead mel
I say NOOOOOOOOOOOOO๐
How dare youโน๏ธ
mel when i catch those hands mel
no put them down
how about a middle ground
How about you jump^_^
nur
HEPP???
๐

We died before it even started
...
Heh
๐
We are too pro
Heh
You are too poo*
^_^
๐
๐
Wow
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IMA PLAY NOW WITH EHR AGUAN
Heh
I have my water bottle w me
The same one
Anderson
Touched
heh
im
um
it smells like him
WHAT
aufh
augh
So it stank๐?
Don't lie now
OMG I remember in Ela I thought Madelyn was gonna hit me for a sec

eli downbad for anderson
Fighting over a chair is crazy
I was gonna tell her that it's not even that serious and that her bag can just go on the floor
Its never that serious sorry your fatsss needs both chairs๐ญ๐
She really thought she was scary
Tried looking at me with cold dead eyes as if I won't poke them out
She is NOT him๐

No fr I almost ripped off her mask
he yeha
u guys quarrel a lot hah
I don't
Someone look up fhT word for me
I just wanted a damn chair since mine was gone
Also nobody likes her so it's whateveaaaa ๐คทโโ๏ธ
She's rude!!!
HELPP
Heh
Yeah we do
I died for this btw
Yes
im going to put you guys in a english language school istg
what do you mean
You think we are dumb and slow

It's okay๐
i have to force upon my asian discipline unto you
BEHOLD!
no
im joking, i dont suffer like that but sonme people here do
youll be locked in that jail soon too mel
Haha
Wickey wickey waka
He meant you to Eli๐
He said we both gotta take them
Ling you didn't mean it for me right?

I don't have to...
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Guys
Im gonna spend my last
Seconds
OR minutes here
Heh
Exactly
Ling didn't mean it for me trust

He meant BOTH of us
OKAY
Djddj
Olay..
Wksalalaalwow
K
I CANT SAY HIS NAME???
Oh
HELP
Im
Um
Guys
Ling is getting busy!
Heh
HELP
omg
guys
you dont know how desperate I am for him
I need any
Andy
I was gonna spell it out
Ling looking for a huzz?

๐ง
what
Hmu if you want to be lings huzz!
u need andy eli?
im good 
desperately
I really do
My water bottle is now my favorite item
Why?
Because
He touched it
why not uh start rizzing him up in his dms
I CANT
I have
๐คจ
Oooooh
found both his accounts
Heh
And my sister is friends with his older brother
Heh
But I don't have the courage to text him
At all
Oh yeah
And I cant
Cuz his friend likes me
๐
And they'd probably jump me if they found out I liked someone else
wat
Andersons friend, Ulises, has a crush on me
And even told me
And ngl
U GUYS ARE BABIES
i think its right for u to let them know youre not interested tho
I DIDD
BUT THAT BOY KEEPS PUSHING IT
ISTG
WHY DOES HE SEND ME POEMS
NO YOU DIDN'T???
ALL THE TIME
TELL HIM STRAIGHT UP
YES I DIDDD
NOO?
AND HE TOLD ME HE WOULD WAIT FOR ME
Mel don't make me hti ypu
OKAH HE IS BUT THATS NOT NICE AND I CANT BE MEAN TO HIM
then there's nothing to do๐คทโโ๏ธ
Gonna have to deal with him
And let him text me
Just block him๐
Easy as that
That's not nice
JUST BLOCK ULISES???
Mel yoy just aren't cool rn
YOY MEAN BLOCK THE SAME GUY I HAVE TO SEE EVERYDAY?
I don't think so
He has the balls to talk to me
What makes you think he won't come up to ask me why I blocked him
And what do I tell him?
You don't like him?
And that he has to leave you alone?
have u had a talk with ulises about it eli?
He already knows it dont
I DID
I TOLD HIM IM NOT READY FOR DATING OR ANYTHING
Yeah "not ready"
It's mean dude
a good way to go about it is, talking to him and letting him know that under no circumstances youre interested in being his partner
That's not telling him you don't like him dumbass
But that's mean ๐
But it's honest
I don't wanna lead him on, but I cant just be mean

you have to be very clear eli that you dont want to be with him
Sadly she won't say that๐
say that there isnt a specific reason, you just arent interested in him
"I'll wait for you"
okay like I'll put you in a aaron ulises don't play with me
๐
loverboy
I cqnt just break his heart ๐ฟ
its good to be clear eli, im just saying. you respect your needs and you let them know honestly and not let them keep holding up
yes for the other side it will possibly hurt, but hurt is normal and okay
He doesn't get my hints
๐
man
Im pretty sure he watched Anderson and I work tg
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heh
Anderson
lalalaa
youre very nice eli
its very admirable but you have to be clear with your needs too!
put yourself first
and mel uhm
im not that worried about mel since shes jann alr
I'm quite straight forward
yues

But im not
Thts because idc for people's feeling that much I fearโน๏ธ
would u hug eli if she cried
And I care about what they think
SHE HASNT
I REMEMBER CRYING
SHE RUBBED MY BACK
HELP
I'm awkward
BUT THATS ALL
HE???
OKAY YOU DESERVED IT
I was thinking about Anderson
Idk
I WAS VULNERABLE
Bro
WDYM I DESRVED IT
I feel weird hugging acrying person
That's why I rubbed your back
at least mel tried eli
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