#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE
LIFE
HAS TO BE MORE LIKE THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG
Beh
Heh
Oh prince naveennn!
GYET
OVA
HERE!
@granite gull
Oh tooodelleessQ
^_^
Aguys
GUYS
Okay I'm bacj
HELP
GGGUHHYS
HEA SOO CUTE
Gbesu
Gensis
GUS
GUYS
Heh
Gusy
Gus
GOTTME
oh
I got myself
guys
beign laoen isn't cool
guys
I genuinely think my parents think I'm actually special
Im not even joking
Whenever I like
Hit ninja poses
They look at each other
And i keep randomly singing
2hich makes it worse
I was barking just a minute ago
😕
HEGGGY
HEYYY
HEY
HEY
HEY
HEYYYY
Heyyy
Heyyy
Awh
Awhhh
Awhhh
Like how martin says it
Awhhh
Awhhh
Awhhh
That's it I'mma charge my old phone just to play Minecraft again
Idk
Yes
wow
Man
BLINDON
OH MY GOD
THAT WAS
ME IWHTJ ANDERSON
Mel
Could you agree
Omg he wa done SO DIRTY
!
Hes chopped 😭🙏
DEADASS
WHICH ONE
Both
Yeah
ALWAYS SAYS BLINDON IS CHOPPED
Dude
WE both know she wants him
And it's REALLY
Obvious
Damn
OH MA GAB!
Music tiem
Bajjaa!
baja
heh
OH MT GOD
DUDE
DYLAN IS SO CUTE AND SEEET
SWEET
TBAT EVEN IN MY DREAMS
HES STILL CUTE AND SWEET
K forgot my dream
WAIT
OKAY
SO BASICALLY
THERE WAS THIS LIKE
AFTER SCHOOL PROGRAM OR SMTH
AND
THE TEACHERS
MADE EVERYINE TAKE A PHOTO
LIKE
SQUID GAME SHIT
💔
AND WHEN IT WAS MY TURN
...
LIKE
I COULDNT STAND PROPERLY
I KEPT ON FALLING FORWARD
AND LIKE
THE STAGE WHERE I WAS TAKING THE PIC
WAS TOO SMALL
AND EVENTUALLY THEY GAVE UP ON TAKING MY PIC
AND I WENT
TO SIT ON TOP OF LIKE
A
ROOF
WITH DYLAN
AND DYKAN WAS BUILDING A PUZZLE
AND I JUST SAT THERE
LOLE
LIKE
DEFEATED
ND
SAD
YK?
AND DYLAN
OH MY GOD
LITTLE DYLAN WAS LIKE
COMFORTING ME
Like
ITS OKAYY!
OR
WANNA HELP BE BUIKD THE OUZZLE
It was so cute
Turned my nightmare into a great dream
Lucky
I miss everyone
All I have is nightmares and this was the worst one😔
Everyine is in my dreams
WHAT WAS ITT
bakaa!
miss ling
Basically I was in this group of random people and we went on this road trip to this camp thing idk in the middle of nowhere ofc
Tell me why there were kpop idols there
Anyways
WHICH ONES
Some died
Idk but like girl groups
okay wrap it up
I was going to the bathroom in the dream right?
And there was a blond girl who came out of the bathroom tears running down her face she looked a mess
But you wanna know why
not really
okay that's enough mel
Why are my dreams including this behavior?
Anyways
So I wa not about to let that happen to me so I told the girl who was a security guard to look out the girls bathroom so the man wouldn't come in
Because of what you watch. Bingo!
And the boys bathroom people started fighting in it so she told me off and immediately ran to check what was going on leaving me alone
NO IT'S NOT?
I rarely watch scary stuff
yes you do ho
I don't say that stuff😕
🙄
no
ANYWAYS
I went into the bathroom because I had to pee so badly
And the man came in and cornered me trying to touch me
And suddenly a girl group came in
With only 3 members
I don't know that name
But the saw me and tried to like help me by screaming at the man
Well one of them did
The other two were scared
But I ran cause I couldn't do anything
But the man went up to the girl he was screaming and grabbed her hair
And she started talking about he was ugly and how he should get plastic surgery
Wrong move
He told her that some people can't help how they were born and in one peel he ripped the front of her body skin off
And the girl was so shocked since the pain that she could say anything so she walked out the bathroom with no skin making the sun since it was morning burn her
She died
There's more
But I'm not gonna say
Since its gross
🤢
Wait
Do we need our backpacks tomorrow or nah
☺️
I just popped this bubble thing attached to the bottom of my lip in my mouth since it was bothering me
It was not good
🤢
okay man..
TELL ME WHEN ITS CHARGED
so that
we
can play
maybe
Ima shower
KEEPING ME UPDATED!
bakaaa
dude
sometimes
My silly feels forced
this isn't cool
Guess
Who is FREAKING
Done showering
Meee
How about
no
#clean
#baka
#nyaaa
#where is king
um
huzz
@granite gull
Wanna
Perchance
Play
Minecraft
oh okay
It's turning on!!!
Yeah
Bro this shi is not working let me create an account 😡


Real
IS IT WORKING UET
What sh saiddndnd
She asked if I'm coming tomorrow
I know damn well she's not asking me ts
💔
Im matching with you
Shes matching withxher cousin
OMG
DUDE
ON FRIDAY
WHEN YOU WERE ABSENT
She was like
"Why are you talking about twin day without me with mel?"
Like gusy what
What
And she got all pressed for nothing cuz when I asked her if she wanted to twin she said no because she's gonna twin with her cousin anwyays
She is too fine I'm not gonna be her😔💔
I used to have a crush on her
HELP
😭
BEST OF BOTH WORLDS
HELP
I WAS GINNA STEAL MY SISTERS DRESS AND BE LIKE
A SAILOR
I ONLY NEEDED THE HAT AND LOKE
MAYBE BOW
😕
im dressed like a homeless man already
😭
You're about to bust?
Im tryna be emo and your making me giggle
🤨
Fine😒
i refuse to belive this is happening
Heh
Ts pmo!
Good things never last forever
I hate this
Heh
I hare
u ate dis!
Wait
I hate dis!
heh
Duh
Doh
Dih
I cant make myself giggke
atp
imxabout to spam ling
Because what the biscuits
Ling dead asleep
heh
He is
😔
....
Bajka
bakkaa
ima jump
Nyaaa
Heh
Anyways
Heh
Baka
baka
nyaaa
idatakimas
heh
nuyyaaa~
Heh
My hair looks cute
okay I'm bacj
um
heh
myabe
huzz
is reading this
or
maybe he isnt
or maybe he is
maybe he isnt
And I'm just wasting my time on this
gr
gr
wajt
wait
Heh
I cant crashout yet!
so
um
im kinda
a
hm
im kinda a tweaker
so I won't text you back
I refuse to
because
I don't have a good reason
but now I feell
like
i don't have the balls to text you
Because
I ran out of things to tell you
like
tell you I still love you
like
A lot
And that
I don't wanna lose you
and
and
andduh
I don't know
I feel like I'm just too chicken to text you anymore
Its like a mix of being shy and just a bunch of other emotions
I don't know where I'm going with this
guys
im tweaking
Heh
Tweaker
nyaa
Okay
guys tell me to lock in
spam lock in lock in lock in
what do I say
how do I start
Heh
I feel like this is wrong, talking about this in my journal, and not just texting you privately. But I just cant bring myself to do it anymore. I feel like you've began to notice how "shorter" I've gotten with you. Like if I'm just replying to your texts, and not really TALKING to you. Yk? And to be honest, I thought by doing this, we would slowly drift away, and go our separate ways. And that everything will be fine. And yes, we drifted apart, but now I've realized, I messed up. And that i never wanted to drift away from you ! And I've hurt you, and I'm truly sorry.
I really really really like you a lot
You are genuinely one of the best things that has ever happened to me
And I truly mean it
It's just that after repeatedly drifting apart and then running back to each other, I felt like it was wrong
And in a way I just lost
Like
Almost
Interest i guess you can say
I wouldn't say interest because I truly never get bored of talking to you and stuff
But I just felt like in a way I lost the spark I had with you
You arent a bad person at all though
and to be honest, after a while, I felt like I was forcing my silly humor and stuff
I wasn't completely honest with you
This will sound weird
And it will sound like if I'm obsessed or something
Or like
something else
Even worse
But
okay
um
I didn't 100% like the idea of "sharing" you
It sounds weird
And I'm sorry
I don't know how to describe it
I just got jealous basically
especially when you wanted time to have a break
and then you wrote about how someone else talked with you
I dunno
I felt like you couldn't trust me so you ran to someone else for comfort
And it hurt
Because i always ran to you to comfort
Sure
You thought I constantly ran to the same person all the time
But it's not true
I always ran to you
And in fact
I'd always talk about you to that person
💔
I don't know where I'm going with this
But basically
I dont wanna lose you at all
I don't want to match with someone else
I don't want to forget you
I don't want to change my bio
but it's okay.
I sound desperate
And maybe i am
Because I can't just lose you
Good things never last forever
But i always pray you last forever
I cant lose you
At all
And I'm sorry for hurting you
A sorry won't change that I did what I did
And i don't expect you to forgive me
If you dont
That's okay
But I won't forget you
Never
because I love you a lot
But if you do forgive me
I just want to get closer with you
and make our bond stronger
either way
I'll always love you
Once again
Im really sorry
I don't even know if you'll read all of this
But maybe you will
Who knows
I won't bother to @ you because maybe you are busy
but maybe eventually you will come across this
text me if you want
or dont
L
HELP
um
guys
My sister just tooted
HELP
Okay
I thought I would be sad the entire dah
Um
Hrh
Turns out not
Ny sister is pretty cool
Heh
HELP
SHE MADE ME LAUGH
😂
I WILL
lalalaqlql
@granite gull
my crashout was pathetic
text me
plsase
I can't see my crashout
I can't bring myself to see it
Hmmm
let me happy
HELP
let me be happy
so
it's currently
Like
9
And
I go to bed around 11
Or so
And like
I'm excited for tomorrow
Sure
Maybe I'm not really gonna go dressed up as much
But
That's okay!
At least ima see my friends
And at least I'm gonna go to my trip
which is
cool
#lovingthis
Hey ticcc
hi guys
@granite gull
How’re u
maybe
im alright

That’s good to hear tic
what about you guhs!!
I’m back
She is 
shes online
MEL!
HELLO!!!!
Cry tic 
oh my god
already am
Mel go make tic cut onions
Okayyyyy
U guys are sleeping soon for me tho
Cuz
PUPPYYAYY
We came back alive
Screaming
Crying
you guys
GYHS
You guys don't know how much I needed this
what the heck!
wait
guhs

I love this
#thesuniscomingout
RAHHH
can someone giggle
Heh
Um
ghhs
am I muted..!
Ahehahehahehahe
#REALONE!
@granite gull mel when u catch u mel
HELP WHAT
L for Ling
M for Mel
No
Fr
😔
Can’t catch these hands
I hope Ling gets you
No
Ling is gonna run it with you
Yes
You slow so you ain't catching no one
No
Yes
GGGUUYYYSS
No
Yes tic?
Yeah
witerwally
Noe.

Be*
Ling back my up here
We have to BE more silly
yes I agreeA
WHAT
Tic is drooling
HELP
How tall r u guys
👂
....
oh
not tall 💔
Here people are abysmally short
LMAOOO
Under 5 foot
Avg height for women is like 4’11-5’1 here
😕
LMAOOO
Oh.
Is that u mel
We are
Whaaaat
im taller
Well you guys are young still
My sis got taller this year when she’s 14
She’s around almost 5’2 now
😕

My dad is short😔
Fight me my dad is 5’3
Okay catch these hands
It’s okay mel 
Idc
That’s pretty good
PUT IT DOWNNN!
No
Don't stop get it get it...
My mom is like 4'9
L you cant

L for Ling
Yeah she is
WHAT
Well I’m short too
I’ve been 5’5 since what when I was 16 now I’m 17
My dad carried ngl
that's tall
ngl!
No
No
Damn
I’ve been tryna find Jann on Spotify but can’t find them
#realone
WAIT
GUYS
wanna blend on Spotify
💔
I'm listening to him right now

What’s that
I’ll try to find him again
Where a Playlist is created by a mix of our music taste !
I don't know how to describe it
💔
FROM ALL THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEADDD
Sure!
OKEEYY
Collab?
WILL IT HELP IF I BLEED

SWEAT AND TEARS TURNING REDDD
Idk if yall would enjoy my songs it’s a lot of Chinese and RNB
Tic x Ling collab!
Guys i would literally LISTEN TO THATTUH!!
I instantly knew all the lyrics when it came out
ILL SEND IT TO YOU LING
.
wait guhs
Yeah
Why
Damn
😔

Okeyyy wait
OKAAYYAYA
I’m in it now!
Yeah

I STORE MY FEAR AN MY PAIN IN THE NAPE OF MY NECK I WON'T LET YOU INSIDE I WON'T FALL I WON'T BREAK IF I STORE MY FEAR AND PAIN IN THE NAPE OF MY NECK I WON'T FALL I WON'T BREAK
💔
this is too real 💔
YAYY
MEL IS IN OUR BLEND
Oh
gusy we are loving that
LMAO
OMGGVSHSJSJSJSJSJ
YES
YES
EYYEYES
HSJSNSBS
I LOVE YOU ELICY AN KINGS S♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎
AJJAKAMAMWKS
Guys
IM WAITING FOR ANOTHER CALLLLL
HELP
YES!?
THE SOMGS I GOT THERE LOOKS SO DEPRESSING COMPARED U YALL
I have another account with sad songs only
GUUÙUHHYSS
Real
#emo💔

…
I THINK THEY ARE PRETTY COOL!
This is so cool guys


