#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!

1 messages · Page 15 of 1

spark river
#

Awh

granite gull
#

The queen center mall I think

spark river
#

I LOVE GOING TO ATLANTIC

spark river
granite gull
#

Since my dad lives in queens

nimble heron
granite gull
#

Oh my lil sister fell off a chair!

#

My dad yelled at her

spark river
#

HELPPP

granite gull
spark river
#

DUDE

#

Yall don't know how much I love industry city

Screenshot_20250322_112425_Gallery.jpg
granite gull
#

She's back in the chair after cryjng

spark river
#

💔

granite gull
#

That's the whitest baby I've ever seen

spark river
granite gull
#

She's 10 lighter then me

spark river
#

MAKE A WISH!

#

I wish foorrr

#

Hyuka to be under the Christmas tree

granite gull
#

Oh

#

HELP

spark river
#

I LOVE HIM

granite gull
#

I REMEMBER WHEN I MADE JANN UNDER MY CHRISTMAS TREE

spark river
#

HELP

#

I STILL HAVE THE PICTURE

granite gull
spark river
#

LMAOOO

granite gull
#

I lost the 2nd one

#

😔

#

There were 3 pictures

#

I took my sweet time making them

#

#dedication

spark river
#

#atethat

Screenshot_20250322_112709_Gallery.jpg
#

Glowing princess 🥺

#

Gifts i got for isa 💔

Screenshot_20250322_112742_Gallery.jpg
#

HEYYY

#

I FOUND A PICTURE OF MY PAPA

#

I already sent it in here but #whatever

#

My dad is so cool

spark river
#

WE ARE LOVING THIS!!

20250322_113357.jpg
granite gull
#

Flowers

spark river
#

peso pluma was my first celebrity crush i think

Screenshot_20250322_113732_Gallery.jpg
granite gull
#

My first celebrity crush wassss.

#

🤔

#

Cameron Boyce☹️

#

I cried so hard when he died

spark river
#

q lindo 💔

#

I love his laugh

#

And fabios

#

And

#

Andersons

#

I love those types of laughs

#

Like how Justin Bieber said "I like your laugh" to that girl and then tried laughing like her

#

I like that laugh

granite gull
#

Bright as hell outside

spark river
#

Okay fancy?

granite gull
#

My dad and his family saved up to actually get a house💪

spark river
granite gull
#

Before they lived in a small basement

#

The upgrade

spark river
#

Damn

granite gull
#

That house was haunted supposedly

#

🤔

spark river
#

I think he moved

#

OR like

#

Hes just there for a bit

granite gull
#

Oh wow

spark river
#

HE MOVED TO GEORGIA

#

Yeah

granite gull
#

What

#

Thank god

spark river
#

I think 😔

#

WHQT

#

HWY

#

WHYYY

granite gull
#

I didn't care for him🤷‍♀️

spark river
#

oh

#

GOTTEM

#

sorry

#

Guys im going crazy

#

I need to clean really badly

#

But I don't wanna clean with my sisters in the room

#

No matter where I clean

#

I'll get bothered

granite gull
#

All ready

spark river
#

#lovingthat

#

Okay I can't take it anymore guys

#

I think I'm gonna clean

#

but wait

#

I gotta brush my hair and brush my teeth

granite gull
#

Little cow figures!!!

spark river
#

Woah

granite gull
#

They picked a really pretty house

#

My posture is so bad

#

I wanted to cry

spark river
#

Yeah

granite gull
#

I'm bored😕

#

Everything is so dry on tiktok YouTube Instagram even Twitter😔

#

I've been suffering...

spark river
#

Me too

#

I desperately need to go out

#

Okay time to go on finch

#

Done!

#

3 goals left

#

Okay time to clean

granite gull
#

I hatched a flower

nimble heron
#

I’m literally burning my eyes using my phone at night

spark river
#

gusy

#

this is truly tragic

#

😕

#

I witerwally always keep eye comfort shield on

granite gull
#

What

#

Yeah

#

This bus smells

#

🤢

#

Like smoke

spark river
#

Eye comfort shield!

#

^_^

granite gull
spark river
#

I think there was another one

#

I forgot

#

no toes only chiikawa

20250322_125511.jpg
#

im two different shades again cuz of the lighting

#

WE SHOULDVE BEEN THEM BRO @granite gull

Screenshot_20250322_090656_Instagram.jpg
granite gull
#

Who?

spark river
#

are you real?

granite gull
#

Bro idk

spark river
#

La familia peluche???

#

WHAT IS 4 TOWN DOING ON MY PINTEREST

#

Woe

#

Wow

#

Mel i don't even know you anymore

granite gull
#

Free balloon

granite gull
#

But no

spark river
#

guys

#

I didn't sweep good enough

#

Cuz my dad distracted me

#

Now I'm finding trash

#

Everywhere

#

And now my dad will think I csnt sweep

#

and my eyesight sucjs

#

sk

#

sl

#

so

#

it's even worse

#

I don't feel tired at all

#

But I feel like sleeping in a ball

#

💔

#

I need mysic

#

Music

#

My dad said that he's happy im cleaning

#

And

#

He asked

#

"Wanna make me food?"

#

jokingly

#

of course

#

i giggled

#

I would

#

If I could

#

But ima crash out

#

I cleaned

#

For my satisfaction

#

But they will think

#

I cleaned

#

only cuz I wanted something

#

And that something

#

Is what I wanna wear on monday

#

but now I don't wanna ask

#

Cuz

#

It will seem like i only cleaned for my thing

#

but

#

but

#

GRR

#

im gina jump

#

And i think I'm getting sick

#

I have boogies

granite gull
#

Cause me too😕

spark river
#

^_^

#

So cooked

#

Atp

#

Ima just go basic

#

And

#

Loke

#

Wear a basic costume or smth

#

Pulling up as a

#

um

granite gull
#

Okya

spark river
#

HELP

#

clown

#

Oh

granite gull
#

I was about to say sum depressing

spark river
#

HELPP

granite gull
#

Nvm

#

😔

#

Lowkey

#

Being outside makes me more sad

#

Mitski is not helping

spark river
#

😔

granite gull
#

I'mma be a unicorn

spark river
#

Bruh

#

Dudew

#

Watch me like

#

Pull up as

#

Nothing

granite gull
#

Fr

spark river
#

Ts pmo..!

granite gull
#

I'mma pull up as Grzegorz

spark river
#

HELP

granite gull
#

That's my only option 😕

spark river
#

Im gonna pull up as

#

Rowely

#

Rowley

granite gull
#

I'mma pull up as schizo Frank Heffley

spark river
#

HELP

granite gull
#

ME I'M THE LAUGHTER

spark river
#

Ima pull up as jaydon

granite gull
#

There's really nothing😔

spark river
#

Pullin up as snoopy

granite gull
#

I'mma be a glock

spark river
#

Ima be semaj

granite gull
#

Semaj what you doing?

#

I'mma be the dishes

spark river
#

Washing dishes

#

HELPP

granite gull
#

I'mma be a huge condom

spark river
#

We should pull

#

WHAT

#

Um

#

We should pull up as such a basic character

granite gull
#

Like want

#

Ehhwjw

#

What

#

I'mma pull up as the middle finger

#

You be the pinky

spark river
#

HELP

#

WELL

#

IF WE HAD MORE CLOTHES

#

IT WOULD BE BETTERUB

#

like

#

Basic is like

#

Finn

#

Or

#

Jake

#

Like

#

Ypu feel me!

granite gull
#

Imm be a stop sign

spark river
#

HELPPP

#

DUDE

granite gull
#

Y'all better stop me before I jump

#

🙏

spark river
#

Bakkka!

granite gull
#

Ts pmo

#

I hate this

#

My lil sister won't stop crying

#

😡

#

I'mma do sum bad...

#

I'mma pull up as lil misfortune

#

Or franbow

spark river
#

IS THAT NOT ATLANTIC??

granite gull
#

No

#

It's the queen center mall

#

...

spark river
#

Oh

#

HELP

granite gull
#

Im at Applebee's

#

Since there's nothing else😕

spark river
#

Damn

granite gull
#

I'mma eat the same thing I ate for 10 years straight

#

💪

#

French fries 😋

spark river
#

Hm!

granite gull
#

Damn😔

spark river
#

Vro doesn't even love me back

#

Minion was so mean 💔

granite gull
#

Damn

spark river
granite gull
#

Oh

spark river
#

yeha

#

💔

granite gull
#

🙄

spark river
#

HELP

granite gull
#

There's nothing good about him now

spark river
#

do you get annoyed when I talk about guhs

granite gull
#

He's plain and boring

spark river
#

He lowkey is

#

But he was my friend for like

#

7,year's

#

So

#

🤷‍♀️

granite gull
#

Well

granite gull
#

It makes me mad

#

Even

#

😔

spark river
#

HELPP

#

only him?

#

yeah

#

I hate him guhs

#

but tbh

#

I think the only reason I still think he's okay

#

Is cuz

#

He was a d1 supporter

granite gull
#

Well sadly he's not anymore

spark river
#

Yeah

#

Sadly

#

He keeps jumping around to different girls

granite gull
#

Surprisingly

#

He has no personality

#

He's ugly

#

I doubt he even is smart

#

There's nothing to him

#

And it's sad how people can even like him like that

#

🤷‍♀️

spark river
#

I was NOT sorry

Screenshot_20250322_140836_Discord.jpg
spark river
#

He's so sweet

#

Idk

#

Like

#

Hes really nice

#

And then he's a absolute poo head

granite gull
#

Is he tho

#

Is the niceness real?

spark river
#

He was

granite gull
#

Cause I doubt it is

spark river
#

But all those girls were blind

#

Sk

#

So

granite gull
#

So clearly he's not nice

#

What more is there to say

spark river
#

I remember he kept sending this to me

IMG_0178.png
#

LOKE DUDE

#

WE WOULD BE HAPPY

#

And then he'd send me that ss

#

I said that to him one time

#

ONCE

#

ONCE!

#

It was one time

#

And he kept on like

#

Bothering me about it

#

"Remember what u wanted"

#

Then he sends the ss

#

TS PMO!

#

He did NOT do all that

#

um

#

ghys

#

I wanna tweak out

#

But not oever him

#

Cuz

#

Yeah

#

I don't like him anymore or anything

#

HELP

#

stop 💔

Screenshot_20250322_142150_Discord.jpg
#

Bakjjq!

#

I'm tweaking

#

guys let's look at my posts

granite gull
#

I am so close to slapping my baby sister

#

She better be glad this table is Sepreating us

#

My dad stronger then me

#

I would have full on whooped her in front of everyone

#

SHE WON'T STOP CRYING

#

I could NEVER be a mom

#

I don't have the patience for it

spark river
#

BRO

spark river
#

LMAKO

#

smh..!

#

Give her a REASON to cry..

#

Heh

granite gull
#

I'm boutta atp

spark river
#

AAHAH

#

MY PHONE

#

IS GONNA IDE

#

DIEEE

#

sned jel

#

Help

#

Heh

#

I'll miss you guys

#

Ling

#

And

#

Mel

#

💔

#

My last words

#

Ling is awesome

granite gull
#

Bro

#

My internet

#

Is si bad

#

Ling is dead

#

Too

#

I will miss both if you😔

spark river
#

GUESS WHOS BACN

#

Bakajaakaka

#

nvm don't guess then

#

It's me

granite gull
#

Got myself 2 new jeans

#

Feeling okay

#

I look dead I realized

#

Mainly my eyes

#

Bro I my internet is so bad

#

It had me stressing

spark river
granite gull
#

I lost my dad

#

Idk where he at

#

I'm with my sister tho

#

She is the bathroom so I'm alone

spark river
#

💔

spark river
#

I just lost all my aura

#

in front of the huzz

#

was playing

#

had to show him the way to get a gun

#

In the game

#

I fell into some black stuff that kills you

#

I think he saw

#

You don't know how fast I left

#

I'm never playing roblox again

#

okay time to crash out

#

I feel like i should make a journal but like

#

For

granite gull
#

💔

spark river
#

Mental stuff

#

BUT nah

granite gull
#

Yes

#

Oh

spark river
#

I think this is good

#

Because

#

Here

#

I show my goods and bads

#

Heh

granite gull
#

That's for the mental health journals

spark river
#

So people now I'm legit

#

know

#

and that im not always silly

#

And not always crying

#

And not always mad

#

Yk

#

You feel me guys

#

So crash out time

#

im

#

um

#

I really need to

#

socialize more

#

Like

#

I already have amazing friends that I love so so so so soo much at school irl

#

But like

#

I feel like i can't just cling onto them forever

#

And quality over quantity yeah yeah

#

But guys

#

I truly

#

Tweak out

#

And i need more friends

#

💔

#

but like

#

i have cool friends

#

I've met through this server

#

which is pretty awesome

#

I've also had older guys text me

#

Which isn't so awesome

#

Good and bad experiences I guess

#

But like either way

#

plus

#

I feel like

#

With most of my friends

#

There's this repeating cycle

#

Like this loop

#

Sometimes

#

Wait

#

Guys I'm gonna jump

#

How do I describe this

#

It feels like

#

We'll text for days

#

And hours

#

And weeks

#

But then

#

All of a sudden

#

We are strangers again

#

Not really

#

But like

#

We just stop talking

#

And this happens all the time with my friends

#

Why?

#

Because

#

I guess

#

They are too far awah

#

💔

#

Like if they went to my school

#

Or lived closer

#

Or just were nearby

#

We'd be super close

#

But more than half of my friends aren't near me

#

They don't live near me

#

They don't go to my school

#

And it kinda sucks

#

A lot

#

The girl I've loved so much is moving

#

The first girl I ever called my best friend, has already moved

#

One of my younger friends

#

Hes so cool

#

But we ghosted each other so

#

Now he's just a stranger

#

Just like most of my friends

#

I miss them

#

It all started in elementary

#

I wish I could go back

#

That's where I all had them

#

Next to my class

#

Next to my side

#

They were always with me

#

I had my ups and downs with some of them

#

But I still love them

#

A LOT

#

So like

#

Even though we genuinely still are friends, it still hurts, cuz it doesn't feel like we are

#

um

#

school kinda sucks too

summer sinew
#

Help me..

#

HAAIII

spark river
#

WHAT

#

WHATS WRING BABE

summer sinew
spark river
spark river
summer sinew
#

Not talking

#

At

#

All

#

I'm thirsty

#

🦭🦭

spark river
#

OH

#

Id run off

#

💔

#

um

#

guys

#

I miss you

summer sinew
#

I should run away but how

#

❗️❗️

spark river
#

Hm

#

Maybe

#

Run out the front door to my house and then straight into my arms?

#

Just a thought though

#

Heh

summer sinew
#

YAY

#

Good idea:3

spark river
#

♡♡♡

summer sinew
#

❗️❗️

#

I managed to get out💔

#

I just dropped my phone

spark river
#

💔

spark river
#

Guys who's freakin back huzzes

#

Huzzez

#

Heh

#

I found so many people's accs

#

on insta

#

Hahah

#

NO one. Is safe..

#

okay

#

where was i?

spark river
#

school sucks

#

well

#

not mine

#

the one under mine

#

sucks

#

bad stuff is happening

#

And so far

#

The worst thing happened recently

#

Like on dykans birthday

#

Poor kid

#

Hope he's ok

#

ok

#

now

#

friends

#

so um

#

yeah

#

I hate it so much how quickly my friends become strangers

#

It happens way too often

#

And i always cry

#

Because of it

#

I cry everyday because of a new person

#

Every single person I've met

#

I swear

#

I've cried over them, or because of them at least once

#

Not even joking

#

Every single ine

#

One*

#

Not very cool but yeah

#

also

#

roblox is cool

#

but

#

what makes it suck

#

Is that i can't play it anymore

#

Why?

#

Because

#

Im alone

#

heh

#

im not alone

#

i just dint like asking to play that much

#

And I only ask like

#

The most busy people ever

#

Whoops

#

But yeah

#

Um

#

I remember playing a lot

#

Like

#

A while ago

#

Id play a lot with my friends

#

Now I just dont

#

Which sucks

#

Cuz

#

It doesn't matter the game

#

I don't care about the game

#

The only thing that matters is that im with my friends

#

had to go help my papa

#

anwyasy

#

im gonna jump on my friends when I see them monday

#

man

spark river
#

I kept telling myself that

#

Monday isn't so far awah

#

Soon

#

I'll be at school

#

With my friends

#

And I'll be happy

#

Again

#

!

#

I miss them a lot

#

I always miss them

#

Even during class

#

I think about them

#

No matter how close they are to me

#

Even if they are sitting next to me

#

I still think about them

spark river
#

Next to me

#

Behind me

#

Across the class

#

In a entire different class

#

Absent

#

I still think about them

#

But that just goes to show how much I love them

#

And I really do

#

So

#

Soon enough

#

I'll be back at school

#

On Monday

#

I'll be going to my trip

#

With my friends

#

Which is so cool

#

Dressed up or not, it will still be fun

#

I cant wait !

wooden sable
#

My brother crashed out of me

spark river
#

guhs what

#

anwyays

#

I love my mom

#

and my dad

#

and my two older sisters

#

I just finished

#

um

#

pretending to pet my family members from afar with my finger

#

guys

#

Im ginna be positive

#

Mama

#

Babies are so cute

#

Im gonna jump

#

At this point

#

I'm gonna delete snap

#

"Hey, how are you?"

#

no

#

All I can say is hi

#

And prays he goes away

#

Thank god he's leaving me on delivered

#

I couldn't take it anymore with him

#

music time

#

ohh

#

I tgink

#

It's time for me to eat

#

Also

#

I didn't gain weight

#

But I didn't lose

#

SO

#

im happy

#

I guess

spark river
#

#cute

#

I just finished eating

#

this sucks

#

Mel is dead

#

So is ling

#

LING COME BAXCCCCCJJKKKKKKKKRAAAAHHHHHHHHH

#

"Looked like you were gonna cry"

#

no

#

heh

#

I was gonna

#

but im not telling him that

#

👅

#

he said I looked annoyed

#

HELP

#

probably

#

cuz

#

mmm.

#

why was he even looking at me

#

im ginna kill evoenyone

spark river
#

"I just wanted to check up on you"

#

I don't need your help

#

someone has to free me

#

hes cool

#

bug he's worrying over the wrong person

#

Over someone that doesn't even like him back

#

Nd he knows it dont

#

hey

#

that was kinda cute!

#

"Tuesday sorry!"

#

heh

#

if it didn't have the "!" Wouldn't be so cure

#

cure

#

The cutlre

#

AaHELP?

#

I mean

#

It wouldn't be so cute

#

so cute

#

I love her

#

anwyahs

#

im being too mean

#

but he doesn't get ut

#

it

#

I don't want him

#

And he knows it

#

And I've made it so obvious before

#

But he keeps on going

#

this made me cry guhs

#

He done sent me a picture of himself

#

ima jump

granite gull
#

Anyways I'm back ^_^

spark river
#

HEG

#

HEYYY

#

Where were you

granite gull
#

Just got back to my dads house

#

We were at the mall for like 5 hours

#

Just to get 2 things

#

And eat

#

My feet hurt now😔

spark river
#

Oh

#

guhs

#

do you wanna plah

#

with me

#

okay bruh

granite gull
#

Sure

spark river
#

wait

#

cuz now i gotta CLEAN

#

🙄

granite gull
#

They GYATTA free you

spark river
#

omay

#

im back

#

bakakana

#

Mel delete that shit because I'm not tryna get in trouble cuz of it

#

don't play

granite gull
#

No

spark river
granite gull
#

It cute

#

🙄

spark river
granite gull
#

There

spark river
#

do you still wanna play or mmm no

granite gull
#

Sure

spark river
#

man

#

life isn't worth living anymore

#

i lost my gun

#

but

#

It was a event gun

#

So

granite gull
#

Same

#

Oh

#

Ummm

spark river
#

💔

granite gull
#

Type shi I be seeing

#

Makes me want to end it

#

😕

spark river
#

HELP

#

if you wanna join you #can

granite gull
#

What

spark river
#

yes

granite gull
#

Let's play different game^_^

spark river
#

okei dokie

#

there was a little simp in the game protecting me

#

#howcutee!

granite gull
#

Oh yeah bacon or what?

spark river
#

he left

granite gull
#

☹️

spark river
granite gull
#

Anyways

#

That is so loud

spark river
#

💔

#

He let me die

#

whatever

granite gull
#

Damn

spark river
#

Alsl

#

Also

#

I watched you die

granite gull
#

Oh yeah

spark river
granite gull
#

Anyway

spark river
#

for huzz

spark river
#

wets

granite gull
#

No

spark river
#

pwayuh

#

heh

#

nyyyaahh

#

man

#

im going crazh

#

can you giggle at least

#

yk

#

Ling would've giggled

granite gull
#

No

#

Don't lie

spark river
#

heheheqh

granite gull
#

He woulda put

spark river
#

yes he would

granite gull
#

No

#

There's no good games

spark river
#

buhr

granite gull
#

😒

spark river
#

I wanna play baddies

granite gull
#

...

spark river
#

but then we'll get jumped

#

plus

#

there r so many try hards

#

im a retired baddies player

#

I clocked so many people in this ash game

#

Heh

#

They didn't even know they were playing with a player with a 1k+ kill count on baddies

#

nyaaaaa!

#

Can someone laugh

spark river
#

guys i can't stop crying

#

latso is my worst enemy

#

I hate latso

#

latso has to get it

#

anwyasy

wooden sable
wooden sable
spark river
#

HELP

#

SHES SO CUTE

#

Shes a little mad

Screenshot_20250322_193412.jpg
#

how cute!!!

#

Feelin

#

Kinda

#

Silly

#

rahhh

#

im happy

#

#happy

#

#heppeh!

#

heh

#

sorry guys

#

no

#

im emo

#

Ling is probably snoozing right neow

#

Zzzzz

#

Any flipping ways

wooden sable
#

I'm monster hunting in the wilds

spark river
#

#awesome

#

Spotify hates me

#

smh

#

can't even listen to ggum because my d1 haters will get me

Screenshot_20250322_194201_Spotify.jpg
#

I like using soap to draw on my face

#

#santabeard

#

Accidentally sliced my leg again

#

Blood will not stop coming out

#

gyys

#

guyd

#

Now i have to wear pants

#

I hate this

#

so cute

#

AWH LMAO

granite gull
#

Fat boys

spark river
#

I immediately thought of Anderson

spark river
granite gull
#

😭

#

Yes

spark river
#

I don't care if he's chubby

#

If he has a weird voice that isn't deep

#

If he wears the same clothes everyday

#

hes 👅

granite gull
#

It's probably short and chubby

#

With a musk

#

😕

spark river
#

Okay enough mel

#

Anyone but him

spark river
#

Life isn't worth living

#

Ling and mel found dead in the bronx

wooden sable
#

Anyways

#

Hey guys

wooden sable
#

Literally what bro

spark river
#

Ling nd mel found dead in the bronx

#

this sucjs

granite gull
spark river
#

HEY

#

life still isn't worth living

granite gull
#

I JUST GOT HOME!!!!

granite gull
#

😔

spark river
#

Ling

granite gull
#

Ling is dead

spark river
granite gull
spark river
#

WHAT

#

ETF

#

WTF

#

WHO IS THAT

granite gull
#

Who is Nino and Pino?

spark river
#

AND WHY ARE THEY SO DRIPPED OUT

granite gull
#

IDK???

spark river
#

WHAT

granite gull
#

😭

spark river
#

guys

#

it's secretly ling

#

HELPPP

granite gull
#

Really..!??

spark river
#

WHO IS THAT

#

LMAOOO

granite gull
#

IDK IT A MEMBER

spark river
#

Ohh

#

OH YEAH

#

omg

granite gull
#

THEY GAVE ME A BIG HUG

spark river
#

Mel you r so slow

#

WHAT ABOUT ME?

granite gull
#

IDK I pressed on something which said they were gonna find me a big hug😭

spark river
#

DUDE

#

WHAY

#

OH MY GOD

#

BECAUSE

#

THEIR DRIP WAS INSANE??

granite gull
#

FR

spark river
#

Ulises better stop messaging me

granite gull
#

Tell him to leave

#

Never come back